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ANYWAY!! shane and ilya have kids via surrogate. ilya sort of makes an argument for not using his sperm on account of his depression and genetics and shane is like hey, shut the fuck up? end of conversation. also shane imagined a toddler with ilya’s unruly mop of curls one single time and now he will crash out if he doesn’t at least get a shot at making that dream come true. they do the nph/david burtka thing and each fertilize one donor egg and it’s a long shot that they’ll both take but they’re trying it anyway and they also manage to turn it into a sort of competition because they are freaks like that. both eggs take, obviously, thru the power of true love and the universe’s own unwillingness to pick a winner between the two of them. ilya full on fucking cries one summer when the kids are 3 and they’re getting them ready for bed after a long day outside at the cottage and he notices the tiniest smattering of freckles across the bridge of his toddler’s nose. shane of course gets his curly haired baby because he is the #1 I Get Everything I Want Through the Power of Visualization motherfucker this world has ever seen.

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a lot of writing is sort of watching the film in your head like oh sorry can’t write the chapter yet i have to repeat hallucinate the dialogue first

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i need shane/ilya fics where Ilya is is in trouble with Shane and Ilya is absolutely losing his mind because he wants Shane but Shane won’t let him touch him and just teases him instead. like tension so thick it’s unbearable

Basically Shane puts Ilya on a sex ban.

Here are a few! (:

Sex Ban Fics

🏒 Keeping It Warm, Or How Ilya Rozanov Survived the Great Playoffs Sex Ban | 6.7k

the Metros agree not to have sex during the MLH Finals, and Ilya Rozanov is losing his mind. Fortunately for Ilya, Shane gets turned on watching himself score on game tape

🏒 Clean Up On Aisle 2 | 8.1k

Ilya forgets to do the dishes, so Shane implements a sex ban. He fails.

🏒 Let Me Give You Innovation (Got That Good Good) | 14.1k

Ilya can't keep out of the box, so he's not allowed to put it in anymore.

🏒 Give You Up | 23.6k

Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of

🏒 One for the Road | 28.4k

“I’m not the one who can’t go more than a day without jerking off —” shut up Hollander, SHUT UP “I can totally go two weeks without fucking.”

I couldn't find a lot in this trope :/

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fic recs?!

this is for @blushingrozy <3

warmth by ooihcnoiwlerh - cock warming, shane hollander has an oral fixation, body worship

spit in my mouth by marisferasi - 5 times the centaurs and other gc friends think ilya is being a pushy or bossy twat to shane, and one time they see shane's true colors.

the ghost of you by notwritinganovel - shane marries and then divorces rose and goes back to ilya.

and i spit out the seeds by linearity - a video of shane sucking ilya’s dick is leaked. over the next twenty-four hours, ilya goes on an odyssey.

deep misunderstanding by some1_around - hayden's pov, he feels like a bad friend to shane.

of a certain age by gurlsrool (anything by gurlsrool actually) marlow thinks ilya is dating shane's dad lmao.

tell me (what you need) by anarchyat4am - or: they communicate just a little bit better and let themselves be just a little more vulnerable, both with each other and their people.

just talk to me by feedmyflame - shane asks ilya to talk to him in russian while facefucking him.

to hate and to hold by writer_and_thrasher - hayden pov, shane has an autistic shutdown during dinner with the pikes and ilya takes care of him.

gather 'round the campfire by writer_and_thrasher - shane, ilya, hayden and jackie play never have i ever on vacation.

dana street (Series) by alspancakes - or, shane's a senior captain with an empty house over winter break. and ilya's the freshman who will be crashing his christmas.

The Boston Year (Series) by windoq - the year between the cottage and ilya moving to ottawa.

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Hollanov D/S Smutty Fics

This is an ongoing list that will be updated as I read more !!

🏒 Baby, I’m Yours | 2.3k

Ilya soft doms Shane into subspace and makes him feel better after a bad game

🏒 Comfort Weight | 2.3k

Shane refuses to sit on Ilya's face and Ilya takes personal offense to it

🏒 Free Shot | 3.1k

“Sex,” Shane says. He keeps his volume level, resists the urge to drop into a whisper. It feels so wrong to say this sort of stuff with the sunlight on his back. “I want you to use me for sex.”

🏒 Drop Your Gloves (Then Your Pants) | 5.2k

Ilya spanks Shane for the first time for fighting, then has to leave, causing Shane to experience subdrop for the first time.

🏒 Vibrate | 6.6k

One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. Today is not that day.

🏒 I’m Gonna Get You Back | 7.5k

When Ilya shows up unexpectedly at his door, Shane finally gets sweet revenge for Las Vegas. They didn’t even kiss, and Shane takes that personally.

🏒 Forever Is A Feeling (And I Know It Well) | 7.5k

Shane and Ilya celebrate Valentine’s Day together

🏒 It’s More Than A Dream, It’s More Than Desire | 8.3k

Ilya had another day left in Moscow. Shane couldn’t stop thinking about him. (Or, oddly enough, Wayne Gretzky.)

🏒 Such A Pretty Crier | 10.3k

Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

🏒 Collared | 10.6k

One comment about a collar is all it takes for Shane’s wedding reception—and his sanity—to completely derail.

🏒 Jane | 17.2k

Shane wears Ilya’s jersey....and Ilya? Ilya short-circuits so hard he nearly forgets how to stand

🏒 Fluent in What We Never Named | 31.0k

Shane realizes that he and Ilya are in a very under negotiated D/s relationship

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S1E1: Rookies

A pretty gift by 11T (1,351 words, rated M)

“Well, don’t you look... pretty.”

“Fuck,” he whispers, embarrassed at his choice of outfit. “This was such a bad idea.”

Sliding Doors by @sweet-s0rr0w (3,166 words, rated T)

“But – but your son. Maybe he is busy,” Ilya says, loudly. She’s still holding the doors open with her foot; they give another clunk of protest. “Maybe he make plans already.” “Oh, Shane’s not busy,” she says, tapping away. “He’ll be getting an early night.” “Maybe–” Ilya tries again, “maybe I get an early night.” Her gaze flicks up to him then, sharp and knowing. “I won’t keep you long,” she tells him. “It'll be so good for you two to get to know each other...”

hope is a heartache by @anincompletelist (3,246 words, rated M)

But the smoke clears and Hollander is gone and Ilya is alone again on this rooftop, and the cold is sobering, the tie at his neck too tight. Hollander knows fear too: No one is looking. You don’t know that.

And now he is somewhere downstairs again, with aged liquor in his stomach and Ilya’s smoke on his breath, alone but in a different way. This, too, is Ilya’s fault somehow—the rooftop, his absence, the cigarette. The way Hollander had come up here in search of something and left with less than even that. 

Ilya looks down at his hands. He knows how to do more than just take, he thinks. He just has to remember. 

He curses, jabs the flame out until it’s ash, and finds his way back inside. 

we're strangers, we're not friends by @isozyme (5,359 words, rated T)

The Metros really were lousy at hockey. Shane Hollander was the only talent they had, which was why they threw the C on his chest before they even made it to the All Star break. The Raiders hadn’t given Ilya even an A yet. Coach had taken him aside and told him they weren’t going to think about a leadership role on the team until he’d finished his rookie year. He had enough to deal with, Coach said, which was nicer than saying Ilya was still nineteen, and his English sucked shit, and they weren’t quite done being worried about “character issues.”

next time, probably by @schittyfic (5,729 words, rated E)

"We should – in the shower, maybe? The water would cover up any…” Hollander clears his throat awkwardly. “Noises.”

Ilya stares at him. A thoroughly entertained grin spreads slowly across his face. “Noises,” he repeats.

Hollander opens his mouth, closes it again. His lips are so swollen. Ilya wants to bite them. “Well, do you want him to hear everything?” 

Or: Shane's worried they'll be overheard in room 1221. He has a very sensible solution. Ilya has other ideas.

Bad Thing I: Saddle Up, Cowboy by synchronik (10,838 words, rated E)

Ilya Rozanov has seen the tape on Hollander, seen his blazing speed and his quick hands, his almost psychic ability to know where the puck will be. Hollander is a magician on the ice, the best prospect in the world except for Ilya himself.

But up close, Hollander looks young. Soft. Western. He has big eyes and freckles across his nose like a little kid. He is attractive in the way that many young men are attractive, his face not yet hardened by the work of the real world, and he seems nervous to be out here, nervous to be seen with Ilya. Because Ilya has been forced to learn everything about Hollander, Ilya knows that Hollander is older than him, not much, a few weeks. But looking at him, Ilya feels weary and old. He hates that.

Good Thing I: You Think I'm Pretty by synchronik (18,376 words, rated E)

I should probably just leave this guy alone, Shane thinks as he pushes open the heavy metal security door. He's already said hi to Lemaire and the other guys playing in the tournament, so there's no reason why he needs to come out here in the cold. He could wait to meet until they're all back inside. He could wait until the interviews. He could just not do it at all.

But Ilya Rozanov is his primary competition, here at the Prospect Cup and in the draft, so he's going to meet him. His mother calls it "leading from a position of strength," the idea that you meet your biggest challenges head on and take what they give, and she's right about most things, so. Plus, he's already met all the other guys and not meeting Rozanov would leave a hole in his list, a space that would bug him until it was filled, which could distract him, interrupt his play, and that's not going to happen, not here.

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oh that baby fever by Anonymous - (Rating: T, Words: 1,805)

Ilya had felt the click in his brain, the puzzle piece sliding into place as Shane gently patted Serenity's back and lightly bounced her in his arms like he was tapping into some information in his brain stored away for future reference.

"Shh, shh it's okay." Shane murmured, continuing the soothing motions and even Jackie and Hayden watched because well, he was definitely good at this.

So much so that Ilya felt like he needed to do something about it.

Would you still love me? by iwishyouwouldstop - (Rating: T, Words: 2,662)

Ilya wants to know if Shane would still love him if he were a worm. A question that requires a lot of consideration.

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'Yes, I would love you if you were a worm,' Shane lied and stroked Ilya's hair softly. He leaned down closer, 'I'd love you even if you were a better hockey player than me.'

It was a sign of Ilya's state of consciousness that he didn't rise to this bait, only shifted his head and pushed his lips out to plant a kiss on Shane's thigh. He sighed contentedly, snuggling into Shane and back into a deep sleep.

I'm Sorry if I Hurt You by mannaray - (Rating: T, Words: 3,317)

The Raiders have known about Ilya's Montreal girl Jane for years. After a rival game in Boston, they plot to find out who Jane is via stakeout. The only problem? The run straight into the Voyageurs.  

The Voyageurs have known about Shane's Boston girl Lily for years. After a rival game in Boston, they plot to find out who Lily is via stakeout. The only problem? The run straight into the Raiders.

Going Willingly by Simply_Layla - (Rating: Mature, Words: 5,949)

“Holy shit! Have you all seen this?!” He yelled out with glee, breaking through the noise of the locker room. Several heads turned to look in his direction. Cameau’s eyes were glued to his phone, and he had an almost manic smile on his face. He continued to swipe down his screen and let out a booming laugh. Hayden caught Shane’s eye and raised his eyebrows in question to gauge whether or not Shane knew what had Cameau so fucking happy. Shane just shrugged and rolled his eyes. 

“Are you going to tell us what you’re looking at or just keep laughing like an asshole?” Mitty piped back as he zipped up his bag and threw it over his shoulder. Drapeau walked over to Comeau to glance over his shoulder at this phone, and his eyes almost comically bugged out. He let out a sharp laugh. 

“Who would have thought Rozanov was a fucking faggot!” Drapeau exclaimed as he threw his head back. 

Shane felt like his heart stopped. The air was suddenly thicker. His vision blurred. He was pretty sure he was about to pass out. 

Or, ghosts from Ilya's past make Shane realize he was always going to risk it all for the other man.

nothing's gonna hurt you baby by seeking_amy - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 4,076)

A concussion leaves a small lapse in Shane’s memory; Ilya is terrified, until he isn't.

The Secret Keeper by orayofsunshine - (Rating: G, Words: 1,431)

In the hospital after his injury, Shane accidentally says too much.

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Or, Shane is high as a kite and tells his nurse that he’s in love with Ilya. She keeps their secret.

Aftermath by Wolves_of_Innistrad - (Rating: T, Words: 5,649)

Alpha Ilya Rozanov visits his secret boyfriend, Omega Shane Hollander, in the hospital after an accident on the ice lead to a concussion. He leaves the room feeling happy, if still a bit worried about Shane. But what he overhears from two gossiping nurses causes Ilya to have a breakdown.

5 times people found out Shane spoke Russian and one time he told the world. byTheemperor95 - (Rating: G, Words: 3,696)

what it says on the tin folks

Shane speaks Russian because of course he does, no one knows, and then they find out.

keep your eyes trained on me by totheverge - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 3,994)

“Why did you come?” Shane scoffs. “Well, you told me to.” Ilya’s short laugh is genuine. “No, I mean – why did you come to Vancouver? It’s your day off, no?”

or: Shane can't stop thinking about Ilya's reserved seats always being empty, so he jumps on a plane to be there. It does things to Ilya. Turns out that they both have far too many feelings about being there for each other, and sometimes the only way they can communicate that is through messy sex.

Epic Centaur Prank War (Gone Wrong) by uselessaries - (Rating: T, Words: 5,007)

Ilya welcomes Shane to the Centaurs by playing a prank on him. Shane retaliates. They have always been competitive.

Based on real pranks NHL players have played on each other. (Mainly the Penguins)

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do people have fun writing? are you guys enjoying this? are you having a fun time?

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can i get a fucking ETA on “this too shall pass”?

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not now kitten. daddy's realizing that the scene he invested 1000 words into could be significantly improved but only if he started over from scratch

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what they don't tell you about writing is that you're gonna spend way more time moving those guys across a room than you ever thought you would

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✧˖°. my heated rivalry ao3 master list ✧˖°.

you were coming across as clever - another city, another hotel, another night with Ilya Rozanov that won't be enough. Shane is tired of counting down days to stolen moments.

or: Shane Hollander finally smokes a cigarette.

1k, mild angst

kitty - angry kitten Shane Hollander.

700 words, suggestive

unsportsmanlike conduct - at the cottage, Ilya finally finds out why Shane and Scott Hunter got into that fight.

multi, 3k, just a little silly missing scene :)

pull the weeds from my heart - Ilya pov deep dive during the situationship era. inspired by the Las Vegas Remix posted on Rachel Reid's website and the song silver spoon by erin lecount

3k, angst, hurt/comfort

as the poets say - a little Song of Achilles-esque vignette (the Chiron years, we're just having fun here).

or: Shane and Ilya finally get to relax together.

2k, fluff, fix-it

i like to think of you as mine - Shane asks Ilya to mark him.

in progress, will be a series. 4k, smut <3

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posting links to my hr fics on ao3 soon bc i want more attention

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in your throes by FreshBrains  - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 300)

“I want you inside me all the time,” Shane slurs into Ilya’s neck, face wet and red. “Anytime. I’d never say no.”

Inked Enemies by LeGrinch - (Rating: T, Words: 2,005)

Everyone has two names on their wrist: one belongs to their soulmate, the other to their greatest enemy. The problem? There’s no way to tell which is which.

Shane has always been certain about one thing: Ilya Rozanov is his enemy.

Or at least… that’s what he thought.

Ilya My Dads Single AND Interested! by reggiesreputation - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 8,496)

When Shane Hollander’s daughter makes a sign letting Ilya Rozanov know he’s single and interested, chaos, and perhaps the best time of his life, will ensue.

That week in December by Spiderworm - (Rating: Not Rated, Words: 8,950)

"What was she like?" He says it in a whisper, a kiss pressed against Ilya's skull when Hayden isn't looking. His hair stinks of alcohol and sick but Shane does it anyway.

"Mama?" Ilya pulls back, swaying slightly as he looks up at Shane.

"Yeah."

"She..." He blinks, dazed. "Kind."

Shane brushes the damp curls out of Ilya's face once more, praying Hayden's back is still turned as he leans into the touch. "What else?"

"She..." he pauses again, blinking as if the action will bring the words back to his mouth. "She would have loved you." ---- Or: Ilya gets spiked while out clubbing, and who else would he call but Shane Hollander ft a very confused Hayden, Scott, Svetlana, and the Admirals team medic

(oh, and it's the anniversary of his mothers death)

not broken, just weird. by stilesospoon - (Rating: Not Rated, Words: 3,473)

Ilya didn’t know what to do. he reached out to touch Shane’s shoulder and the other flinched so hard that he hit his elbow into the corner of the side table.

“okay.. okay. no touching, that’s fine. hey. let’s sit, okay ? Shane ? let’s sit down.”

without touching, he managed to get Shane sitting on the floor with his back against the couch. Ilya sat opposite him, a safe distance away. the Canadian didn’t say anything. he hummed into the silence and pinched at his forearms to try and ground himself.

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Shane Hollander has had diagnosed autism since he was a child but has never told anyone, not even Ilya.

What happens when he's had a long day and has a meltdown for the first time in front of him ?

Our Cup Runneth Over by Ottawacentaursstan - (Rating: Not Rated, Words: 6,937)

The rise and fall of a Cool Party Guy

(aka the Centaurs win the Stanley Cup and Shane gets uncharacteristically drunk to celebrate)

Not Again (By Some Miracle) by dennivee - (Rating: Not Rated, Words: 2,356)

The game was 2-0 Metros, and almost over. However, Shane was upset as ever– he was ejected for five minutes but was back pretty quickly. Ilya didn’t know what was going on, and he was growing increasingly worried.

Shane, however, was having the worst day of his life.

OR: Shane has complications on the ice…

I Always Want To Stay by Yellowvelvetcake - (Rating: Mature, Words: 4,038)

After Ilya feeds him a delicious tuna melt and breathes his first name when he comes, Shane realises that this has gotten too personal. He flees… At least he tries to.

Or, Shane doesn’t leave Ilya’s home in episode 4. Instead he experiences his first subdrop.

come out and haunt me by seeking_amy - (Rating: Mature, Words: 4,751)

Ilya wants, immediately, to silence the call, fling his phone onto the floor, and go to bed. But he doesn’t. Can’t. It is three in-the-morning. Shane is calling him. He doesn’t like that combination. Dislikes it more than the idea of talking to Shane right now.

Answering and bringing the phone to his ear, Ilya tries to decide what he’s expecting to hear.

“Uhm, hello?” Feminine, soft-sounding, and concerned was not in any of the realms of possibilities he could’ve ever imagined.

Or;

An alternative ending to episode 4 featuring Rose being an amazing token hetero.

What A Chairrible Thing, That We Didn't Kiss by znks - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 5,835)

“We don’t have to-”

Panic, bright and breathless, surged through every one of Shane’s nerve endings. “No, no, it’s fine, I can do it. I can be good, please, I’m-”

He registered, distantly, that the sensible part of him had lost out, which was as embarrassing as the sting in his eyes. He had already fucked it up, given the obvious worry all over Ilya’s face as he rushed across the bed to him.

“I can do it, I- I can do it right this time-”

“Shane, please look at me.” Ilya’s hands came up to cup Shane’s cheeks, not letting him turn away. “Sweetheart. You have to tell me what’s going through your head right now, okay?”

Shane knew, with his entire being, that he could ask for reassurance, for a kiss, for the fucking armchair to be taken back to the living room, but the dread from another lifetime was choking out the words, leaving them strangled in his stomach down where it had dropped.”

Shane vs the cuck chair round two (the chair loses)

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i love when i post a fic and im like ‘this is the best writing i’ve ever done and it will definitely get so many notes because it is so good’ and then i revisit it 3 months later to discover that it was actually aggressively mid