this wont last forever,

emily, 20, essexxx! i make a tit of myself daily and post about it here. no images are my own unless stated. .photos..personal.twitter. rm2d_ki101('0','250','125','60w0zrohlpq','ff0000',0);

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i miss you.

sort of. like i love you. and i dont understand why you did what you did. i mean i was so happy with you, and i know you were too. yeah it was hard being away from you so much but i kept strong. had to for the both of us. i was so proud of you, passing p coy, going up for promotion. i loved meeting your family. i loved that you made me part of your life. im gonna miss you so much. my northern babe. i cant make the  same jokes i did with you to anyone else. feels like im cheating. since you've been gone ive made an utter tit of myself to keep myself from being lonely. and im not like that i swear but people think i am. i just cant handle being lonely at all. and thats not why i miss you, not cos im lonely, but you as a whole. 

trying to be friends is gonna kill me, but if it means you're gonna stick about in my life, i can cope. just wish we could go back to how we were.

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sort my head outtt.

need to sort my head out, i really do. paranoid hes gonna cheat on, paranoid hes already done it. hes acting like he couldnt give two shits about me. i just want him to be honest and be like either yes i have cheated or no i wont, i havent. but i cant really ask him that can i. he already thinks i dont trust him. i do, ish, i just cant cos the last guy i was with slept with god knows how many people all the time telling me he was behaving. like sweet, i do trust you, i just cant do it 100% because when I do that things fuck up.

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Thank YOU to all the men and women who serve in the British Armed Forces. You are the best in the world.  

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