Rather forget than forgive
Rolling in with confidence
I didn’t think anything of it
But then I get to the first point
Is it hard for you to hear
But the more squeamish I get
The more deafening is the silence of everyone else
And it gets hard to breathe
Something I was afraid of
But I’d gotten more than half way through the story
It was going up after this one last down
And as she disappeared behind the corner
And I felt the chaos of my story
I couldn’t take much more
I couldn’t leave the room fast enough
Eyes streaming I try to step by
Because I know if the therapist notices
And I don’t want her to know
I already feel bad enough
I don’t need her to know it too
But she sees and she leads
I don’t need to completely lose it
I’ve only just calmed down from that
Until I’m able to sustain
All alone I cry in my room
Is to apologize to my victims
One who is okay on her own