hello ! i'm 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚, she/her, your local oat milk addict, no. 1 lizzy mcalpine fan and ultimate fictional man kisser. i primarily write for l&ds and jjk, and i may not be the best of writers, but i will actually crash out if i don't write SOMETHING so expect spontaneous uploads of the odd drabble, headcanon and full fic ♡
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𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐈 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑. gojo satoru | currently undergoing editing.
💛 anon . 🌧️ anon . the pregnant geto anon . the overly excited beggar anon . the rereader anon .
many of you expressed concern at my disappearance in june/july 2024, and that was due to my account being broken into and deleted. originally, i joined and began posting my fics in may 2024, but i made a new account soon after the deletion and i have reuploaded most of my works to tumblr and ao3 since july. thank you all for such kindness, and the continued support throughout the year. i am blessed to have such lovely readers as you all.
i don’t often talk about my fics after i’ve written them but i just wanted to share something about ad infinitum. although i wouldn’t say i’m super proud of it, it’s still a piece that is quite close to my heart in terms of i poured all of my emotions and grief over the events of the manga into it—like i sat down and wrote and didn’t filter anything out as i usually would. i wouldn’t exactly say it was the fic i’ve always wanted to write, because i’m not proud enough of it to settle on that, but it definitely did express a whole lot of what i’ve really been wanting to get out and down on a page for a while now. it was emotionally draining but also emotionally rewarding to write; i felt a sense of accomplishment once it was done.
but i also kinda blacked for 95% of it and when i came to nearly 30k words were written. so.
i guess you dont have to worry about the 6th ml for wfy huh
honestly out of spite i might just add him anyway, i don't think cancelling his release was the correct response to all the backlash AT ALL, and i was also rather looking forward to what his role would be ☹️ also incorporating werewolves into wfy somehow would be fun to explore ❤️🩹
sadly tho it would be tricky because we now will know nothing about his character and its depth and full writing, other than the crumbs we got in the trailers. oh well!! i'll try and figure something out, but safe to say i will still certainly be (at least, in an attempt) writing valko into wfy one way or another 🫶
did everyone else see that gojo vs sukuna fan animation that released yesterday cause holy shit. it was phenomenal but if this is the state i am in after seeing an UNOFFICIAL. adaptation. of the fight and my beloved blue eyed king’s death then how tf am i gonna handle the OFFICIAL one 😭
Hiii!! What do you think about the manhwa Villains are destined to die ending? I decided to reread it and feel very emotional about it🙂↕️🙂↕️ Both the manhwa and your fic are so well written and i can feel the emotions every time i read it.
omg i actually need to catch up on vadtd, i haven't read it in a while and i didn't even realise it had finished!!! 🤧🤧 will totally post my thoughts on the ending once i'm caught up - and thank you for your kind words!! it's very heartening to hear that you enjoyed both the manhwa wfy was inspired by and wfy itself 🥹
Hi, I have to say that I urgently need a new chapter of You, My Darling by Sylus x Reader, this story is simple, wonderful 🤩... so please keep writing more chapters.🥺🙏🏽
hi, thanks for this kind message! unfortunately ymd will not be getting an update any time soon due to present focus on other wips :( it's not discontinued, but rather i will likely be removing it for editing sometime in the near future before any further updates are posted. thanks for your patience!
a pic from yuuji’s camera roll <3 little harder to look back on after shibuya but he can’t bring himself to delete it (it’d be like losing them all over again)
alright everyone im really sorry but. the instant i heard the wolf howl in the new love interest’s trailer i busted my ass laughing. YES im excited and YES i think he’s cool but 😭😭😭😭 jacob black what are u doing here 😭😭😭
finals are over thank the lord. did not go well but whatever 🥹🥹 thank you all for your patience!!!
icobidne was updated last night and plenty more to come next week; i've started chapter 14 of wfy and am making good headway!! as usual no promises or specific date for when it'll be up but because i now have two weeks off, i will be making myself sit my ass down and WRITE so it can be up sometime then <3 fingers crossed <3
also!!!!!! the new jjk s4 trailer!!!!! guys i am Not ready.........lord pls take away all of yuji's pain, double it, and dump it on kenjaku ☹️☹️
okay quickly popping in to say that i Will get my hands on zayne's card this upcoming banner because my jane austen born-and-raised addled mind Needs mr darcy coded zayne. also xavier with a british accent
chapter 13 of wfy is now live!! thank you all for waiting so long and patiently 🥹 and with that, however, is now the time for me to officially announce my hiatus and log off for the next month or so until finals are over 🙂↕️ plenty more updates to come afterwards!! once again thank you all for sticking with me!! <3
gojo taking yuji, nobara and megumi to the aquarium where he took riko……even though it would’ve brought back some very painful memories……and watching over them as they admire the sights with that fond smile on his face…..hanging out and having fun on the shores of okinawa like he did 12 years earlier……i’m gonna be sick
yay the first chapter of my new gojo series is up!! only took me good few months lmao. hope you guys enjoy, i worked hard on it!! the fic is one im excited to get started with 💪