Adoraable

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"But to fall in love does not mean to love. One can fall in love and still hate." ― Fyodor Dostoyevsky

PURSUIT OF JADE 逐玉 (2026)

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I'll tell you everything I've hidden - Pinocchio

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Kuji Akira on Otonari Complex

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So..that no matter where you are, you won't feel lonely

I'll send my heart into the sky

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To the Wonder (2024)

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Takezawa sisters on Asura (2025)

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Time Still Turn the Pages, 2023

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Yoshioka Futaba on Blue Spring Ride Season 2

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What Day of the Week Were You Born?

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January.

One day, I woke up and felt anxious. I didn't want to do the things I should do and I didn't want to talk about it. I thought I will be okay and take a time off for myself for a week but it's getting worse and become months instead. I was turning off my phone because I didn't want to read message. I should read for my research but I suddenly hate to did it. My parent were getting mad and I was sad and dissapointed at myself. I understand why my parent felt that because my sister did same thing as me. Terrible

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Fall in Love (2021)

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just write.

I recently lost my passionate to do many things in my life. I dont want to do anything and that is bad because I must do something, purpose of this life. I wonder what make me feel like this. I don't find answer until now. If I talk to people, they gonna ask the same question that I even ask myself "What's wrong with you?". People will get mad because they are confused (same as me). how can they help? 

This is absolutely effect my education. I'm quite good student but in the last semester i lost my motivation to do my research. i can't decide it, should I give up or keep trying hard? I'm loser because I was not brave enough to take a risk. So, I don't do anything for almost 2 years. i actually really afraid because I will get scold by my lecture teacher and everyone asking me a reason about my lost motivation condition. I dont know what I want to say to them. I know I'm wrong but I'm tired. Like I wanted to resign for my life. My desire, nowhere to be found.

This is worst feeling. Sadly, no one close to me will make it better. I decide to read a few people stories and book that will comfort my heart and my mind.

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Yu Meiren and Zhuang Yu

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I'm here (again)..

It is sad my latest post is about sad phase in my life and that's happen again. If I can through it at that time, I can do it again, right? There are many changes in past years. I will do my best (eventhough it's hard though). I must be okay. We will be okay.. I still gonna use this for rant about my favourite things and few about my daily life..

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I never feeling sad about my self before. This is the first time. Just think about my future, make me sad and hopeless. I really don't know what I really want in my life. When I have a thing that I want. I failed. So I am afraid to have high hope again. Afraid to fail and fell. I feel so dissapointed to myself when I failed in that time. I won't give up but I am afraid. Perhaps .. I was not trying hard or that wasn't my way. But I am still sad. My parent and my friends always comfort me. They say "everything is OK""Don't give up". I am trying to feel well. Try to laugh, smile, do my ordinary activity. But I always feel disappointed and sad. I can't happy anymore. I feel guilty to my self. I lose my confident. This is first time to me. Feel "gray" about my future. In the past, I always have goal. I have a sure answer. But now, If someone ask me "what do you will do?""what is your plan in the future ?", I always answer "I don't know". I feel hesitate. I hope if there are better plan to my future I can find soon. This time, I already fall...I try to get up...

[eyesonryu]

160611 @ryusdb:

수호와 수호가 만났는데 *왜심 장 이 뛰니.

Trans:

It’s Suho meets Suho, but why is my heart thumping fast?

T/N: *The last phrase are lyrics from EXO’s Monster (Suho’s line) ♡ And Suho is Junyeol’s character in Lucky Romance!

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Love~