Surpassing

Claudia. Orgullosa de ser Venezolana. English/Español

[kickitwildcr]

No one cares. I feel like screaming for help but... No one cares. People are so scared and uncomfortable with someone being so deeply sad that they just try their best to ignore what's happening. If only they knew how scared I am of my thoughts and if only they knew what my thoughts really are maybe and just maybe I want to think they'll act on it. They'd try to help, they'd care. But it's easier to think they won't because is so hard feeling disappointed over and over again. I just can't take it anymore.

[kickitwildcr]

I imagined my life so much different at this point I'm in. I thought I'd have my fairytale, when I meet the man of my dreams and we create a family together. But that's not my life. Instead I'm in the darkest place I've ever been and that beautiful, dreamy family seems so far away, it feels almost impossible. I want to believe that all those amazing things I once dreamed will happen but would they? Do I deserve them? Are they meant to happen to ME? I haven't lost hope completely still but everyday that goes by that hope fades away a little at a time. I wonder if it will really happen one day.

[tonofjon]

My hand and her thighs.

[4k2]

[rain-tea-coffee]

[perfectfeelings]

[perfectfeelings]

[kivircikiss-deactivated20170916]

[hold-my-hand-please]

what is the human condition if not loving your friends and then crying over how much you love your friends

[perfectfeelings]

[perfectfeelings]

[kickitwildcr]

Walking through the campus of my university, at night, while few people were there... Memories starting to go through my head of those times where I was so happy there. Those days when I was laughing with my friends, studying for an exam together, the day I met them for the first time. I miss those days when I was geniunly happy and I knew how happy I was and wanted to enjoy it while it last. I look back now and miss that happy me. Now I feel so miserable, so alone, trapped, without enough reason to live that I want that feeling of pure happiness, excitement, sense of purpose, emotion in everyday. I'm so desperate to be happy and feel complete again. I hope it arrives again one day and stays for a really long time.

[notaloneruq-deactivated20250604]

[wildkiitten]

[girlslike-girls]

[pollo-con-vodka]

[moan-s]