if youâre a minor, stop interacting with adults. if it says mdni, donât interact, donât click any buttons, itâs not that hard to follow some instructions or respect boundaries.
just shut up and read silently instead of reaching out to these very ADULT authors + trying to befriend them + after befriending them, LYING about your age to continue talking to them and getting early access to their works. you know very well that these people wouldnât even look in your direction if they knew you were a child.
i cannot stop under 18s from reading what i produce. but itâs blatantly disrespectful to reach out to me and pretend to be older than you are, and letting me trust you while you violate my boundaries. itâs getting fucking old Honestly
and everyone else who enables such lies is equally as gross lol
my mei WHERE HAVE YOU BEEENNNN I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!! đđđđđđ i thought u fucking ghosted us omg please dm me on instagram ok i missed talking to u
whoâs your favourite in lads ? me personally when i was still playing i was a sucker for caleb like đ€€đ€€đ€€đ€€đ€€đ€€ the card where he is a superstar and kiss the oc backstage ????? đ đ đ đ
iâm honestly shared between snowstarapple⊠𫣠i sleep with a xavier plushie tho. i love my star prince very much !!!!!
also yes omfg the idol card⊠hello.. before this banner we had Him. i remember seeing it nd going absolutely crazy cause i was relatively new + didnât realise that lads could get SoâŠ.. Freaky. u should definitely start playing again we need more enhalads blogs đ
yo bro if ur a minor the least u could do is pretend like u arenât on my pageâŠ. đââïž blatantly reblogging while having ur age in ur bio Like do u think im DUMB
THERE ARE MANY THINGS YOUâD NEVER ADMIT TO PARK SUNGHOON.
For one, you eat his special protein cerealânever told him about it.
Second, you steal his hoodies on a frequent, almost daily basisâthereâs that fresh scent of flowers that you knowâs just detergent, but your brainâs begun to hardwire itself into associating it with your loverâyou donât tell him about that, either.
And just for fun, a third:Â you donât tell him that his cock is so big that you barely know what to do with it.
You never tell him when you feel him deep enough that youâre biting your tongue, insistent on keeping him humble though he knows full well what his huge cock does to your poor, pitiful cunt.
Park Sunghoon looks like the Gods personally crafted him with divine care. Every line on his body is sharp, defined, sculpted with intricate detailâno mere mortal could even begin to comprehend this. Thereâs something almost heavenly in the way the warm light shines on his smooth, soft skin, as if the universe itself knows exactly how much it drives you crazy.
âAll Hoon in this tight little pussy,â he pouts, âso nice and swollen for me. See?â
His palm smooths over the bulge in your belly; heâs feeling himself against his own hand, separated only by the soft flesh of your abdomen. Your eyes canât help but fall from his face, dooown to his stupidly long fingers that love nothing but to apply pressure on that cute little hump.
Still, naturally, they go lower.
His hips lead to that sickening v-line, now glossy with the mix of your previous orgasms and his pre-cum. Sunghoonâs large hands wander up your waist, then back down to your hips, before gripping you tight by the hips.
As if youâd have the strength to run away. He knows damn well.
And itâs just so unfair how much control he has over you nowâespecially when youâre practically pinned to the cool sheets beneath your back. Itâs almost prejudiced, simply because he has you wrapped around his finger, at his disposal, at his use, to answer any ridiculous question he conjures up.
âHnghâHoon, shitâŠâ you drawl, tongue swiping against your bottom lip; a futile attempt to gather the drool thatâs seeping from the corners of your mouth, but an attempt nonetheless. âS-sooo big⊠I canât!â
His palm rubs over your belly again, feeling himself poke at the centre of his warm handâit drives him absolutely crazy, the realisation that itâs separated only by your walls sucking him in. The way he can watch himself thrust in and out of you, and watch how you suck him back in every. Single. Time.
He could probably count how many times heâs touched your cervix, just by feeling with his fingers. Thatâs how inflated Park Sunghoonâs ego isâespecially when it comes to making you his personal fucktoy.
âSay it, babyâcâmon. You feel me right here?â and thereâs that damn pressure that has you spasming underneath his touch so pathetically. âOr here?â
Itâs an absurd question. You donât even really feel like answering, but thatâs besides the point: you simply canât talk. Park Sunghoonâs pounding into you like heâll die without your cunt wrapped around his cock for more than two secondsâdriving himself deeper and deeper until youâre choking back screams.
Your jaw hangs and the tears flow. Your legs are locked around his waist despite the constant overstimulation, because somehow, one round is never enough when it comes to your boyfriend. Your hands scratch at his forearms, forming little crescent marks where your nails dig into his flesh; every rock of his hips is sinful, disrespecting, rude and ruthless in every way.
You choke on your saliva before you can even get the words out.
âAh-ah, use your big girl words.â Sunghoon grabs your jaw tight, forcing your mouth openâand then he spits.
His other hand comes to lightly slap at your cheekâall you manage to do is lick up the drool thatâs seeping from the corners of your lips. âGod, you look so fucking pretty taking my cock. Canât even talk when youâre stuffed this full, huh, baby?â
White stars begin to cloud your vision as the stretch continues to drive you to insanityâGod, thereâs something resentful in the way his flushed tip bullies your cervix again and again.
Your sharp nails claw against the sheets. Anything to keep you grounded to this mind-blowing experience, with Park Sunghoon towering over your body like he fucking owns itâand in truth, he does. Only he knows how to have you fucked so good that youâre drooling like a dumb whore, tears smeared all over your cheeks while still leaving kisses on every exposed inch of skin.
Your bodyâs not made for this. Park Sunghoon is not from this universe.
His hands wander down to your hips, pinning you down onto the mattressârough fingers digging into the soft flesh of your body, tongue running over his lips like heâs just salivating at the thought of touching your skin. A thick bead of sweat rolls down his neck, trickling down to his abdomen, disappearing when it joins the thin veil already coating his abs.
âH-hoooonâŠâ you drawl, gasping when he rocks against you and drags his thick length against that soft, spongy spot deep inside. When you force your eyes back up, his eyes are almost glimmering.
A few frantic nods from your boyfriend are all it takes for you to know that youâre absolutely, and unequivocally, fucked.
âRight here?â Sunghoon pouts at your fucked out, tear stained face, though thereâs no real sympathy in it. âFeels good?â
It doesnât last very long, anyway. Soon enough, thereâs a sickening smile plastered all over his face, sharp fangs glinting under the light. âH-hoon, please, âs too much!â
âSo damn cute when you begâcanât get enough of you. So fucking perfect.â He mutters under heavy breaths, leaning forward just to press an open-mouthed kiss to your swollen lips. His tongue, sopping wet, circling around yours like it had nowhere else to go. Thereâs a brief moment of stillness before he pulls away, just enough for his breath to ghost against your mouth.
Whispering. Heâs fucking whispering.
âTell me how much you love it,â his top lip grazes your bottom before he continues. âTell me how much you love getting split open by Hoonie, hm?â
Your heart is racing. Thereâs something dangerous in the way he speaksâlike he knows that you know better than to deny him of what heâs asking. Youâre trying your best to say something, anything, but itâs comedic how your brain conveniently decides to shut itself off the moment Park Sunghoonâs buried inside of you like this.
âI.. Iââ you whine with eyes screwed shut, feeling the way his hips shift and angle themselves to batter your cunt deeperâSunghoon presses himself flush against you, and for a dizzying second, everythingâs just heat and sweat and slick between your bodies. âO-oh my fucking godâIÂ love it, Hoon.â
He grunts upon hearing your strangled voice, big hands starting to palm at your belly once again.
The sick freak never gets sick of how your stomach perfectly moulds to the shape of his cock; you know it strokes his ego when he starts to piston into you, all frenzy and no regard for your poor hole, serving as a tight little cocksleeve until he fills you up to the brim.
He leans in close. âTakinâ me so well,â Sunghoon moans, lips meeting your forehead in a sweet kiss. It almost makes you laugh at how it contradicts his every action. âMost perfect pussy e-ever, mm?â
Youâre twitching with word that leaves his lips. Your brain always manages to go into a deep trance whenever Park Sunghoonâs involvedâevery small thing he does makes you leak like a broken faucet. Itâs a pathetic, involuntary and boneless state that you never managed to overcome ever since you started sleeping together.
âF-fuck, baby,â and your arms begin to find their way around your loverâs neck, holding on for dear life while he fucks you into the next century. Something in him shifts just thenâitâs that weak, wretched Sunghoon melting at the mere mention of âbabyâ. He tends to get desperate, pace all sloppy and mind hazy with one clear goal: cum inside until you make actual babies.
âY-yeaaah,â he hums. âFuck⊠call me that again, please, y/nââ
Park Sunghoonâs panting into your ear like he needs to empty his balls into you, or heâll literally die. Thereâs incoherent mumbling on his end, and youâre not exactly sure if heâs saying your name or begging you to call him baby one more time. Either way, you indulge.
âHoon, baby,â you mewl. âGonna cum, w-want you harder, pleasepleasepleaseââ
And he lets out the most primal, animalistic groan at the sight of you begging, all doe-eyed and stupid in the brain; you donât know what youâre even asking for and he fucking knows it. Regardless, youâre his perfect, sweet girl, and what his perfect girl asks forâŠÂ she gets.
âWhatever you want, pretty.â
Itâs sinful. Messy. Absolutely filthy the way he leans away from you, and pathetic how you try briefly to chase his lipsâhe smiles at how you fall limp against the mattress, pouting, only to gasp seconds later when he folds your legs against your chest.
And then he pushes himself back in. Slow, addicting, and plain rude.
Your ankles rest at his ears, and itâs barely an understatement when you say that your thighs sting; Sunghoonâs ruthless, unforgiving pace only leads to red warmth blooming on the fat of your ass.
The roomâs reduced to just the two of youâhis hands come up to grab your jaw again, like youâve done something wrong. His tongue is collecting spit in his mouthâyour lips forced to part by the pressure of his harsh fingers, and he spits, thick and warm in the centre of your tongue.
âFucking slut,â he grunts. âSwallow. Now.â
You do. And with a stupid, cock-drunk grin on your face at that.
âShit, youâre close,â Sunghoon mumbles, hissing when you clench around him in that addictive, mind-numbing way that has him imagining the pearly gates. âPretty pussy gâna make a mess all over your Hoonie? Yeaaah?â
You hate Park Sunghoon when heâs like this. Big-headed, ego-driven Park Sunghoon is the worst, and possibly the most annoying man on earth.
Heâs literally five seconds away from stealing all the air out of your lungs, snatching an orgasm from your poor cunt and it makes you shake in fearâyou genuinely think youâre going to pass out from how hard heâs pummelling into you. You just know the high will be ten times more intense, as itâs always been, but he still loooves to hear the praise.
Combined with the fact that your honesty wonât let you deny him, it drives you even crazier.
âY-yesyesyes, please, Hoonââm gonna cum, wanna make a mess on you,â you suck air through your teeth, feeling how his cock swells at your spineless state. Your eyes donât know where to look: at his, which have never left your beautiful face, or your hips, where it meets his in constant, nonstop brutality.
All it takes from him is one sweet, slow roll of his hips for your body to send electricity through your veins.
âYeah? Whoâs my good girl?â
You canât fucking think. Itâs all him, itâs all just Sunghoon, Sunghoon, Sunghoon and his stupidly thick girth thatâs splitting you apart and clogging your throat.
âM-me, me! Iâm your good girl, I amââ you say anyway, âFuuuck, Hoon!â
Your ears ring and itâs dizzyingâyouâre creaming around his cock like itâs the only thing youâre good for, squeezing and milking him dry for all heâs worth.
âF-fuck, oh my god, fuckfuckfuckâgonna fill this pussy up,â Sunghoon almost whimpers at the feeling of your cunt swallowing him whole. His hips stutter as his release catches up to himâhot, sticky ropes of his cum paints your walls in milky white, his breath caught in his throat at the way your slick walls drench him. âO-oh, youâre so fucking tight when you cum, âs gonna kill me.â
Your back arches off the bed as he continues fucking you through your high. Itâs all blurry, and you can barely hear the words being whispered into your ear as Sunghoon plugs every last drop of cum into your swollen tummy.
His chest is flat against the back of your thighs, your calfs thrown haphazardly over his shoulders as he ruts into you nice ân slow. His heart wants nothing but to keep you full forever, cock still pulsing once, twice, before he presses his forehead against yours.
It stays like that for a moment. Your heartâs still trying to catch up, beating wildly as Sunghoon takes the careful initiative of setting your legs back down on the bed. Heâs still inside, still warm, still hard as ever when you catch his eyes wandering from your lips to your belly. Again.
His hands are much more gentle this time, though, thereâs that sense of doom that comes with living with your Hoonie. Itâs that dark, glassy, not-all-there look in his eyes when he sees you in a towel, or when youâre laying naked in bed waiting for him, or when youâre post-orgasm and he wants more.
âYour tummyâs all warm,â he rasps, blinking slowly. Itâs game over when his fingers start to trace your abdomen, and you know it.
âMight have to get you pregnant this time, donât you think?â
HOUSE OF CARDS ââââââââ YJW ìì ì
SYNOPSIS âź weeks after your breakup, yang jungwonâs desperate to have you in his arms (and on his dick) again!
PAIRING âź ex boyfriend!jungwon x fem!reader.
CONTENT WARNINGS âź 18+ smut. mdni. piv. unprotected sex. breeding kink. possessive!won. heâs mean, jealous, and also a liiil toxic whoops! fingering. he uses his teeth to undress u. rough sex. kissing, lots of saliva and bodily fluid talk !!! Sorry!!!!
AN âź somethingâs possessed me to write this filth⊠i donât know what it is but jungwon is the apple of itâs eye!!! SAVE ME!!!! also ty vee @jungwonslover my proofreader + number 1 jw fan yawp yawp yawp.
PLAYING â« âź HOUSE OF CARDS â BTS, COMING DOWN â THE WEEKND.
REBLOGS APPRECIATED. THANK YOU FOR READING <3
YOU AND YANG JUNGWON WERE ENDGAME.
If there was anything that high school proved, if not the fact that most of your friends were two-faced snakesâit was that he and you were meant for forever.
You can guess that's part of the reason why he's knocking at your door again, flowers in his left hand and his phone in his right. He's drenched in depressing October rain, wearing that ridiculously adorable pout on his face.
Obviously. He knows you, and he knows how fast you drop to your knees when you see those lips curl downwards. Itâs exactly why youâre holding onto the sides of your sweater, if only to stop yourself from turning that doorknob.
âI know youâre home, Y/N. Your lights are on.â
His voice is muffled through the thin wood. You take another peek through the tiny hole of your front doorâhis under-eyes airbrushed with a faint red, the tip of his nose all the same.
The hallway behind him stretches wide, empty, dim with decorated with wet footprints on itâs tiles. Jungwon stands in the middle of the corridor like he owns it, as if your next-door neighbours couldnât take a step out and catch him here, sopping wet and holding flowers like this was a romantic comedy.
It looks like heâs not leaving anytime soon.
"You shouldn't have come." You respond. His ears perk up, head tilting towards the peephole. As if he can hear the hesitation behind your voice. The hurt on his face is impossible to miss. If only you weren't fresh out of the relationship, it'd make you laugh.
âThen why arenât you telling me to leave?â He asks, teeth nibbling at his bottom lip at an attempt to soothe his anxiety.
A water droplet rolls down his temple, to his chin, and then drips onto his already soaked t-shirt.
âI just did,â you say. âGo away.â
Yang Jungwon was always terribly persistent when it came to you. Back in college, there were days where heâd lose all sense of responsibility and ditch his much needed study hours just to see his beloved girlfriendâitâs all sunshine and rainbows when he has you laid up in his sheets, no weight on his shoulders when he has your body pressed against his.
And perhaps this spoiled you. As ill-prepared as you were, you knew that Yang Jungwon taking up a job that required him to travel half across the world, multiple times a month, would do something to your relationship.
So, when employment rolls around and youâre finally split apart by your very different job scopesâthe schedules, the time, the busyness of it all⊠it was only a matter of inevitability.
The silence used to be comfortable. It used to be the ones where your limbs could tangle together and kisses felt more lazy than anything else. Now, itâs just stretched thin over bad cell service, laggy FaceTimes and horribly mismatched timezones.
âY/N,â heâs pleading now. The ceiling light of the sterile corridor outside is reflecting off his eyes, all glassy and persuasive. Thereâs also something uniquely dangerous about how he chose to wear a white tee under his leather jacket. âPlease. Iâm begging you, I just want to talk.â
He will not get you. You will not let him in, and you will stand firm on that.
âPlease, baby. Let me see you.â
Fuck.
You take a step back from the door for a few seconds. This didnât require a lot of thinking, apparently, because your mouth soon opened before you could even make your way back to the door.
âWhat do you want to talk about?â
You tiptoe to get a better, clearer view of Jungwonâs face in the glass. The arm that holds the flowers is now at his sideâyou can see the way his shirt clings onto his chest like this, peeking through the leather. A brief thought flashes in your mind, one that says âhe must be freezingâ, and to let him inside. You almost do.
Jungwon scrunches his nose, his free hand coming to wipe at it before he clears his throat and speaks up. âItâs been days, Y/N. You havenât returned any of my calls, my texts. Iâve been worried.â
âIs that so? Iâm fine, as you can hear from my voice. Now go home, itâs cold.â
âYou donât sound fine. Please, Y/N. I donât want us to fight anymore.â
You let a scoff slip. âYou donât look fine, either. Even.â
Your response earns the faintest huff from himâit wouldâve been a laugh in any other context, but now, his head just dips, shoulders slumping a fraction as rainwater continues to drip from his hair, sliding down in uneven trails.
âCan you just open the door?â Jungwon asks, eyebrows knitting together. âIâm not here to fight.â
He looks like a puppy thatâs just been kicked to the curb. Thereâs a look in his eye thatâs the equivalent of someone getting on their knees and practically begging, and youâre half convinced that Yang Jungwon might do just that.
He definitely would, wouldnât he?
âJungwon,â and for some reasonâyour left hand is on that doorknob. Despite already resolving that you wouldnât let him inside your home. âI donât want to fight, either. Thatâs why I want you to go away.â
âDo you still love me?â
Your voice barely reached him. âJungwonââ
âPlease.â
And perhaps that's why your friends describe you as the one to die first in a horror movie, or the last to have a spine, or simply the one who can't quite loosen her grip on a love she's carried for far too long.
The door pulls towards you, slowly, not without that signature creak and soft thud against your already-chipped wall.
Yang Jungwon stands before you, towering, drenched but significantly drier than thirty minutes ago when he was first begun loitering outside your door. His hair sticks in wet clumps to his forehead, temples, anywhere thatâs too long.
The faint tremor in his body makes you want to pull him inside. Wrapping a towel around him to let him dry and sending him off would probably be a very good ideaâthereâs nothing between you now, no girlfriend-y duties to fulfil other than making sure he doesnât freeze to death, though youâre sure that anyone (girlfriend or not) would do the same.
Jungwonâs eyes widen when he finally sees you. Youâre leaning against the door like youâre expecting him to walk inside, and he doesâthough he keeps his head low and his shoulders squared as it happens.
âIâll get a towel for you. Give me a minute.â You manage, back facing him. When you finally shut the door, your body turns back around, only to watch him standing in the middle of your living room like he has no clue where to go.
âOkay.â
His voice comes out quieter than you expectâlike the gloomy cold has taken itâs place in his chest. Up close, itâs worse. Or better. Youâre not very sure.
You can see everything now, without the distortion of glass or distance to soften itâthe way the rain has dragged his hair down into uneven, damp strands against his soft skin. A few pieces curl slightly at the ends, darker than normal, dripping slow, accidental droplets that trace down the side of his face.
One of them slips along the sharp line of his jaw. Your eyes canât help but to follow obediently.
It disappears beneath the collar of his shirtâif it can even be called that right now. Itâs barely even visible with the white fabric being completely soaked through, plastered to him like a second skin.
Itâs clinging to the planes of his chestâthe faint definition beneath is dizzying, the steady rise and fall of his breathing being the only thing you can zero in on. It leaves very little to imagination, and you hate how quickly your gaze has to flick back up to his face like youâve been caught doing something you shouldnât.
Itâs most probably because it isnât. Reminder that you should not be staring at your ex-boyfriendâs chest like heâs still yourboyfriend.
âYou were going to get me a towel,â the corner of his lips twitches into a smile. âWhat happened to that?â
You swallow, pushing yourself off the door a little too quickly. Jungwonâs lips are pursed together, a faint blush painted across his cheeks, and heâs staring at you like he knows heâs got you.
âYouâll be fine,â you force a mocking smile and all Jungwon can do is let out a chuckleâyouâre making your way towards the kitchen, his eyes following your figure as it moves further away from his.
You make your way into the kitchen with purpose that feels rehearsed now, with a mind thatâs anything but steady. Yang Jungwon hasnât been in your home in weeks, and youâve begun to accept the fact that he might become a stranger to this place altogether. Thereâs still traces of himâin the bathroom, in your bed, on your study desk. The photos of your first trip together are still framed in the hallway, too.
The overhead light flicks on, too bright and exposing when Jungwonâs still staring into you. For a second, you busy yourself with nothingâhands hovering over the counter, opening a cabinet you didnât need to open, closing it again just as fast.
Behind you, you can feel him. You donât have to look to know his eyes never left you.
Thereâs a faint sound of movementâhis shoes sliding against the floor, quieter now that theyâre no longer dripping as much. He doesnât follow immediately, though. He lingers, like heâs taking in the space, re-familiarising himself with something he still knows by heart.
By the time you reach for the glass, your fingers are already shaking.
Itâs right where it always isâsecond shelf, slightly to the leftâbut you still fumble with it, knocking it lightly against the others before pulling it free. The sound is small, but in the quiet, it feels like the only thing you want to focus on.
You set it down on the counter, reaching for the water dispenser untilâ
âStill in the same place,â Jungwon says from behind you. âYou kept it. My cat mug.â
The smell of rain is penetrates your nose almost instantaneously. âI kept most things.â
You can guess what he looks like this close, if you were to turn around right now. Dripping, cold, clothes still sticking to him like half an hour in the warmth did him no favours. His swollen eyes, flushed face, and lips that say âpleaseâ like they know exactly what it does to you.
Your grip tightens around the mug. You click on the warm water option, and the dispenser starts heating almost instantly. A soft mechanical hum fills the silence before the first trickle hits ceramic.
Steam curls up from the mug in thin, wavering ribbons, dissolving into the air before it can settle anywhere. You donât move to pick it up. Your hand stays there, resting against the counter, fingers still slightly curled from how tightly you were holding on a second ago.
âI didnât think you would.â
You keep your eyes on the mug. âItâs a mug, Jungwon. Not that serious.â
âY/N L/N.â
When you turn around, Jungwonâs leaning against the counter behind you. Close enough for you to see the outline of his abdomen through the fabric of his tee, but far enough not to her the chatter of his teeth and the shiver of his breathing. You still have to tilt your head to meet his eyes properly.
âWhat?â you ask, but it comes out flatter than you intend, like youâre trying to hold something back from your own voice.
Itâs only after a painfully long minute of forcing yourself to look him in the eye, does he speak.
âI miss you.â
The arrangement of flowers are somewhere on the coffee table. His jacket must be hanging somewhere on the coat hanger, though, the wet fabric of his shirt refuses to let your attention stray anywhere else to confirm.
Right now, Yang Jungwonâs stood in front of you, hands flexing at his sides like he doesnât quite know what to do with them. Youâre standing only one foot apart, your back pressed against the cold edge of your kitchen counter as his on the islandâthe cup of water stands stagnant behind you, waiting to be picked up.
The space between you feels thinner than it did seconds ago. Warmer, too. Charged in a way that makes your pulse pick up, where your body is suddenly too aware of every inch of distance left between the two of you, and also is desperately yearning to close it.
It would be nice to smell his cologne after weeks of trying to forget it. Every time you thought you did, it would waft around your apartment like a little ghost.
âWonââ
Up close, everything about him feels amplified. The damp fabric of his shirt has started to dry unevenly, clinging in some places, loosening in others, but still outlining him in a way that makes it hard not to notice. The subtle definition beneath, the steady expansion of his chest with each breath, the way his shoulders remain just slightly tense like heâs holding himself back from closing the rest of the distance all at once.
You know he wants to. Thereâs that half of you that wishes he just would.
âPlease,â Jungwon murmurs. âTell me you miss me too.â
His right arm reaches outâyou donât stop it. His thumb brushes the side of your hip, and you donât stop it either. You donât even think about pulling yourself away from the feeling of him on you again.
Jungwon knows what heâs doing.
His other arm follows suite, before they wrap around your waist completelyâhis large hands always had no issues doing this, pulling you in without any real effortâor perhaps you were always just drawn to him, like a magnet, unable to ever really stay away.
He exhales softly as he feels your warm body press against him. The sound brushes against your skin, and it reminds you of how wrong yet right this feels; your arms do what theyâve always known, wrapping around his torso like pushing him away was never an option.
Heâs cold, and still, you melt anyway.
âYou shouldnât have come.â
âYouâve already said that.â
His large hands are splayed across your backâhis calloused fingertips from the dedication to the gym, his larger-than-before shoulders that stretch across your smaller frameâitâs just as overwhelming as the first day you met.
Your warmth hits him like a wave, and for a moment, his hands freeze. Your fingers come up to the blades of his shoulders, running against the tiny dips and rises of his muscles; tonight feels like anything but reality, and instead, itâs two months ago when things were still fine and Jungwon was still yours.
He swears he still is, and you try to forget it. Too much time apart does things to you that youâd rather shove down and erase completelyâbut when your ex-lover is cold, shivering, clinging to your body like itâs the only heat that could get his blood movingâit bubbles right back up. It simmers, boils over and spills.
âYouâre freezing, Won,â you mumble, âI really think you shouldââ
And maybe you have familiarity to blame, or comfort or naivety, because you lean into Yang Jungwonâs touch just as easily as you pushed it away. His hands are coming up your waist, stopping right at your neckâand what else can you do in this moment other than stare into those big, pretty irises of his?
Jungwonâs hand settles firmly at the side of your neck, his palm warm despite the lingering chill in his skin. His fingers curve just enough for you to feel the faint pressure when you swallow, your pulse fluttering wildly beneath his touchâand the moment he realises your breath is shaking, the glint in his eye makes you shiver.
His thumb drags slowly along the line of your jaw, then back again, slow, like heâs retracing something long committed to memory.
âTalk to me,â he whispers, breath ghosting against your lips as your foreheads touch. âPlease, Y/N. Donât shut me out again.â
Your lips part, but nothing comes out.
For a moment, all you can focus on is how close he isâthe warmth of his breath, the way his hand holds you just firmly enough to keep you there, the faint tension in his fingers like heâs bracing for you to pull away.
Thereâs nothing except for the low hum of the city, and your hearts echoing in tandem as his body presses closer against yours. The rain is merciless tonight, unrelenting, pounding against the glass doors of your balcony like it wanted to be let insideâfor now, the warm yellow of your hallway lamp bathes you and Jungwon in that comfortable hue, a stark contrast to the blue cold outside.
His hands feel frozen against your skin.
âYouâre always leaving, Jungwon,â you mutter, refusing to meet his eyes despite the distance. âEven when youâre in front of me, youâre gone. I never have all of you.â
He swallows thickly, eyes still locked on yours. Your irises peek through your lashes, blinking slowly up at his.
Your breath catches in your throat. This is the part where you fall to your knees for Yang Jungwonâthe part which you tried endlessly to avoid up until today. Itâs when the line between logic and everything else blurs, and all you can see is him.
âIâm sorry, Y/N.â Jungwon mutters, thumb caressing the patch of skin under your jawline. You lean into it like it means something. âWeâll talk about this. I canât lose youââ
âJungwon,â you interrupt, your touch firm over his knuckles, offering little resistance to the way he holds your jaw like this was all normal. âWhat good would it do us?â
He doesnât respond immediately.
His hand stills under yours, your fingers resting over his knuckles as if you could stop him, or maybe stop yourself. His gaze doesnât leave your face, not even when youâre actively avoiding his.
Thereâs something in his expression nowâmore careful than before, fully aware of the fact that youâre no longer his. You could really kick his ass out if you wanted to.
Heâs thinking carefully for once. Instead of just reaching for you, the way he always does.
âIf it doesnâtâŠâ he starts, voice lower, rougher than before, âif it doesnât fix anythingââ
He exhales softly, the sound brushing your lips again, closer; his thumb shifts under your jaw, tilting your face up just enough that running from him becomes impossibleâitâs not like youâve been putting in much effort to do that, anyway.
âThen let me have you like this,â he finishes. âOne last time.â
His nose bumps against yours in that old, messy fashion that youâve never nailed. Kissing Jungwon always involves not knowing how fast, how deep to go, because it always ends up in something more intimate than it starts out. For the first thirty seconds, your ex lover lets himself feelâfeel what heâs lost for weeks, reminding, retracing.
Forty seconds, and he has his hands wandering all over your warm body like they have no idea where to stay.
Fifty, and theyâre running down your back and slipping under that thin, too-tight baby tee that you always wear to bedâfifty-six, and his tongue is somewhere tangled with yours.
âS-shitâyou taste so fucking sweet.â he mumbles against your lips before letting you press your body further against hisâthereâs multiple sirens going off in your head by this point, in which you deliberately ignore, as one does when they have someone like him against them.
Jungwonâs a mess by the time your legs hook around his waist. His hands do the work, looping around your thighs and lifting you up with no real effort: just a small huff from all your weight pressing against his chest, and a (very pathetic) moan that strangles itself out of his throat when you grind against his crotch.
âYou missed me?â He smiles against your lips, and itâs an understatement when you say heâs just hungry for you. Doesnât even give you an opportunity to answer, instead, going for the exposed patch of skin on your neck, laying so beautifully for him.
âW-Won,â you whimper when he sets you on top of your cold, sterile kitchen islandâthere were months prior to this where you made pasta together on this same surface. âPleaseââ
âItâs okay,â he says. âI got you.â
Itâs not like youâve never had sex before.
Itâs just⊠you donât really have sex with ex- boyfriends. Normally. Even so, given that fact, it doesnât stop you from rutting against Yang Jungwon like your life depends on it, nor does it stop him from undoing the drawstring of your shorts and pulling it riiight down.
âSee,â he kisses his teeth, a cocky smile growing on his faceâit sends blood right up to your face, watching him watch you, feeling him feel his way into your panties. âAll that talk about pushing me away. So pointless.â
His hand slips beneath the band, thick fingers running down your slit, between your folds before coming back up and applying that sickening pressure to your clit. âShe miss me, too?â
Youâre soaked through by the time Yang Jungwon gets his middle finger at your entranceâteasing, letting only the tip graze your insides. Your jawâs locked, hung open from trying to draw even breaths into your lungs. âWooonnn⊠please. Donât fucking teaseââ
âAw,â he pouts, eyes flicking back down to where his large hand stretches the fabric of your panties thin. Heâs refused to slip them off. Soaking the back of his hand in slick, he wondersâif only for a momentâhow it would feel if it was his cock instead. âDonât get needy on me now.â
You gasp when he pushes past that tight ring of muscleâhis finger swallowed whole by your dripping cunt. It curls almost instinctively, intensively, because what kind of man would Yang Jungwon be if he didnât memorise this?
âRight here,â he mumbles, head hanging low, observing the way the slippery slide of your walls let him pump his fingers so effortlessly. âFeels good, baby? Wanna tell me how much you missed it?â
âShut.. s-shut up, fuckââ
You choke on a moanâyour bodyâs going into a lock. From sitting upright on your elbows to back arching off the marble, your headâs thrown back when Jungwon adds another finger âjust for funâ.
His middle and ring finger curl inside of you. The squelching sounds is too much to bear; heat is crawling up your neck like it wants you to drown in it, and as a response, your hands come up to hide the humiliation written all over your face.
âGetting shy on me?â Jungwon mutters, before his free hand darts to pry your wrists away from your cheeks. His fingertips are brushing against that spongy, tingly bundle of nerves inside your coreâeverything in the room seems reduced to the electrifying feeling thatâs buzzing inside your veins, surging, making your head spin.
âYeah,â his stupidly long fingers are starting to make you see a new universe now, âforgot how fast you cum on my fingers. So cute.â
âF-fuckfuckfuck,â you squealâyour body feels like itâs locking up. The only thing your mind lets you repeat over and over is Jungwon, Jungwon, Jungwon; Jungwon in that shirt thatâs still wet, Jungwon that knows your body so well, Jungwon thatâs making sure you cum on his fingers or face at least once before he does anything with himself.
You see it in the way his cock presses against the edge of the counter, and the pained expression on his face like heâs just about ready to come undone. Itâs always like that with him, always ready to give you everything he can offer if it meant you felt good.
âFuck, almost forgot how pretty you look like this,â Jungwon mutters under his breath, though you barely catch it with the angels singing in your ears. Your head thighs are spread shamelessly on the cold marble, juices dripping down your inner thigh and spilling over onto the shiny surfaceâin his eyes, it almost glistens. âAlways so damn nasty for me. Look at you.â
The remark wouldâve been embarrassing in any other context. Itâs too bad that Yang Jungwon knows exactly how to push your buttons, knows precisely what words to spit out of that nasty mouth to get you salivating. Itâs dehumanising, really. Animalistic, the way he has your mind reduced to just slushâand though he can get soooo mean, it just doesnât matter when it gets you cumming all over his fingers by the end of the night.
Most of the night is spent in a haze. Your vision is blurry, but you most definitely remember some parts in passing. You remember sliding down to your knees and almost choking on how big Jungwon was, and how he made you sit on his face by the second hourâthough, to be fair, that was a prerequisite.
You definitely remember how he peeled his shirt off, and how he picked you up again like you were nothing, and how he tossed you onto the bed like it didnât physically hurt to be apart from him for that split second.
You remember how he laughed at you, only to lean in close and press a searing kiss to the exposed skin of your neckâtrailing down, wet and hot, until his teeth could pinch the hem of your soaked panties.
You remember how he pulled them off, sliding them down your legs with nothing but a sinful smirk, pink lace caught between his pearly whites like it didnât get your stomach churning all over again; pupils blown, face flushed red, heart beating in a frenzy when he uses his tongue to drop them onto the floor.
And you canât, and will never forget the way heâs spreading your reddened thighs with his palms, fucking into you like this is truly the last time heâll ever see your face.
Every thrust of his hips against yours knocks the wind out of your lungs. You feel him so impossibly deep that your throat feels cloggedâthe stretch makes your mind go numb, and God, how could you forget how big Yang Jungwon is when heâs bruising your poor cunt like this?
âGood fucking girl,â and his lips are pressed up against yours like it has nowhere else to go. âMade for me, I swearâso fucking perfect.â
His length pumps in and out of you with no real effort, all sloppy and squelching like there wasnât anyone else in this neighbourhood to be considerate of. The backboardâs hitting the wall, chipping at the paint, and for a brief moment you let yourself roll your eyes at the thought of painting it overâjust when you thought youâd never have to again.
âF-fuhhhâŠâ you drawl, hands coming up around his neck at some attempt at stabilizing yourself. Every hit has your toes curling and your body rocking, nails digging into the flesh of his clean, well-sculpted back. âS-shit, Jungwonâfeels so deepââ
âYeah?â he laughs, low and short-lived before he feels you squeeezing on him. âFuck, youâre so cute. Acting like you havenât taken me everywhere in this apartment.â
Youâre close to tears by this point. Your fingers tangle in his dark hair, now soaked in sweat instead of rain, and it should disgust youâit should be revolting, the way most peopleâs bodily fluids are, but youâre laid here anywayâ glossy lips sucking on his neck, where you know heâs most sensitive, taking in his scent like itâs all youâll ever know.
He smells so fucking good when heâs fucking you like itâs his lifeâs purpose.
You feel his pulse under your tongue. You also feel the way his cock is swelling up in your walls, taking up more and more and more of you, until youâre gasping for air and his pace is almost fucking frantic. Jungwon feels like heâs losing himself in you.
âSee,â he moans, breath all hot and loud, leaning right into your ear like it isnât the most filthy thing heâs done. âYouâll always belong to me.â
And as your friends would say: you did this to yourself. The desperate nods come as soon as the last word leaves his lipsâyour ears pick up on every grunt and huff from him, his big arms caging you in once again as youâre trying to recollect your thoughts. Everythingâs too much, the room smells like sex and sin and everything youâve resolved to stay away from, with the man you love right in the centre of it all.
âJ-Jungwon, fuck, I canât,â you gasp when you feel your throbbing clit dragging against his length, impossibly hard and aching for more of you. âWe canât do thisââ
âShhh,â and his hands are so, so gentle when they come up to caress your tear-stained cheeks. Youâre sniffling like this isnât the best high youâve experienced in your lifeâyou just lean into his touch, pathetic, staring into his pseudo-soft expression as if it had any real concern. âYes, you canâand you will.â
Jungwon feels you clamp down on him just then, jaw going slack at just how heavenly your pussy feels. Itâs criminal that heâs almost forgotten it, forgotten how well you take him, how good and pliant you get when heâs splitting you openâhow you welcome him inside every time, despite all your little pleas and stubbornness.
He knows how to get to you. Yang Jungwon knows that nobody will ever fuck you like how he does, and that every man that comes after will have to remember that you belong to him before anyone else. Theyâll have to remember that you get all shy when he whispers in your ear, or that you can cum just from his middle finger alone.
Everyone will know. They donât have a choice.
âFuuuck,â he rasps, nose bumping into your jaw as he breathes you in. You smell so much like him that heâs beginning to lose his very little composure remaining. âGonna cum, Y/Nâshit, Iâm gonna cumââ
âHngh, âm close too,â your arms find themselves tightening around him, desperately searching for something to hold onto. His muscles are flexing with every desperate rut, every frantic roll of his hips, and God, heâd be a liar if he said he wasnât going dumb at the idea of filling you up. Youâd be all warm inside, his cock plugging you closed as he empties himself into your battered cunt, and youâd take every single drop of it like it was what youâve always meant to do.
âGod, I love you so much,â he whispers, and though it makes your eyes shoot open, you find yourself muttering the same phrase back to him. Thereâs something sweet in the way he leans in close, just to give you a tender kiss, and then the room flips upside down when his tongue is sliding at your bottom lip again; soon enough, he gets messy, and youâre moaning into each other like youâre the only two people on this street.
It crashes into you. Blinding, deafening, like something in you just exploded after the pressureâs built up for months.
Youâre soaking him shamelessly, hot and dizzyingâJungwonâs moans sound like theyâve been clipped straight from a porno, disgustingly loud, and still: it makes your orgasm shake. Electricity is buzzing through you, and just what does your ex know to do when youâre crumbling like this?
Go deeper.
âFuckfuckfuckâw-wait, Jungwon!â
Your pleas mean nothing. Heâs being selfish, and he knows it. He doesnât care if itâs too much, he doesnât care if youâre crying because heâs too big, he doesnât care if youâre going to cum on his cock for the fifth time in an hour.
Oh, and he definitely doesnât care that youâre not together anymore. Thatâs never stopped him, has it?
âShit,â his hips snap into you, ruthless, unforgiving, bruising your cervix like itâs personally wronged him. âWanna get back together, mm?â
shabubu .... yun to my ki .... i love you i miss talking to you So Bad âčïž these exams are jinja killing me
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