[kazesendo]

𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐎 𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐓𝐎.  https://kazesendo.tumblr.com.

𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 & 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲. inspiration taken from game lore and meta / headcanon.   yes i send memes to myself — it’s not as weird as you might think.   20 + only.  rules found on main multi. @/divinete

𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞. and i cannot stress it enough, please don’t follow me if you don’t intend to write with me.

dni.

[kazesendo]

i would say i lost... but a.yato and c.hiori still have those cutscenes !

[ani-not-oki]

[leneemusing]

MAGNOLIA  CASTILLO  SENTENCE  STARTERS 

❝  what does ‘happy’ feel like?  ❞

❝  i think the real ‘monsters’ are the ones who create the monstrous things.  ❞

❝  broken things aren’t always ruined.  ❞

❝  healing isn’t always about putting yourself back together the way you were.  it’s about making something new out of the pieces that are left.  ❞

❝  they stole my voice.  this is me taking it back.  ❞

❝  dying isn’t so bad…it’s the leaving.  going away when you haven’t really even gotten to do anything yet.  ❞

❝  quiet.  the ghosts are talking.  ❞

❝  i think sometimes,  some people are just meant to carry pain.  ❞

❝  i’m not sure what love is supposed to feel like.  i’ve never really had it before…but i know i feel good with you.  warm.  like home.  ❞

❝  there are some things worse than death.  would you like to see them?  ❞

❝  you can get used to any pain.  but loneliness,   that’s what makes you break.  ❞

❝  the only thing that saved me was me.  ❞

❝  i didn’t survive…i just didn’t die.  there’s a difference.  ❞

❝  please stop lying i’m trying to think.  ❞

❝  i’ve always been at home among the haunted things.  ❞

❝  the world is too big.  and i don’t know how to be in it anymore.  ❞

❝  i’ve seen what ‘bad’ looks like.  you’re one of the good ones,  trust me.  ❞

❝  i think i’m afraid to heal,  because that means i can be broken again.  ❞

❝  there is good in the world.  i know there is.  i just don’t think i get to have it in my life.  ❞

❝  you have to hold on to the little joys when you find them.  ❞

❝  everything in nature is about balance.  i think the spiritual world is like that too.  maybe,  if my life is so filled with darkness and hurt,  someone else out there is getting nothing but light and warmth.  someone who deserves it.  ❞

❝  i don’t want to hide anymore.  ❞

❝  sometimes it’s easier to believe there’s something wrong with me.  it’s easier than if i didn’t deserve all those things and people knew that and chose to hurt me anyway.  that just seems worse somehow.  ❞

❝  you have a very messy brain.  ❞

❝  do you think the moon gets lonely?  ❞

❝  when i was little i used to believe fairies made it rain.  i think i just wanted the world to feel magical.  ❞

❝  people always go away.  even if they don’t mean to.  no one stays.  ❞

❝  anything can be a cage.  ❞

❝  at least,  no one can touch my soul.  that’s mine.  that will always be mine.  ❞

❝  time doesn’t speak to me.  ❞

❝  embrace your chaos…hug your demons.  ❞

❝  there are things you can never forget once you know them.  ❞

❝  don’t go poking around this stuff…it pokes back.  ❞

❝  i just live in each second as it comes.  that’s all i have.  ❞

❝  the only thing we can really control is ourselves.  but there’s a power in that.  only you get to decide what kind of person all the hard things turn you into.  ❞

❝  i feel like i don’t know much of anything anymore.  ❞

❝  a body is just something you’re stuck inside.  it’s not really you.  just a place to stay for a little while.  ❞

❝  i don’t know why people like to hurt me.  they just do.  ❞

❝  i killed him but,  now there’s a mess.  ❞

❝  i want to help.  please?  i just want to do something good.  ❞

❝  i’m not very brave.  or strong.  i broke.  they broke me…but i’m still here.  ❞

❝  i got blood on my dress.  i really like that dress.  ❞

❝  there are so many secrets in my head i never asked for.  ❞

❝  i’m in here.  i’m inside this body.  there’s still a person in here and it’s mine.   it’s my body.  i’m tired of so many people acting like it isn’t.  ❞

❝  i don’t really sleep much anymore.  but it’s okay,  someone has to keep the moon company.  ❞

❝  i’m so angry.  it’s always there.  but if i let it out i’m afraid i’ll never stop.  ❞

❝  i didn’t think i’d still be alive by now.  i’m not really sure what to do now that i am.  ❞

❝  everyone’s a little bit broken.  but it’s okay.  broken things can be pretty too.  that’s how mosaics are made.  ❞

❝  i don’t want anyone to hurt the way i’ve hurt.  no one deserves that kind of pain.  ❞

❝  i’ll be gentle with your heart.  ❞

❝  i like your soul.  it’s beautiful.  ❞

❝  you have a pretty brain.  ❞

❝  the pain gets better.  it won’t go away completely but.  you get used to it.  it will get easier to breathe,  bit by bit until you don’t really notice it anymore.  ❞

❝  let me make it better.  please?  ❞

❝  you’re hurting.  i can tell.  you don’t have to hide it.  ❞

❝  you can’t hurt me in a way i haven’t already survived.  ❞

❝  the thing about being broken,  is it’s already done.  you know you can get through anything after that.  ❞

❝  people are kind of like art.  everyone is going to see something different when they look at you.  ❞

❝  i choose to help people because no one helped me.  i want to be that person for others that i needed.  ❞

❝  fucking dumbasshole.  ❞

❝  i’m still trying to figure out what i want to be.  ❞

[kazesendo]

im gonna be a little more active over here. i think i’ll reblog a meme that i will attempt to get to in the morning

[kazesendo]

i’ve been on my multi mostly. i love heizou, in case no one knew, and im glad his design didn’t steer me away from writing him. in fact, it reminds me of a character i love,

[feral-ballad]

Victoria Chang, from Obit

[flowerytale]

Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963″

[anna-drw01]

behind the scenes

[kazesendo]

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲?

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐒 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍    [ devotion: love, loyalty, or enthusiasm for a person, activity, or cause ] when ruth said to naomi "where you go, i will go, and where you stay, i will stay. your people will be my people, and your God my God" and when hozier sang "i'll be the dreadful need from the devotee that drove [orpheus] underground" and when deathcab for cutie sang " if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark"

tagged by. @epithmia ( i love you thanks ;; ) tagging. @eithymia, @kitsumiko, @zaunver ( your pick. ) @lunoia ( ranni ) & @raytm ( thoma )

[reytaliation]

the person i love. the utmost gentle.

[feral-ballad]

Tsunao Aida, tr. by Edith Marcombe Shiffert & Yūki Sawa, from Anthology of Modern Japanese Poetry; “Legend”

[starlyt]

my hobbies? Uhhhhh symbolism mostly. metaphors and implications and the like.

[kazesendo]

… . . 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞.   ❨ written by lissi. ❩ 

[kazesendo]

. . . . . 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞.   ❨ written by lissi. ❩ 

[kazesendo]

❝ you promised to meet me before it starts, remember? ❞

𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦 — he’d known since he was younger that the duties of the yashiro commissioner would one day fall upon his shoulders, yet he never imagined he’d be thrust into this, whilst his parents were ripped away. he felt the weight of the world crushing him, now more than ever. the world is cruel, and in this moment he felts its cold embrace — like death coated around him, ripping apart his heart — it felt it tearing away the love inside him, leaving him empty.

he sat idle in his room looking to his hands — today he presented himself as the head of the clan, he would be walking alone, yet standing as tall as he could manage. he couldn’t let himself been seen as weak lest the other commissions take opportunity to stake claim of everything his family owned, and he would not fail his clan, his family name depended on his success. his sisters future depended upon him.

he pushed himself to his feet and turned, surprised to find mana standing at the entrance —

❝ 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔, 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓? ❞

❛  mana... i… ❜ his vulnerabilities spilled through his tone as he offered a weak smile.  ❛ i know not what will happen today , but despite it, and despite your status, even if only in shadows, even if we are far from one another — can you promise me, you'll remain on my side should i need you? ❜   /  @epithmia

[kazesendo]

life threw a curveball at me. but i will be back as soon as i can.