Hi, I'm Kiwi! I used to write for bandom but then I got old. Now I write for my favorite video game boys. Here you'll find all the fics I'm working on. It's been a while, so I'm a bit rusty. But I hope you'll still find some entertainment here! I'm open to requests, just please have some patience with me! Thank you for the support <3
A reminder that this is a side blog so I can’t follow back/reply. But if you want to chat, asks are open! Or you can find me over on @xokiwistarship
Please do not repost, translate, or re-publish my works to any other site.
Joel Miller
Finders Keepers - Joel MillerxFemale!OC/Reader Insert: Bay is a 28 year old survivor living in Jackson. Joel and Ellie show up a year later. Can you still find happiness in a post-apocalyptic world? 💖
Between You and I Extended - A continuation from the one shot. 💖
Say It Louder - Expanded - A continuation from the one shot. 💖
Kiss Me Again - Joel Miller x Female Reader: Valentine's Day fluff.
My Bloody Valentine - Joel Miller x Female Reader: Joel is unhinged. 🖤
From A-Z - Joel Miller x Female Reader: Misc. 💖 🖤
Pretty Boy - Joel Miller x Female Reader: A second part to Pretty Girl. 💖
Samuel Drake
Seven Deadly Sins - Sam Drake x Female Reader: Mini Series inspired by the seven deadly sins. 💖
Just Surrender - Sam Drake x Female Reader: Prompt from @dailyau - We’re ending an affair, but neither of us is ready to stop it. 💖
Hi, I'm Kiwi! I used to write for bandom but then I got old. Now I write for my favorite video game boys. Here you'll find all the fics I'm working on. It's been a while, so I'm a bit rusty. But I hope you'll still find some entertainment here! I'm open to requests, just please have some patience with me! Thank you for the support <3
A reminder that this is a side blog so I can’t follow back/reply. But if you want to chat, asks are open! Or you can find me over on @xokiwistarship
Please do not repost, translate, or re-publish my works to any other site.
Joel Miller
Finders Keepers - Joel MillerxFemale!OC/Reader Insert: Bay is a 28 year old survivor living in Jackson. Joel and Ellie show up a year later. Can you still find happiness in a post-apocalyptic world? 💖
Between You and I Extended - A continuation from the one shot. 💖
Say It Louder - Expanded - A continuation from the one shot. 💖
Kiss Me Again - Joel Miller x Female Reader: Valentine's Day fluff.
My Bloody Valentine - Joel Miller x Female Reader: Joel is unhinged. 🖤
From A-Z - Joel Miller x Female Reader: Misc. 💖 🖤
Pretty Boy - Joel Miller x Female Reader: A second part to Pretty Girl. 💖
Samuel Drake
Seven Deadly Sins - Sam Drake x Female Reader: Mini Series inspired by the seven deadly sins. 💖
Just Surrender - Sam Drake x Female Reader: Prompt from @dailyau - We’re ending an affair, but neither of us is ready to stop it. 💖
hello friends would the sam drake readers be interested in something that's based on sam and the reader reuniting after the Panamanian jail? i go back and forth on that bc idk if it'd be boring or not it's for the a-z series and basically follows the uncharted 4 timeline starting with the orphanage
I do plan on finishing this series. The next installment will feature Sam Drake. The final will feature Joel Miller. I have the ending planned, but it could go one of two ways - happy or sad. Let me know what you think I should do!
I do plan on finishing this series. The next installment will feature Sam Drake. The final will feature Joel Miller. I have the ending planned, but it could go one of two ways - happy or sad. Let me know what you think I should do!
Sorry if I’m thinking of someone totally different but I’ve been trying to find a Smutty one-shot where reader was Joel’s stepdaughter who was visiting him and their mother and who ends up hooking up with him? Was that on your page or am I tripping 😭
hello i am sorry i saw this message and then forgot to reply! but nope, that's not me, not that i can recall haha. if anyone knows, please help us out!
Pairing: Joel Miller x Female Reader
Notes: I haven’t died! I have just been through so much since I last updated anything and as much as I told myself I could do things, I just wasn’t in the right headspace. In these two years, I’ve fallen in and out of love, dealt with natural disasters, ups and lows of my emotions, and a boring list of other things. But I’ve been going down the rabbit hole lately, replaying my games, and I’ve been missing my boys so badly. And for the first time in forever, I have the inspiration to pick up where I left off. Who knows how long this will last. But right now, it feels right. I feel happy and ready to move on. So I present this. I felt it was the easiest way to ease back into writing. A simple and short one shot that of course includes our favorite dilf.
Warnings because we need those: Just some fluff and some suggestive conversation. Age gap, obviously. I love old man Joel. It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything interesting so I’m not ready to dive right back into the smut yet haha. Soon, though! Soon. Anyway, this is short and sweet because it’s been a roadblock in my drafts and I have better things planned and I just want to get this out of the way. Definitely not my best work, but I promise better things are ahead.
“Ha, Xennial.”
“Somethin’ funny to you?”
“Nope, nothing.”
“You’re askin’ for it.”
“Asking for what, grandpa?”
Joel groans and mutters something to himself. You can’t help but laugh, sitting up in your bed, bringing your arms out in front of you to stretch yourself awake. The sun barely seeps through the curtains of your bedroom, but there’s enough of a glow for you to take in the markings that embellish your wrists. You smile, tucking your hands into your lap.
“We should be more careful,” you express, catching his attention again.
Curious, he enters your room, closing the bathroom door behind him. His sculpted figure makes its way to the edge of your bed. You stare in awe as he stands tall over you. He's old, but he's Godly. So fucking Godly. With a concerned pout, he holds his hands out, urging you to show him your wounds.
When you comply, revealing the reddening marks and deepening bruises, he frowns. In the moment, he loves being rough with you. There's nothing better than listening to you beg and plead and whimper like a desperate little bitch. But once the lust wears out, he feels a little bad for treating you so...dirty.
“Sorry, princess,” he hums and brings your wrists to his lips. His warm breath hits your skin, sending goosebumps up your arms and warmth throughout your belly. “Grandpa just can’t help himself.”
“Oh, ew,” you whine, yanking yourself away from him. You fall back onto the bed, pulling the sheet up with you to cover your grossed-out face. You started it, but ew. “You ruined it.”
“Hey,” he chuckles, lowering himself onto the mattress with you. “You started it. Callin’ me old 'n' shit.”
“I’m sorry!” You giggle, exposing your face to him as he slowly pulls the white cotton fabric off your body. He's barely listening as he takes in the sight of you, gorgeous and innocent, just for him. “I just can’t get over it. Xennial.”
“Why is that so fuckin’ funny to you?” He asks with a smile, his focus back on your face, finding you absolutely adorable with your cheeky smile and glistening eyes.
Last night, before heading home, you guys were out with your sister and his brother and a few others, just shooting the shit and having a drink. Tommy referred to Joel as an Xennial and for some reason, you just lost it. It was the funniest thing you'd heard.
“It’s just another way of calling you old,” you say like it's the most obvious thing in the world. “I like it.”
“Yeah, well,” he huffs, feigning annoyance. “You weren’t thinkin’ I was too old for you last night, tied to the bed and beggin' to be--.”
You grunt, slapping his arm. He’s not wrong. And he knows you’re joking. You like the fact that Joel is so much older than you. It’s not some weird kink thing, even though it seems that way and you happily play along to the roles. But there’s maturity in him, wisdom, and he doesn’t play games with your emotions. He’s straightforward and too old for bullshit. He lets you know what he wants and you love that you don’t have to guess.
Plus, you feel comfortable with him. He’s strong and tough and sometimes a little scary, but he makes you feel safe. More than that, he teaches you how to hold your own; he teaches you how to protect yourself. You appreciate that. He’s delicate with your feelings and serious about your well-being.
“Speaking of,” you say, the tone change in your voice is not lost on the older man. “You’re getting careless in public, you have to be careful or my sister will find out.”
Thickness fills the air around you, leaving Joel with an uneasy feeling in his gut. You can feel the tension raying off of him and practically suffocating you. "Right," he says.
Recalling the night prior, you can’t count the number of times Joel almost slipped up in front of everyone. It was either an intimate look that lasted a few seconds too long, a touch that was borderline indecent, or just his overall demeanor showing that he was way too close to you. Luckily, no one noticed as they were either occupied or intoxicated, but one of these days you won’t be so lucky. And your sister will lose her shit.
“Is it the age thing?” He asks with a frown, his spirit darkening a bit. In all seriousness, his age is a bit of a sore subject between you two. He made sure a thousand and one times that you were okay with the large gap that existed between you two, and you were - you are. But sometimes it still gets to him.
The last thing he wants is for someone, your sister especially, to think he has ill intentions towards you. And he doesn’t want people thinking badly of you, either. Even at the end of the world, the town loves their gossip.
You’re young, but you’re not naive, you’re not stupid or careless, you know what you’re getting yourself into.
“That and you know…” You trail off when you notice he’s lost in thought.
“What?” He asks, dumbly, and you laugh. You stare at him, waiting for his brain to catch up, and when it finally clicks he lets out a small “oh.”
“She wanted you first,” you finish, watching his face fall. He looks uncomfortable, squirming a bit under your gaze. It’s not something he likes remembering, mostly because it brings his tired brain back to the age thing again and leaves him with a sour feeling in his stomach. He’s not a creep. He’s not. Right?
“And I wanted you,” he says softly, shyly almost. He doesn’t have to say much for you to know what’s going on in his gorgeous head. It’s painfully obvious.
“And I wanted you,” you reply. “I know there’s something, deep down in your gut, telling you that this is bad, but I’m telling you to ignore it. I’m an adult, Joel. I’ve been an adult for years.”
“I know that,” he sighs. “It’s just--”
“It’s nothing,” you say firmly. “Look around, love. Look at the world we’re living in. If we find love, if we find comfort, who are we to deny it?”
“I like what you’re sayin’,” he admits with a handsome grin, his hand finding yours, counting your fingers as he presses soft kisses to each one. He brings your palm to his cheek, resting against it and looking at you with such adoration. “You have me wrapped around your finger, you know that?”
You hum, eyes fluttering closed, loving what he’s saying and how he says it. His naked body relaxes against yours as he climbs on top of you. Warm lips find your neck, sending your sensitive body and mind into a spell. You could stay here forever, getting lost within him, making yourself at home in his embrace. God, your sister would be so disappointed for so many reasons.
“Everyone always says I’m just the younger version of her,” you whisper, killing the mood as Joel’s lips falter against your skin. He pulls away, brows furrowed in confusion and a little disappointment. “Sorry,” you squeak.
“Somethin’ on your mind?” He asks with concern.
Sighing, you sit up, Joel grumbling in disappointment as he sits up with you. “I don’t question whether or not I want to be with you,” you tell him with certainty. “But she is the one person who scares me with this. She already thinks I’ve become a different person since coming to Jackson. And I keep going over last night. One of these days, we’re going to slip. And she’s going to kill you. I’ve always been told I’m just the mini version of her. So if she finds out, she’s going to think the worst of you. She’s going to think you’re the worst kind of pervert.”
The rambling is doing your head in, but you can’t stop. Your inside thoughts are out there now and you can’t get them back on their leash. It’s been a while since you’ve panicked like this and you really don’t care for it.
“Because I didn’t want her?” He scoffs, standing from the bed and grabbing his clothes from the floor. He slips his boxers on and then his jeans, feeling awkward being exposed during this kind of conversation. “You’re not a mini version of her,” he insists, sitting back beside you. “You look alike, sure, but that’s where the similarities end, darlin’. I promise.”
It’s nice to hear, and it’s something you want to believe. But his words can’t erase years of everyone you know telling you how alike you and Lexie are. Maybe that’s why you’ve changed so much. It wasn’t the world ending, it was the newfound freedom. Here, you aren’t Lexie’s little sister. Here, you are your own being. And no one knows otherwise.
“Listen,” Joel starts before your mind can spiral again. He grabs your hand, holding it tightly to keep you grounded. “Maybe I’m wrong, maybe I just don’t know Lexie well enough. But your sister, to me, seems like the type who is always tryin’ to impress everyone. I get the feelin’ she has the need to be liked; to fit herself into whatever shape someone asks of her.”
Part of you wants to jump into your sister’s defense and tell Joel she's not like that. But you can’t seem to find your voice. And you’re not sure if you’d be lying or telling the truth.
“But you aren’t like that at all. You don’t give a shit what anyone thinks, and you don’t cater to 'em. You don’t make yourself smaller to make everyone else feel more important. You’re quiet and confident. And I love that about you,” he finishes and you can hardly contain yourself.
As the words leave his lips, you pounce on him, rolling him onto his back while you crawl on top of him. He lets out a little grunt and winces, grabbing onto your hips tighter than you were anticipating.
“Oops,” you laugh. “Did I hurt your old back?”
“Keep talkin’, sweetheart,” he says, gruffly. “I’ll show you how fuckin’ old I am.”
You roll your eyes. “That doesn’t make any sense.”
Joel grits his teeth before asking, “When does your sister get home?”
You shrug. “Not for a couple hours, why?”
He laughs and pushes himself up, quickly flipping your positions. He reaches for the binds tied to your headboard and grins down at you, fire in his eyes. “I just think you need a reminder,” he says. “of what happens when you talk back to me.”
