Zhan’s feelings towards Jian Yi
So this is what i think: Zhan is soo much gayer than jian yi and is in love with him but just isn’t aware of it cause he’s dense as fuck. Here we go.
1) He values Jian Yi’s life over his own
‘Love is putting someone else’s needs before yours’
Zhan would literally do ANYTHING for him, including giving up his own life to protect him.
2) Jian Yi comes first, always
What about his sister? Or a cute girl who’s in love with him? Nope, Jian Yi comes first. He’s literally the only person he thinks about all day every day. Zhan has a problem.
What kind of guy blushes furiously when his bro calls him by his first name? A gay one.
Zhan needs to get a life. He literally looks at him through a shojo manga filter with all the sparkles and bubbles. He thinks he’s an angel and angrily yells at people who say otherwise.
5) He’s way too intimate with him (his lips are on his neck ffs)
‘I’ll be right here now, to hold you when the sky falls down. I will always, be the one who took your place. When the rain falls, I won’t let go, I’ll be right here.’ - Ashes Remain
6) Acts like his boyfriend
For jian yi’s birthday he took him to a romantic view and lit up sparklers. For the girl’s birthday he shot her down so brutally that even jian yi told him to be nicer. ‘If I said yes to her then what about you’ literally makes him sound like he’s his boyfriend.
7) Strokes his hair and watches him sleep
…I think this speaks for itself omg.
9) Only smiles for Jian Yi
He looks so soft and gentle oh my god.. he doesn’t look at anyone else with this much affection.
10) Practically lovers since childhood
He holds his hand a lot. Also makes sweeping declarations of love.
11) Fixes him up without being asked
12) Monopolizes all his time so they’re together 24/7
He’s always the one asking to hang out after school, and when they’re not connected at the hip he calls and texts him to meet.
13) Jian yi’s pain is his pain
If Jian Yi isn’t okay, he isn’t either. If jian yi is blushing, so is he. If Jian yi couldn’t sleep, neither could he. It’s not as one sided as you think.
14) Will annihilate anyone who hurts him
Talk shit, get hit. Doesn’t matter if you’re a guy or girl, you’re dead.
conclusion: It’s in everything he says and does, how can he not be in love with him?
old xian/yaoi-blcd/ read 19 days here
