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(My style has no consistency. Seems like it depends on my mood, pfff.)
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Just some doodles.
(My style has no consistency. Seems like it depends on my mood, pfff.)
Hi Luke! Can I have a hug?
...do I know you? [There’s a faintly wary edge to his voice since he’s pretty sure friends wouldn’t hide their identity like that. He’s not afraid to give serious, full-on-body-contact hugs, none of that shy shoulder-bumping stuff, but with strangers it’s a different deal.]
So, what kind of background did you come from?
Well, I grew up in the country, if that’s what you mean. It was nothin’ special, I guess. Pretty quiet most a’ the time, though there was always somethin’ to do ‘round the farm. I didn’t mind, though.
Is there a way we can see Luke in some nsfw pics or drabbles?
Ain’t happenin’, anon.
((ooc: It might again, in the future :’D.))
Hi, Luke!! It's so good to see you. I've been wondering, how have you been holding up?? What with zombies and all that comes with the mess I mean.
[There’s a familiarity to the anon’s words he’s not expecting and it puts him a bit on guard, even if it might just be a guileless attempt at being friendly. Though something else has him confused.] ...zombies? [He arches a brow.]
What's the number 1 worst thing that's happened to you since the apocalypse started Luke?
Wouldn’t even know how to begin comparin’ all the shit that’s happened to all of us. [There’s a sad knit to his brow as he considers the regrets he carries into each day he makes it long enough to see. He looks absently to his hands.] S’all kind a’ gelled together at this point.
So Luke, what was your first time with Nick like?
What--? [He blinks, his eyebrows shooting up.] I -- no. [Hard to say if anon’s hoping to antagonize either of them or not, but if they are, he’s heard it all before and it shows in the tired thinning of his lips.]
It ain't like that.
[Not to say they hadn’t experimented a couple times back in the day after downing some drinks, with clumsy, hungry kisses and hands snaking up shirts. But that’s another story.]
Soo, Luke. What made you latch onto Clem? When you noticed she had been 'bitten' you seemed very angry with her, what made you change sides and start defending her?
I was scared... we all were, after what happened to Nick’s mom. But Clem was, too... she was all alone in the shed an’ Carlos wasn’t budgin’ on lettin’ ‘er have some penicillin ‘til we figured out what things were lookin’ like in the mornin’. While we were talkin’ it over... I don’ know, I jus’... had a feelin’ in my gut that she wasn’t one a’ Carver’s. Pete was right, too, ‘bout bein’ able to take her if it came to that. M’jus’ glad we didn’t have to. To tell you the truth, she, uh... she reminds me a lot a’ my kid cousin. They’re both pretty cheeky.
Luke you're so cute, were you popular in school?
[He huffs softly, rubbing at his neck.] Weeeeell, I wouldn't say SUPER popular... But I was invited to my share a’ parties... an’ I might a’ crashed a bunch.
[Those were the days. Once upon a time you could drink yourself stupid or duck into a room in the house of someone you barely knew and share a few kisses with a fun, pretty stranger without a care in the world. Feels like a lifetime ago.]
Hey Luke, what's the most difficult part of living in the apocalypse?
[The quiet sigh that slips out of him as he thinks things over more or less sets the tone for the answer to come. His eyes darken, unfocused.]
I guess jus'... never really knowin' if the moments you spend with the people you care about s’gon’ be the last time you see ‘em alive. ...There’s no such thing as ‘li’l mistakes’ anymore. Even the smallest thing can turn any situation into a matter a’ life or death... an’ us folks have to live with it.”
An ode to the mild-mannered leader-type.
Yo. I felt like sharing something I wrote a couple days ago as I reflected on fandom and the opinions I've soaked up ever since playing the game and roleplaying Luke. It has been interesting. And so here I am, standing by the idea that Luke deserves a liiiittle more acknowledgement as a leader - no less than what many give Kenny or Rick - and that, like with most characters in S2, the game doesn’t show him to his fullest capacity largely because of a railroading plot.
Arguments against Luke as a leader tend to be that he’s weak-willed because he avoids going down the dark road of revenge-killing, or doesn’t shoot said person when they’re already helpless, or because he hears out the opinions of his people rather than almost forcing them conform to his. It’s true that when he stepped up to become the group’s de facto leader, he didn’t get to be one for very long. :'D But even with the differences of opinion among Luke’s folks, his death proves he was effective enough of a leader to act as the glue. A group is only as strong as its leader, Luke points out himself. And it's his death that really sets into motion the crumbling of what remains of the group, imo.
I find that the Walking Dead show, particularly, consistently pushes this idea that you have to have a degree of ruthlessness and/or detachment to survive. So many sensitive characters with nagging moral consciences (see: Beth, Tyreese) are bumped off because that’s often perceived as a weakness. At the end of the day, what generally seems to matter most – what tends to make characters the most ‘valuable’ to more than a few fans, I’ve noticed (but not everyone, of course) - is how many kills a character can rack up, walkers and humans, without breaking much of a sweat or blinking an eye.
Don’t get me wrong, the brutality of the series is what drew me to it in the first place. I love me some flying walker heads and buckets of blood and fierce, unyielding toughness. But in light of all that I’m kind of drawn to Luke’s restraint towards dealing with human threats even more.
Luke can kill - he knows what he needs to do if a situation calls for it. When Matthew's approaching him and Clem on the bridge, Luke says clearly that if it comes to it and that guy looks like he’s going to shoot, he’ll shoot him first. And Luke didn’t hang back and do nothing during that firefight with the Russian group - he was right up in there, doing what he could to protect his people.
But while he has those weapons and he can wield that machete like a pro, he prefers to use them as a deterrent. Shooting is loud and noise attracts walkers, that’s another thing. But yes – he knows he doesn’t always HAVE to kill. Someone he spares might come back to haunt him someday, that’s true. And maybe he'd have paid for that one day. But what if you’ve gone and killed someone who could have really helped you, one of those rare few good people left, because you made the wrong call? Then you get something like the situation with Matthew on the bridge. Knee-jerk violence doesn’t always have to be the only solution even if it seems like the best and quickest one at the time. (That said, I'll openly admit that I was in the camp of Getting Rid of Carver ASAP 'cause he scared the fuck out of me, lol)
The actor who played Tyreese in the show brought up a very good point I’d like to share because it’s so damn fitting. He says: * “You should always wrestle with whether to kill or not. You should be uncomfortable. I really don’t care if somebody thinks it’s soft. If you’re not in touch with your vulnerability, you’re not going to be an effective leader. You need a balance [and] to be in touch with your feminine side.”*
For someone 'hindered' by morals, Luke has lasted a very long time and it couldn’t have been luck that got him that far. He’s a good survivor, a guy always trying to approach situations with a plan. And like everyone else, he has suffered his share of loss. His heart could have folded in and he could have given up on people so easily. But he’s resilient. He can not only self-reliantly push on in the toughest of times but still keep a sense of humour like Omid. And he knows that you need to find others you can trust, that there’s nothing more important in the world than gaining allies and forming strong connections, and that means taking calculated risks. It’s not his crew telling him, ‘why don’t we give so-and-so a chance?’ He’s the guy still saying, ‘he’s [Arvo’s] jus' a scared kid, man’. In that same way he’s one of the only people to defend Clementine in front of his group when they argue over what to do with her when others might have easily just offed her and eliminated the threat because it’s easy and they’re scared.
Luke’s a fairly compassionate guy and he makes some stupid-adorable, achingly honest sadfaces – it wouldn’t surprise me if that’s part of the reason why he can be easily passed off as a 'lesser' leader-type character. He might not look like he’ll stand his ground and put up a fight. He’s not gruff, doesn’t threaten, isn’t loud, and doesn’t really put his pain above anyone else’s.
And Luke doesn’t get a satisfying scene where he gets to take that crowbar and beat Carver’s face in for all the pain he caused. But he stands before the man who terrorized his people for so long and beat him and Kenny half to death, looks him right in the eye, and against every fibre of his being and his lizard brain screaming for justice, he says, 'I’m not doing this. I’m not going to go down that dark and slippery slope he wants me to and *I’m not going to become him*, even when there isn’t one part of this fucker I don’t hate. His kneecaps are blown, he’s not going anywhere, and walkers are coming’.
It takes incredible strength to walk away from that situation - that *opportunity* - then for him to surrender to his base desires and swing that crowbar. He says himself that he doesn't know would have done in that situation -- but he tells Clem, 'less'. And as much as I think him rolling with his injuries well or hacking up the undead is pretty cool, that struggling restraint, to me, will always be badass.
**In conclusion, I’m definitely NOT saying Luke is a *better* leader than anyone else**. He made mistakes, a big one, which he at least owns up to, and has a hard time striking that balance, sometimes, between leader and friend. He can come off as condescending to his best bud (not out of malice, I honestly think) under the strain of leadership, and yeah, maybe the one guy or girl he might have let go down the road would come back to bite his ass. That's always a legit risk. But I’m just saying that I think he and every other ‘nice guy/girl’ across all mediums of TWD deserve a hat-tip every now and again. They might be quieter, in a way, but I think they're no less important to have around.
Luke ask-blog tentatively open for business.
[I suck at HTML and can’t customize layouts worth a shit. But, I hope that you can look past the unfancy bareness of the page and have a little fun sending Luke a question or two if you’re interested.
Thanks, dudes!]
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Does Luke awkwardly rub the back of his neck on occasion or is that just something I imagined he does
Nope, not imagined. He does it at least a couple of times in a classic Marty McFly-ish embarrassed/guilty reflex. :)
Who doesn’t think Luke’s death is insanely pointless still? Several reasons why this was a poor pissed idea.
1. Why would anyone walk on ice with Luke’s bad leg? Did no one even consider how Luke feels? Yeah he may say he’s fine but come on. If one of my ‘friend’s’ leg got shot I would care.
2. Why in the hell did no one walk with him? Yeah I get that you have to evenly distribute your weight but the man has a bad leg! Can’t Clem help him along at least? She’s small enough when it shouldn’t matter.
3. Why didn’t Luke crawl? He and everyone else for that matter, would had a better chance making it alive. Sure it will be slower but you will be alive!
4. Where the hell was Jane when he fell in? She has no right to feel bad when she did nothing to help Luke out. I get Avon (or however you spell it @-@), Mike and Kenny, since they were already on the other side by the time Luke fell in. But Jane was still close enough to help. She even tells you ‘it’s pointless’ when you bang on the ice.
5. Bonnie! What the fuck?! He told you not to come and you bloody do. If you just cover him long enough. He would had thought that though and lived.
6. Clem! Double what the fuck? He saves your life and all you can do is stare at him as he’s dragged under, for at least 30 seconds. Swim girl! Swim girl!
7. One can hold there breath longer under cold water than warm water. So when Bonnie goes for him and falls in first. He should had been able to get a breath before falling afterwards.
8. Why didn’t he just swim back up? Seriously?! You go under then you should be able to swim back up and not be 10 feet away from the hole.
9. I thought this was Winter and a frezzing cold Winter at that. Why is the ice melting? The ice should be thick enough for a bunch of skinny people to walk on, separately.The ice acts like the season is Spring…it just barely turn Winter.
10. Luke you better pull a freaking Kenny on us and be back in Season 3. Don’t know how nor do I care. I just want you back! Well actually I want Nick back buuutttttt……there’s no way he’s coming back, sadly.
I agree with most of these but have some thoughts re: 7 and 8, mostly. 6 and 8 go hand in hand, sort of.
7. He did, I’m sure — but cracked/broken ribs really fucks with one’s ability to get a good breath in because it is so painful.
8. Freezing water does funny things to the body and messes with muscle control/coordination. Combine that with the physical state he was in at the time (busted ribs means he’d have had a very difficult time moving the arm on that side — amazing that he was able to swim as much as he did) and I can see how he wouldn’t be able to swim back up. Also very disorienting when you fall through ice like that, what with the shock of the cold and everything.
9. Ice is never of uniform thickness when a lake freezes over. I don’t think it’s ever 100% safe to walk across one, even in winter. You just never know.
All that aside, I’m still super sad about Luke’s death and I shake my fist at all those goddamn floating walkers. :/
#3 has been driving me crazy! Given all the survival skills these people have, I would have thought at least one of them would suggest it.
The painful truth is that Telltale simply needed Luke to die to advance the plot. :'D I mean, I feel like Jane, at the very least, would have been like, "hey dumbass get busy crawling or get busy dying" (except in slightly nicer language). Even if it'd be painful and he's weak I'm 110% certain he'd at least TRY, even if it ended up that he wasn't able to pull himself forward, you know? I mean, esp. considering he fucking limped part of the way there by himself with a goddamn bullet in his leg. :/
Who doesn’t think Luke’s death is insanely pointless still? Several reasons why this was a poor pissed idea.
1. Why would anyone walk on ice with Luke’s bad leg? Did no one even consider how Luke feels? Yeah he may say he’s fine but come on. If one of my ‘friend’s’ leg got shot I would care.
2. Why in the hell did no one walk with him? Yeah I get that you have to evenly distribute your weight but the man has a bad leg! Can’t Clem help him along at least? She’s small enough when it shouldn’t matter.
3. Why didn’t Luke crawl? He and everyone else for that matter, would had a better chance making it alive. Sure it will be slower but you will be alive!
4. Where the hell was Jane when he fell in? She has no right to feel bad when she did nothing to help Luke out. I get Avon (or however you spell it @-@), Mike and Kenny, since they were already on the other side by the time Luke fell in. But Jane was still close enough to help. She even tells you ‘it’s pointless’ when you bang on the ice.
5. Bonnie! What the fuck?! He told you not to come and you bloody do. If you just cover him long enough. He would had thought that though and lived.
6. Clem! Double what the fuck? He saves your life and all you can do is stare at him as he’s dragged under, for at least 30 seconds. Swim girl! Swim girl!
7. One can hold there breath longer under cold water than warm water. So when Bonnie goes for him and falls in first. He should had been able to get a breath before falling afterwards.
8. Why didn’t he just swim back up? Seriously?! You go under then you should be able to swim back up and not be 10 feet away from the hole.
9. I thought this was Winter and a frezzing cold Winter at that. Why is the ice melting? The ice should be thick enough for a bunch of skinny people to walk on, separately.The ice acts like the season is Spring…it just barely turn Winter.
10. Luke you better pull a freaking Kenny on us and be back in Season 3. Don’t know how nor do I care. I just want you back! Well actually I want Nick back buuutttttt……there’s no way he’s coming back, sadly.
I agree with most of these but have some thoughts re: 7 and 8, mostly.
7. He did, I'm sure -- but cracked/broken ribs really fucks with one's ability to get a good breath in because it is so painful.
8. Freezing water does funny things to the body and messes with muscle control/coordination. Combine that with the physical state he was in at the time (busted ribs means he'd have had a very difficult time moving the arm on that side -- amazing that he was able to swim as much as he did) and I can see how he wouldn't be able to swim back up. Also very disorienting when you fall through ice like that, what with the shock of the cold and everything.
9. Ice is never of uniform thickness when a lake freezes over. I don't think it's ever 100% safe to walk across one, even in winter. You just never know.
All that aside, I'm still super sad about Luke's death and I shake my fist at all those goddamn floating walkers. :/
no time for goodbyes (just some writing stuff)
"Luke’s gaze follows Nick’s hand, seeing where it settles on his own bloodied cheek and neck, and he feels the bottom of his stomach drop out as it had when their eyes had met in the trailer, his own so desperate and helpless, almost pleading. As if fate could be reasoned with. But the look Nick had given him - the look of a man whose mind was already made - and the sound of Sarah’s sobbing knifing into him had left no room for negotiation and all Luke could do was watch his best friend of twenty years turn away, gouging out a piece of him as he did and walking away with it."
"Gone.
Just like that."
(... It's all my friend's fault for linking me to Maaya Sakamoto's "Gravity" song while typing shit up.)
TW: BLOOD, MISSING LIMB
Luke, plz. Very loosely based on RP events. Clem ain't havin' any of that shit.