Scrolling through Facebook, my head wondering off. Scrolling, scrolling, scrolling , the deeper I get into my thoughts the faster I scroll like it somehow helps with blending in with the rest of the world.
I am trying to save my self from the sorrow in me and for my sake I can’t.
I am trying.
And nothing ever works. Nothing lasts.
Everything is false.
I’m in the verge of tears, just looking at myself and how helpless I am. I am never enough and nothing is ever enough for me. I exist and nothing is meant for me.
I am holding my breath, maybe it’ll hold my tears from rolling out.
I am hiding behind my hair, just in case.
The train stop is crowded.
I’m scrolling faster
Then I see this... meme
Lmfaoooo.
I find humor in this and I don’t know why.
My tear falls.
My thoughts scramble. Nothing is serious anymore.
I can feel Myself come to a mental breakdown but maybe the release of that one tear can hold me down for just a bit longer.
This is the meme lmaoo
