Notebook 5
My zine serves as a counter narrative to what is very traditionally taught and thought of when the topic of farm worker movement is brought up. The master narrative, the one that is fed to us at a very early age if we were students who attended American educational institutions growing up, focused on one person - Cesar Chavez. The master narrative talks about Mexican men learning to unionize and resist against oppressive working conditions and a very low minimum wage. It is also included in the master narrative the iconic grape strike from the movement that arose from the leader Cesar Chavez. However, I believe my zine serves to inform what was missing in this explanation. I think my zine adds dimension not only by reminding one of the history of the farm worker movement and how it was not just originated by this one group of Mexican people but rather the Filipin@ community as well, but it also reminds one of powerful women like Dolores Huerta who in history seem to stand in the shadows of a strong male leader like Cesar Chavez. My zine is a counter narrative because it serves as the voice of the communities who were silenced or forgotten by the master narrative.
I also think that something noteworthy that my zine provided for the counter narrative was the connection between the two groups of radicalized folks. Writers of the master narrative would not necessarily want to include how coalitions of people of color formed against them. My zine is a reminder that this coalition existed and it continues to echo isn other relationships that are seen in communities today.
My zine has definitely helped me grow in terms of how I analyze something or an idea. I appreciated that we were able to write in our own voice. That rawness really allowed me to connect to what I was writing about in my zine. At the same time, however, because I was attached to what I wrote about I had many moments where I found it hard to step back and out of this connection to continue analyzing different dimensions of my object. The vagueness of Professor Wayne’s instructions frustrated me as I researched and I felt like I was always being very repetitive. Once I neared completion for my zine, however, I did mentally thank Professor Wayne for letting me make the work truly mine.
Overall, I have loved my experience in my first ever Ethnic Studies course in college. I struggled through both of the texts provided, but I can proudly admit that I am a better person after reading both pieces. I have always felt like I had very ground level knowledge on ideologies like anti-blackness technologies or surrogacy abroad, however, this class has given me the terminology and deeply rooted history that I needed in order to fully grasp the concept I had this ground level knowledge of. Professor Wayne’s lectures have shaped me in such a short time in a way that other classes have failed to. I struggled my first quarter here because I did not feel connected to any of the work I was learning. I was also struggling with finding a community within UC San Diego that I could connect to. What I was learning never felt as important as what I have learned from both Professor Wayne and my TA, Olivia. Realizing that experiences I am having as I adapt to the community of higher education have rooted explanations in the history of the country has allowed me to make decisions that are more knowledgable and that are mine rather than the system I was placed into. I do not doubt that I will remember and take with me the knowledge I have learned into my future career as someone who will hopefully be in public policy.









