Take Me To Church

on and off hiatus atm + revamp in progress 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕡 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕕𝕠𝕘 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕀’𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕡𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕜𝕟𝕚𝕗𝕖 ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐ ⋆˚꩜c｡𐔌՞. .՞𐦯⋆. 𐙚 ˚ 𝙺𝚒𝚠𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚜, 𝟸𝟶, 𝚜𝚑𝚎/𝚑𝚎𝚛

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𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫! {ᵖʳᵉᵛⁱᵒᵘˢˡʸ ᵏⁿᵒʷⁿ ᵃˢ ⁱʳⁱᵈᵉˢ⁻ˢᵒˡˢᵗⁱᶜᵉ} ⤷ ˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘ Irides - she/her - ENFP - Asra's Wifey 🥰 - Obsessive writer + artist

“𝕱𝖗𝖔𝖒 my rotting body, flowers shall grow, I am in them, and that is 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲” ― Edvard Munch

𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓‼ - 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 - 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐬 - 𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 - 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬 - 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 - 𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐬 + 𝐓.𝐩𝐧𝐠𝐬 - 𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐂𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐬 - 𝐑𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲 🖼 - 𝕮𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭: nothing atm

(Some links, mostly the ones in the masterlist, aren’t working atm because the blog is under renovation . . . )

ᴅɪꜱᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ: ɪ ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀ ꜰᴏʀ ʙʟᴏɢꜱ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ 16 ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ. ᴀɢᴇʟᴇꜱꜱ ʙʟᴏɢꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʟᴏɢꜱ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ 16 ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ꜰᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴏʀ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ᴍᴅɴɪ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴇɪᴛʜᴇʀ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ. ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴜɴᴅᴀʀɪᴇꜱ, ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ʜᴇʟᴅ ʀᴇꜱᴘᴏɴꜱɪʙʟᴇ.

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐨 ©𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭-𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲, 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦. 𝐄𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

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I just finished my 30 days art challenge!

I realised awhile go that im getting older and I gen need to take charge of my life before other people start doing it for me. I dont want that to happen cause thats what lead everything thats happened in the past few years to… yk happen?… But at the same time I also cant keep walking at a snail’s pace and expect things to get better either like I currently am doing.

Thats why, just like when I started this blog I decided to once again take a gamble and get back into art and writing. Just freaking stop overthinking in my head and actually do it alsksks. It wasn’t easy and I took way longer than expected but atleast I completed my 30 days art challenge! Im super proud 🤧

I tried to do this back in 2024 I think? That is what resulted in Estrella’s character sheet which im still really fond of to this day, so im really excited to see where this takes me next. However, before I start my shenanigans again, irl kinda has gotten hectic so I am gonna go on a slight hiatus to figure out where I wanna actuallt go from here. When I come back, im really excited to try some new ideas and ways of making stuff for the fandoms that I enjoy 💝

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UGHHH I went to my first ever anime con and I was so excited to talk about it but then I came back to my house and heard all the bs that went down while I was away LIKE HELP WHY ARE Y'ALL OBSESSED WITH BEING DEPRESSED SKSKSK

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My parents said if I wanna attend the graphics design course I talked to him about, I have to pay for it myself cause he doesn’t support this

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was looking around for Ella's voice and randomly started watching Persona 5 and . . . HOLY HELL IMAGINE THE PATREONS IN THE ARCANA GAME SHOWING UP AS THE CHARACTER'S PERSONA

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If Estrella can escape her fucked up life and get her happy ending. . . I CAN TOO!!

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yk what its fine, everything is fine. I'll survived this just like i've survived everything else 🕺🏻🕺🏻

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My father keeps borrowing money from me and then scolding me for using MY SAVED UP POCKET MONEY LIKE WUT?!?

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I hate when I try to save something to my pinterest board but it just poofs??? disappears into thin air, homie where'd u go? It reminded me of Asra and Muriel too ;-; Oh well I'll make my own version...

"Person who has nothing to strive for, finds someone who pushes them to be better" -> Asra and mc

"Person with nothing to live for, find someone who shows them what living is all about" -> Muriel and MC

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Randomly got the urge to deep dive into vroid studio again, wish me luck!

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OPENED PINTEREST TODAY AND ITS FULL OF STUFF RYT OUT OF THE ARCANA GAME ISTG ISHDKENNDWODHEKDB-

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It crashed the moment I posted that btw-

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OPENED PINTEREST TODAY AND ITS FULL OF STUFF RYT OUT OF THE ARCANA GAME ISTG ISHDKENNDWODHEKDB-

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me: 🧍🏽‍♂️

my nervous system: we are going to get in so much trouble seriously

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There aren't enough words in a dictionary to explain who shitty my parents are willing to be to make us (me and my siblings) do what they want. They've taken and ruined so much for me I wont let them anything more

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Gonna shoot my shot and try to convince my parents to let me pursue graphics design!! Wish my luck 🙇🏻‍♀️💝

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Success (?)

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Gonna shoot my shot and try to convince my parents to let me pursue graphics design!! Wish my luck 🙇🏻‍♀️💝

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“I’M LATE, I’M LATEEEE!!” -person who had all the time in the world to get ready

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I MADE IT IN TIME