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Tale Old As Time

Even though his a beast, I still give him a kiss, It’s not about appearance, Not about the first glance.

But it’s about his kindness, His love and goodness That made me fall Besides, we are the Beauty and the Beast after all.

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uncertainty

Everything must come to an end You need to give your best So that everything will amend And you’ll be better among the rest.

For the rest of my life, The beginning was actually a good start But now I’ll accept with all my might, Until we’ll come to depart.

We really don’t know where we’re going, Is it to the light? Or is it to nowhere? Uncertainty is only what we have.

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Did you ever dream so high? That you can reach the sky? ‘Cause sometimes I wondered I might, Fantasize to be a soaring kite.

The kite that can move freely, Like there is to nothing worry. But every glimpse of the sun, It’s like your still on the land.

Be prepared for everything you hope for to fall. If the kite string breaks, all your attainments will be gone all. That is why kite represents growing pains, Allow us to mature in unknown ways.

Just remember the higher we strive, The more changes we have in life. And we can’t call it success, Without the Lord as our guide.

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Letter to someone you had a fight

Dear 42715,

Hey, how are you? Are you okay? Did you eat already? What keeps you so busy? Sorry if I have so many questions, I just wanted to check on you since our last conversation was months ago. To be honest, I badly want to talk to you but I’m terrified that you might turn me down. You know that I’m afraid of rejections right? And add the fact that I value my pride so much. Sorry again. But now I’ve gathered all the courage needed to say the things I always wanted to tell you. I admit that it was my fault, I was careless about my decisions that I even hurt you, my best friend. All I did was to think about myself and I disregarded you. I was foolish when I didn’t listen to you that day and I regret it everyday since it happened. You were always there for me but I wasn’t there when you needed me. Worst part is that I failed being a friend. I know that sorry will never be enough so here I am telling you that I will never get tired until you forgive me. Forgiving me won’t be easy that’s for sure but I am ready to face every consequence needed. You don’t need to reply back, I just wanted to let it all out because these thoughts have been haunting me every night and I could barely sleep. I wanted to say that I really miss you so much. Those conversations we had about our hated person, our crushes, our families and everything and anything. I miss when we hang out together laughing about weird stuff and looking like people who came out from the mental hospital. Do you miss it too? Maybe not. Oh sorry for bringing up those things, I suddenly remembered them and each memory flashed back one after the other. Everything was way better back then. I blame myself everyday for what I did and promise to do my best to be a better friend for you. I promise that you won’t regret this time. I miss you.

Love, bbf.

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Course

There are some people who suffer under mental or emotional disorders and the ones responsible for helping them out to cure the illness is a psychiatrist. Being one is to be the best friend of your patient by understanding his/her situation in every way possible. Understanding other people will make you fearless and it will practice your patience. People’s problem can be emotionally, mentally and physically and as a psychiatrist willingness is a must.

I want to be able to help the persons who have a hard time with themselves dealing with their sickness. I want them to feel that there will be someone out there who will listen to their stories and make them feel accepted. The world nowadays is a big mess where you are supposed to act to what society dictates you to be. There will only be limited people who would understand you so choosing the one you trust will be a big factor. As a psychiatrist, I want explore different kinds of people to gain more experience so I can help in the best way possible. When I was I child I dream to be a doctor who will reach out to the needy. I was hesitant at first due to my other dream of being an architect because it also looks interesting to design a house but eventually I love the idea of attending to the needs of others because my mother raised me to be selfless.

I chose this strand in able to pursue my dream in the near future. I will be the key to unlock their minds and hearts to accept their selves again.