I went through seven and eight year old messages and the blogs and I feel broken in the most beautiful way. I did not remember of all the ups and downs, the love and the hate, all the drama that I probably created unnecessarily and all the fun and games. God, we were so lucky to have such characters that matched so well, yet not at all.
I know you will never see this. You have moved on and for a long time I did too. Life happened in between, but where did it lead me eventually?
Right back to Atsushi and Kibum.
I wish I could talk to you. Just to know how you are. How life has been treating you. Mine is great. You would love my dogs and my horrifying dating stories. It’s been seven years. If you ever come back the memory lane just know I will wait for you. You can find me anywhere with my nick, winrisu.
I miss you terribly and it will never go away.














