Hereâs whatâs happening in Australia at the moment.
For some context:Â
Mallacoota is a tourist town, usual population is a little over 1000, but at peak tourist times, it can be as high as 8000.
There was an estimated 4000 there today, when the extreme heat, peaking at 49C/120F, combined with high winds, to spark a large, intense fire in the bushland around the area. This pretty much blocked off all ways out of the town, leading to all 4000 people being evacuated to the beach, with the emergency plan basically being âIf the fire comes this way, get in the waterâ
Thankfully, the wind did change direction, and as far as Iâve heard, most of the town was spared, but this is how bad the drought, heat, and fire situations have become in australia.
And our government still refuses to make solid policies on climate change.
Okay, Iâm sorry but I just feel so restless about the bushfires, I made a mini-comic. Maybe it will get a few more people to donate. I wish I could do more. Â Please see http://wires.org.au if you want to help. :(
Hello.Â
Starting this (post) is more difficult than any of the posts that I have written in the past.Â
Beginning at the end of 2012 for about 5 years, I have been promoting under the name ëŠëŞŹě¤í° (Rap Monster).Â
It was a stage name from a line of a song that I made when I was a trainee that naturally stuck to me amongst the company staff and members, and is a (name) that I have, as expected, grown very fond of over this period of time.Â
However, after promoting under the name âBTS Rap Monster,â I realized that the name âBTS Rap Monsterâ was a bit long, and that the distance between this name and the music Iâve made for the past 5 years along with the music I want to show you from now on is slowly getting bigger.
As expected, at some time, I had slowly begun to introduce myself simply as Rap Mon or RM rather than the full name of Rap Monster.Â
Therefore, in the future, in greater accordance to the music I aim (to produce), I will change my promotional [stage] name to âRMâ which I have believe has a wider spectrum.Â
I believe that several fans may have already noticed through several occasions that various songs and my mixtape have been released under âRM.âÂ
I have carefully thought this over for a long period of time with a heart that wants to produce music in the future for a long time, at some place, with a non-restricted, open heart and outlook.Â
Although it may be a bit awkward and unfamiliar that I have come to change my stage name that I have had prior to debut, I would be truly grateful if you would all welcome me who, after a long time of thinking, has come to start again with a new name.Â
Thank you !Â
- RM
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IT IS HERE!! I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE ITWE FINALLY POSTED IT UP!!
Whoa, sorry, my excitement got the better of me. Iâm just so hapy we finished this! After so long of writing and revising and writing some more, it has been born! XD
OMFG I AM SO SORRY ANON FOR TAKING 5002098092848 YEARS TO FINALLY FINISH AND POST THIS!!! I SWEAR I DIDNâT MEAN TO TAKE THIS LONG BUT LIFE JUST GRABBED ME BY MY HAIR AND DRAGGED ME AWAY KICKING AND SCREAMING!!!
Okay, enough screaming. I truely am sorry to you anon for making you wait this long for your prompt but it is finally here! So this prompt was meant to be⌠not tooo longâŚ. but now it is sooooo :s
If this isnât what you wanted anonnie, then please message me and Iâll write you up a different fic. :)
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Jimin hadnât meant to screech the word so loudly âespecially with them being in the middle of a cafĂŠ â but he couldnât help it.He was sure he was hearing things, sure his ears were blocked or faulty becausehe most certainly did nothear Kim Taehyung just suggest Jimin become a camboy.
And Kim Taehyung sat there across from Jimin, expressionserene as he gazed back, and Jimin was about to launch himself over the top of the table to strangle the life outof his friend â other patrons of the cafĂŠ and jail time be damned â because howthe fuck could Taehyung look so calmafter proposing something like this?
âI said you should be a camboy.â Taehyungâs voice wassteady, his movements chic as he picked up his coffee, taking a slow sip, eyesnot leaving Jiminâs the whole time.
âYou and I are officially no longer friends,â Jimin hissed, snatchingup is own beverage, only to choke on it as he tried to drink it as fast as hecould to get the hell out of there. He was making a scene no doubt but hereally couldnât give a damn right now.
âCalm down Jiminnie, it-â
âCalm down?â The look Jimin gave the blonde was incredulous.âHow can I calm down when you say shit like that? How?â
âJimin-â
But the shorter was interrupting once more, âHow could youeven suggest something like that anyway?â
âBecause I think youâd make a great camboy,â was the reply.
Jiminâs features twisted into appalled indignation andTaehyung wanted to slap himself for his tactless response. âJimin, that wasnâtwhat I meant.â
âOh, and just what the hell do you mean then?â
âJimin, please donât be mad,â Taehyung murmured as hereached out to grasp Jiminâs free hand within his own. âItâs just⌠camboys arepractically worshipped when they are on the camera and you⌠youâre so beautifuland precious inside and out.â His eyes were earnest and sincere. âYou deserveto be worshipped, Jiminnie. Thatâs why I think youâd make a great camboy.â
Shit, Jimin wasblushing. He could feel it, the warmth, within his cheeks and the bridge of hisnose, down his neck and up to the tips of his ears. âThatâŚâ he stuttered, eyesflickering left and right, anywhere but at his friend. âYou⌠Donât say thingslike that, itâs embarrassing!â
Curling over, Jimin buried his face against the crook of hisarm, flushing more when Taehyung cooed at him being âtoo cute to be humanâ andruffling his dark hair. He gave a childish whine, pushing the hand off hishead, causing the taller man to chuckle.
âSeriously Jimin, youâd be great as a camboy. Your naturalgood looks coupled with your sweet personality would make you an instant hit.â
âOh, and you are certain about this, I suppose?â Jimin askedas he finally lifted his head, an eyebrow raised.
âIâve watched enough camboys to know what are the crowdfavourites, and you, Jimin my good friend, are a crowd favourite.â
Biting his lip softly, Jimin dropped his eyes to hisinterlaced hands, twisting his fingers together uncertainly. âI donât know,Tae⌠What if-â
âBesides,â Taehyung interrupted, pausing to take another sipof his drink. âDidnât you tell me just the other day that you needed moremoney?â
âYeah butâŚâ
âBeing a camboy means you can potentially make $1000 or morea week, and you donât even have to cam every day of the week to get that much âjust 2-3 days can get you that amount.â Taehyung leaned forward then, eyesserious. âI suggest you donât do it every day though cause, while itâs not asphysically tiring as a manual labour job might be, being a camboy is exhaustingin its own way.â
Leaning back once more, Taehyung continued, âYou should dothe recording on nights where you have nothing on the next day because,firstly, most people will come to watch you later in the night, and secondly,the longer you record, the more you will earn during that recording session. Anhour should be the minimum, two or more is ideal.â
âTwo or more?â
âYeah! Itâll give you time to talk with your viewers, forgeconnections and all that jazz, and to figure out what they are into. You cantease them with that, you know, not doing it outright, and that way, theyâllpay you to see those things. Itâll also give time for more people to join theroom.â
Jimin stared at Taehyung mutely as the taller rattled offmore and more information, looking totally at ease as he went on. The blondesounded like a pro, sounded so certain of what he was saying, almost like hehad â
A sudden thought hit Jimin and he leaned forward slightly,eyes widening. âTaehyung-ah?â The shorter male waited until his friend waspaying full attention, eyes locked with his and head tilted in a questioningmanner. âAre you⌠are you a camboy?â
âWhat!? No!â Taehyung yelped, looking shocked at the query.
âThen how the fuck do you know all this?â
âIâveâŚâ The light haired boy got a strange look on his face,eyes narrowing as he glanced around. ââŚbeen researchingâŚâ
âYouâre a camboyâŚâ
âNo, Jimin!â Taehyung gave a quiet sigh, staring down at thetable, and Jimin was surprised to see a soft blush cross his cheeks. âI justwanted to get as much information for you as possible, so that you would knowproperly what you might be getting into.â
âOhâŚâ Jiminâs own eyes dipped lower, watching as the tallerboyâs fingers tapped a silent rhythm onto the tabletop. The small dancer hadnâtexpected that answer and it made his heart warm that his friend would go tosuch lengths for him â even if it was about an idea Taehyung had come up withhimself.
âJustâŚâ Taehyung hesitated, giving the other an uncertainlook. âYou donât have to but⌠maybe give it a try? If youâre reallyuncomfortable, Iâll promise to never ever mention it, or anything like this,ever again. I just⌠I really think you would be a great camboy, and itâs probablyone of the safer job like things you can get, you know?â
âSafe? Sticking my face on the internet isnât what Iâd callsafe, TaeTaeâŚâ
âI mean health-risk wise, smartass.â
They fell into comfortable silence, small smiles on theirfaces. This whole conversation most certainly hadnât been what Jimin thoughtTaehyung wanted to talk about when theyâd arranged to meet at the cafĂŠ â heâdbeen thinking something more along the lines of what prank they could pull onJungkook for his âcoming of age ceremony.â
Jimin thought over Taehyungâs proposition, weighing up thepros and cons of doing something like this. If things worked out, Jimin couldbe making a good amount of money without risk of physical injury and all in thecomfort of his own home â an environment where he called all the shots.
But, if he went through with this, he would be putting hisface â not to mention his body â out there, on the internet, for people to seeand, essentially, masturbate to. And not just a few people, but potentiallyhundreds of people! It was a scary thought, knowing that so many strangers maybe watching you â a shiver ran down Jiminâs spine.
âAlright, Iâll give it a try.â Jimin felt just as shocked asTaehyung looked when the words tumbled from his lips. The two stared at eachother silently for a long moment before the blonde spoke up.
âYou⌠seriously?â
For several seconds, Jimin didnât answer, a hint of doubtholding him back. He knew if he said no, Taehyung would drop the subjectforever, but⌠âY-yeah⌠Iâll do it.â The smile that lit up Taehyungâs face waslike sunshine itself, nearly blinding Jimin in its intensity.
âAh, thatâs awes- thatâs good, thatâs good,â Taehyung said,making a visible effort to keep his excitement in check. The attempt wasquickly ended as he broke out into childish giggles, causing Jimin to roll hiseyes.
âYou are such a freakâŚâ Jimin murmured good-naturedly.
âBut Iâm your freak!â
They burst out laughing, Jimin covering his mouth asTaehyung tilted his head back. They managed to calm down, losing it again whenthey spotted Seokjin, who had just finished serving a customer, giving them thestink eye, a silent threat in the set of his mouth.
âTae,â Jimin piped up several minutes after theyâd settled.âWill I⌠will I really make over a thousand a week?â
âNot at first,â Taehyung answered after a moment ofcontemplation, unfolding and re-folding his serviette. âYouâd have to becomereasonably popular to be able to make that kind of cash.â
âAhh, that makes senseâŚâ
âI wouldnât worry about that though,â Taehyung muttered ashe stretched his arms over his head, arching his spine to release the tensionthat had built up in his lower back. âIâm certain youâll gather a fanbase superquick.â
âHow can you be so sure?â
The look Taehyung gave Jimin could only be interpreted as âbitch pleaseâ and the shorter raised hiseyebrow in response. âI just know.â
âThat isnât an answer!â
âI said earlier didnât I? Youâre a crowd favourite!â
âWhat does that even mean Taehyung? How am I a crowd favourite?â Jiminâs tone was exasperated, a frowndarkening his face.
âWell, first off, you didnât get the nickname Jibooty for no reason,â Taehyung began ina matter-of-fact tone, completely ignoring Jiminâs scandalised look. âEverybodylikes a plump ass and, Jimin, yours is like a cushion â as in its hellacushiony.â
âDid you just seriously compare my ass to a cushion?â Jimin yelped, something akinto horror in his voice. âWhat the hell man!?
âOn top of that,â Taehyung continued as if Jimin hadnâtspoken. âYouâre a good-looking individual. And, because of your highcheekbones, you usually have this rather⌠soft and innocent look about you. Butthere are times when you turn into the complete opposite â like when you do adance performance. Your expression goes all sexy and predatory and itâshonestly a complete turn on.â
âTaehyung!â Jimin could feel theblush rising to his cheeks, unsure of how to feel about the words spilling fromthe tallerâs lips.
âItâs true! And viewers will like that â the idea that theycan have an angel or a devil to masturbate to.â
âYou sound like such a horndog â how much porn do you watchto know all this?â Taehyung flashed a smirk, throwing in a saucy wink for addedaffect and Jimin rolled his eye at the display. Taehyung was a dork â a horny dork,granted, but still a dork.
âThe biggest thing that makes you a crowd favourite is yourflexibility. Most, if not all, thepeople who watch you will be imagining themselves with you and, once they seehow flexible you are, it will send them absolutely wild thinking of whatpositions they can put you into and just how far they can bend you â not tomention, in the case of bondage, all the crazy and exciting ways you would beable to be tied up in!â
Jimin was sure his face was about to burst into flames â ormelt, that worked too â from how hot his cheeks were. He couldnât believe thatTaehyung was saying all this with a straightfucking face. How was the boy so calm despite the topic of conversation?
âEven Iâve wondered about just how far you can bend.âTaehyungâs eyes widened then, like heâd been hit by an epiphany, and he staredat Jimin for a long moment. âCan you suck yourself off?â
âOh my god, Taehyung!â Jimin shrieked, almostchoking on his saliva. âWhat the fuck!?How can you â what the â are you even â oh my â I canât-â Jimin wasnât evensure what he was trying to say, so he pointed an accusatory finger at the lighthaired man.
Taehyung stared at him with a confused expression, a perplexedfrown on his face. âI donât get what the big deal is â itâs just a questionâŚâ
âJust⌠just a question? How can you even askâŚâ Jimin brokeoff with a sigh, shaking his head.
âWell,â Taehyung murmured after several seconds. âCan you?â
âNo, of course I canât! Are you an idiot?â
âHey man, thatâs fricking rude, and uncalled for.â
âOh, and asking me if I can suck my own dick isnât?â
Rather suddenly, two coffee filled takeaway cups were placedin front of the boys and, looking up, they saw it was Seokjin who had deliveredthem. Before either of them could thank him, the older man was speaking, voicelow and admonitory.
âIf you two donât shut up and leave right this instant, yourhyung is going to become a murderer.â The smile that curved his lips was fartoo sweet â bordering on creepy â and his eyes were impassive as they gazedbetween them.
Never had Jimin nor Taehyung left a room as quickly as theydid at that moment, nearly crashing into the door in their haste. They heardSeokjin call out a cheery âI hope you enjoyed your stayâ as they slipped out âthey didnât dare look back.
^^^^^^^^
Frowning in contemplation, Jimin adjusted the camera forwhat felt like the thousandth time in the past five minutes. Peering throughthe viewfinder once more, he sighed, giving up as he walked over to his bed,flopping down face first into the sheets.
The past few days had been extremely busy for Jimin, withhim running around to be properly prepared for this moment. Four days ago, hehad gone out to buy himself the tripod the camera sat upon and a bigger, bettermemory card. Three days ago, Jimin had to go out again because heâd bought thewrong sized SD card â if he had just fucking checked his stupid camera like asmart personâŚ
Two days ago, Jimin had borrowed a waxing kit from Seokjin âhe lied and said heâd lost a bet with Taehyung and this was the punishment whenthe older asked why Jimin wanted it â but, as it was rather late when he gotit, held off on waxing until the next day. After doing a bit of research in themorning â Jimin had never waxed himself, okay, he didnât want to hurt himselfor anything â Jimin had promptly gotten down to business.
Less than five minutes later, Jimin was ready to call itquits, the skin along his legs stinging like heâd been poke with a thousand hotneedles. Heâd forced himself to continue, cursing Taehyung with every curse, inevery language, that he knew the whole time. By the end of the torture sessionâ self-inflicted though it may be â Jimin was ready to call up his best friendand scream abuse and bloody murder through the phone until his voice washoarse.
(Not for the first time, Jimin wondered why he hadnât chosenJungkook to be his best friend â at least the younger wouldnât talk Jimin intobeing a camboy and waxing his body to âappear more appealing to the audience.â)
And now, here Jimin was, setting up for the recording,double checking and triple checking his equipment, anxiety and trepidation wellingup in his stomach as his âdeathâ timer â as Jimin had taken to calling it âcounted down to the big â00.00â
Sitting up slowly, Jimin began to internally fret. Heâd beenso busy the past few days that heâd barely had time to let his worries plaguehim. But now they consumed him, bouncing around his head at a dizzying speed.What if he screwed up? What if they didnât like him? What if he was boring?What if he wasnât good enough? What if-
The bedroom door flung open, smacking into the wall with aloud crack, causing Jimin to jolt and yelp, almost tumbling off the bed. Handsclasped tight against his chest, he stared over at the figure in the doorway,the smile being sent his way bright and cheerful â not a sign of guilt present.
âHey, Jimin!â Taehyung crowed as he stepped into the room,eyes falling upon the camera. âAh, youâve set up already. Awesome!â
Jimin stared at his friend like the blonde had grown anotherhead, face twisted into a mortified expression. âWhat are you doing here!?â hesqueaked, wincing internally at the sound, when he finally managed to find hisvoice.
âIâm here to help of course!â Taehyung replied in asing-song tone. âWhat kind of friend would I be if I just threw you into thedeep end without so much as a floatation device?â He leaned forward slightly,voice lowering into an almost conspiratorial whisper. âNot a very good one,thatâs for sure.â Then he was straightening again, speaking boisterously oncemore. âAnd I, Kim Taehyung, am your floatation device.â
âNo!â Jimin instantly barked out, shaking his headfrantically. âNo, you are most certainly not! You are going to get the fuck outof the apartment and Iâm going to film myself. Alone!â Jimin knew his words were a bit harsh, but he was currentlyin panic mode â heâd apologize later, he was certain.
Instead of listening to Jimin, Taehyung strode over to thebed, holding the box awkwardly in one hand, his other fiddling with the latch.âNow Jimin, you know I canât do that. As I just said, Iâm here to help you! Notonly are you going to need someone to help you keep calm, because, letâs faceit, you are such a panic merchant, but youâll also need someone to give youtips and pointers. Not to mention â what the fuck is up with this latch? Idonât remember it being this hard to open earlierâŚâ
âTae, seriously, go. Iâm not having you here while I filmmyself being naked and shit! I donâtcare if you want to give me tips. Just watch the live cam and then give-â
âA-ha!â Taehyung cried as the latch finally sprung open,evidently ignoring Jiminâs words. âVictorious at last!â He grinned boxily downat the black haired male, a cheeky edge to the smile. âNow, as my first actionof help! Here, youâll need these.â And with those words, Taehyung upended thecontents of his box onto the sheets beside Jimin.
Jimin took one glance at what Taehyung had dumped on his bedand gave a surprised squeak, jolting away from the items like they were goingto hurt him. A small mountain of sex toys laid innocently â or as innocently assex toys could â beside him.
âWhat the fuck Tae!?â Jiminâs voice was pinched, eyes wideas he stared at the offending objects. âWhere the hell did you get so manydildos and vibrators-â he broke off for a moment, eyes squinting. âIs that afucking butt plug!? Tae, what the âwhy do you have a butt plug? Actually, no, donât answer that!â Heâd seen Taehyungopening his mouth from the corner of his eye, and Jimin just knew he didnâtwant to hear whatever answer the taller was going to say.
âI told you,Jiminnie, Iâm here to help!â
âYouâve said that already! But⌠why did you bring these?â Jimin asked, finally pulling his eyesaway from the sex toys to peer up at his friend, expression a mix betweenbaffled and embarrassed.
Taehyung only stared back, looking confounded at the darkhaired dancerâs words. âUmmm⌠So you could use them?â
âWhat? Why would I use them?â
âJiminâŚâ Taehyung was instantly frowning down at the boy,eye narrowed curiously. âYou werenât planning to just jerk off were you?â Thesmaller maleâs cheeks burning an intense crimson was answer enough. âJimin, didyou check out any of the channels I told you about? Did you even look up asingle camboy video?â
âW-wellâŚâ
âJimin!â This time, Taehyungâs tone was a whine, an almostpained exasperation etched into his features.
âIâm sorry! I just â I meant to, I swear â but I was busy,and I forgot⌠and itâs kinda⌠embarrassing⌠and-â
âJimin,â Taehyung spoke, voice gentle and patient â even ifthere was a subtly vexed edge to his words. âItâs been well over two weekssince you decided to do this. Youâve had plenty of time to check a video.â
âI know, butâŚâ
âYou canât just jerk off for these. If you do, you wonât getmany viewers. That is the reason I told you to watch a video, so that you couldget an idea of what to do and what people like.â Taehyung gave a little smile,supressing a chuckle. âYouâve always been the type to get anxious when youdonât fully understand something new.â
The smaller male stayed quiet, staring down at the floorwith a soft frown. Taehyung was right â of course he was right (he always waswhen it came to Jiminâs anxieties). Jimin had avoided watching anything camboyrelated, even when he had the time to, scared to find out what kind of thingshe would have to do. Jimin was shy by nature, only able to act confident whenhe was with those he was truly comfortable with â or when he was drunk off hisass. Despite how much he tried to psyche himself up, this kind of thing wasoverly daunting.
âJimin?â came Taehyungâs soft murmur, an edge of concern inhis voice.
âTae, IâŚâ Jimin lifted his gaze once more, gnawing at hisbottom lip. âI-I donât think I can do it â I canât⌠I canât do it. What if they â what if I â I donât know-â he brokeoff, shaking his head. âIâm tooâŚâ
Taehyung reached down, laying a gentle hand on hisdistressed friendâs shoulder. âItâs okay Jimin. You donât have to do it if youdonât want, so donât worry so much.â He smiled lightly at the boy, giving asoft squeeze to the stocky shoulder under his palm.
Nodding slightly, Jimin relaxed a little, looking infinitelyrelieved, returning the grin, albeit weakly. He fiddled with his fingers,sighing faintly before letting out a quiet, almost amused, chuckle. âItâsfunny,â he began, glancing over to the camera. âBut, even though Iâm kindascared by the idea of people seeing me like this⌠I was also kinda⌠I donâtknow⌠excited, I suppose? Argh.â He ruffled his hair, a frustrated frowntilting down the corners of his mouth. âI donât knowâŚâ
The taller gave a hum, like he was contemplating something.âLike I said, Minnie, you donât have to do this if you really donât want to,â Taehyungmurmured, leaning back, rolling his shoulders. He was quiet for a moment beforecontinuing. âBut, you could do a practice run, if you wanted.â
âA⌠a practice run?â
âYeah. Like, film yourself to get used to it, get a feel forit and to see if you really want to do it.â
âSo⌠I wouldnât have to live stream it? Or upload it later?âJimin queried, licking his lips nervously.
âOf course not!â Taehyung said in a cheery tone. âItâsliterally a way for you to try it and see if you want to go through with the realthing! If not.â He shrugged. âNo harm done.â
Biting his lip, Jimin thought over the suggestion beforenodding. âOkay, Iâll do that. Itâs not like anything bad can happenâŚâ
âExactly!â Taehyung beamed at the other, spinning around towalk over to the camera. âIâll start recording for you.â Stepping behind thecamera, he fiddle with it, angling the camera slightly higher to properlycapture Jimin and the bed and zooming in a bit before finally clicking therecord button. âAction, Minnie!â
Jimin only stared back at Taehyung, face blank aside from asingle raised eyebrow. The younger boy made a âhurry upâ motion with his hand, peeringdown at the small camera screen. âTae?â Jiminâs tone was a strange mix ofexasperation, annoyance and confusion and the blonde finally lifted his head.âWhat are you doing?â
Taehyung blinked owlishly, like he couldnât understandJiminâs word â Jimin was beginning to think other was doing it to rile him up(surely Tae couldnât be that dense, could he?). He glanced between the deviceand Jimin several times before answering with an almost perplexed, âManning thecamera?â
âWhy?â
âBecause you canât man the camera and be practicing at the same time.â
âWhy are you manning the camera?â Jimin could feel a veinthrobbing in his neck as irritation began boiling inside him.
âIâm here to monitor you.â
The smaller manâs eyes budged out of his head, disbeliefetched into his features. âWhat?âJimin felt like heâd been saying that a lot lately â admittedly, Taehyung hadbeen giving him a lot of reasons to.
âIâm here to monitor you,â Taehyung repeated, slower thistime, like he was speaking to a slow-witted child. âYou know, so I can give youtips and pointers.â
âNo!â
âNo?â
âNo!â
âWhy?â
âW-why?â
âYeah, why?â
âTaehyung!â
âJimin?â
âY-you canât stay here when Iâm about to film myself beingâŚbeing all naked and shit! You canât. You have to go. Quick.â
âJimin, you practically admitted you havenât watched asingle video about camboys, so how do you expect to know what to do on-screen?Do you know which way to talk or look when on cam? Remember, you canât justjerk off.â
Jimin faltered, looking rather like a deer caught inheadlights, eyes rounded and lip worried between his teeth. He attempted tothink up something, anything, tocounter Taehyungâs accurate questions, but nothing came to mind.
Dammit, he hated it when the other was right.
When Jimin remained silent for too long, Taehyung spoke upagain. âThatâs where I come in! I know very well what you have to do, and Ihave different tricks and stuff that you can use to make yourself both relaxedand confident and super appealing to the audience.â
âI donât know, Tae,â Jimin mumbled, finger fiddling with theleg of his shorts. âWouldnât itâŚ. Wouldnât it be weird? And awkward?â His eyeslifted to Taehyung, anxiety clear in his chocolate irises.
The blonde gave a hum, like he was thinking over theshorterâs words, before giving a soft, soothing grin. âOnly if we let it.â
The older male couldnât help the amused snort that escapedhim, corners of his lips twitching. âYouâre always so optimistic.â
âSomeone has to be!â
Pausing in his fidgeting, Jimin licked his lips, glancing upat Taehyung once more. âPromise me things wonât get weird or awkward or⌠or different between us?â
âNothing bad is going to happen to our relationship,Jiminnie, I promise.â
Jimin sighed softly, breathing out an, âOkay,â as hestraightened up. His fingers danced nervously along the hemline of his shirt.âSo⌠I just get undressed, right?â
âNah, not straight away,â Taehyung began, waving his hand ina dismissive manner. âYou can start by just talking, you know, saying hi andasking how everyone is. You should get to know your viewers a bit before gettinginto anything heavy. Take the first twenty to thirty minutes to becomeacquainted, then you can start thinking about getting undressed, âkay?â
âSo I just⌠I talk for now?â
âYep!â Taehyung replies, popping the âp.â âWeâll probablyspeed things up a bit today but for the real deal, take it slower. Ah, it mightbe a good idea to think of things to talk about before starting a session.â
âWhat should I talk about?â Jimin was starting to feel likehe needed a notebook to write everything down â he was sure heâd end upforgetting most of what Taehyung had told him by the end of the day.
âYou could pretty much talk about whatever. You can talkabout your day, things you like or dislike, favourite bands, pretty muchanything. If you donât know what to talk about, ask your viewers about theirday or their hobbies. Theyâll like that youâre interested. You could even talkabout things you like to do sexually, theyâll really like that.â Jimin tilted his head, pretending he hadnât hearthat last part, and thought, fingers tapping against his thigh, until thetaller said, âJust start by saying hi, Minnie,â gesturing at the camera.
âAh,â Jimin coughed softly, eyes turning to the device,running his teeth over his bottom lip. âHello⌠My nameâs Jimin. Itâs, ah, niceto meet you allâŚâ His eyes flickered up to Taehyung, seeking approval. Taehyungnodded encouragingly, boxy smile in place. âUmm, how is everyone doing today?I-â
Before Jimin could get any further, Taehyung piped up witha, âweâre good, Chim Chim!â voice high pitched and overly cheerful. When thesmall male blinked up at him questioningly, the other simply answered with,âIâm you viewers, duh.â
Clearing his throat, Jimin decided to just go with it,continuing to talk about nothing in particular, Taehyung interjecting atdifferent intervals with random responses, some of them so ridiculous, it hadJimin laughing or rolling his eyes. Without even realising it, he had begun torelax, limbs no longer rigid with the stress of what was to come.
Then, all too quickly, Taehyung was telling Jimin it wastime to get to the main event, and all the tension was back, shouldersstiffening and belly clenching in agitation. He sucked in a steadying breathbefore lifting the shirt up over his head, dropping it to the floor by hisfeet. This was fine, Jimin told himself, Taehyung had seen him shirtlesscountless times. In fact, both boys had seen each other in just their underwearmore time then they bothered to count. This wasnât anything special, not atall.
So why was Jiminâs insides flip-flopping and his skintingling in the same way it had when heâd developed a crush on one of hisupperclassmen, or the first time heâd had sex? This was just Taehyung, dammit,he shouldnât be so⌠so aware ofyounger boy.
Wetting his lips, Jimin slowly slipped his sweatpants downhis legs, kicking them away once theyâd pooled at his feet. His fingers twistedin the bedsheets, hesitant to get fully naked, hesitant to bare himself sofully to his best friend.
âDing!â
Jimin jumped at the suddenness of Taehyung exclamation, wideeyes jumping to the light haired man. âD-ding?â he stammered in confusion.
âWhen someone gifts you tokens â a token is money, by theway â a ding sounds to let you know. Usually, when someone gives tokens, itcomes with some kind of request. You can set up a system of, depending on howmany tokens someone gifts, depends on the kind of request they can give,âTaehyung informed, hands moving as if he were presenting a diagram.
âMe, as your viewer, have just sent you some tokens,â hecontinued without pause. âAnd my request is⌠ummmâŚ. Do a strip tease with yourunderwear?â
Jiminâs eyes flew wide, nearly falling out of his head forthe second time in what felt like less than ten minutes. âNo! Tae, youâŚ!â
âYou donât want to?â
âNo, I donât!â
âAh,â Taehyung hummed, nodding minutely. âIf not, then itmight be better to not go through with this. Your viewers are going to ask alot more of you and if this is too much, then youâll probably die when they askthe more intense requests.â
âItâs not⌠Itâs not that⌠I can do it but⌠not right nowâŚâThe shorter was avoiding Taehyungâs eyes, gaze drifting back and forth acrossthe floor.
âAlright⌠how about something else?â
âYeah, okay, that sounds good.â
âWithout taking off your underwear, palm yourself intoerection.â
Jimin positively choked on his inhale, curling forward andcoughing hard because, umm, what?Taehyung wanted Jimin to do what!? The dark haired dancer liftedhis eyes to the other, but Taehyung didnât give him a chance to speak.
âJimin, I know youâre worried about our relationship beingwrecked by this, but I already said not to worry. Nothingâll happen, Iâll makesure of it.â Taehyungâs voice was soothing and soft, the deep tone doingnothing to quiet Jiminâs nervous like it usually did, his heart picking upspeed instead. âIf you really canât do it, then weâll just stop altogether,yeah?â
The little dancer fell silent, frowning down at his bareknees. He could feel the doubt creeping back in, making him uncertain andfearful, making him wonder if he was good enough to do this. He knew it wassilly. This video wasnât going up after all, and only Taehyung would see himlike this.
But that was what scared Jimin the most, Taehyung seeing himnaked, bared so fully and completely and, when things progressed, in the throesof passion. What would Taehyung think of Jimin? Would he be embarrassed?Disturbed or disgusted? Would he just not care and feel nothing at all?
Would Taehyung be aroused?
A flush of heat settled low in Jiminâs belly and he suckedin a deep breath. âIâll do it,â he choked out, swallowing thickly. He squeezedhis eyes shut as his right hand crept over his thigh, cheeks reddening inmortification.
âJimin, donât force yourself,â came Taehyungâs voice,concern evident in his tone. âIf youâre uncomfortable, then we can-â
âNo, no, Iâm going to do it,â Jimin interrupted swiftly,licking his bite swollen lips. âIâm just nervous, Iâll be fine. I have to pushon if I ever want to do the actual thing.â
Taking another fortifying breath, Jimin brushed his fingersover his crotch, instantly feeling his cock twitch to life. His next exhale wasshaky in both surprise and pleasure â Jiminâs body had never reacted sostrongly this quickly before. Was it because Taehyung was here, watchingquietly behind the camera?
Jimin continued running his digits along his length, shiversbeginning to rake through his body. His breath becoming harsher, hitchingsilently when he thumbed against the head. When he dug one fingertip into hisslit through the fabric, his thighs flex and squeezed together and he had tobite down hard on his lip to keep a groan in.
âJimin, keep your legs spread,â Taehyung piped up. âYou haveto pretend this practice is real, and itâs best to let the audience see whatyouâre doing. Let them see you touch yourself.â
Taehyungâs words had the warmth in Jiminâs gut intensifying,toes curling into the carpet. He forced his legs apart, spreading them wide sohis cock, straining against his now too tight underwear, was on full display.
âMake sure to keep talking, Minnie.â
The older boy wanted to scream â how was he supposed to keeptalking in a situation like this? What was he even supposed to say when he hadhis hand around his dick with his best friend standing less than ten feet away?
âS-sorry Iâm not talking so much everyone,â Jimin stuttered,abdominal muscles quivering lightly. âIâm still really n-new to this, so I havea lot to learn. I hope you can teach me⌠H-how am I doing so far?â
âYouâre doing good Jiminnie,â Taehyung called in thathigh-pitched tone. âTouch yourself more, please.â
So Jimin did just that, stroking himself slowly, dragginghis thumb hard across the tip on every pass. He brought his free hand intoplay, slipping down to cup his balls, squeezing gently. His back arched subtlyat the spike in ecstasy, lips falling open in a silent gasp.
âDing!â Pausing in his ministrations, Jimin waited forTaehyung to speak, wondering what he might request this time. âTake off yourunderwear, Minnie! Let us see you properly.â
Ah, there it wasâŚ
Sucking in a breath, Jimin lifted his hips, fingers hookinginto the band of his undies before he got too nervous. Drawing his legstogether, he began sliding the undergarment off, folding his legs up to moreeasily slip them off. Even after the article of clothing had fallen to thefloor, he kept his legs bent, hiding himself away from his friendâs eyes for afew extra seconds.
Taehyung was cooing at Jimin in his âviewerâ voice, callinghim cute and asking to let âthemâ see him. The smaller male hesitated, eyes driftingupwards but only as far as halfway up the tripod, unable to look higher.âPlease, Jiminnie, show us how pretty you are!â
Finally, with a little more coaxing from the younger, Jiminlowered his legs to their previous position, exposing himself fully. His handstwisted into the sheets as he pressed his toes nervously into the carpet. Hefelt lightheaded, but he knew that was because of his own worry, his owninsecurities twirling rapidly around his skull.
âHow⌠how do I look?â For the first time since he startedtouching himself, Jimin lifted his gaze, catching Taehyungâs. The shorter boyâseyes were wide, anxiety clear in their depths. The tallerâs stare took on amore serious edge.
âYouâre beautiful Jimin.â Taehyungâs voice wasnât as highthis time, pitch closer to how he usually spoke. The little dancer couldnâtstop the noise that left him, choking off the soft whine quickly. âAlright,keep touching yourself Jiminnie.â
Jimin frowned, glancing up at his friend, confusion etchedinto his features. âBut⌠didnât you say I shouldnât just jerk off?â
âYeah,â Taehyung began, expression thoughtful. âBut Iâverealised it might be easier this way, since the setting isnât quite right.â AtJiminâs questioning stare, he elaborated. âYou see, when youâre actually live,people will be constantly talking and requesting, so you would be keptconstantly busy replying to them or doing what they asked. But, since itâs justus, itâs a bit hard to do that.â He smiled reassuringly to the other. âBesides,I donât want to push you too hard for your first time.â
The olderâs cheeks burned at the word choice, eyes instantlydarting away from the other. Was Taehyung doing it on purpose? Was heintentionally making Jimin a wreck â in more ways than one â and acting like hedidnât even notice? Either way, Jimin was going insane.
Eyes dipping to his cock, Jimin softly curled his fingersaround the length, setting a slower pace. âI have to⌠keep speaking?â
âMm-hm.â
Thinking over what he could talk about, Jimin bit his lipwhen an idea popped into his head. The fire that burned along his cheeks grewhotter, stomach coiling â part in anticipation, part in trepidation. Hewondered briefly if saying what was on his mind would be overstepping aboundary, an invisible line that he might never be able to come back from.
Then again, hadnât Taehyung said to treat this like it wasreal?
âWheneverâŚâ Jimin had to take a moment to swallow andmoisten his lips, nerves making his throat and mouth dry. âWhenever Imasturbate, I like to pretend someone else is touching me. Itâs more fun thatway, thinking about someone wanting to get me off, someone-â he broke off as aspike of pleasure rocked through him when he ground his thumb in tight circlesaround his cock tip, thighs ticking. ââŚsomeone focusing only on me, on makingme feel as good as I can⌠Someone who will make me come as many times as IwantâŚâ
âWho do you think of?â Though Taehyung had used his âviewerâvoice, there was a strained edge mixed in as he watched Jimin â the small malewas so deep into his own space that he completely missed it.
âJust someone that I know,â Jimin sighed, finger tighteningaround his erection.
âWho?â Jimin froze at that one word, not only because of thequestion itself â how could Jimin have given that kind of answer anyway, fuck â but also because Taehyungâs voicehad dropped, slipping to half an octave lower then he usually spoke, tone husky.Jiminâs insides were fucking melting.
Jimin risked a glance up, immediately sucking his bottom lipbetween his teeth. Taehyungâs eyes were boring into his, gaze dark andunwavering. The youngerâs lips were slightly parted, flesh moist from when heâdlicked it. Jimin wondered dazedly why everything about Taehyung seemed to be sosuddenly tantalising.
It was only when Taehyung repeated his question that Jiminsnapped out of it, eyes flickering downward. âNo one in particular,â Jimingrumbled in an attempt to appear annoyed and exasperated. âCelebrity crushesand ideal types, you knowâŚâ
âOkay, continue then.â Jimin waited a few seconds to see ifthe younger would say anything else before resuming his stroking, sighingsoftly at the pleasant tingling filling his limbs.
Taehyung watched as Jiminâs mouth fell open around gentleexhales and choked off moans, eyelashes fluttering. He took in the smallerâs pinkcheeks and swollen lips, wet and red. His eyes travelled down his friend, observingthe way the muscles in Jiminâs abdomen fluttered every time he dug his thumbinto his slit, the way his thighs twitched each time he squeezed his length.And then there was Jiminâs cock, all flushed and slick with pre-come, curved uptowards his stomach.
Fuck, Jimin was pretty.
âTell us something else you like to do when you masturbate,âTaehyung called, voice pitched higher once more.
âUmmm⌠I like to⌠to finger myself. Itâs a little hardthough, âcause my fingers are small. I canât-ah!â Jimin jolted as the euphoria intensified and Jimin knew heâdend up coming if he continued on like this. âI canât reach very far in⌠Iâvenever been able to get to my prostate properly.â
The words had barely left Jiminâs mouth when Taehyung croweda, âding,â which was closely followed by, âuse one of the vibrators, Minnie!âTaehyung couldnât help but to laugh as Jimin paused, side eyeing the sex toyslike they were going to jump on him.
âWhy do you have so many?â
âBelieve it or not, all of those, except for three, weregiven to me either as jokes or presents.â
After an extra moment of deliberation, Jimin picked up aslender, purple toy â it had been a while since Jimin had had sex, he didnâtwant to push his limits just in case. He reached down into his bottom draw,pulling out the bottle of lube he kept there. Since he didnât use it often, itwas still over half full.
âSo, how should I dothis?â Jimin glanced down at the items in his hands, that anxiety creeping backup. âShould I⌠should I get on my knees?â
âYeah, and make sure you position yourself in a way that thecamera can see what youâre doing.â
âSo,â Jimin began, expression and tone holding a mix ofuncertainty and apprehension. âYou want me to⌠face my ass to the camera?â
âOh, no no! You have to keep talking to your viewers. Thatwould be hard to do if you had your back â or ass â to the camera. Try sideon?â
Clambering further onto the bed, Jimin shifted his legsunder his body, turning so that his left side faced his friend. He placed thevibrator down in front of him and popped open the cap of the lube, squeezingout a substantial amount onto his fingers. Following Taehyungâs nextinstructions, he bent over, pressing his cheek to the mattress and lifting hisass into the air, cheeks burning from embarrassment.
Reaching back, Jimin gently brushed the pad of his indexfinger against his puckered entrance, smearing the lube across his skin. Herubbed in tight circles, groaning lowly at the pleasurable thrum that settledinto his bones. He pressed a bit harder, finger catching upon the rim, beforeslowly sinking his index finger inside.
Groaning heavily, Jimin quickly added a second finger,beginning to rock the digits shallowly, scissoring himself firmly. By the timeheâd slid a third finger inside, his thighs were twitching, lips falling openaround sighs and whimpers. He continued fingering himself for a minute more,knowing that, despite how worried he was to use a vibrator in front ofTaehyung, he would have to if he wanted to come. Heâd never been able to comefrom his fingers alone â heâd tried multiple times.
Stopping his ministrations, Jimin scooped up the vibrator,pouring more lube onto it â just in case!After he had slathered it around, he brought the toy behind him, brushing itagainst his entrance. He sucked in a breath before pressing it inside, moaningat the stretch.
When the vibrator was halfway inside, Jimin drew it back outuntil the tip was flush to his rim once more, pushing the device in, harderthan the last time. He repeated the action several times, going an inch deeper withevery thrust in. He pause when the toy was fully inside him, pressed snugagainst his prostate.
Starting up a slow rhythm, Jimin squeezed his eyes shut, concentratingon the sensations running through him. He curled the fingers of his free handinto the blankets, thighs flexing, muscles in his back bunching and relaxing ashe arching slightly. Jimin really was too pretty for his own good, Taehyungthought as he gazed over the olderâs body.
Jimin choked out a keen, picking up speed, snapping hiswrist as best he could so the vibrator bumped against his prostate just right. Ithad been a long time since heâd had sex â since heâd masturbated â and this hadhim wondering why he didnât do it as often. Heâd almost forgotten how nice itwas.
âJimin, you can turn the vibrator on,â Taehyung spoke up,jolting Jimin out of the little bubble heâd somehow managed to create. âThereâsa switch on it with six different settings.â
âA switch?â What did he mean, six settings?
âYeah! In fact, your thumb is right next to it.â
Shifting his hold, Jimin came into contact with the switch, thumbpressed to the little button. In his hazy state, it took him a second to figureout which way the slider went but once he had, he slid it up. Unfortunately,instead of putting the device to the first setting, he used too much force andbumped it up to the third.
Jimin jolted with a loud cry as the toy whirled to lifeinside him, buzzing right up against his prostate. The quaking in his thighsbecame violent, shivers raking through his body as warmth and pleasure pulsedthrough his limbs. He half pulled the vibrator out as he hastily turned it off,laying there shaking and panting heavily, trying to regain his bearings fromthe intense spike of ecstasy.
âYou okay there buddy,â Taehyung asked softly, voicestrained from keeping himself from rounding the camera and fucking the slightlyolder boy into the sheets.
âYeah,â Jimin huffed, blinking quickly to clear his fuzzyvision. âJust wasnât expecting it.â
Choking off a groan as he settle the toy in once more, Jimincarefully turned the vibrator on once more, gasping quietly. He started up aslower pace once more, drawing the device out only partway before sinking itback in, letting out soft moans every time the toy rested against his prostate.He began rocking back on the vibrator, hand picking up speed.
The small man had only just turned to vibrator to its secondsetting, biting down into the sheets below him, when Taehyung spoke up again. âJimin,face the camera again.â
Did Taehyung want him to kneel facing the camera? âBut, yousaid-â
âThat you should let the viewers see what youâre doing,yes,â Taehyung quickly interrupted. âSo I want you to position yourself similarto how you were when you were speaking to the camera, except, instead of havingyour feet hanging off the bed, put them on the edge of the bed and prop yourlower half up.â
Taking a moment to envision it, Jimin flushed harder andshook his head. âNo way, thatâs too embarrassing!â When the taller boy didnâtrespond, he chanced a glance up, shivering at the way his friend stare back,silent, eyes dark.
âI wonât force you, Minnie,â Taehyung finally spoke, lipquirking in the corner â it was the best attempt at an assuring smile he could managewithout giving away how aroused he was. âIf you donât want to do it, thendonât.â
And instantly, Jimin was feeling guilty at the caring tone âwhich he knew was utterly stupid and unreasonable to himself. Though this hadbeen the youngerâs idea in the first place, Taehyung hadnât needed to come tohelp Jimin, hadnât needed to stay and give him advice, hadnât needed to doanything and yet here he was, patient and unrushed.
Taking a steadying breath, Jimin mumbled out a soft, âGiveme a second.â He pushed himself up, shifting closer to the side of the bed. Ashe twisted to place his heels at the edge, the vibrator got caught against themattress, causing the toy to dig in that little bit more, press that much morefirmly against the bundle of nerves inside him.
Jimin tossed his head back with a throaty cry, hips jerkingupwards. His breaths came a bit heavier, his arms shaking once again. He gaveinto the urge to sink to his elbows, then down onto his back, wriggling â withas little movement as possible â just a tad closer to the edge of the bed.
Under Taehyungâs directions, Jimin spread his legs a littlemore before lifting his hips off the bed. Even as he did, he knew in the backof his mind that this position probably wasnât very good if you wanted to talkto viewers â how the heck was he even supposed to properly see the camera likethis?
âAlright, thatâs perfect Jiminnie.â
Blinking his eyes open slightly, Jimin stared through hiseyelashes towards where his friend stood â he didnât know whether he wanted togrumble in frustration or sigh in relief that he could still perfectly seeTaehyungâs face.
Closing his eyes once more, Jimin reached out, wrapping hisfingers around the vibrator once more. He began pumping, giving a soft grumbleas he realised he wouldnât get the same range of motion as he did when he wason his knees, the angle of his shoulders just a bit too awkward.
Jimin fucked the toy into himself anyway, free hand twistinginto the blanket. His toes curled into the air, veins in his neck standing outas his jaw clenched, brows furrowing lightly. He made a low pleasured sound inhis throat, somewhere between a whine and a whimper â Taehyung really wished hewould stop making those noises (but silently prayed he would continue forever).
âMinnie,â the taller man called, no longer bothering with usinghis âviewerâ voice. âTouch your cock as well.â
Abs flexing at the thought of the pleasure using thevibrator and touching his length would bring him â not to mention Taehyungâsdeep voice â Jimin lifted his unoccupied hand, brushing the pads of his fingersup his thigh. He thumbed at the base of his cock, breath shuddering, beforewrapping his digits firmly around his erection.
The small dance major was quick to start flicking his wrist,mouth falling open to allow sweet sighs and soft moans to fill the air. Hematched the rhythm of his hands so every time he pressed the toy to hisprostate, heâd dig his thumb into his slit, thighs trembling dangerously oneach stroke. He could feel himself starting to get light headed at thepleasure, at the fact Taehyung was watching him slowly come undone.
âPut the vibrator up another setting.â
Jimin didnât know why he listened but, before he could eventhink about it, his thumb was bumping that button up once more, the increase inbuzzing against his prostate causing him to give a hoarse cry, the muscles inhis body tensing up for several seconds, his breaths coming out stunted anderratic.
Peeking through his eyelashes, Jimin watched Taehyung as theyounger stared back at him. Even though he knew it was wrong, he wanted topretend that the way with which his friend peered at him was more than just toobserve and critic him â he wanted to pretend Taehyung actually desired himlike Jimin did Taehyung.
âUp another setting, Jimin.â
The older male shook his head almost frantically, knowing hewould climax too quickly if he did. Even though he craved to come, Jimin hoped tostretch this out a little longer, yearned to feel this spine-tingling pleasure forjust a while more. He wanted Taehyung to watch him closely as he pleasuredhimself, wanted Taehyung to think him beautiful â he wanted Taehyung to wanthim.
âJiminâŚâ
The dancer keened at the way Taheyungâs pitch dipped lower,the syllables of Jiminâs name dripping out as something akin to a dark growl.His fingers squeezed around his cock as the other repeated his name, voice evendeeper â how the fuck that was possible, Jimin would never know â and Jimin knewhe couldnât ignore the youngerâs demand. He couldnât suppress the shaky shoutas he clicked the setting up one more notch.
âGood boy,â Taehyung praised, biting his lip when Jiminmoaned wantonly.
He was close, Jimin could feel it in the way his limbs quaked,pleasure thrumming under his skin, in the way his neither regions were gettinghot and tingly. His head thrashed â as best it could in his current position âfrom side to side, the noises he was making becoming louder and more desperate.
Taehyung called Jiminâs name again, the older joltinglightly â why was he having such a reaction to Taehyung just saying his name? Hedragged his tongue across his dry lips, choking on his next breath when hetightened his hold. It was only when the taller repeated his name that Jimin glancedover to his friend.
The two looked at one another silently â well, not so muchin Jiminâs case â eyes appraising the other male. Taehyung took in theshuddering lines of Jiminâs body, the hand that stroked quick and steady alonghis slick cock, took in the sweat that beaded against his forehead and cheeksand dripped across his skin tantalisingly. Jimin watched the way Taehyungstared at him, gaze unwavering, the way he bit or licked his lips, so slow itwas maddening, the way the younger would swallow occasionally, the bob of hisadams apple drawing Jiminâs eye every time, making the dance majorâs throat dryup â it was incredibly unfair how hot and sensual Taehyung was, and how little efforthe had to put in to make Jiminâs knee go weak with want.
Jimin shifted his grip on the vibrator when the slight achein his wrist increased, flicking his hand harder. The toy pressed hard into hisprostate and a spike of pleasure more intense than any heâd felt thus far shotthrough him. A ragged cry ripped from his throat as his back arched high, hisweight being pushed up onto his neck. The angle of his neck made his windpipepinch, causing his voice to become strained and indiscernible.
Forcing his body back down, Jimin flicked his wrists quicker,whining softly, hips jolting like he wasnât sure if he wanted to thrust intohis hand or rock back on the vibrator. He shifted his gaze back to his friend,wanting to see Taehyungâs face when he came, wanted to see the younger maleâsreaction.
âJiminâŚâ It was barely a breath, whisper soft, but Jiminstill shivered, imagining his name sighed into his ear. Taehyungâs eyes grewsharper then, darker and more intense, and Jimin felt his body heat up andtingle more in response â it was so, so unfair how much influence Taehyung hadover Jimin with just his stare, his voice, with his mere presence.
âJiminâŚâ This time it was practically a snarl, a growl soguttural Jimin would have stared in awe, if not for his current state of being.What he wouldnât give to have Taehyung crowding into his space, leaning overhim, covering Jimin with his lean, tanned body â Jimin really just wishedTaehyung would come over, press him into the sheets and split him wide open onhis-
The small manâs body locked up, fingers curling over thehead of his erection as he came. Cum dripped through his digits, splatteringacross his hips and lower belly. He let out broken whimpers, lips tremblingaround the sounds, eye lashes fluttering.
The thrumming of the vibrator became too much against hisprostate so Jimin was quick to pull it out. If he was able, he would haveflushed harder at the way the barely audible buzz became mortifyingly loud,even louder than Jiminâs heavy panting.
Letting his body sink down slowly, Jimin kicked his legs offthe edge of the bed, letting them hang limply, toes barely brushing the floor.He turned the device off, dropping it ceremonially onto the bed beside him. Hethrew one arm over his eyes as he caught his breath, the other resting againsthis heaving chest. He decided not to say anything â not that he could speakwith how hard he was breathing â too embarrassed about what heâd just done infront of his best friend.
Silence stretched between them for so long Jiminâs breathhad evened out, albeit subtly laboured with nervousness, because Taehyunghadnât said one damn thing since the dancerâs climax and Jimin was honestlystarting to panic and regret everything. He knew he should have refused thiswhole thing, knew he should have chased the other away when he started hispractice run, knew he shouldnât have given into his desires.
When the quiet became too much, Jimin softly cleared histhroat, tongue flicking quick across his lips. âWell, this wasnât-â His voice brokeand he grunted hurriedly in embarrassment, sitting up quickly, eyes staringresolutely down at the floor. âThis wasnât so bad. Definitely not anywhere nearas bad as I thought it would be!â
Eyes drifting to the cum upon his skin, Jimin felt hischeeks heat up even more. He wanted to clean himself up but didnât have thecourage to do it with Taehyung in the room â which was ridiculous because hehad just jerk off right in from of the man. In his jittery state, the dancerbegan to babble.
âI-I think I could try, for real I mean. I mean, I knowitâll be different to the practice but I think I could give it a go! And likeyou said, if I really donât like it, I can stop whenever. I could even stopafter one l-live recording, cause itâs not like Iâll have a huge fan base oranything, am I right? Itâs not like anyone will even miss me or anything like âTaehyung⌠what are you doing?â
In the middle of his senseless rambling, Jimin had glancedup and was surprised to see that Taehyung was no longer behind the camera.Instead, the tall boy stood to the right of it, slightly in front of thetripod. He was gazing silently at the older male, tilting his head from side toside in an almost sluggish motion. His eyes didnât waver the whole time,blinking slow and calm.
âTae?â
It was only after another far too long moment that Taehyungdrew in a deep breath, straightening his head to stare Jimin head on. The smallman swallowed thickly in trepidation, expecting the worst â Taehyung wascertainly going to tell Jimin that he was disgusting and filthy and that hewasnât fit to be a camboy and that Taehyung regretted ever suggesting this toJimin and-
âYou see, Jimin,â Taehyung spoke, tone rather nonchalant,breaking Jimin out of his thoughts. âYou did a good job just now, a really goodjob.â Oh⌠Jimin hadnât been expecting that. He thought he would get a scolding,a âjust give upâ at best. Praise⌠no, he definitely hadnât seen that coming.
âYou did so good, in fact,â Taehyung continued, tone stillrelaxed â how was he not even a little bit flustered at being in the same roomas his naked friend, one that had just blown his load not even five fullminutes beforehand? âThat I have developed a bit of a problem.â
With that, Taehyung shifted his hand to the front of hisright hip, brushing his thumb down his crotch. Jiminâs eyes were drawn to the movement and he sucked in a swift breath,eyes widening, as he spied the obvious bulge in the youngerâs jeans.
âAs you can see, Iâve gotten a bit worked up.â Jimincouldnât tear his eyes from the way Taehyung was constantly running his fingeralong his clothed erection, his throat going dry. He forced himself to lookaway when Taehyung cleared his throat loudly, gazing up into his friendâs face.âBut, you know what I thinkâŚâ
Taehyungâs eyes grew sharp then and in the next instant, hewas standing right in front of Jimin. The shorter boy was momentarily tornbetween staring at the otherâs junk or his face, but â with a hell of a lot ofrestraint â he kept his eyes glued to his friendâs features.
âI think,â Taehyung breathed, lifting a hand to caress hisknuckles gently against the swell of Jiminâs rosy cheek. âYou can help me.â
âW-what?â
Instead of responding, Taehyung cupped the side of Jiminâsface, dragging his thumb across the olderâs plump bottom lip. He pressed downin the middle, relishing the way the flesh gave so easily under his touch. Hecurled the digit, catching his nail on Jiminâs teeth, before adding softpressure, forcing his friendâs mouth open. He pressed in, skimming the pad ofhis thumb over the smaller maleâs tongue, supressing a growl at the light,almost desperate half moan, half whine.
âYou are going to help me,â Taehyung murmured, slipping histhumb from Jiminâs mouth, smearing saliva across his lips. âArenât you Jimin?âAnd then he pushed at Jiminâs chest and, though it was only a gentle shove,Jimin offered no resistance, toppling over, still staring up at the taller boy,want swirling in his eyes.
The younger watched Jimin for several moments before onecorner of his mouth pulled up into a sensuous smirk, his finger unbuckling hisbelt in languid, teasing movements, sliding the belt through each loopunhurriedly, making Jimin squirm. He let the belt slid slowly from his fingersand the buckle hit the floor with a dull thud, Jiminâs breath hitching asTaehyung reached for his zipper.
âYou ready baby?â
Jimin glanced up at Taehyung, catching his heated gaze,biting his lip to keep in a wanton noise. âYou have no idea,â was all he said.Taehyungâs smirk only grew wider.
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Taehyungâs hips rocked harder into Jimin as the shorterarched high, belly pressed flush to the tallerâs, and whined loudly underneathhim. The dark haired boy was a shivering, panting mess, finger tangling andtwisting into the bedsheets.
Jimin tightened suddenly, causing Taehyung to swear lowly,hips stuttering in their movements. The little dancerâs eyes found his, glazedwith lust and a deeper warmth â one Taehyung couldnât even begin to decipher inhis own hazy state.
âTaeâŚâ Jimiinâs voice was wanton and desperate, the soundrocketing to Taehyungâs cock. âPlease TaeâŚâ
In response to the plea, the blonde picked up his rhythm,snapping his hips with increased aggression. At the same time, he grippedJiminâs length even more firmly, hand speeding up its motions, thumbing at theslit with more intent. It seemed to do the trick, if Jiminâs hoarse cry wasanything to go by.
Rather suddenly, Jimin grabbed at Taehyungâs shoulders ashis own lifted off the bed, his head dipping until his chin was closer to hischest. His whole body was frozen except for the violent quaking running throughhim. His mouth hung open, lips shiny with spit, saliva beginning to slidingfrom the corner of his mouth, tongue almost sticking out and his eyelashesfluttering.
Taehyung thought he looked beautiful.
The small male scrabbled at the tanned shoulders, as if hewas trying to find a proper handhold, leaving scratches and welts in his wake ânot that Taehyung minded at all (it was undeniable proof that he couldabsolutely wreck Jimin).
The coil within Jiminsnapped and he threw his head back with a wild cry, coming across his belly andlower chest. His thighs clenched around Taehyungâs hips, inner muscles lockingand spasming around the youngerâs cock so hard he came almost immediately, headalmost landing on the mess of Jiminâs ejaculate.
They lay panting for several minutes, Jimin into Taehyungâshair, Taehyung into the crook of the olderâs neck. Jimin ran his hands faintlyagainst the taller maleâs back, wincing slightly whenever he encountered aparticularly large welt.
Finally, Taehyung sighed, pulling out of the small man,Jimin giving a soft shiver and a broken moan at the sensation â Taehyung reallyhoped the other would stop with all the sexy sounds (he was already tempted fora round two⌠and three). He flopped down, spent and satisfied, drawing Jiminâswarm body to his own.
Taking several seconds to nuzzle into Jiminâs shoulderaffectionately, Taehyung flung an arm around his friendâs waist, entangling oneleg between the olderâs. Jimin kinda wanted to clean himself up but he couldfeel Taehyung smiling gently into his skin so he let it go for now.
âSo,â Taehyung managed, beginning to trace invisiblepatterns into Jiminâs abs. âHow was it?â
Flushing gently, Jimin smiled and murmured, âIt was⌠It wasincredible.â
âIncredible, eyy?â Taehyung wriggled his eyebrows in aridiculous manner and Jimin cracked up, swatting at the youngerâs chest.Taehyung settled back against the smaller with a content smile, resuming hisplay across the otherâs belly.
A comfortable silence fell between them until Jimin pippedup. âI thought you said nothing was going to happen to our relationship.â Therewas no anger or upset in the dark haired boyâs voice, just a subtle curiosity.
âI said nothing badwould happen to our relationship,â Taehyung corrected lightly before liftinghis head once more to gaze at his friend. âWhy? Did you not like whathappened?â
âNo! No, no, itâs not that. I really really liked it. I just⌠actually, Iâm not sure why I brought thatup.â
Taehyung chuckled, reaching up to ruffle Jiminâs hair. Hethen used the same hand to cup a round cheek, smiling fondly down at the smallmale. âIf thatâs the case,â he breathed gently. âHow do you feel about becomingmy boyfriend?â
Jimin could only blink up at the other for several seconds,shocked silent. It was only when Taehyung began to look unsure that he forcedwords from his mouth. âS-seriously? You want me to be your boyfriend?â
âWell, yeah, I mean, Iâve only had the literal biggest crush on you since middleschool.â
âYou have?â Jimin couldnât hide his astonishment, his mouthin a semi-permanent âoâ shape. âSo have IâŚâ
âWait, seriously!?â
âYeah!â
The two stared at each other, faces twin masks of shock andamazement, before bursting out into fits of loud giggles, clinging to eachother, Jimin throwing a hand over his face as Taehyung buried his face intoJiminâs chest.
âOh my goodness,â Jimin squeaked, body shaking with hislaughter. âWe are such idiots!â
âThe biggest idiots,â Taehyung agreed, shaking his head. âWhydidnât we just confess earlier? Would have saved so much time.â
When they had settled, Taehyung pulled himself off of Jimin,peering down at him, eyes soft and warm. âSo, what do you say⌠Wanna be myboyfriend?â
The smile that bloomed on Jiminâs face was almost blindingin intensity, his eyes curving into crescents. He flung his arms around thetaller manâs neck, drawing him in until their noses were bumping. âOf courseIâll be your boyfriend Taehyunggie!â
Taehyung swooped in, laying his lips against Jiminâs, firmbut gentle, and full of so much sweetness and sincerity that Jimin felt himselfget a bit choked up. He pressed back eagerly, parting his lips for the tonguethat lapped at the seam of his, his tongue coaxing Taehyungâs to dance.
Though Jimin had had his doubts, he was suddenly glad thathe had let Taehyung convince him to try being a camboy. If he hadnât⌠well,Jimin and Taehyung certainly wouldnât be here right now, newly proclaimedboyfriends, kissing and cuddling, naked skin to naked skin, hearts beating arhythm into the otherâs skin.
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((âWhatâs with the frown, Tae?â
âIâm thinkingâŚâ
âYou, thinking? Wow, miracles dohappenâŚâ
âOh, haha⌠bastardâŚâ
âHehehehâŚâ                                                     Â
ââŚâ
âWhat are you thinking about?â
âHmmmâŚâ
âCome on, tell me. Please~â
âI was thinking about becoming acamboy.â
âWhat!?â
âI said, Iâm thinking about becoming acamboy.â
âI heard you! But⌠what the heckbrought that on?â
âThink about it, not only would I bemaking some extra cash on the side, but then I could have sex with you as aguest camboy â those videos are actually quite popular, just so you know â andI could get paid to do it!â
ââŚ. You make me sound like some kind ofprostituteâŚâ
âBut youâd be my prostitute, so itâsfine!â
âTaehyung, that is not a compliment! Whatthe fuck man?â
âAww, you know what I mean~â
âDonât give me that look you asshole.You just called me a prostitute! The fuck? I â what are you doing? No⌠No⌠Taehyung, no, Iâm serious, you hadbetter not fucking-oofâŚ!! TaeâŚ! StopitâŚ! You canât just⌠call me that⌠and think you â Tae, cut it out! â think youcan⌠get away with - stop kissing me! Iâm trying to be angry here!â
âNo, I refuse. I like kissing you toomuchâŚâ
âTae, seriously, youâre so - *gasp*â
âI really like that sound too, muchmore than hearing you be angry. I want to hear more.â
Taehyung⌠wait, Iâm still-ahh! This is unfair, you canât just - *sigh* TaeâŚâ
âJimin⌠Youâre so good⌠Taste so sweetâŚI just want to eat you up.â
âHeh, look at you⌠All eager andwanting so quickly⌠so pretty, just for meâŚâ
âDonât tease meâŚâ
âAww, baby, Iâm sorry â here, let mekiss that pout off your face!â
âAh, Tae,you-â
ââŚâ
â*gasp*HaaâŚâ
âHey JiminâŚâ
âHmmm?â
âYou shouldnât have gotten offendedearlier.â
âW-what?â
âAbout the whole prostitute thing.After all, I said I would get paid forhaving sex with you, meaning that would make me the prostitute. If Iâd said you were getting paid for sex withme, you would be the prostitute, knowwhat Iâm saying?â
ââŚâ
ââŚâ
ââŚâ
âJ-Jimin?â
ââŚ.*sigh*Iâm no longer in the mood for thisâŚâ
âWhat? Are you being â shit, youâreserious⌠Okay, Jimin, I know what I said was-oofâŚ!! Ouch⌠Huh?Ji-Jimin? Wait, Jimin, just hold on a sec⌠Jimin?Jimin wait! Come back! Donât leave! Jimin, I was just â donât go! Jimin!!â
So, it's been a while since I sent you anything, huh? Or just came and visited your page. (Or just came on Tumblr in general... D: ) And since it's been so long, you know what that means right????? That's right! I have to catch up on all the things you have written and posted - just catch up on everything!! (If you can guess who this is in one try, I'll give you a great prize XP)
IâVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH I KNOW EXACTLY WHO THIS IS
Wow⌠this took me way longer than I was hoping to replyâŚ
*ahem*
YES, IT IS ME!!! CONGRATZ ON GUESSING!! XDXDXD
How have you been, Liv? Iâve missed you too. Iâve been so busy lately I havenât had much time for anything, not even writing D: But thatâs not whatâs important! You are important!! How has life been treating you, dear? Anything exciting happen recently? Anything new with K-pop guy? How is work? And school?
Hey guys! Iâve been away for awhile and I thought, what better way to say âIâM BACK!!â then to take requests! Okay so that might actually not be a great way but I needed an excuse to say Iâm taking drabble request so BOOM here we areâŚ
Please, donât be shy! Send anything - and I mean anything - and Iâll try my best to fulfil your requests! Love you all! <3
Hey guys! Iâve been away for awhile and I thought, what better way to say âIâM BACK!!â then to take requests! Okay so that might actually not be a great way but I needed an excuse to say Iâm taking drabble request so BOOM here we are...
Please, donât be shy! Send anything - and I mean anything - and Iâll try my best to fulfil your requests! Love you all! <3
The short film is based on Hermann Hesseâs book âDemianâ. Iâve read it about 3 years ago. Itâs about a young boy named Sinclair who is between 2 worlds: the good world with his parents and two sisters, the house he lives in and his family, and the evil world which is kinda inside him. He feels connected to the devil throughout the story, he gets more and more familiar with the bad side of the world. Heâs very confused and mentally ill which causes nightmares. Then he mets Demian who helps him to understand the world and his way of thinking. He explains the bad and good side of the world. Demian is very important for Sinclair and also kinda his role model. Sinclair also draws him at night when heâs having a nightmare. He often drew birds and he also sent one of his drawings to Demian. He saw an egg in his dreams and as time passed a bird came out of it.
The story of Sinclair describes the problems that young people face while growing up and trying to find out who they are (find their own personality). The bird that comes out of the egg is Sinclair who finally found himself and grew up. That's why jungkook has wings in the film.
I recommend you to read the book yourself, then youâll understand the connection.
Also: this book has three parts, the first part describes Sinclairâs life between good and bad and his mental illness, the second one is about him changing his life and âletting himself goâ by drinking, itâs about him destroying himself. The third one is about finally getting back to Demian and finding his own way and his personality. I think thatâs how bighit is planning to devide the plot line.
Okay, so this is something that @busan-skyline and I were talking about. It was after I posted the Taekook as kids fic.
The gif I used gave her an idea:Â (also I had this visual image of like that gif being followed by like 'future Tae and Kookie' talking and Tae being 'hey little bunny...' and Kookie being like 'SHUT UP WE'VE DISCUSSED THIS YOU CANNOT CALL ME THAT NAME' xP)...
And well, here it is.... finally
I apologize in advanced for any hidious spelling mistakes. I havenât had much sleep and am currently ready to die..... SORRY
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Taehyung sighed heavily as he trudged along the hallway, a headache beginning to form between his eyes. He pinched the skin there, giving a little massage, but it did little for the dull pounding in his head. He gave a little groan as he shifted his bag, resigning himself to his fate â dramatic thinking on his part, but he wasnât taking those acting classes for nothing.
Stepping out onto the grassy expanse of the back oval, Taehyung paused to survey the field, searching for a certain individual. Upon spotting who he was looking for, he grinned widely, eyes brightening. He hurried over, humming softly, head already feeling clearer.
Jungkook glanced up as Taehyung approached, smiling and calling a quick, âHey Tae,â before returning his gaze to his phone. The older boy dropped down beside him with a grunt, slumping back into the trunk of the large tree.
After several seconds of just enjoying the breeze, Taehyung peeked over at the device in the otherâs hand. He couldnât properly see what was on the screen but it looked like a video of someone dancing â no surprise there, seeing as dance was the major Jungkook had chosen.
âWhat are you watching?â
âItâs the routine Iâm trying to learn,â Jungkook murmured distractedly, eyes resolutely fixed to his screen. âI already recorded myself but I got some of the moves wrong, so Iâm going over both videos to see where I need to improve.â
Shifting closer, Taehyung gave a little hum, peering down at the video properly. The dance looked complicated â with far too many micro arm and leg movements â not to mention the fact that it was fast paced. Just watching it made the Daegu born boy feel exhausted.
The two spent the next several minutes in silence, Jungkook flicking from his dance practice to the professional routine video. Taehyung was quickly becoming bored â as much as he loved watching people (especially Jungkook) dance, even he had limits â and after just one too many minutes of seeing the same thing â without the background music to the song, might he add â he grumbled lightly.
âSo,â Taehyung began, glancing up at the sky. âHow was class today?â
âFine,â came the short reply.
âAnything, ah, interesting happen?â
âNope.â
âReady for music class later?â
This time around, Taehyung received no answer whatsoever. Feeling a little frustrated, he turned fully to the younger boy, eyes wide in earnest. âOkay, Iâm going to be totally honest here. Iâm bored outta my mind Kookie. Letâs do something else, yeah? Those videos arenât going anywhere. You can-â
âTaehyung-ah,â Jungkook sighed, pausing the video and glancing over to his hyung, annoyance clear in his features. âI really need to concentrate on this, so can you please just be quiet for a while.â
Without waiting for a response, Jungkook focused back on his phone, resuming the video, settling back as if nothing had happened. Taehyung on the other hand, pouted like a child and crossed his arms, huffing petulantly.
It was always like this with the darker haired boy. Heâd become fixated on a dance routine, or a song, and heâd end up blocking out everything and everyone around him in his pursuit to perfect it. The only way to break him out of it would be to get him worked up and utterly distracted.
A sudden thought struck Taehyung, his mouth falling open in a surprised little âoâ before curling up into a mischievous grin. He stared at Jungkook, biting his lip to keep from laughing, and forced his mirthful features into a calm, slightly dismayed mask.
âSo youâre really going to just ignore me?â Taehyung asked, making his tone sad. Jungkook didnât answer, opting to continue watching his dance practice, a light frown marring his brow. âWow⌠You really are too muchâŚâ Taehyung trailed off for a single, drawn out moment before breathing softly, âLittle BunnyâŚâ
If Taehyung hadnât been observing his dongsaeng so closely, he would have missed the subtle twitching of Jungkookâs fingers, the muscle that ticked in his jaw.
Biting his lip to supress his laughter, Taehyung leaned closer, wrapping an arm around Jungkookâs shoulders. He exhaled gently, his breath stirring the hairs above the younger manâs ear â he felt more than saw the otherâs shoulders tensing at the action.
âAhh, remember when we were younger?â Taehyung began softly, pressing his forehead to the side of Jungkookâs head, shaking his head slowly in a nuzzling gesture. âYou would follow me around everywhere I went, that innocent expression always on your face⌠What happened to my cute Little Bunny?â
Taehyung gave a slightly dramatic sigh, his breath curling into Jungkookâs ear. The dark haired boy made a distressed sound, like he had almost choked on his tongue, jerking slightly away from his hyung. He twisted, staring at the blonde boy with wide, panicked eyes.
âHyung!â Jungkook hissed urgently, phone totally forgotten at this point. âI told you not to call me that! Weâre not kids anymore!â
Blinking once, Taehyung raised an eyebrow. âHyung? Since when have you bothered calling me that? Itâs been years-â
âHyung, Iâm serious! Donât call me that!â
It was only then that Taehyung chuckled, eyes dancing happily. âI canât help it. Whenever I see you, with your squishy cheeks and that adorable bunny smile of yours, Iâm reminded of your nickname.â
Taehyung drew closer abruptly, so close their noses almost touched, and brought up a hand to gently cup the other boyâs cheek, giving the flesh a faint pinch. Jungkookâs eyes widened even more, and he could feel his cheeks warming slowly at their proximity.
âBesides, the first time we meet, you had the bunny ears on and you refused to tell me your name so I had to make one up, remember? Itâs essentially your fault that I call you Little Bunny now, so Iâm not going to just stop. You should have realised that by now, we have only known each other for practically our whole lives...â
Taehyung gave another little snort of amusement, eyes softening. âItâs strange⌠I didnât know you at all back then â you were just a little kid that I thought I should help â but nowâŚâ A warm smile graced the handsome boyâs lips. âNow, I canât imagine not having you around. Youâve become an incredibly important person to me, as has that nickname Iâve given youâŚâ
âSo tell me, how could I ever stop calling you my Little Bunny?â And with that, Taehyung leaned in just that little bit more, their nose tips actually brushing.
Within the next moment, Taehyung found himself sprawled out on his back, blinking owlishly up at the branches of the tree. He tilted his head, watching as Jungkook scrambled to collect the few things he had laying around, fingers fumbling as he picked up his phone off his lap.
Within seconds, Jungkook was on his feet and was striding quickly away, totally ignoring Taehyung calling after him â if anything, he sped up. The light haired boy stared after this friend for a moment before bursting into cheerful laughter.
âThat kid is so easy to tease. He gets so flustered so easily.â Taehyung fixed his position, slouching against the tree trunk once more. He would have followed after his dongsaeng, but he knew the other wouldnât want to be bothered. Besides Jimin would be arriving soon enough, so he should wait.
Taehyung gave another chuckle as he remembered the look on Jungkookâs face â the wide eyes and reddened cheeks and the alarm etched into his features. âSeriously, teasing that kid is fun. Itâs like medicine,â he murmured aloud. âMy headaches all gone now!â
Unlike Taehyung, Jungkook was far from relaxed. His cheeks burned something fierce and his heart raced wildly within his chest, threatening to burst straight out. He bit his lip, willing himself to calm down, but to no avail.
âThat idiotâŚâ Jungkook thought, shaking his head. âWhy is he like that? We arenât kids anymore! Doesnât he realise I hate being called thatâŚ? And what does he mean, his Little Bunny!? When have I ever been his!? Heâs so weirdâŚâ
Unbeknownst to Jungkook himself, at those thoughts, a huge, goofy grin stretched his lips, his cheeks bright pink and eyes glittering happily.
Guys⌠GuysssâŚ. GUYSSSSSSS⌠Help me! Iâm dying!!! Iâm so dumb!!! Iâm so SO DUMB!!! I HAVE 3,134 DRAFTS!! ALL OF WHICH ARE JUST POSTS THAT I PUT INTO MY DRAFTS AND HAVE YET TO POST UP - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
IT STARTED OUT WITH ME JUST SAVING A FEW DRAFTS FOR MY SISTER TO SEE - YOU KNOW, SO I COULD FIND THEM MORE EASILY AND NOT HAVE TO SEARCH THROUGH MY BLOG - BUT THEN I KINDA GOT INTO THE HABIT OF SAVING POSTS TO DRAFTS AND ITâIT JUST GOT SO OUTTA FUCKING HAND, I JUST KEPT PUTTING THEM INTO DRAFTS AND NOW I AM DROWNING IN DRAFTS!! SOMEONE HELP!!! PLEASEEEE!!
LIKE, I CANâT EVEN GO TO DRAFTS AND SCROLL ALL THE WAY TO THE BEGINNING - THE INTERNET LITERALLY CRAPS ITSELF WHEN I TRY, LIKE THE SCREEN GOES BLACK AND IT FREEZES AND-AND-JUST - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Send me some luck please, and support, and a hot meal maybe. I have been staring at my drafts for sooooo long and I keep putting it off, and all I have achieved is adding more drafts.......... Why am I like this????
Guys... Guysss.... GUYSSSSSSS... Help me! Iâm dying!!! Iâm so dumb!!! Iâm so SO DUMB!!! I HAVE 3,134 DRAFTS!! ALL OF WHICH ARE JUST POSTS THAT I PUT INTO MY DRAFTS AND HAVE YET TO POST UP - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
IT STARTED OUT WITH ME JUST SAVING A FEW DRAFTS FOR MY SISTER TO SEE - YOU KNOW, SO I COULD FIND THEM MORE EASILY AND NOT HAVE TO SEARCH THROUGH MY BLOG - BUT THEN I KINDA GOT INTO THE HABIT OF SAVING POSTS TO DRAFTS AND IT--IT JUST GOT SO OUTTA FUCKING HAND, I JUST KEPT PUTTING THEM INTO DRAFTS AND NOW I AM DROWNING IN DRAFTS!! SOMEONE HELP!!! PLEASEEEE!!
LIKE, I CANâT EVEN GO TO DRAFTS AND SCROLL ALL THE WAY TO THE BEGINNING - THE INTERNET LITERALLY CRAPS ITSELF WHEN I TRY, LIKE THE SCREEN GOES BLACK AND IT FREEZES AND-AND-JUST - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
âUnless you are following the dialogue with an action and not a dialogue tag.â He took a deep breath and sat back down after making the clarifying statement.Â
âAndââ she waved a pen as though to underline her statementââif youâre interrupting a sentence with an action, you need to type two hyphens to make an en-dash.â
You literally have no idea how thankful I am that you post stuff about proper grammar and punctuation, cause itâs always an incredible help and I find out about stuff that I donât know and it makes me a better writer (I hope), and just-just thank you so much Elise!! <3<3<3
Side note, I HAVE BEEN AWAY SO LONG BRO IâM SORRY WTF IS WRONG WITH ME AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Side note pt. 2, I have been away for so long cause my Iphone is outta commission until I can get it fixed (if it is even fixable (Iâm gonna cry if is isnât D:)) and I have been busy and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
there are so so so many really amazing people in this fandom. i get comments on my fics telling me to drink a lot of water and eat well and relax and not to worry about slow updates because iâm more important than my fic. so many of us care about and support each other. i see so many truly sweet asks sent to ARMYs on my dash.
we care about the boys, not just as fans but also we genuinely care about their wellbeing. there are bad fans but 99% what i see is overwhelmingly lovely.
thank you, for being yourselves and for caring about each other and for caring about the boys as much and as sweetly and as unconditionally as you do. it is still important to be proactive about continuing to improve the fandom, but please know: you are so good.Â