Feb 24
again
#i only come here when i’m violently suicidal#here i am again#honestly really close to relapsing#do not want to be here#if i didn’t have my cat i would seriously consider it#i have no one left that would miss me#my bf genuinely couldn’t care less#i used to not do it for my parents but honestly can’t stay for them anymore. i’m full of resentment towards them#literally the only one i’m concerned about is my cat#she doesn’t like anyone else and I can’t leave her#i think i’d actually try and do it if she wasn’t here#fuck#gna go sit on the train tracks or something#i want to feel something other than the weight of the world and my worthlessness on my chest
