Kirisuki

Krbk my beloved❤️🧡 | 19 days brainrot | Tianshan living in my head | Any Pronouns | México 🇲🇽

[sunnyirry]

alien stage doodle dump... they're consuming my brain halp

[jayohdotp]

*insert Cure (sua & mizi.ver)* 🥹🥹🥹

[kirisukishima]

They want each other so fucking bad-

[19daysonly]

English translation

Manhua: 19 days

Author: Old先

Chapter 456 "interview makeover"

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Read all the chapters at : @19days.eng (instagram)

[pawnyao]

Light

[cioscizor]

That one scene, you know the one, but mizisua

[italiantea]

in which cure gives me brainrot 5 months after release

so ive been transcribing the guitar parts for cure and i just have some thoughts regarding the music and its relation to the video

first of all, the guitar motif that you hear front and center in the teaser is pretty hard to spot in the actual song.

it plays very quietly in the left audio track starting from when ivan begins singing his part, and lasts for 7 bars until the main guitar riff kicks in. i think there's interesting ways to interpret this, if you think of this little guitar motif as representative of ivan. by choosing this motif to represent the entirety of round 6 in the teaser video, it's made clear that ivan's feelings are the focus of round 6. in the song it plays quietly, hidden in the mix, as if symbolizing his masking of his true emotions. however, it plays loud and clear as the sole melody in the teaser; not the guitar riff from the intro of the song or the stuttering guitar of the chorus, even though they are more recognizable parts of the song. it's like an audio representation of ivan throwing his round: this is not about the song, or the performance; that is all cast aside for ivan's emotional outburst. something that should have been neatly hidden away is now the focal point of the round.

the next part i wanted to talk about is the ending, the part that deviates from the studio release. after till and ivan sing their individual parts, there is a call and response section where they take turns singing.

till stops singing halfway through this part, and ivan tips over the microphone and goes in for the kiss.

during the kiss, the guitar part from the chorus plays, as if to say that this is ivan's chorus now. it's an expression of his feelings, and ivan is the one in control.

after confirming their scores, ivan leans back and holds till's neck. till closes his eyes.

during this part, the guitar part from that previous call and response section repeats.

the shot switches between ivan and till. till closes his eyes. ivan is shot. ivan looks at till. till's eyes are closed. ivan looks at till. till's eyes are still closed. the guitar returns to the tonic chord, Fm, again and again, and the visuals parallel the same failed call and response as the music. ivan is waiting for a reaction from till, anything in response to his outburst—and till is giving him nothing. and that's how the round ends, no duet, no last run of the chorus, no callback to the intro. it just ends, unresolved.

so anyway i thought that was neat.

[yurithraa]

bpd ivan…

[kirisukishima]

So true Luka 🙌🏻

ALSO BPD IVAN IS SO GOOD HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR

[memeuplift]

[carnage-scissors]

Please I need someone to draw IvanTill as that scene from Howl's moving castle where he's holding the star and Sophie is reaching out to him saying she can help him now. I need little Ivan holding the star with Round 6 Till reaching out PLEASE DO YOU UNDERSTAND

[kirisukishima]

I UNDERSTAND!! ONE DAY I'LL DO IT I SWEAR

[wickedlittlecritta]

i've been reading a lot of books about urban naturalism recently, and the one big thing they all talk about is how you HAVE to stop seeing nature as something that happens somewhere else. nature is not just charismatic megafauna and state parks and mountain ranges. nature is that abandoned lot that's growing native milkweed in it. nature is the murder of crows that lives in your block. nature is the moss growing on your roof and the dandelions growing in the sidewalk cracks and the song birds at your neighbor's birdfeeder. and you should care about it! you should notice it! that's YOUR nature!

[20thcenturystarlet]

sweethearts in photo booths (1920s-1960s)

[excalibelle]

me watching monsters inc as a kid: how did it take so long for anyone to figure out that human child laughter not only produced energy like screams, but was more effective, and that children aren’t actually dangerous at all?

me watching monsters inc now: monsters incorporated, a multi-billion dollar corporate giant, stood to make extra profits off a scream shortage because low supply with high demand makes it possible to charge a fortune for a necessary commodity and everyone has no choice but to pay the high prices because they can’t go without electricity. Therefore Monsters Inc, as well as any other major powers that may have existed at the start of the era of using scream energy, fabricated the idea that only screams could generate sustainable energy sources in order to create artificial scarcity, because laugh energy was far easier to obtain and far more efficient, and therefore stood to lower the value of energy due to surplus. They also fabricated the idea that human children were toxic, in order to a) make other monsters too afraid to go near them to do research and possibly discover the secret of laugh energy, and b) to make monsters so afraid of going near them that there is a shortage of scarers, making it harder for rival companies to rise up and create competition. Even in the monster world, capitalism is based on lies, greed and cruelty, and even monster companies have no qualms about using and abusing children to maximize profits.

[left-reminders]

[yeahokayillreblogthat]

yeah okay ill reblog that

[thegoopershome]

Artificial scare-city if you will

[effen-draws]

A small comic about Palestine I created to appeal to more passive family and friends

Anyways if you have the money I urge you to donate to Ibraheem Hadi, a Palestinian who contacted me and whom I promised to highlight in relation to this comic:

Donate to Help me and my family to evacuate from Gaza, organized by Devlin Downs

Title: "Urgent Relief: Support Ibrahim's Family in Gaza Amidst Devastation" … Devlin Downs needs your support for Help me and my family to

Otherwise there is always a need for eSims to keep Gazans connected

[g5-iguazu-deactivated20240408]

back in the 00s a single dancing anime chibi gif would feed us for months on end

[kurenaiwataru]

Here’s the template. Go forth and recreate the dancing anime chibi gif. Revive the old ways.

[enbyhyena]

This fucking thing all over deviantART in the 00s-10s LMAO

[onemillionfurries]

The bases on this post are all JPEGs for some reason. That makes them hard to use properly. I will link to the originals and provide some additional ones, along with a tutorial on how to actually make them into a GIF.

I couldn't find the caramelldansen base in this post, but here is a version that should work just as well.

Here is the original lick icon base.

To save these and have them be usable, you have to click the "free download" button underneath the image.

Some other good bases:

Dance Icon

Caipirinha

Run Run Run

You can find many other bases like these through DeviantArt.

How to make them into a GIF:

Step 1. Edit the base however you like (I used MSPaint)

Step 2: Crop and save each frame individually as PNGs (Note for the lick base: It's best to crop them to include the black boarder. This makes the GIF 50x50, which is the standard DeviantArt icon size and can easily scale larger if need be.)

Step 3: Go to ezgif.com/maker and upload all your frames

Step 4: Set "delay time" to 10, then click "Make a GIF!"

Step 5: Right-click the result and save it. Congrats! You used a GIF base!

[magz]

ID: 1. A collection of early 2000s animation meme gifs and their still images. 2. screenshots of instructions to edit animation meme templates in ms paint and ezgif.com to result in a licking gif. End ID.

[atrophiedemotion]

thinking about the ivantill my clematis cover again. specifically ivan’s recitation of mizi’s monologue, simply because i think it actually gives us a good idea of what some of their conversations were like. it really feels like they could’ve just been sitting in silence when ivan started rambling about gods.

ivan says the beginning of what is obviously going to be a lengthy spiel. till (almost offhandedly) tells him to shut up. ivan continues like till didn’t intervene, and till just sighs and gives up. till reacts and comments while ivan talks, showing that he’s actively listening and paying attention even when he’s outwardly annoyed. ivan is in his own little world as he rambles and stares at till.

i really like that till notices ivan staring and (presumably) getting physically closer to him, while ivan just. continues. like he doesn’t really register that till notices. it makes me wonder how much till paid attention to ivan throughout their lives that ivan didn’t realize because it wasn’t the exact kind of attention he wanted (similar to how till didn’t notice ivan’s feelings because he didn’t display love the way he was used to…).

[rockwgooglyeyes]

Yeah it's kind of crazy how much of a completely unreliable narrator Ivan is, right? Like there are certain things that he knows and believes to be objectively true and yet, from the outsiders perspective that we have or even just the audience perspective of having overall more information- we know that multiple of his "truths" are blatantly false. We know that Till cared about him, that he was really one of Till's best friends, but that Till wasn't very good at expressing affection directly, so it went over Ivan's head. We know that Ivan will be missed by the people he left behind when he died, Mizi and Till, because both of them loved him.

Ivan was far from stupid but he was incredibly easy to blindside. If you said something to him that didn't fit into his pools of previous information and more so, actively contradicted that previous information, he would retaliate. If it was something moot point, he would absorb that new info like a sponge but if it clashed with conclusions he'd already come to? Well, then it was wrong. It had to be wrong, and he would reject it because while consciously he might have been fine with being wrong, subconsciously that wasn't something he could handle.

It really gets back into kind of what you said before, Cast, in the ASPD post, about how so many of Ivan's behaviors are defense mechanisms? His rationalisation is a self defense mechanism, letting himself settle into the logic and the extrapolation that makes sense when one is forced to think about it- like almost all of Ivan's conclusions are understandable. Or maybe that's just because I'm autistic and I relate to him but like. He uses his self deprecation as a self defense mechanism too because if no one cares about him, then it doesn't matter if he dies. If everybody he loves already hates him, then it doesn't matter what he does because he can only make them hate him more. It feels a lot like reassurance, consolation, as if he's trying to soothe the raw and aching pain that lives inside of him because he's gone overlooked and misunderstood for so long. It feels like the "if I run away (I tell them to leave me alone and I'm upset), and they don't come after me then that must mean they don't care" kind of thinking that comes from a hurt, childish place in all of us, when respecting someone's boundaries ends up hurting them more and it's really the person who is upset who is twisting the knife themself. Ivan might have started in a grave already half dug but he's the one who kept digging, using shovels made out of his own misunderstanding and pain to bury himself alive.

[atrophiedemotion]

yes, this! exactly this!!

the way you describe his thinking as childish is so accurate. vivinos and qmeng have said themselves many times that ivan is childish, and it’s not exactly in an immature way, just that ivan’s way of thinking hasn’t been able to fully develop so he needs things to be exactly proven to him and if they don’t fit in the boxes of how he views the world he discards them. he creates a version of his life that he knows to be true very early on and cannot stray from it.

he’s emotionally immature because he never learned how to properly contextualize his own emotions, so he rationalizes. he uses logic to decipher his feelings because he can’t fully understand them. like in the example you used, “if they don’t come after me they must not care”, ivan has a set version of care in his mind. this is completely just a theory but to me, he’s the type of guy who would test the people around him. the only way to know how someone would react is to test them, like a science experiment. he could create situations and see how they reacted, and use that information to determine how much they care about him or other things. similar to how he would do different things to draw new emotional reactions out of till. i wouldn’t at all be surprised if he did this with everything in his life. he learns via observation and uses everything he sees to create his worldview. but it’s difficult to read between the lines when he’s only looking for one specific outcome.

[alexpixate]

sweet dream

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