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💋 MWAH!!! 💋

(those totally normal girls are from Truth Scrapper which you can wishlist right now)

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What are the truth scrapper people's LEAST favorite food

i even forgot to say their favorite food

sosotte: favorite is ??? (never wrote it down), least favorite is tomatoes

amour: likes EVERY food!!!!!

betz: favorite are cakes, least favorite are probably mashed potatoes

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feeling inspired by the bravery of the fellow yuri soldiers around me... a kiss for betz? a sweet little kiss for everyones favorite knight in charming armor?

you seem to have hit some sort of force-field...!!!

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You know you need to take a break from the internet when you start yelling SHUT UP at posts

i-got-a-penis-yall

TRANS PEOPLE CONSIDERING SURGERY- READ THIS PLEASE GENUINELY I AM BEGGING YOU IT COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE

If you are getting gender affirming surgery, especially if it’s your first major surgery, PLEASE be aware that you can become SEVERELY depressed afterwards ESPECIALLY if you have a history of depression or suicidal ideation.

Post op depression is a natural reaction to the crazy mix of hormones your body goes through after major surgery as well as the stress and anxiety of recovery. Think of it like an adrenaline crash, but dragged out longer.

For me it kicked in about 6 weeks after top surgery and the worst of it lasted until about 10 weeks post op. EVERYTHING felt IMPOSSIBLE. None of the skills I’d been practicing worked. I thought everything was going to be bad forever. I didn’t attempt, but I was in the hospital. If it wasn’t for my support system I probably would have attempted.

This is not regret, but it can feel like it. I remain happy about my results to this day (going on six years later).

This is not you failing to maintain your mental health, but it can make you feel like a failure.

Things are not hopeless, but through the haze of this depression they can feel hopeless.

It can be terrifyingly sudden or it can sneak up on you. I didn’t even realize what was going on until after the depression finally passed and my mental health went back to normal.

I am writing this post because nobody told me about this before my top surgery. I was caught completely off guard. For my subsequent surgeries being aware has made all the difference. Being able to treat those symptoms as an expected and normal part of the healing journey has made them far easier to deal with. Because even when my emotions go to dark places I *know* they will pass. I have been able to tell the bad thoughts to take a bad seat and focus on healing.

PLEASE have a plan in place for if this happens. I know that this topic is taboo because of how often our mental health is weaponized against us, but I desperately want every single person getting gender affirming surgery to be aware of, and have a plan for post operative depression.

iluvylalevu

Replayed isat recently, the party's perspective will never not be funny to me

(mostly) polish isat posting (with translations)

translation : (IT REALLY WORKS) CALLING LOOP ON FACETIME AT 3AM! Loop_ : You better call a psychiatrist

translation : Isa is an idiot Isa is gay look [[I LIKE PENISES]]

this one doesn't need a translation

yeah i don't even know

#in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat isabeau #isat memes

chimerakisu

ik nobody's talking about these songs anymore but I've been thinkin about this ship ever since ERB came out so... I call this "Confessions of a Rotten Ego Renegade Boy" because it's dumb and it fits them

genuinely obsessed w this concept now might draw these gay sillies more

who needs sleep when you have betz

i forgot to get some pink paint but found some string laying around ... and then i somehow lost all of my needles. took me forever to find one. i have to get up early tomorrow and i'm here staying up searching my entire damn room for this 😭😭

#truth scrapper #truth scrapper betz #betz threadform #betz truth scrapper

(deletes myself from the internet /j)