(lay)downwithme
so this is pretty much an appreciation post. it’s always so difficult for me to start these because honestly idk where or how to start. i love her a lot, like the one you wanna marry a lot. there’s some high and lows in our relationship. the highs are high and the lows are low, even during the lows we always happen to find a way back to normal which is a relief for me because i hate holding grudges even when i’m capable of doing so. i love the way she thinks i don’t care about the small things she shows and does for, but the truth is i really do care. it might not be the way she wants to see it, but it’s there. it’s just how i’ve been raised and treated that makes me react the way i do. i know you want me to change that and directly tell you that i care about the small things. small things such as: how’s your makeup?, how’s your outfit?, etc. mostly i would just nod my head and do nothing more. but i know you want you want me to speak my mind. ironically, this is why i’m making this post is for that exact reason. i appreciate everything little thing you do for me. i love when you make me food or ask me if i’m hungry and actually buy food for me. i love when you scratch my head because i’m totally a cat inside. *meow* i love when you know exactly what i want to watch on tv, love all the anime and tv series we watch together. currently we’re watching demon slayer (kimetsu no yaiba) ~~~~~so good. i love how we both love to sleep with our socks off. i love how we both like exploring our sexuality and kinks ;). i love how you’re not taller than me ~~~hehehe. i love how we watch wrestling and talk shit about the superstars saying who we hate and who we love. even with all these small things that i appreciate you do for me, what i really appreciate is the kindness of your heart. you truly do care about me and the other aspects surrounding your life such as your family. that’s exactly why i wanna marry you. even when we butt heads a lot, what i’m really looking forward to is starting a family with you because i don’t want no one else to be the mother of my children other than you. you’re so fun to be with, we always have a good laugh together when we see something hilarious. you’re exactly the ideal woman i want because it’s not what your exterior looks like but what your inside looks like and what you can offer to others. be yourself always my love, you’re truly a treasure in disguise. i love you with all my heart from the moon and back!
love,
kentot <3
