Wizard got my brain

sometimes here, often nowhere

[astralbondpro]

I Am Here… Now (2009) // Dir. Neil Breen

[katydid911]

Some of these spam blogs have amazing titles. Just came across a gaseousogre

[zegalba]

Paintings by Tomas Sanchez

[zegalba]

Surrealist Paintings by Rob Gonsalves

[nickormsby]

Bee Knight

[zegalba]

Micah Ofstedahl: Refractal (2023)

[azdoine]

flight

[nightcorp]

[powerburial]

the main reason to neuter your dog is to cope with the unconscious fear that your dog may castrate you

[katydid911]

What’s the inner experience of obsessions/hyperfixations like for you

Mine are often like, I must take in and integrate/sort Enough knowledge about this thing to get the real, inarticulable core piece of information I want before an unspecified future threat hits. Sometimes it’s a specific threat and sometimes I just expect to have my info sources taken away from me. The whole process is pretty unpleasant but in a thrilling way.

If I’m satisfied with my learning or the threat comes and goes, the interest moves to a mature state, which is usually warm, nostalgic, often quite fuzzy on detail recollection (though I’d be able to quickly research/fill in blanks if motivated.) I think a lot of the forgetfulness is purposeful or even semi-conscious dissociation, I don’t have much tolerance for sharp grabby things in my brain and it’s learned how to blunt the edges

[katydid911]

If anyone follows me I just assume they’re a spambot at this point. If you’re not a spambot, feel free to message me so I know you’re a real person.

[sovietpostcards]

Riverside green fields in Moscow oblast. Photo by V. Marinyo (Russia, June 1998).

[radiofreederry]

Some really fascinating decisions in the latest Mr. Beast video:

Mr. Beast recognizes Russia’s claim to the Crimean peninsula

Mr. Beast recognizes the State of Palestine

Mr. Beast recognizes Somaliland

Mr. Beast recognizes the Taliban government of Afghanistan

Mr. Beast does NOT recognize Taiwan

Mr. Beast uses the flag of Georgia (the state) for Georgia (the country)

[alienpapacy]

most politically coherent american man

[podcastwizard]

the hot new trend is "guard posting"

[katydid911]

Whoever said poly is just avoidant attachment hasn’t tried actually being avoidant attachment. Because having my notifs full all the time because there’s no natural cutoff point for relationships and I like people too much to ghost but I don’t see much potential for anything serious, but also being busy and having a low ish sex drive and generally disliking attention unless I can use it, is actually very stressful :( I miss being able to say the magic “I have a boyfriend” words

(if you’re reading this not you babe!)

[katydid911]

I made a vore joke to an irl woman I need to touch grass

[katydid911]

Going on something like a “culture war and bad vibes break,” but calling it an internet break.

I don’t want to accuse other people who are just trying to figure their world out of culture war and bad vibes, because I am most certainly part of the problem. Also, I’m pretty okay with tumblr and some discords right now. Few know I’m here, shhh ;)