I just wanna share my aesthetic visions

♡ 21yo Russia ♡ metalhead and horror movies fan ♡

[kittycutiehaha]

Welcome to my blog, I'm Anna! All pictures here are made and edited by me.

My artblog (only +18) @kittycutiedraws

My blog with reblogs @kittycutiesh1t

My insta @anna_pinkie_cakee

Here some info about me:

♡ I speak Russian/English, learning French

♡ metalhead, listen to black metal, doom metal, death metal, +punk rock and horrorcore hiphop

♡ like drawing, playing guitar, reading historical books, watching horror movies, creating makeup and outfits

♡ wear girly kei, dark girly, french girly, casual and etc

♡ have amount of derealization attacks and faint a lot; probably ADHD but I have no diagnosis so can't tell for sure; I went through the deep depression, s€lfh4rm and sv1c1de attempt in 2024; aggression issues i still fight with BE CAREFUL

[hyyl18]

TAG GAME GUYS

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay

[snooziewashere]

yay umm I’m just eepy.

@toastling @mini-birdy-offical

[mini-birdy-offical]

Well.....the lore behind mine is I like birds, and small things.

@weedleysnumberonefan @myblo0dispurple @myles-aster @hermes-reblogs @hermes-devotee-holy-moly @sacabambaspis-offical

[hermes-xi-reblogs]

I am devoted to Lord Hermes and love EPIC.

@biscotch @theycallmezizi @epichermesholymoly @hawkeyedoodles @rocky-core @loch-nes-dragon @thetypogoddess @chaos-triangle @booknerd2712 @bardorsomethinglikethat @astralfmboi @jupiinova @justcall-me-max @b-does-arts @i-am-trashyy @fandom-hopper-official @subtletwilighteternity @ellie-moonbeam @lacy-isnt-graceful @cosmic-entity-official @crimzndrgn @valdezsimp02 @thegreendragongirl @transmasc-offical @thefoolingreen @azurest4r @nicothehalfblood @nyx-zooble3 @dragontheryuu

[loch-nes-dragon]

For my current one, I came up with the nickname "Nes" as the one I wanted to use online, since prior to this I didn't really have one. I kept trying to find good, memorable, unique tags, and one day came up with the idea to use a common cryptid name but tweak it to make it my own! Thus, the unique title of loch-nes-dragon was born.

@pixlart04 @lalaland-ruler @silvergrovezelda @stargazer56cipher @h4zelnutwastaken @adrenalynne @abyssweaver @herwonderlandfirefreakingevil @chemicalwolfgames @valhallas-last + open tags!

[h4zelnutwastaken]

I like hazelnut spread (like the Nutella spread.)

@delunafazfox @gspstudio @alicescorpsey @alwaysoc @gubsmustdie @samthehuman565 @reminders-offical

[alicescorpsey]

I tried to be edgy but put “Alice” cause Alice in wonderland and corpsey cause this one game I like called corpse party!! Also cause of one of my fav movies corpse bride

@invadercindy @hpdamechan @darling-annabelle

[darling-annabelle]

𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑑𝑜𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑡. 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑜𝑙𝑙.

@kittycutiehaha @artificial-sweet @pringleingle @sleepy-princette @landm1ne-ky 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑗𝑜𝑖𝑛. 𝑁𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒

[kittycutiehaha]

Just wrote absolute nonsense signing up in my depressive episode

@hislittlekittyy @distant-spark-of-hate @angel4ever333 @sicklysweet420 @doctor-rex @maetel26 @crashing-out-daily and anyone else no pressure!

[kittycutiehaha]

I love him with all my heart and he loves me even more. In fact I feel more love from him than my parents. But Im scared of marriage: it's something huge and changing my life instantly. What will happen... next? What if he stops loving me? What if he stops caring about me? I am scared of the unknown

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I just can't... i love my boyfriend so fucking much he's such an amazing person...

so my insanity was never a problem, i was never a problem. People lied to me. I found a person who loves me with my crazy behavior and overthinking, who IS interested in my niche interests. I never needed to become "normal", i just needed to wait for him to come into my life

[kittycutiehaha]

🌺

[kittycutiehaha]

It's such a beautiful miracle I survived my depressive episode☀️

[kittycutiehaha]

It's such a beautiful miracle I survived my depressive episode☀️

[kittycutiehaha]

You look a lot like that Russian skater anna shcherbakova

Thank you!!🫂💘💘 But she has way more softer face features i think

[kittycutiehaha]

We live in a so disgusting world i have cringe stories from each of the days when I had one of my dresses on

[kittycutiehaha]

Soft pink outfit

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I looove being girly girl

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Do you have a photo of your metal outfit?

I have only drudkh tshirt i showed already, will get more merch maybe

[kittycutiehaha]

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I love my man so much I feel it physically in my chest, he made me feel feminine and loved... no one ever loved me so much. With him I only cry from how caring and tender he is to me. Im not scared of death anymore bcs I know he will be close to me even after my last breath and for eternity... he's the coolest metalhead I've ever known🐐💪

[kittycutiehaha]

Two cakes bcs im in my TWENTIES