Bury it and rise above

Kieran Ainsley || 24 || ghost hunter It's cheap thrills and high scores; It's a timekill to die for.

[bearclawmarks]

Meaningless sex is great. I mean it. It really is. Don’t get all conservative on me, it’s just an opinion. It’s nice to forget the heaviness in your heart and replace with a light pressing in the small of your back. It’s easy to get high off someone else’s lips, and ignore that thudding in your stomach, that constant reminder that you’re far from normal. It’s nice to have dark bruises down your neck than on your heart. I don’t even like using that word, because I don’t think I even fucking own one anymore. Or do I? Just fuck me. I mean it. Fuck me and get me out of here.

“Stepping Into Black Leather” (by me eW)

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[kieranainsley]

Cooper

Cooper feels himself match the other boy’s smirk. “Cooper,” he says. The boy’s evidently attractive and Coop can feel hunger creeping into his own eyes.

“So, Coop. Do you dance?”, Kieran asks, his smirk turning into a grin as he watch the other boy. After all, Kieran wasn’t one to share drugs with just about anyone and though he didn’t expect anything in return for done so, it didn’t mean he wouldn’t mind leaving the club with this boy later that night.

[kieranainsley]

Eli

Eli chuckles, “Somebody looks spruced up who are you here to impress?” Eli teases, wishing it were for him. “Kieran I am a fucking joy, and I can have fun. I am not a bore.” The word bore stinging him as it did the day they broke up. “What to do first?”

“Oh, you know, any good looking guy I find interesting enough to go home with”, Kieran says, and maybe his intent is to hurt Eli, but it hardly mattered. Eli was the one who had thrown him out, after all, so Kieran doubted Eli even cared to begin with. “I guess we’ll see about that”, he then says, once again smirking. He wouldn’t mind it if Eli actually knew how to have fun without drugs, but he doubted it. Not the way he used to, it couldn’t possibly be the same as when they were both off their rockers. “First, I am taking molly so I won’t have to wait for it to kick in at the party”, he said as he brought out said drugs, locking eyes with Eli as he placed a pill on his tongue in a sensual, suggestive manner before swallowing it.

[kieranainsley]

Jax

Jax raised an eyebrow. “Well, he’s my ride. Even I wouldn’t try driving high come on now.” He took a long hit of the joint before handing it back to Liam. “Kudos,” he told him with a nod, referring to Kieran’s remark. He had a feeling there might have been more to it had Liam not been here. they seemed comfortable with each other. Liam took the joint and took a hit of it before handing it to Kieran and rolling his way out of bed, pulling on his jeans. Jax raised an eyebrow, cocking his head to the side as he shamelessly checked the man out. He gave Kieran a look of silent approval. “Okay, I gotta head out,” Liam said. “Nice to meet you, Jax. Always a pleasure, Kier.” He watched the guy leave then turned to Kieran. “Again, kudos.”

“That’s because you’re a wuss”, Kieran told his cousin with a smirk before Liam rolled out of the bed. However, as he noticed Jax checking Liam out, Kieran raised an eyebrow at Jackson before turning his attention to Liam. “Yeah, see ya around, Li”, Kieran said before watching the door close. “Been a while since you got laid, has it?”, Kieran asked his cousin with a smirk as he turned his gaze back to Jackson. “-Or do you have a habit of checking out guys I'm shagging?”, he then added before placing what little remained of the spliff between his lips and shuffling out of the bed, pulling his trousers on with little to no care about how his cousin most probably didn’t want to see him naked (it wasn’t like he hadn’t before, anyways).

[adventuringangel]

he is lust. he is sex in the back seat of a car. he is hickies on the beach. he is groping in a movie theater. he is ass grabbing in an empty aisle. he is dirty whispers on the phone. he is pressed thighs and lip biting. he is moaned names. he is trembling and goosebumps. he is breathlessness after a touch. he is frustration and dark eyes. he is insanity and clawing nails. he is the pleas of more. he is the begs of not stopping. he is the fantasies that have your hand between your thighs, wishing it was his mouth instead. he is sex. he is lust. he is a drug. one you’ll take with a scream of pleasure and a whimper for another.

the dangers of dating a boy who knows exactly what he’s doing.

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[absentions]

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In My Veins | Andrew Belle

Oh, you’re in my veins and I cannot get you out. Oh, you’re all I taste at night inside of my mouth.

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[kieranainsley]

(Closed with @elichambers)

Kieran had texted Eli a location where they were meeting up half an hour before he arrived to said spot - late, as he always was - and sure, maybe he had put a bit more of an effort into how he looked tonight than he usually did, but that was only to show Eli what he was missing and that he was doing great without him. Not that he cared what Eli thought. “Ready to show me how much fun you can have sober?”, Kieran asked his ex with a smirk that was almost taunting as he walked up to him, not at all doubting that Eli would be a bore without drugs.

[wordsnquotes]

He was the worst kind of wrong. He was so wrong it felt right, and that made me feel completely out of control.

Becca Fitzpatrick,

Hush, Hush

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[sloupoker]

I can only well begin…

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[kieranainsley]

Liam

Liam raised an eyebrow at his friend. “No shit, huh?” He took the spliff and took a drag, closing his eyes at the feeling before handing it back. “Mine too. Fucking crazy, is what that is. She went and told my sister about all this.” He motioned at Kieran. “It’s that girl that walked in on us that one time, remember that?” To be honest, Liam himself barely remembered it. He had been high as a kite. “Anyway, that’s her. Let her think I was dead till she saw that so…” He let out a small snort, as if trying to find it funny. “What’s the situation with yours?”

“You have a sister?”, Kieran questioned, not having heard about any siblings of Liam’s before just now. “Me too”, he then said, the words having slipped out before he had a chance to catch them and upon realization of what he actually said, Kieran froze for a moment before clearing his throat. “-She sounds like a cunt”, he then said, purposely changing the topic from potentially going to his sister. “I mean, what you do with your body is no one else’s business, least of all your ex or sister’s”, Kieran pointed out before taking the spliff back from Liam as he sighed at the question of the situation with his ex.

“He’s a fucking dick, that’s the situation”, he said before taking a long drag from the spliff and keeping the smoke in his lungs for a few seconds before exhaling. “-He quit drugs outta nowhere and then got pissy with me for not quitting and threw me out even when he knew I had nowhere else to live”, he said with a sarcastic smile.

[extrasad]

my mother’s trust issues are leaking into my chest and I’ve got my father’s nose and his tendency to stop calling back so I’m sorry about the 9 missed calls I have from you and the 6 voicemails I never played I swear I’d love you if I could

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