Dankindwords

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There are things that just stay engraved in your heart. The pain that won't go away even though you are trying your best to move on...

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I heard someone said it before, " I rather die than live without passion".

I just want to say that I'm empty and ready to go..

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Lost my sight on where I want to head. I'm lost and can't find a way out. I fell in love with the person you presented to me. I know that I am so useless that I don't deserves anything. God, why you keep me in this world for?

Each day it passes, I feel my life is becoming even more meaningless. There is nothing that is litting up my life. No passion, no goals, no nothing that I can keep myself feel like life has a meaning.

Nothing works for me at the end...

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Sometimes girls can be more cruel and decisive in love than guys. I know that first-handed..

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Just how? just tell me how? how can you portray my ideal type of girl so well? It just makes me believe that it is just who you are. And it sucks because I know so dang well that I won't be able to be with you. It's worse than a pipe dream. It's not even funny how reality can hit me so hard and yet you are my dream girl. The type of girls that comes with their flaws and yet I know I can live with it for my entire life. Your imperfection makes it perfect for me. It really sucks... It does to know that someone like you actually exists and I can't even try to get a hold of it. It's like God is telling me you don't deserve that so live with it and I know he is right. Someone like me does not deserve anything in life. I know but it sucks and it hurts. It does...

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It is kind of sad, but somehow, that's the reality. There is nothing else you can do other than accept it. It's not like I don't want to, but I rather not do it if it's not right. I am not looking for perfection, I am not looking for ideals. I am not aiming very high. but there is a limit that I cannot let it pass it. Beside, it doesn't matter at the end if you or the other person does not feel the same way...

That's the reality that we need to accept.

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How can I feel something so sweet, warm, and tender just by dreaming of you holding my hands and we just hanging out and dancing to songs that we like and enjoy..?

Just a dream can make me feel like that.

Imagine if it was real...

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I can’t believe that even in my dreams, you would still not like me. You would still reject me. It’s more like a nightmare than a dream. Yet, I didn’t want to wake up from this nightmare, because at least, I was able to see you there.

Even thought it hurts me so badly, I want the nightmare to continue because it was the only way I could keep seeing you and I m not going to lie..

I miss you..

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How can a dream be so realistic?

How can a dream actually hurt me so badly?

How can it tell you that she does not belong to you?

It hurts me quite a bit.

It felt like a nightmare that speaks the truth.

I did not wake up and watch till the end, because I know it's time to accept reality...

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It's crazy that I don't even know you and I think I have already fallen in love with you.

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Have you ever had a dream?

Not a dream, but more like a nightmare. Actually, maybe I should call it a wake-up dream. It is a dream. but the dream is actually trying to wake you up from all your fantasy.

The dream that tells you the reality of your life. The dream that tells you to stop living in your fantasy

The dream that actually hurts you with the truth..

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I wish I can tell you everything will be okay.

I wish I can tell you that it will get better.

I wish for a lot of things.

But, it doesn't get better and it's not going to be okay.

You just have to get tougher and stronger. As life goes on, things just get harder and harder.

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I had a dream today. It looks so real that I was very confused and just hope that is not real. I shouldn't call it a nightmare because you were there. But, it sucks because even in my dream, you wouldn't like me.

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There is nothing wrong with trying to run away from reality. However, you need to know what is real and what is fake.

You can run but you need to keep track. At one point, you need to face the reality..

It sucks, I know.

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There are people who never knew what is like to be in love. Some people just get into a relationship just to be in a relationship. They don't know what love means. They just do it because it's the trend, because they feel lonely, because of many other reasons except love.

Then, they wonder what went wrong..

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Trying to be kind is one thing.

Trying to be considerate is another thing.

Trying to be nice does not mean they care.

But, that's who I am.

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There are two types of things that you will never forget. The things you love and the things you hate. If you forget about it, then you don't really love it or hate it..