aesthetics

29 | pretty when i cry

[maneatered]

The so-called "inclusive" mental health activists the moment they realize some people experience intrusive thoughts that are actually disturbing and not romanticizable:

[osazaisbloodstainedbandages-dea]

society when a mentally ill person doesnt function like a regular person: 😨😨😟😟😱😱😱

[ct-lambykins]

Something that really annoys me is that people are under the impression ive gotten better.

The reality is i have only got progressively worse you just dont see it anymore because i was trained to appease people, i was taught to stay quite, bare all the shit people put me through and never speak my mind or stand up for myself.

Im not better i was just trained to handle all this pain alone and that is good enough for the world because i am no longer a nuisance to anyone but myself

[trainsandpaperplanes]

I cannot justify still being alive

[dead-core]

[lock-o-lake]

i just wanna be loved

is that to much to fucking ask for

[ct-lambykins]

every time i get a notification i get a tiny hope maybe it’ll be them.

I’m perfectly aware it never will be but I’m always disappointed when its not them

[swaninwonderland-deactivated202]

I am such a bother for everyone just kill me please.

[morosefeeling]

When I obsess over someone I worship them like they are literally my god so do not tell me you love harder than me amateur

[iwanttobelovedplease]

Why is it so fucking loud in my head

[iheart2manythings]

I’ve been planning my downfall since the age of 7 I called all this shit but everyone just thought I was being edgy

[morosefeeling]

BPD is so fetishized it makes me sick to my stomach. It is not some sexy mental illness. There's days where I am so tempted to end it all because of this disorder. I cant make friends, I cant KEEP friends, I cant have relationships, I cant be NORMAL.

[hello-friends9500]

"Tough love" didn't really work on me.

[daisylambs]

[cottagesongs]

[liniahamster]

i am tired of being seen as some weak and inexperienced girl when in conversation of my mental health. i have gone through more than you'd think and i am sick of people looking down on me.

i'm not the type to compare trauma, but it's hard not to when you speak to me like you'd know any better than i would. i know how hospitals work, i know how bad the systems are, i know how bad it hurts to go that deep, so Stop talking to me like i don't!!!!!! I know better than You!!!!!!

[liniahamster]

i wish i was somebody's only