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this blog is like my diary(~17/11).

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It is two months since I've updated and the year has ended. I am busy with work and private life now, but I want to update again from next month. But with my unstable feelings, I can not have a healthy connection with people.I think I should create a new blog  that can be locked and I can accurately grasp myself. I will post fan arts here.

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■ there was a big fire near my apartment on last monday. I suddenly thought of renting and reading Mob Psycho 100, and started on the instant on last tuesday. I was tired on last wednesday and thursday. on last friday,I went Sanri○ E×po. there was so cute.

■ so I finally bought a interactive pen display this week. I made the money fly. my bank deposit is only a little bit left.omg

my both hands is so paining because I’m  not used to drawing with a interactive pen display. I think that some idea to put the keyboard in a good position seems necessary.

■ I was thinking a lot.

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■ Elementary school students return home when I go to eat lunch. 
■ I’m so sad that she feels disgusted because I like old先. also I’m sad that I can’t do anything for the person I like. I think the same thing also with someone other than old先.
I shouldn’t do what she think despises, even if it doesn’t touch her eyes. I always want to be innocent for my respected person.

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I watched both movies on Sunday.

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Hi! I have been visiting your blog for a while know, but I have just joined Tumblr so  thats why I write now. I meet the blog because of the 19 days fanart, but I have seen all of your art and just wanted to say that I love your style and you have a great talent. I find everything about it beautiful, and the way you made the he tian/moguanshan comic too. I also have the same problem about doodling lol. Recently I read 》

I appreciate for looking at posts other than 19 days!I’ve spend most of my life with such a gloomy feeling and I guess that I heal completely.I’ll post only my true feeling but I’ll try as much as I can to post a good things such that you like.What there are a good person like you saves me! I’m full of feeling of gratitude and happiness☺️Thank you so much.

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I want to watch the movie soon.

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The books I had ordered from China finally arrived !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posters and bookmarks were attached to the art books, and postcards were attached to cartoons !!!!  I'm happy. It was good to have ordered❤︎ Since I can not read it at all, I will try my best to read it by translation on the net🔍 Lately I am disturbed by my lack of ability. I seem to be no hope at any moment. Anyway, I will draw.

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i love your tianshan comic & how passionate you are about your art and 19 days 💜 you seem like such a lovely person. could i ask how you get the background papery sorta texture in your comic strips? take your time, & thank you for your work!

I’m glad and flattered to hear that💦 Thank you. Then I’m happy you are interested in my way.It’s pretty straightforward！ I have used “Sponge” with Photoshop filter. I probably adapted that after bring down all of the numeric value.Do I make sense? Please feel free to ask anything if you don’t understand٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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unfortunately I can't draw this weekend because I'm not at home. Even though scarcity holiday... I'll put rejected cut here.Thank you.

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when they were school children

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What do you think Jian Yi will answer to Zheng Xi's 'do you like me?'

I’m sorry, I have some answers but I don’t want to say that much. That’s because I have scruples to tell the story in my head that touched the contents of the official next chapter to the public.Therefore I drew in order to obscure.I’m so sorry( ; _ ; )

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hi lovely~ first i just wanted to thank you for sharing your beautiful art with the 19 days fandom. you're a true gift & blessing. i occasionally write fanfic for 19 days (i'm 'thefearofthetruth' on tumblr and my ao3 is 'powerandpathos'), and i just wondered if i could ask permission to perhaps write a short fanfic to accompany your tianshan kitten comic you've been posting? it's no problem at all if you would rather not, and i'd completely understand. i look forward to hearing from you. :) x

thank you for having a look and lovely message!!Sure, please feel free to write that♪I’ll go to see at that time☺︎

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■ I’ve sent my heart out for OX lately. This may be my bad habit,because I can’t go about anything.. In order to solve this problem I intended to send her a fan letter to tell my pining! however I have some troubles. Firstly,I can’t understand Chinese at all. Is it allow that I rely on google? I worry about whether it is comprehensible enough. Secondly,I’ve never sent an international mail. Is it delivered? And most importantly…I don’t know where I should send…OMG (I was wonder if it would be possible to tell me where I should send if you know.)

■ I like gayships, in part because there is exchange of heart the opposite gender can’t understand. however I don’t think there is much difference what makes people like someone whatever the gender.the difference is only what kind of person.

■ I think equality is not removing difference to make uniforms. It is not that we don’t have to worry about others but we should accept and recognize own self without any doubt. There is no need to forcibly understand what we can’t understand. how it is felt about it don’t have to be care, but also there is no need for making a fight. It’s almost like abandon. however I don’t think that fight shouldn’t be make. Everything has value, but there is no any meaning. And also it gets worthless soon.but I know the grandness and the importance of things that will be remained,and it's most worthless thought like this. Life is uncertainly. I feel painful to live if I don’t think so.

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to be continued

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What's your favorite character in 19 days?:D

Thank you for asking🌸Of course that is four of them.You mean that focus on one character ?In that case, It’s too difficult question !!!!!!!!Hmmmmmmm… er… let me see………………….Yep ! Actually, I probably choose Jian Yi☺︎