✧✦ кєѕтяєʟ ✦✧

"Christrev Jesus"

[kestrel-wylde]

Hi, I'm Kestrel! (He/Him)

Check out my buddies Lynx, Charlie, and Theo <3

Sideblog: @the-scales-of-time - For my (mostly) original story, world, and ocs

This is mostly a fandom blog, and I also do a lot of art (fanart and oc art), and occasionally write!

Current main fandom(s):

Mischief Theatre (Cornleyverse & HoHR)

Also some other fandoms (eg., HTTYD (HTTYD 1 -> HTTYD 2), Doctor Who, Baldur's Gate 3, Legend of Zelda, DnD, Pokemon, Good Omens, MCU, Wings of Fire, HTTYD Books, Project Hail Mary)

[cybermanes]

Bro can I please be weird about you

[distant-screaming]

there really is nothing better than getting asked an innocuous question and being like

[mygoeswrongblog]

I know I've basically already sent two asks about this already (and I DEVOURED the responses), but trans Trev is unbelievably dear to me and I was wondering if you had some additional (and/or contradicting) thoughts?

I am rotating so so many in my head if anyone wanted to send asks (wink wink)

EEH TRANS TREV!!!! One of the first ever cornley headcanons i had 🥺 baby's first headcanon

Okay so I have actually completely forgotten what I have already said so i am so sorry if any of these are repeats but ummmm LIST TIME

Since I like to think that Tessa is Trevor's twin whereas I know plenty of people use that as a deadname, which actually makes loads of sense, I don't like to make things easy for myself however. So I've floated loads in my head but one of my favs is Thalia. This was one of the girl-option baby names for me which is the only reason it came to me but Thalia is also the greek muse of comedy which is kinda funky. I have a image in my head of Chris (because i am christrev pilled, so sorry chat) at Trevor's childhood home coming across a scrapbook of baby pictures titled Thalia. He would mention how that is the greek muse of comedy, meaning it has a theatre link and Trevor would say "well, sorry 'Trevor' ain't some theatre term" and Chris would assure him that it is a perfect choice and idk maybe mention some famous 'trevor' playwrights or actors or something. Idk I think that would be sweet as hell. So yeah that's random but that's a thought i don;t think I've shared, might have to write that as a oneshot or something we'll see.

I've been debating why Trevor chose Trevor as his name. He does sorta give the kinda person who would just pick something based on vibes but an angsty idea I had was that when he was having a tough time and not feeling very accepted at home, he called the queer helpline The Trevor Project. Now sadly this doesn't actually work because the Trevor Project lifeline is US not UK based but hell it was an idea I had. I can't find any link between the name Trevor and Duran Duran sadly because that would be perfect and funny.

Another silly idea I had recently because I watched Escape From New York (which was actually kinda bad, I loved it hahahaha but UUUUUH THIS IS UNRELATED BUT EVERYONE GO AND WATCH THE THING RIGHT NOW IT IS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES EVER I AM QUITE UNWELL ABOUT IT GRAAAA - same director and main actor btw this is wholly unrelated) is that Trevor watched it as a kid and had massive gender envy/attraction for the main character Snake. I think he actually insisted for a while to be called Snake (which is the kinda Trevor fun fact that only comes out during a drinking game and he is sooooo embarassed about). This is because having a deadname like Thalia which is near impossible to get even a gender neutral nickname from means Snake is a better option. also I'm just gonna put a picture of Snake down here so we can all get a good idea of where Trevor's love of vests comes from.

He wanted and wanted to BE this man, no one can convince me otherwise. Also don't let Chris watch Escape From New York or he'll discover things about himself.

Trevor is a big help to Annie and the other girls when they have to wear drag. Especially There Is No Escape. He knows how to give people a five o'clock shadow, how to bind well, how to get a suit to fit a certain way over boobs etc. He knows. This makes him a great help in the make-up and costume department during such productions. Also for voice-training and lowering their voices!!

He gets kinda self-conscious about make-up and nail polish sometimes. He does like wearing them and when it's halloween or Amoeba is playing at a gay bar or something, he'll do it. When he does find himself getting nervous tho he'll just pull out his magazines about the 80s new wave music and just look at some of the stuff men were wearing then. He feels a lot happier in his masculinity after that and will get his shitty black nailpolish on like THE KING HE IS. (Also emo fashion is a big help for him here).

Trevor cut his own hair for most of his life. He hated hairdressers, especially when he was having trouble passing, but he's gotten more confident in recent years and been to a couple barbers in Cornley.

I don't think Trevor told anyone he was getting top surgery. This is a very weird one and relates to the christrev top surgery fic in my idea list but like...I feel like Trevor had this dumb fucking fantasy that he would just walk out that surgery titless and he could just get on with his life and finally be free after like a bit of time in bed but it can't be That Much- Mate forgot it was a Surgery. Mate forgot about Recovery. So oh no! Everyone is away or busy except for Chris, i guess he HAS to take care of him now.... (Trevor and your stubborn independence grrrrr). Safe to say, besides maybe a drink down the pub Trevor did not want a big celebration for it or anything.

Trevor really prefers not shaving because getting a bit of stubble feels like heaven. No matter how unkempt he looks he does not care, he worked for those stubbles he's gonna enjoy them!

I think for pride Annie crafted everyone little flag accessories and Trevor's was a leather bracelet she had braided with blue, pink and white leather ribbons, It goes really well with the rest of his wristbands and watches and he cherishes it so much. No matter how much damage it goes through he fixes it right up because he just loves it.

I've kinda adressed how being trans has effected Trevor's experience with dating in the comments of Non-acting with you, Kes, but it feels as though it should be here too. Trevor feels like he needs to prove himself, specifically through sex. He will be endlessly giving just to make the case that he has 'earnt' the title of gay man somehow. It's not a healthy outlook but I think it's one he has struggled with and being in a relationship where it is so clear he has so much else to give it really important for him.

Okay well I had waaaaay more to say than I expected, I hope all of this is new, sorry if not but yeah! Love trans trev with all my heart! All my cornley queer headcanons are so precious to me but this has to be one of my favs because it just fits him so well, spiritually really. Thanks for the ask, kes!!!!!!!!! Always always always appreciated :)

[mioxenoblade]

yeah, sex is fun, but have you had sex 2? upgrade dude.

[bisexualsnufkin]

What are some features of Sex 2?

[mioxenoblade]

Sex 2 is packed with new characters, confidants, story depth, new locations to explore, and a new grappling hook mechanic for stealthy access to new areas

The all new Custom Character Variations give you unprecedented control to customize the characters and make them your own.

The new graphics engine showcasing every skull shattering, eye popping moment, brings you so close to the sex you can feel it

Create your own playstyle with a huge variety of classes, weapons, and equipment.

Maintain all of your progress and rewards however you play, from solo to co-op or even PvP.

[hotvampireadjacent]

[generic-internet-name]

talking like point-and-click game narration to the bugs in my room

[generic-internet-name]

you can't get out that way!

[generic-internet-name]

that's not very helpful.

[generic-internet-name]

maybe the open window will help.

[generic-internet-name]

try the open window instead.

[amrv-5]

Does anyone know what to do about the temperature and also the prices

[mockiatoh]

Saw several people angrily responding to this one & all I can say is she’s 100% right

[meepcity9]

[beingharsh]

you can't kill yourself girl i already bought us tickets to do everything ever

[sailermoon]

I’m such a “yay <3” person like unironically a hip hip hooray type of personality

[redstonedust]

some people like to get mad at disability benefits because they think its unfair people who dont work get a payout from the government while they have to work 50 hours at the human suffering factory every week. but if you tell them "yeah that sucks i think you should also get a universal allowance and not have to work 50 hours at the human suffering factory every week" thats apparently the wrong answer.

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

i don’t think i’m exaggerating when i say that the average height for women in the US would increase by at least an inch if teen girls were allowed to eat as much as teen boys are

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

and not to bring my own clocky bitch ass into this but if cis women weren’t so consistently starved their entire lives you’d see a lot more cis women with the kind of bodies that we currently associate closely with trans women. the amount that the standards of feminine presentation are culturally defined by malnutrition is crazy

[ceruleanheaven]

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself

[dogpuppy]

[langernameohnebedeutung]

Schism? Schism today?

[langernameohnebedeutung]

🍿

[turuin]

Wow, I didn't have "catholic schism" on my 2026 bingo card

[mygogglesdosomething]

Schism today

[bedridden-victorian-child]

@heresylog

[townofcrosshollow]

Just to be clear to anybody, especially in the USA because I know that Catholicism isn't as common there, this is not a cool rebellion against authority. While some traditionalist Catholics are purely interested in ecumenical things like the Latin mass, in the USA a significant portion of the movement for traditionalism is made up of violent antisemites. The "church's understanding of, and relationship with Judaism" they reference here is the idea that all Jews are not solely personally responsible for the death of Jesus

[dyke-for-christ]

Yeah, so, do you know how unbelievably too conservative you have to be to be excommunicated from the Catholic Church? This isn’t a cute little rebellion against the pope’s authority or a mild disagreement, it’s partially that but more importantly it’s because SSPX is hardline Latin Mass only, no religious freedom, women can’t wear pants, oh, and Jews killed Jesus anti-Vatican II sect. They’re the kind of people who HATE the pretty minor changes to Mass and seem to believe in tradition for its own sake. In 1988, they consecrated bishops without the approval of the pope and were excommunicated, only for Pope Benedict 16 (I don’t know the Roman numerals) give them a slap on the wrist and brought them back into the fold for the sake of unity. Decades later, they have the pure audacity to do it again, I suspect they either knew they’d get excommunicated again and didn’t care or were bold enough to assume they’d get a different result. Either way, good riddance and I hope they learn their lesson this time.

[rainbow-femme]