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@kendallalexander
Kendall brushed her hair back a few times before giving up and dialing Matt’s number. When he appeared on the screen, she sniffled a little, but still made an effort to smile, “Hey. Thanks for - “ she shrugged before taking a sip from her glass, “- well, this. I know it’s probably not how you wanted to spend your Tuesday night.” She laid down on the couch, taking the phone with her, “So, when did your ex-wife leave? If you don’t mind my asking.”
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: seems he has a habit of leaving when some sort of commitment happens. 1st time with the pregnancy and 2nd time with the marriage.
Matt: I know I shouldn't say things because that's your business but you know my ex wife left me so she can travel and party.
Matt: sure
Kendall: That's what I don't understand. We were fine. you know? I should call his brother. See if he's heard anything.
Kendall: I'm sorry. That sucks.
Kendall: okay
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: where did he go that time he ran off?
Matt: i get people have different reactions to finding out they're gonna be a parent but....yeah. That's shit.
Kendall: I don't know. Moved around, I guess.
Kendall: Yeah, but he came back and it was wonderful.
Kendall: It's hard to explain. I love him, you know?
Kendall: Should I call you?
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: wait...he left when you were pregnant? was that the reason he left?
Matt: we can facetime?
Kendall: He wasn't ready to be a father and husband. I thought he was now. I just want him to come home.
Kendall: Yeah, just know I'm drunk.
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: when did he first leave?
Matt: i'm in bed. been binging a show. can't drink with my early morning wake up.
Matt: you taking an uber here?
Kendall: When I found out I was pregnant.
Kendall: Oh that's a bummer. I just said bummer lol.
Kendall: Can't leave. Have Megan. Guess it's drinks for one. :)
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: has he disappeared like this before?
Kendall: Yes, when he left me the first time.
Kendall: Are you busy? ANd do you like wine?
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: as in Jones?
Matt: on the plus side? You might date a guy that looks like my dad. hahahah
Kendall: Yes. That'd be the one. I have lots of wine and everything.
Kendall: Yeah no. I'm done with men. Well, relationship men.
Kendall: I haven't heard from my husband in days.
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: well hey there, Bridget. I'm Matt.
Matt: guess this isn't Kendall's # anymore?
Kendall: I know who you are Matt. This is still Kendall. I'm just spinster Bridget now
Text || Matt & Kendall
Matt: hey there
Kendall: hey here.
Kendall: I'm Bridget.
Bridget Jones - All By Myself
Text || Charles
Charlie: I’m here for you for whatever you may need.
Charlie: I’ve missed you.
Kendall: That means a great deal to me.
Kendall: Glad to hear it. I'd hate it to have been one-sided.
Text || Charles
Charlie: Yes.
-unsent-
Charlie: Friends who sleep together..
Charlie: I do. Give me about 10 mins and I will be there.
Kendall: Good. I could use a friend.
Kendall: Great. I'll put out another place setting.
Kendall: Thanks again, Charles. I've really missed having you in my life.
Text || Charles
Charlie: Okay it won’t happen again...
Charlie: I’m here for you as a friend if nothing else, Ken.
Charlie: I understand that.
Kendall: Okay, so friends.
Kendall: I appreciate that.
Kendall: Want to come over for a late dinner? I know Megan would love to see you.
Text || Charles
Charlie: I can not say no to that.
Charlie: How does that concern you?
Charlie: He does have an obligation to you and Megan.
Kendall: Exactly my point. Why I'm concerned about us being sexually involved.
Kendall: My life's a mess right now. I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Kendall: He does, but I'm not going to force him. I just won't.
Text || Charles
Charlie: Sure it does especially when there’s no feelings involved now. Right?
Charlie: I’m just saying....
Charlie: Do you want me to find him? Though I couldn’t make it easy on him.
Kendall: Are you able to say with 100% certainty that there aren't any residual feelings involved? On your end at least.
Kendall: I know exactly what you're saying which is what concerns me.
Kendall: No. I want him to return on his own accord. Not out of force or obligation.
Text || Charles
Charlie: Isn’t that the point of an open marriage? The freedom to kind of fuck whomever you choose?
Charlie: No feelings have to be involved...I’d have things so much different this go around you know that. I wouldn’t let you slip through my fingers...
Charlie: Trouble in paradise? Never mind forget I asked, not my business. I’m here for you as a friend if you need to talk or vent.
Kendall: I'm not sure fucking an ex-boyfriend falls under the acceptable category. Especially an ex I had significant feelings for.
Kendall: Charles...
Kendall: There's no paradise to have trouble in. I haven't heard from him in days.
Text || Charles
Charlie: There’s always a first time for everything. Though I would be lying to myself if I said I didn’t want it to happen again and again.
Kendall: Yes, but things are complicated now. More so than before. I'm married.
Kendall: We can't let it happen again. I can't afford to get caught up in the past. Life already isn't going as planned.