[kenorie]

the hallway outside satoru’s apartment always felt a little too bright.

even at night.

the fluorescent light above his door flickered softly, like it was tired of doing its job, and the stairwell carried the faint echo of other students moving in and out of their own lives—distant footsteps, a door closing somewhere below, a muffled laugh that disappeared almost as soon as it appeared.

you adjusted the paper bag in your hands and knocked.

once.

then again, softer.

a beat passed.

then the lock clicked.

the door opened just enough for you to see him first.

satoru stood there like he had been arguing with time itself and was losing.

his white hair was messier than usual, pushed back in uneven sections like he’d run his hands through it too many times. dark circles sat faintly under his eyes, and his hoodie looked like it had been worn for at least two days straight without complaint. one sleeve was slightly rolled up, the other wasn’t. his glasses sat a little crooked on his nose.

he blinked at you.

once.

twice.

“…hi,” he said, like he wasn’t entirely sure you were real.

you lifted the bag slightly. “you forgot how to function again, didn’t you?”

that got a reaction.

a small exhale. almost a laugh. he stepped aside quickly, letting you in like the idea of you disappearing might actually be a problem he couldn’t solve.

“i didn’t forget,” he said, closing the door behind you with a soft click. “i’m just… midterm-adjacent nonfunctional.”

“that’s not a thing.”

“it is now.”

you kicked off your shoes near the entrance, already familiar with the layout of his apartment in that quiet, domestic way that still felt slightly unreal sometimes. books were scattered across his coffee table in uneven stacks, sticky notes peeking out from every angle. a laptop sat open on the couch, paused on a lecture video that looked like it had been replayed three times without absorbing anything.

satoru followed you into the room like he was still half-processing your presence.

you held up the bag again. “i brought food.”

his eyes dropped immediately to it.

“…what kind.”

“pho.”

there was a pause.

then his shoulders dropped like something inside him finally gave up resisting.

“…marry me,” he said.

you snorted. “you say that every time i bring you food.”

“because every time you bring me food, i experience joy and briefly understand the meaning of life.”

“that’s dramatic.”

“it’s accurate.”

you set the bag down on the coffee table, carefully pushing aside a stack of notes labeled quantum something something i will cry later. satoru had already moved closer, peeking inside like a very tall, very exhausted cat discovering dinner.

you watched him for a second.

this version of him was still strange to you sometimes.

not the confident, loud version people described in passing.

but this one.

the quiet one.

the one who forgot to eat when he studied too long. the one who got stressed so deeply it showed up in the way his shoulders stayed tense even when he was sitting down. the one who looked at you like you were the only thing that didn’t require equations to understand.

“you’ve been studying all day again,” you said.

“i took a break.”

“when?”

“…yesterday.”

you gave him a look.

he sighed, already caught, and dropped onto the couch with a soft thud, leaning his head back against it. “okay, fine. i’ve been studying aggressively.”

you sat beside him, pulling the container of pho out of the bag. the steam curled upward immediately, warm and fragrant, filling the small apartment with something that made everything feel softer.

satoru turned his head slightly toward you. “you didn’t have to come over.”

“i know.”

you handed him chopsticks.

he took them carefully, like there was still something new about being given things by you.

then, almost hesitantly, he asked, “are you… busy?”

“obviously not.”

that seemed to settle something in him.

he nodded once, then reached for his laptop. “movie?”

you smiled slightly. “sure.”

he opened it, clicking through tabs with the focused intensity of someone defusing a bomb. after a moment of indecision, he turned the screen toward you.

“okay,” he said seriously. “this one has good ratings.”

“what is it?”

“i don’t know yet. i haven’t watched it.”

you blinked. “satoru.”

“i was busy.”

“with what?”

“midterms.”

“that’s not an answer.”

“it’s the only answer i have.”

you laughed quietly as he finally hit play.

the movie started.

and immediately, satoru started talking.

“that’s not how that works,” he said within the first five minutes, pointing at the screen with his chopsticks like he was teaching a class. “physically speaking, if that system collapses like that, the—okay wait, pause—”

you nudged him lightly with your shoulder. “just watch it.”

“i am watching it,” he said seriously. “and correcting it.”

“you’re ruining it.”

“im enhancing your understanding.”

“you’re insufferable.”

he looked at you like that was the highest compliment.

"you like it."

you opened your mouth, then closed it because unfortunately, he was right. he did this all the time. talked through movies, pointed out facts no one asked for, explained things that didn't ned explaining. and somehow, instead of being annoying, it felt like… him.

like letting you sit inside of his brain for a while.

you leaned back slightly, still eating your pho, listening as he continued breaking down the plot like it was a case study.

and then, gradually, he slowed down. not because the movie got better, but because he did. his shoulders loosened at first. then his voice softened. then his explanations turned into half-finished comments between his bites of food.

by the time you were both halfway through your bowls, his head has started to tilt toward you.

he didn't notice first.

you did.

"you're tired." you said quietly.

"i'm not," he mumbled automatically, then paused. "…okay. maybe a little." you shifted on the couch, adjusting the blanket draped over the back. "come here."

satoru hesitated for half a second like his brain had to process the instruction.

then he moved.

slowly.

carefully.

like he wasn't entirely sure he was allowed. he rested his head against your shoulder first, then—after another moment—let his arm slide around your waist, pulling himself closer in a way that was awkward at first, then gradually more natural as he settled.

you adjusted automatically, letting him fit into you instead of the other way around.

the movie kept playing in the background, but neither of you were really watching it anymore. satoru's voice came out softer now. "i think i'm going to fail one of them."

"you're not."

"i might."

"you won't."

a pause.

"…how are you so sure?"

you glanced down at him. his eyes were half-lidded now, exhaustion finally catching up to him in full. the tension in his face had eased completely, replaced by something quieter. something that looked a lot like trust.

"because you panic every midterm season," you said, brushing your fingers lightly over his hair, "and then you get your grades back and act like you weren't losing your mind the whole time."

he made a small sound that might've been a laugh. "you pay too much attention to me."

"you're my boyfriend." you said simply.

that made him go quiet. like he didn't fully understand how he got here.

how someone like you—calm, steady, always knowing what to do—ended up choosing him in the middle of all his chaos.

after a moment, he shifted. tightening his arm around you just a little.

"…I like that." he admitted.

"what?"

"when you say it like that."

you hummed softly. "like what?"

"like it's obvious."

your fingers slowed in his hair.

"…it is obvious," you say gently.

satoru didn't respond right away. instead, he just leaned further into you, like that answer had finally turned something off inside his brain.

the movie kept playing quietly. huh breathing evened out slowly against your shoulder. and at some point, his voice dropped into something almost asleep.

"don't leave," he mumbled.

you looked down at him again. his eyes were closed now, completely relaxed and safe. "I'm right here," you say softly. his grip on your waist tightened, like his body was making sure of it even in sleep.

and a few minutes later, satoru gojo—who could solve equations that made other students cry, but still didn't know how to be in love properly—fell asleep on your shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world.

[kenorie]

the library's fifth floor was always deserted after midnight—exactly why you preferred it. the fluorescent lights hummed overhead as you spread your research materials across the worn wooden table, detetermined to crack the quantum mechanics problem set before satoru could submit his solution first.

of course, the universe had other plans.

"well, well. burning the midnight oil again?"

that voice. smooth, infuriatingly confident, with just enough amusement to make your blood simmer. you didn't need to look up to know satoru gojo stood behind you, probably with that insufferable smirk playing at his lips.

"some of us actually work for our grades, satoru." you replied coolly, still focused on your eqautions. "we can't all coast by on natural talent and daddy's donations."

"ouch, that's beneath you. we both know the gojo name gets me through the door—my brain keeps me at the top."

you finally looked up, and immediately regretted it.

he'd clearly come from the gym—his white hair was slightly damp, pushed back from his forehead and his fitted black shirt clung to shoulders that has no business being that broad on someone who spent most of his time with his nose in textbooks.

those ridiculous blue eyes sparkles behind his designer frames as he leaned against your table, close enough that you caught his scent—clean soap and something expensive.

"the top?" you raised an eyebrow. "i seem to remember scoring two points higher than you on the last thermodynamics exam."

his jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. there it was—that crack in his perfect facade. satoru gojo hated being second in anything.

"a statistical anomaly," he said, but his voice had dropped lower, taking on an edge that made something flutter in your stomach. "won't happen again."

"we'll see about that." you turned back to your work, trying to ignore how aware you were of his proximity. "now if you'll excuse me, some of us have actual work to do."

instead of leaving, he circled around the table, his fingers trailing along the edge. "you're approaching the schrodinger equation wrong."

your head snapped up. "excuse me?"

"your methodology." he gestured at your notes with one long finger. "you're overcomplicating it. the elegant solution is right there, but you're too stubborn to see it."

heat flooded your cheeks—anger, you told yourself, definitely anger and not the way his condescending tone made something clench low in your stomach. you stood abruptly, chair scraping against the floor.

"you arrogant—" you moved around the table toward him, finger jabbing at his chest. "just because you can't stand that i might solve this before you—"

his hand caught your wrist, fast as a snake strike. the contact sent electricity racing up your arm.

"might?" his voice was barely above a whisper now, and suddenly the space between you had collapsed to mere inches. "you really think you're going to beat me?"

your breath caught. this close, you could see the faint shadows under his eyes—he'd been losing seep too, probably obsessing over the same problem sets. could see the way his gaze dropped briefly to your lips before snapping back up. could feel the heat radiating from his body.

"i know i am," you breathed, and you weren't entirely sure you were still talking about physics.

something flickered in his expression—hunger, frustration, need. his grip on your wrist tightened, thumb pressing against your racing pulse.

"you drive me fucking crazy," he muttered, and you couldn't tell if it was an accusation or a confession. "every time you walk into class with that smug look when you've solved something. every time you correct the professor. every time you look at me like i'm just another obstacle to overcome."

"you are an obstacle," you shot back, but your voice came out breathy, unconvincing. "an annoying, arrogant—"

"liar." he stepped closer, backing you against the bookshelf. heavy physics textbooks pressed into your spine. "you're not thinking about obstacles right now. you're thinking about what it would be like if i shut you up."

your heart hammered against your ribs. "you're delusional."

"am i?" his free hand came up to brace against the shelf beside your head, caging you in. "then why is your pulse racing? why are you looking at me like that?"

"like what?" the challenge came out weaker than intended.

"like you want me to kiss you as much as i want to kiss you."

the admission hung between you, charged and dangerous. you should push him away. should tell him to go to hell. should do anything except what you were actually doing—swaying slightly forward, lips parting, every nerve ending screaming for contact.

"this is a terrible idea," you whispered.

"the worst," he agreed, but he was leaning in, his breath ghosting across your lips. "we hate each other."

"absolutely hate each other."

“you’re my rival.”

“and you’re mine.”

the last millimeter of space between you felt like an eternity and an instant. his eyes searched yours, giving you one last chance to stop this, to maintain the careful balance of your academic rivalry.

instead, you closed the distance.

the kiss was nothing like you'd imagined—and you had imagined it, in those dark, shameful moments you'd never admit to. it wasn't soft or tentative. it was fierce, almost violent, teeth clashing as months of tension finally found an outlet. satoru’s hand released your wrist only to tangle in your hair, angling your head exactly where he wanted it, and you bit his lower lip hard enough to make him groan.

"fuck," he breathed against your mouth, and then he was kissing you again, deeper this time, his tongue sliding against yours in a way that made your knees weak. his other hand dropped from the bookshelf to your hip, fingers digging in possessively.

you refused to be passive, refused to let him control this the way he tried to control everything else. your hands found his chest, shoving him backward even as you followed, refusing to break the kiss. he stumbled slightly, surprise flickering across his features before his expression turned predatory.

"oh, you want to play it like that?" his voice was rough, wrecked already, and the sound of it sent heat pooling between your thighs.

"i don't play," you shot back, grabbing his shirt and pulling him back to you. "i win."

his laugh was dark and breathless. "we’ll see about that."

this time when he kissed you, he walked you backward until you hit the bookshelf again, but harder, the impact forcing a gasp from your lips that he swallowed greedily. his thigh pressed between your legs, and the pressure made you see stars. you couldn't stop the small sound that escaped your throat.

"that's it," satoru murmured against your jaw, his lips trailing down to your neck. "let me hear you. let me hear what i do to you."

his teeth grazed your pulse point, and your hips rolled against his thigh involuntarily, seeking friction. his answering groan vibrated against your skin.

"satoru—" his name came out strangled as his hand slid under your shirt, fingers splaying across your ribs, thumb brushing the underside of your breast through your bra.

"say it again." it was a command, breathed hot against your ear. "say my name again."

instead, you grabbed his face and pulled him back to your mouth, kissing him with everything you had—all the frustration, the competition, the sleepless nights spent thinking about him when you should have been studying. your hands slid into his hair, tugging hard enough to make him hiss.

his hips pressed forward, and you could feel how hard he was through his shorts, the evidence of his desire making you bold. your hand slid down between your bodies, palming him through the cotton, and his whole body went rigid.

"jesus christ," he groaned, his head falling forward to rest against your shoulder. "you're going to kill me."

"good," you whispered, but your voice shook. "you deserve it for being so—"

he cut you off with another bruising kiss, his hand finally, finally sliding up to cup your breast properly, thumb circling your nipple through the thin fabric until you were squirming against him, desperate for more.

the sound of a door opening somewhere on the floor below made you both freeze.

"shit," you breathed, reality crashing back in. you were in the library. the university library. where anyone could walk in and find you grinding against each other like teenagers.

satoru's chest heaved against yours, his pupils blown wide behind his glasses, lips swollen and red. he looked thoroughly debauched, and the sight made you want to pull him back in and damn the consequences.

"my place," he said roughly, his voice barely recognizable. "now. unless you want to get caught with your hand down my pants in the physics section."

you should say no. should tell him this was a mistake, that you needed to think, that crossing this line would complicate everything.

instead, you grabbed your bag with shaking hands.

"lead the way."

the walk to his dorm was a blur of heated glances and barely restrained touches. every time someone passed in the hallway, you forced space between your bodies, but the moment you were alone again, satoru's hand found the small of your back, possessive and burning through your shirt.

his room was exactly what you'd expected—minimalist, obsessively organized, floor-to-ceiling bookshelves filled with advanced physics texts and mathematical proofs. you had approximately three seconds to take it in before he kicked the door shut and pressed you against it, his mouth finding yours with renewed urgency.

"finally," he breathed between kisses, his hands already working at the buttons of your shirt. "do you know how many times ive imagined this? how many lectures i’ve sat through, watching your mouth move, thinking about what it would feel like—"

"shut up," you cut him off, yanking his shirt over his head and finally, finally getting your hands on bare skin. his body was ridiculous—lean muscle and smooth planes that had no right existing on someone who spent sixteen hours a day studying. you dragged your nails down his chest, gratified when he shuddered. "you talk too much."

"make me stop then," he challenged, that infuriating smirk back on his lips even as his hands made quick work of your bra, tossing it aside carelessly.

so you did, biting down on his lower lip as your hands went to his waistband. his groan was everything you'd hoped for, desperate and needy, and when you finally got your hand inside his shorts, wrapping around his cock, his knees actually buckled slightly.

"fuck," he hissed, his forehead dropping to yours, hips jerking into your touch. "you're—god, you're—"

"what?" you stroked him slowly, deliberately, watching his face contort with pleasure. "i’m what, satoru? use your words. you're usually so articulate."

his eyes snapped open, blazing with challenge and desire. "you're going to regret that."

before you could respond, he'd spun you around, pressing your chest against the door as he yanked your pants and underwear down in one smooth motion. the cool air hit your heated skin, and then his hand was between your thighs, fingers sliding through your wetness.

"this wet already?" his voice was dark honey in your ear, smug and wrecked at the same time. "and you act like you hate me. your body's telling a different story."

"fuck you," you gasped as two fingers pushed inside you, curling perfectly.

"that's the plan." his free hand came up to cup your breast, rolling your nipple between his fingers as he worked you open with the other. "but first, i want to hear you admit it. admit you've wanted this."

you bit your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction, even as your hips rocked back against his hand, chasing more friction. his thumb found your clit, circling with maddening precision, and a whimper escaped despite your best efforts.

"stubborn," he murmured, but there was admiration in his voice. "fine. we'll do this the hard way."

he withdrew his fingers, and you actually whined at the loss, which would have been embarrassing if you weren't so desperate. you heard the sound of a condom wrapper tearing, and then his hands were on your hips, positioning you.

"last chance to back out," he said, and beneath the bravado, you heard the question. the need for confirmation that you wanted this as much as he did.

you looked over your shoulder, meeting those impossibly blue eyes. "if you don't fuck me right now, i swear to god—"

he pushed inside in one smooth thrust, and the rest of your threat dissolved into a broken moan. he was big, stretching you perfectly, and for a moment you both just stayed there, adjusting to the sensation.

"jesus," satoru's voice was strangled, his fingers digging into your hips hard enough to bruise. "you feel—fuck, you feel incredible."

then he started moving, and coherent thought became impossible. each thrust drove you harder against the door, the sound of skin on skin obscenely loud in the quiet room. you braced your hands against the wood, pushing back to meet him, and his groan of approval sent heat spiraling through you.

"that's it," he panted, one hand sliding up your spine to fist in your hair, tugging your head back. "take it. show me how badly you've wanted this."

the angle had him hitting something devastating inside you with every thrust, and you couldn't stop the sounds spilling from your lips—whimpers and moans and his name, over and over like a prayer.

"satoru—god, right there, don't stop—"

"wasn't planning on it." his other hand snaked around to find your clit again, rubbing tight circles that had you seeing stars. "want to feel you come on my cock. want to know i'm the one who makes you fall apart."

"arrogant—ah!—bastard," you managed, but it came out more like praise than insult.

"you love it," he shot back, and the worst part was he was right. you loved his confidence, his brilliance, the way he pushed you to be better even as he drove you insane. loved the way he was taking you apart now, like he'd studied your body the way he studied quantum mechanics—with intense focus and determination to master every variable.

the orgasm built at the base of your spine, tension coiling tighter and tighter. "satoru, i'm—i'm going to—"

"do it," he commanded, his rhythm becoming erratic, chasing his own release. "come for me. let me feel it."

the combination of his fingers on your clit, his cock driving deep, and his voice in your ear pushed you over the edge. you came with a cry that he muffled with his hand over your mouth, your whole body shaking as pleasure crashed through you in waves.

"fuck, fuck, fuck—" satoru’s hips stuttered, and then he was coming too, his forehead dropping to your shoulder as he groaned your name like a confession.

for a long moment, neither of you moved, both trying to remember how to breathe. then satoru carefully pulled out, disposing of the condom before turning you around. his hair was a mess, his glasses slightly askew, and he'd never looked more beautiful.

"so," he said, that smirk creeping back onto his kiss-swollen lips. "still think you're going to beat me on that problem set?"

you laughed, breathless and incredulous. "are you seriously bringing up homework right now?"

"just want to know if i fucked some sense into you."

you grabbed his face and kissed him, slower this time, deeper. when you pulled back, his eyes were soft, vulnerable in a way you'd never seen before.

"round two," you said, walking backward toward his bed. "and this time, i’m on top."

his grin was pure sin. "I'd like to see you try."

[kenorie]

the first thing to register is warmth—jean’s chest pressed against your back, his arm draped heavy and possesive over your waist.

his breath is steady against your neck, still deep with sleep, and for a moment you let yourself sink into it. the weight of him. the safety. it’s a feeling you don't let yourself have with anyone else, this kind of vulnerability, this kind of surrender. but jean has always been different. jean has always known how to break through the walls you've spent years building.

outside, the world is still caught between night and morning, the hushed blue hour where everything feels suspended.

the curtains are half-open, letting in just enough light to paint silver across the rumpled sheets, across jean’s arm where it rests against your deep mahogany skin, making it glow like burnished bronze.

you should still be asleep. it’s too early for consciousness, too early for the day to start making demands. but your husband is stirring behind you, and you feel the exact moment he wakes—the way his breathing changes, the slight tension that enters his body as awareness returns.

then his lips are on your shoulder, soft and deliberate.

"mornin', peach," he murmurs, voice thick with sleep and that drawl that's even heavier in the early hours. the 'g' drops off completely, his words slow as molasses. his hand splays across your stomach, fingers spreading wide like he's trying to touch as much of you as possible.

you make a small sound, somewhere between contentment and protest. "too early." you mean it too—you have a reputation for being hard to wake up, cold and irritable until you've had your coffee. people at work don't fuck with you before noon. but jean just smiles that soft smile that says he knows exactly what you're doing.

"i know." another kiss, this one to the curve of your neck. "but i gotta be at the site by seven, and i ain't leavin' this bed without lovin' on my wife first."

your instinct is to push him away, to protect the softness he always seems to pull out of you. but then his lips find that sensitive spot behind your ear and you're melting against him before you can stop yourself.

his hand moves, sliding up your torso with aching slowness, and you're suddenly very aware that you're wearing nothing but his old t-shirt. that his body is warm and solid behind you. that his lips are tracing a path from your shoulder to that sensitive spot just below your ear.

"jean..." your voice comes out breathier than intended.

"hmm?" he’s not playing fair. his palm cups your breast through the thin cotton, thumb brushing over your nipple with just enough pressure to make you arch slightly. "what is it, darlin'?"

you turn your head, trying to look at him, and find him already watching you. his hazel eyes are dark in the dim light, heavy-lidded but intent. his ash-brown hair is a complete disaster, sticking up in every direction, and there's pillow creases on his cheek. he’s never looked more beautiful.

“you’re trouble,” you manage.

his grin is slow and devastating. "yes ma'am, i surely am." he shifts, rolling you onto your back with easy strength, and suddenly he's above you, propped on one elbow.

his free hand comes up to cup your face, thumb tracing your high cheekbone. "but you married me anyway."

“moment of weakness.”

"three years of moments, then." he's studying your face like he's memorizing it, even though he's seen you like this a thousand mornings.

sleep-soft and bare, your thick curly hair a wild halo of dark coils across the pillow, some still twisted from yesterday's braid-out, catching the early light.

your skin is warm with sleep, glowing against the white cotton like it's lit from within, and your face is completely unguarded—no makeup to hide behind, no attitude to shield yourself with.

just you. the real you. the you that only he gets to see. your natural beauty marks—those little dark constellations scattered across your shoulders, your collarbone, your chest—are visible in the soft light, and he traces one with his thumb.

"god, you're beautiful." the words are quiet, reverent, and they make your chest tight. after all this time, he still looks at you like you're something precious. like he can't quite believe his luck.

"sweet talker," you whisper, but your hand comes up to thread through his hair, nails scratching lightly against his scalp the way you know he likes.

jean’s eyes flutter closed for a moment, a low sound rumbling in his chest. when he opens them again, there's heat there alongside the tenderness. "ain't sweet talkin' if it's true, peach."

he leans down, and his kiss is slow and deep, tasting like sleep and home. his tongue traces your bottom lip and you open for him, letting him in, letting him take his time.

jean has never been a man who rushes—not in this, not with you. he kisses like he's got all the time in the world, like there's nowhere else he'd rather be.

his hand slides down your body, pushing the t-shirt up, and you lift your arms to let him pull it off completely.

the morning air is cool against your skin, raising goosebumps across your shoulders and breasts, and jean’s calloused palm is warm as it maps familiar territory—the curve of your waist, the flare of your hip, the soft skin of your inner thigh.

his fingers trace over the beauty marks scattered across your body like constellations, little dark spots that he's kissed a thousand times, and he does it again now, pressing his lips to each one he can reach.

"always so soft," he murmurs against your skin. "always so damn perfect. your skin's glowin' this mornin', peach. like you're made of gold."

his drawl is thicker now, words slurring together with want. you can feel him hard against your hip, but he's not rushing, not pushing. just touching you like he's got all morning, like work isn't waiting, like the sun isn't slowly climbing higher.

your breath catches as his fingers find you, stroking through slick heat with maddening gentleness. "jean—"

"i got you, darlin'." he's watching your face, reading every micro-expression, knowing your body as well as he knows his own. "just let me take care of you."

he circles your clit with his thumb, slow and steady, while two fingers slide inside you. the stretch is perfect, familiar, and you arch into his touch with a soft moan.

jean makes an answering sound, something possessive and pleased, and adjusts his angle until he finds that spot that makes your toes curl.

"there she is," he drawls, satisfaction rich in his voice. "that’s my girl."

the praise makes you clench around his fingers, and jean’s grin turns wicked. he knows exactly what his words do to you. has known for years.

he leans down to kiss you again, swallowing your gasps as he works you higher, his thumb maintaining that steady pressure while his fingers curl and stroke.

"love the sounds you make," he murmurs against your mouth. “love feelin' you come apart for me. love watchin' your face when you're about to lose it."

you’re close already, heat coiling tight in your belly, but you don't want to go over alone. your hand slides down his chest, over the hard plane of his stomach, slipping beneath the waistband of his sweatpants to wrap around him.

jean's breath hitches, his rhythm faltering for just a moment. "peach—"

"want you," you breathe. "want you inside me."

he groans, low and rough, and withdraws his hand. you whimper at the loss, but then he's shifting, kicking off his sweatpants, settling between your thighs.

The head of his cock nudges against you, and you both pause, caught in that moment of anticipation.

the light has grown stronger, painting gold across jean’s shoulders, catching in his hair. he's backlit and beautiful, looking down at you with so much love it makes your throat tight.

"i love you," he says quietly, seriously, like it's a vow. "every damn day, i love you more."

your hand comes up to cup his face, thumb brushing over his bottom lip. "i love you too."

he turns his head to kiss your palm, then slowly—so slowly—pushes inside. you both exhale as he fills you, the stretch and fullness perfect, right, home. jean's eyes never leave yours as he bottoms out, and for a moment you just breathe together, connected completely.

"okay?" he asks, always checking, always making sure.

"perfect," you whisper.

he starts to move, and it's nothing like the urgency of last night or the playful quickness of a stolen afternoon. this is deliberate. worshipful. each thrust is slow and deep, jean's hips rolling in a rhythm that's designed to make you feel every inch of him. his forearms bracket your head, holding his weight off you, and he watches your face like it's the most important thing in the world.

"so good," he murmurs, accent thick as honey. "always so good for me, peach. takin' me so perfect. look at you—so beautiful like this, all spread out for me, your skin glowin' in this light."

your legs wrap around his waist, heels digging into his lower back, urging him deeper. the angle shifts and suddenly he's hitting that spot inside you with every thrust, and your nails dig into his shoulders.

"jean—oh god—"

"i know, darlin', I know." his voice is strained now, control fraying at the edges. "feel so good around me. so tight and wet and—fuck—perfect. ‘yer beauty marks are drivin' me crazy. every one of 'em."

one of his hands slides down between your bodies, finding your clit again, and the dual sensation makes you cry out. jean swallows the sound with a kiss, his tongue matching the rhythm of his hips, and you're drowning in sensation. the slide of skin on skin.

the smell of him—soap and sleep and something uniquely him. the sound of his breathing, harsh and ragged in your ear. the feeling of his body worshipping yours.

"that’s it," he encourages, feeling you tighten around him. “come on, peach. let me feel it. wanna feel you cum on my cock."

the words combined with his touch push you over, and you shatter. pleasure rolls through you in waves, your body clenching rhythmically around him, and jean groans like he's been hit. his rhythm falters, becomes erratic, and then he's following you over with your name on his lips.

"god—y/n—i love you—"

he buries himself deep and stills, and you feel the pulse of him inside you, hot and perfect. his face is pressed against your neck, breath coming in harsh pants against your skin, and you hold him through it. your hands stroke up and down his back, feeling the slight tremor in his muscles, the way his heart pounds against your chest.

for a long moment, neither of you moves. the room is quiet except for your breathing, slowly evening out, syncing up the way it always does. jean's weight is heavy on you but you don't mind. you never mind.

finally, he lifts his head, and his smile is soft and sated. "mornin', peach."

you laugh, breathless. "you already said that."

"felt like sayin' it again." he kisses you, gentle and sweet, then carefully withdraws. you both wince slightly at the sensitivity, and jean rolls onto his back, immediately pulling you against his side. your head finds its familiar spot on his chest, right over his heart, and his arm wraps around you.

the light is brighter now, true morning instead of that in-between time. reality is creeping back in—the alarm clock on the nightstand reads 6:15, which means jean really does need to start getting ready soon. but neither of you moves.

"don't wanna go," jean murmurs, his fingers tracing idle patterns on your shoulder, playing with the soft curls that fall there. "wanna stay right here with you all day."

"revolutionary concept—calling in sick."

he huffs a laugh. "can't, darlin'. got that inspection today. but tomorrow's saturday." his hand slides down to squeeze your hip. "tomorrow I'm all yours."

“promise?”

"cross my heart." he tilts your chin up so he can see your face. "gonna take you to that farmer's market you like. get you those peach preserves from that lady with the stand. maybe take a drive out to the lake if the weather holds."

your smile is soft. "sounds perfect."

"you're perfect." he says it simply, like it's fact. "don’t know what i did to deserve you, but i thank god for it every day."

"jean kirstein, you're going to make me cry before seven a.m."

"can't have that." he kisses your forehead, then your nose, then your lips. "how 'bout i make us some coffee instead? maybe some eggs?"

"how about you let me make the eggs, since last time you nearly set off the smoke alarm."

"that was one time—"

"three times." your tone is sharp, the same cutting edge you use on people at work who try to get away with excuses. but then jean gives you that look—the one that says he knows exactly what you're doing, that he sees right through your armor—and something in you softens. you bite back a smile. "and yes, i’m absolutely counting the thing with the bacon."

he laughs, the sound rumbling through his chest into yours, and squeezes you tighter. the teasing in his eyes is gentle, familiar. with anyone else, you'd double down, defend your position with the same stubborn intensity that makes people at work think twice before crossing you.

but this is jean. jean, who's known you since before you learned to build walls. jean, who somehow makes you want to let them down.

"alright, alright. you make the eggs, i’ll handle the coffee. deal?" he's still grinning, and you find yourself grinning back—the real smile, the one reserved only for him.

“deal”

but neither of you moves. not yet. the bed is warm and jean’s arms are strong around you and the world outside can wait just a little bit longer. just a few more minutes of this—of being tangled together in the morning light, of belonging to each other completely.

jean's hand comes up to play with your curls, gentle fingers working through the tangles, watching how they coil and spring back. "your hair's gettin' long," he observes, wrapping a thick coil around his finger.

"thinking about cutting it."

"don’t you dare. i love your hair." he releases the curl and watches it bounce back into place, then does it again, mesmerized.

"love the way it coils up like this. love runnin' my fingers through it. love everything about you, but especially your hair. and your eyes. and your smile. and the way you scrunch your nose when you're concentratin'. and the way your skin glows in the mornin' light. and—"

“okay, okay." you’re laughing now, hiding your face against his chest. "i get it."

"do you though?" he’s serious suddenly, tilting your face up again. "do you know how much i love you? how you're the best thing that ever happened to me?" your throat is tight again.

“jean..”

"i mean it, peach. every word." his thumb brushes your cheekbone. "you made me believe in forever. in comin' home to someone who knows all of you and loves you anyway. in wakin' up every mornin' and choosin' each other."

"i choose you," you whisper. "every time. always."

his kiss is soft and lingering, a promise and a benediction. when he pulls back, his eyes are suspiciously bright. "alright, now you're gonna make me cry before seven a.m."

you both laugh, and the moment shifts back to something lighter. jean glances at the clock and sighs. "really do gotta get movin'. boss'll have my hide if I'm late."

“can’t have that.”

"no ma'am." but he steals one more kiss before sitting up, the sheets pooling around his waist. he stretches, muscles flexing, and you admire the view shamelessly. he catches you looking and grins. "see somethin' you like, mrs. kirstein?"

“maybe.”

"just maybe?" he leans back down, caging you in with his arms. "gonna have to try harder tonight then."

"jean, you're going to be late—"

"worth it." he kisses you again, deep and thorough, before finally—reluctantly—pulling away. "alright. coffee. eggs. work. but tonight..." his eyes darken with promise. "tonight i'm takin' my time with you."

heat pools in your belly. "is that a threat or a promise?"

"both, darlin'. definitely both."

he climbs out of bed, unselfconscious in his nakedness, and you watch him pad toward the bathroom. at the door, he pauses and looks back at you—still tangled in the sheets, your thick curls wild and coiled around your head like a crown, your deep mahogany skin glowing against the white cotton, probably looking thoroughly loved.

"beautiful," he says again, soft and sure. "my beautiful wife."

then he's gone, and you hear the shower start. you lie there for a moment longer, a smile playing at your lips, your body still humming with satisfaction. the morning light is golden now, spilling across the bed, warming your skin, making it shimmer.

you married a good man. a man who loves you slowly and thoroughly, who calls you peach and means it as the highest compliment. a man who makes you feel cherished every single day. a man who sees you—really sees you—and loves every part of you, especially the parts you've learned to hide from the world.

finally, you drag yourself out of bed, pulling on his discarded t-shirt. it smells like him, and you breathe it in as you head toward the kitchen. coffee first. then eggs. then sending your husband off to work with a kiss and the promise of tonight.

it's a good life. a beautiful life.

and it's yours.

[kenorie]

reiner sleeps on the side of the bed closest to the door.

he always has.

even now, half-awake, his body is angled like a shield. broad shoulders tense beneath the thin cotton of his short, blond hair falling into his eyes in soft, uneven strands. his face looks difference in the dark, less guarded, more worn. lines at the corner of his eyes that only show when he's tired. a mouth that always seem set like he's bracing for something.

he hasn't slept yet.

you can tell by the way his breathing stays shallow, controlled, like rest is something he has to earn.

you shift closer, careful not to startle him. the mattress dips slightly. your hand rests against his arm, solid and warm, muscle relaxed only because he knows it's you.

"reiner," you whisper.

your voice is quiet, still heavy with sleep, soft in the way it only ever is at night. not asking. just there.

"i'm awake," he murmurs.

his voice is low, rough around the edges, like he hasn't used it much today. there's a steadiness to it—practiced, almost—but underneath, it sounds tired. honest.

you don't rush him. you never do.

minutes pass. your thumb traces slow, absent lines over his skin. outside, something hums in the distance—a car, streetlight, life continuing without asking anything of him.

"i don't think i deserve this," he says at last.

the words fall flat between you, not dramatic, not rehearsed. like he's been holding them in his chest for a long time and finally ran out of room.

you breathe in. his scent. him.

"deserve what?" you ask softly, even though your heart already knows.

he swallows. you can feel it under your hand.

"you," he says. then, quieter, "this. the house. the quiet." a pause, long enough to ache. "peace."

you move closer until your chest presses lightly to his back, until the warmth between you feels shared. your forehead rests against the space between his shoulder blades, where his breath rises and falls.

"this isn't something you took," you tell him. your voice is gentle, steady, the way it always is when he starts to drift too far inward. "you didn't steal it. you built it."

he lets out a breath that sounds almost unsteady.

"some days," he says, "it feels like i'm pretending. like i'm waiting for someone to realize i don't belong here."

you slide your hand into his, threading your fingers together slowly, deliberately.

"you come home," you say. "you take off your boots at the door. you sleep facing the hallway because you think it keeps me safe." your thumb presses lightly against his knuckles. "you belong."

that's when he finally turns.

careful, like he's afraid of breaking something fragile, reiner rolls onto his side to face you. up close, you can see the exhaustion etched into his features—the shadows under his eyes, the way his brows knit together even now. his eyes search your face like he's looking for permission.

"i'm tired," he admits.

"i know," you whisper.

you lift your hand to his face, brushing your thumb beneath his eye. his lashes flutter, and when he closes them, it's like something inside him finally loosens. he leans into your touch, just slightly—a quiet surrender.

you rest your forehead against his.

"you can rest," you tell him. "im here."

reiner exhales, slow and shaky, and this time, his breath deepens. his arm slips around your waist, protective even in his sleep, pulling you closer like it's instinct.

the door stays shut. the house stays still.

and for tonight, reiner lets himself believe he's allowed to be safe.