Hi, you can call me Kermit. Or Gardel. I'm a +18 hobby artist and go by any pronoun. If you're below 17y/o, please DNI.
This is a blog mostly around (sub) yanderes (cough and femboys) and kinda multifandom. My drawings will mostly be fanart, concepts and OCs :D Also I'm kind of a sucker for angst, so y'know if some posts become kinda edgy...
I'm open for asks and interaction about sub men and yanderes ideas/headcanons etc as long as the asks aren't too personal. So feel free to share your thoughts or ask/recommend anything! ^^
MY BOOOOY NYX
*kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss*
I'm going to kiss this silly guy every day
Every time I thought about what happened, omg. I'm glad everything's okay. <3
I don't know if you've been asked this before (if so, you can ignore this question), But if we asked Nyx to let us hold him in his original version, the one where he looks like an amoeba, would he let us? Also, he is just so cute!!! I want to bite and pinch (affetively) his cheeks!!!!
Hiii thank youu <3
To answer shortly: Nope. Well, not really at least. The most he'd let you is see him like that and even so it would be a big vulnerability to him as he hates that form
Maybe if you were to stick with him for a long time and constantly reassure them that you don't care about appearances, they might just let you (although reluctantly)
Also let him sleep on your lap, that's a non-negotiable condition
Emile's hair getting brushed aside to accidentally reveal his scar to his darling, but instead of being disturbed or suspicious, his darling just smiles or even kisses it... am I cooking?
He doesn't make such mistakes, but he might not have seen your hand once….
Let's imagine a situation where he makes a miscalculation. He will be very unhappy, but if you will be so kind, he will let you touch his face, which he usually does not like. The main thing is that you don't know the mercenary's face personally….
Lmao you can tell I got a bit lazy at the last one but anyways 🫡 more angst and sad bois under the cut
Nyx:
• Actually out of all of my characters I think Nyx is probably one of the most patient ones
• Not in the kind sense of the word but more as stubborn. He could be trying to decipher Darling's real type for a long time and not mind each escape attempt: at the end is all like a game between you two for him
• So in general, it's pretty hard to actually get him desperate or vulnerable
• The only times I can imagine him like that is when he goes a bit insane after trying and trying and trying to be Darling's type without any results
• Even worse if Darling was making him jealous hanging with someone else who he deemed as 'inferior'. I mean, why could they possible have that he doesn't? He's been trying so hard for you to like him!
• He pretty much snaps when you try to leave him at his most vulnerable state
• His mind is a tangled mess and feels a lot of unnecessary emotions he hates at once: frustration, insecurity, anger, jealously, incompetence, denial, desperation...
• If you try to leave him in that state, he'll interpret it as you discarding him aside, like when you sharpen a pencil so much till you can't anymore and you throw it in the trash
• When he gets so overwhelmed like that his vessel starts melting more like his true form but not quite, ending in a thing that keeps trying to look like a human...but not quite
• Of course, he'll never hurt you, you're still his owner and surely you're only confused...but it'll also be so hard to get him off you from now on
• Also say goodbye to whoever you were hanging with lately
• Imagine distorted voices at the same time in the dialogues :D
Alyseos:
• He always kept the well built facade of a trustable, kind, experienced and innocent healer who just wants to always keep you safe
• And really, he does!
• But what happens when you find out about how much of a depraved, disgusting and filthy person he actually is?
• One thing is you somehow breaking into his room and rummaging enough to find all the dirty old bandages, stained napkins, countless detailed schemes of your anatomy and a handmade shrine filled with insignificant mementos of you...
• Other thing is finding out about all the atrocities he did to people, how he secretely tortured your teammates and may have caused their death...
• But also somehow finding out about his true identity and who he used to be? A cursed fallen deity who got his wings chop off, who got greedy and tied your fate to his for the rest of eternity?
• In that moment he feels like floating, it's just a nightmare and your face of horror and disgust is just a hallucination that'll go away soon...right?
• He tries hard to breathe, even if he doesn't really need to, but the only things he's able to tell are real are the burning tears building in his eyes and the hammering of his heart banging his ears
• But worse part is if you decide to ignore him. Really.
• Everything coming from you is a gift he'll always receive with open arms, you're his god after all. But your silence and indifference? He feels like dying...even if he isn't able to
• He'll be crying his eyes out and clinging onto you, his eyes swirling with self hatred and desperation as he begs you to please acknowledge his existence in the slightest...
• It's up to you what you decide to do with him afterwards. He'll be accepting anything coming from your perfect hand
anyways sorry for the inactivity, I've been a bit busy with commissions and stuff but I'm back 😔 meanwhile have this little sketch bc I missed drawing my bois
So I had some ideas but want to start posting again so choose what I should draw first :D (kind of angsty cuz why not)
