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Poems of which I may identify with and some other stuff I guess➿

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Everyone tells me not to worry.. if I had a switch I would use it..

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I want to start from zero, I can have my peace again”

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“Even at my most evil, I’m considerate.”

-J

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And to think we all have very embarrassing stuff that has happened in our lives or even wrote/said stuff.

(I just read all my notes and cringed myself out help)

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Not understandable why you did it if you supposedly cared, I knew what you were doing all this time and still, I listened every.single.time. Everything that you told me everything that now I know about you everything that came out of your mouth was just excuses and excuses, tried resonating with you, tried to understand what was going thru your mind, put myself in your shoes, you know? You are to broken to even actually feel and understand what you’re feeling-it doesn’t really make sense I guess or to me at least, you saying that I feel this, I feel that this happened “I can’t do nothing about it” that is what I most hated hearing from you “I can’t do nothing about it” you just close yourself and just stay in your bubble like if that’s gonna make it any better, right. Like if you didn’t actually need/want help from someone but you never said anything, you started to be needy of me when that happened, I got tired of it and now that I said something about it you said sorry? Gotta understand that me helping you was real you just took advantage of that and because of it, now I’m the one who needs help.

You know? I’m sorry, why? I really don’t have any idea why-just I guess sorry for that altogether, find your memory spot, find your free place, find your inner peace, leave, explore, never look back, keep going, let all that become just a memory of experiences, knowledge and lastly- let me become your buried memory too.

(Because I wouldn’t want to be your burden in the future that will just hurt you just like how it would hurt me too.)

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He was my escape

from a world that kept me

trapped.

-[claustrophobia]-

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There are days I feel

more art gallery than person,

more learning resource than human.

I am a walking museum exhibit

with every piece of my past

on display to the public.

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You are not a gentle tune.

You are not a lullaby

No matter how many times

I fall asleep thinking of you.

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I Guess Everyone Leaves At Some Point Right? I Should Of Known.

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~I Finally Have Someone Who I Can Hang Out With, Laugh With, I Hope This Friendship Does Last Forever~

~Me

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We Lost Another Loved One, It’s Like A Curse, It Hasn’t Been A Year Yet Since We Lost Another Family Member, Why Is This Happening? What Did We Do To Deserve This? I Don’t Understand Nor Will Ever Get The Answers Of The Simple Question “Why?”.

This Is A Shock To All Of Us, To Find This Out, We Are Scared, We Don’t Know What Is Going To Happen Next.

What If I’m The Next One?

~Rest In Peace, Fly High, I’ll Be With You All Sometime~

~A Trip To Heaven~🕊️💔

~Jenn💔

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“Y si me aloco mejor?”🤪🫣

-me

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~Maybe I’m to broken that’s why I dye my hair red~

~me

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I may look girly in photos but in person I give g@y vibes xd, but I’m not xd🥹

~dubidu

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Sun Time!!😛

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~I Wish I Had The Power To Ignore You Like You Ignore Me~🙂🙁

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~~El Amor Y Los Tatuajes Duelen, Pero Los Tatuajes Si Duran Toda La Vida.~~