My Demons Know Me Better Than I Know Myself

Julian ▶22▶Telekinesis▶ Chaos pain strife▶ Confusion, self hate, lost boy

[julianxmarx]

rosiexholt:

“Are you sure?” She chuckled, a bit bashful at his words. “Thank you, Julian.” She said, a smile upon her lips.

Julian smiled softly as he watched her. “You’re welcome, Rosie,” he said in a  low voice.

[julianxmarx]

rosiexholt:

“I wanted to.” He needed something to cheer him up. “You do like it right?”

Julian beamed at her, the grin on his face slowly spreading. “I love it,” he told her. “I just...” a part of him thought it had to do with Cooper, with how active he had become.

[dianaxwinchester]

@julianxmarx

“Okay, what do you think?” Rosie asked, a little fearfully. “I got it for you.”

[julianxmarx]

Julian grinned slowly. “Are you serious?” he reached out, gently touching it. “I.. Rosie.. You didn’t have to do this...”

[dianaxwinchester]

“How does this one look?”

[julianxmarx]

Julian felt his heart start beating faster, his throat contract. “I... It looks... Absolutely stunning.” He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. “You look beautiful Rosie...”

[julianxmarx]

kieranainsley:

“So, Coop. Do you dance?”, Kieran asks, his smirk turning into a grin as he watch the other boy. After all, Kieran wasn’t one to share drugs with just about anyone and though he didn’t expect anything in return for done so, it didn’t mean he wouldn’t mind leaving the club with this boy later that night.

Cooper grinned, arching an eyebrow. “I do. On the right occasion.” He looked the other guy up and down. He’d be a fine one to go home with, he was sure. Maybe he’d be a good distraction from the growing feelings Julian had for Rosie, because it was starting to influence Cooper himself and he did not like that. “Shall we?” He nodded his head to the dance floor. “I’d say that MDMA is the right circumstances for dancing.”

[julianxmarx]

"He'll yeah." Julian jogged up beside the girl and started walking. "I'm Julian."

[julianxmarx]

how often are you in control? what are your powers?

It’s becoming less and less that I’m in control. I used to have  a warning, almost a feeling if that makes sense when he was coming. But not anymore. He just comes. I’m starting to remember things that happened when he was in control. I thought I remembered all of it but... I guess not.

I have telekinesis though. And I’m damn good at it.

[julianxmarx]

Would you kill for your loved ones?

Honestly? Yes.

[junextyler]

@julianxmarx

“Did you hear that?”

[julianxmarx]

Julian turned slowly. “Yeah I did... That doesn’t sound good.”

[julianxmarx]

@asherxsuthers

“Hey Asher, you need a place to sit?” Julian was happy to see him. He hadn’t really since Cooper had attacked him. He hoped Asher wasn’t afraid of him.

[akaixtsuki]

Even monsters need someone at their side.

(via idiotarps)

[julianxmarx]

kieranainsley:

Kieran watches the other boy for a moment before eyeing him up and down, an almost satisfied smirk taking over his lips. “You never told me your name though.”

Cooper feels himself match the other boy’s smirk. “Cooper,” he says. The boy’s evidently attractive and Coop can feel hunger creeping into his own eyes.

[sophiekline]

“Thank you but I’m not much of a dancer.” Sophia said for what felt like the millionth time. Staying polite was getting harder and harder. “You would figure after the first four walking away that would be enough of a hint.” she sighed. There was no way she was dancing. Last time she had tried she’d broken a mans foot by accident, and that had been when she was human. 

[julianxmarx]

Julian gave a small laugh. “Yeah, well, they’re hopeful I guess.” He slipped his hands into his pockets.

[julianxmarx]

Partner: Rosie

Looking For: A fun night with Rosie

Location: Inside

[julianxmarx]

rosiexholt:

“But thats not-” Her eyes fell down to the ground,unable to meet his. “Its just not fair.” He shouldn’t be-be tortured like this just because of whatever was within him. She looked up at him finally. “You don’t deserve that-this. There has to be something we could do about it!”

Julian looked at her for a long moment. “I don’t know,” he finally whispered. He looked at her, eyes swimming with emotion and hope. “Do you think there could be something?”

[julianxmarx]

bryhunts:

Brynden had no idea what was going on in Julian’s mind before or after he broke him the news of who he was. He had no idea what to expect. When the younger boy started cursing, Bry just stayed with him, making sure he didn’t trip or hurt himself. ’Show up right now,’ what did that mean? Brynden’s head was hurting from the jumbled mess of words that Julian was spouting. What a great first meeting.

When Julian paused, Bry could tell he was about to fall. He reached out his arms preparing for impact, but the brother of his wife was heavier than expected and they both fell down together.

Julian wasn’t out long. Seconds probably. A quick blackout. And when he came to, his first fear was that Cooper had take over. He sat bolt up right and started patting his leg, making sure that every motion he made was something he wanted. He let out a breath of air when he realized it was him, not cooper, and looked at the man beside him; his brother in law. “Sorry,” he said in a low voice. “I haven’t been myself lately. I don’t s’ppose we can start over?” His head was still pounding, but... He felt just slightly more in control of himself, slightly more Julian than he had minutes ago.

[julianxmarx]

kieranainsley:

“Me?”, Kieran asks before he pretends to give the question some thought before a smirk found his lips. “No, never”, he says, not really putting any effort in it to make it convincing.

Cooper rolled his eyes. “Oh, I’m sure.” He already found this guy amusing. It was obvious this was his scene, heck, maybe he had someone to destroy the town with now. Who knew?