kelly huang

9teen. NYC_Queens. ig:kellyyhuang_. get to know me :) learn to appreciate what you have before time forces you to appreciate what you had.

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[usbdongle-deactivated20200531]

having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

[saintzacharie]

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[generally]

this year was really hard … I’m tired

[zodiacspot]

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[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[hplyrikz]

When someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them.

Lemony Snicket (via hplyrikz)

Clear your mind here

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[aquacitys]

academic success is not the most important thing in my life, i tell myself as i’m having a breakdown because of academic success, the most important thing in my life

[smallanxieties]

my feel when I find drafts for a continuation of horrorscopes but still don’t know whether to make more or not.

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[kushandwizdom]

I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away.

Unknown, (via kushandwizdom)

[hismami]

no feelings are the best feelings

[hplyrikz]

[nicht-verschwendet]

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[ounderestimatedoo-deactivated20]

If your friend is crying over a break up in the middle of the night, and you have a Psychology final at 6 AM.. it’s okay to choose the test and support her in the morning. If you’ve promised someone that you would see a movie with them but stayed up all night coughing your brains out.. it’s okay to reschedule. You do not need to feel obligated to sacrifice your own self for the sake of someone else all of the time. The only person I was born to nurture is me.

disappoint people and be okay with it (what I’m learning)

[lalisamanobane]