Kitanomi

That dude with the face | 31 | graphic designer/illustrator | Multifandom | Ferret Dad

[funnytwittertweets]

[dathen]

Sorry to be a wet blanket but I still find it depressing that even after Malevolent episode 26, I’ll still people talk about Arthur “losing his humanity” in season 3 as if it’s some confirmed major theme of the show.

It was explicitly addressed—and accurately portrayed—as trauma, including a mental breakdown and the emotional numbness surrounding it. Arthur said he was less than human, and John pushed back in one of the most tender and powerful moments of the show. Arthur hasn’t become less human, he was deeply wounded and suffering and needs someone to hold his head above water to keep him from drowning or giving up.

The fallout is UGLY, but humanity is not a zero sum game. Arthur spiraling into despair and violence as a trauma response is not “John soaking up his humanity like a sponge” parasitical relationship, but John using the very kindness, mercy, and hope he learned from Arthur to reach out to him. And most importantly, not give up on him.

Anyway I’m confiscating the word “humanity” from the fandom until further notice.

[volach-deactivated20230326]

“When the handle has snapped off the basket that held all your eggs…” gone girl tier monologue

[ashesoriley]

Series finale of Malevolent is gonna be John and Arthur signing up for Patreon so they can control their own destiny

[nostalgic-breton-girl]

'boots of resist frost' yeah they're just boots

[volumina-vetustiora]

'shield of blocking'

[deedala]

how do i convince my little monkey brain that making a phonecall is not the same level of danger as being chased by a bear

[brucebocchi]

[fuckmountain2-deactivated202204]

me n the boys 

[kitanomi]

[innavjuzhanina]

[kitanomi]

So I’m trying this whole tumblr thing again… it feels like 2010 in college again. Weird

Well some ideas:

I wanna teach myself concept art techniques and 3d modeling programs for character concept art.

I wanna work towards marking a webcomic. Even if I don’t make money off it I want to somehow do something with my writing in a visual form.

Idk. Thoughts and things I wanna move towards I guess.

[myspace]

[love-and-thvnder]

A clash of the two best anime on either side of the pacific, get the shirt HERE!

[sword-grandma]

[figged-newtons]

and by weird I mean its great

[glumshoe]

oh hey sorry I’ve been distant lately…. I’ve been really busy having a brain that is bad

[lwieie-deactivated20180416]

this is the most stupidest shit i’ve ever did

[typicallyexceptional]

does anyone else have that feel of having something scheduled in a few hours and you can’t do anything because you’re filled with the slowly building terror that you’ll get too absorbed in whatever you choose to do and miss the thing

[drreamerss]

the mentality of “oh well, i’ll probably never see these people again.” has genuinely helped me with my anxiety in social situations so much. like literally… fuck it who cares anymore.

[smute]

adhd is having super amplified introspection yet zero self-awareness or decision making skills. i literally never stop overthinking absolutely everything but if you ask me how i am? i dont know. am i enjoying myself? i dont know. my opinion? i dont know. my favorite? i dont know. am i lying? i dont know. do i want this? i dont know. trust my gut feeling? it changes every second. which of these is better? i cant breathe. just pick one? eating glass would hurt less

[bolt-moved-deactivated20180914]

are you a writer who can’t write beginnings or can’t write endings?

[xelly]

I’m a writer who can’t write