playing, playing-with, using in chapters 77, 78, & 79
posting as if there isn't decades of better writing about these two: there's an almost childhood-pretend-play feeling to this whole thing with them. near is always literally playing toys but in the story they're both playing toys. unfortunately mello is the one who gets really intensely into warrior cats roleplay during recess. but also the warrior cats roleplay has a death toll. it's playing but that doesn't mean it isn't real or isn't serious. animals play to learn how to survive, right? i'm not saying this right. each of them moving pieces to play with the other, to provoke them into interaction, to solve the puzzle. each of them using the other and knowing the other is using them and knowing the other knows they know they're using them. how in a way they both "read" part 1 of death note from outside the narrative, speculatively reconstructed it out of scraps, then both inserted themselves as characters as actors as players at the same time
















