KiyaGem

She/her i like cube people https://kiyagem.straw.page

[kiyagem]

Premissions: if anyone wants to use my art in Pfp, edits, or other stuff its allowed just credit me!

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[twigbranch4556]

My friends have been begging me to watch VSMP so I finally did it 7 years late to the party. Bet you can't guess who's Pov I watched lol.

Genuinely it's darn good, I did this sketch immediately after I finished binging it :D

Thank you Xenon and Sunnier for bullying me into this!!!

[kiyagem]

Added some of my MCYT designs to art fight!

Art Fight

An art gifting game

[kiyagem]

old Pearl art i never finished

[revg22]

i miss Goldsmith a bit

Don't mean i like him, but i miss him

[imverytiredrn]

Class swapping Flowersmith!! 🌼⚒️

[revg22]

gosh i adore how you draw v!shelby and v!owen <3 related to that, i imagine that louis used to curl owen's hair since it's canon(?) that louis had curly hair too (am basing that knowledge off of luanne's art)

I don't think Louis can save this

You cant tell me he's never figured it out

I think he forgot or couldn't be bothered

[tubbytarchia]

Oops my ranchers turned into misplaced cake toppers

[oreothegingercat]

Limited life Scott drawing that I’ll never finish.

He’s a diva fr

[ju5tanarti5t]

I miss the life series

[selkie-sniffles]

Rewatched limited life for the 10th time

[revg22]

Shelby showing Scott all the new ways to take care of his hair since he was asleep and doesn't know all the new stuff

Turns out curling irons were invented in 1866, which is a bit of a push for the vsmp timeline but I need a reason for how Shelby gets her drill hair

[busywoodward]

so what if events of vsmp were happening during golden era of goldsmith's coven?

+ louis and owen doodles that i did while drawing this

[poppitron360]

Thinking about Bannerfall Nom again.

Thinking about how cc!Nom has mentioned having ADHD. Thinking about how it’s very common in neurodivergent folk to feel all your emotions very strongly and to not always react well to things. Thinking about how bf!4C was scared to tell bf!Nom about letting the oathbreak slip because of how he’d react. Thinking about how Nom KNEW he wasn’t taking it well and still couldn’t keep his temper.

Thinking about how Scott was always gentle with Nom despite disagreeing with a lot of his actions, especially regarding the Creaking King. Thinking about how Scott gave him grace and patience and never once made Nom feel like Scott was afraid of him, or that he’d abandon him.

I am someone who is very intense, feels my emotions strongly, and often reacts to things loudly and dramatically (usually perceived as anger even if that’s not entirely what I feel). I’ve had friends during multiple points of my life who have been afraid to tell me things because of this. Some dealt with it by approaching me tentatively in a controlled environment, some by just avoiding me or cutting me off entirely. I’ve lost lots of friendships and have struggled with feeling abandoned, but a few friends have stuck with me through it all and have never made me feel like they’re scared of me, which I understand takes a certain type of strength, and I appreciate all they’ve had to put up with from me, and I love them so much.

There have been times in my life where I haven’t had those people, which is why Flowersmith means so much to me, as a ship and as a pairing in general. Scott is patient and understanding and assures Nom that he will never leave his side, and there is always a resolution to every one of their fights, which I could see becoming the absolute escapist fantasy for anyone who has been in similar situations to me.

Nom is aware of these flaws and WANTS to change, but doesn’t know how, and GODS does that hit home. I love seeing this portrayed through his eyes in raw, unedited format. That’s a perk of the streamed SMPs- there’s nothing in the way it’s portrayed that frames a character’s actions as “good” or “bad”, especially if you were a VOD watcher and didn’t have the music. These actions just… exist. They’re allowed to just exist. It feels very forgiving. Non-judgemental.

Nom still has to deal with the consequences of the people he’s hurt by his explosiveness. He has to deal with the people closest to him being afraid of him. He has to try to learn to be less impulsive and to think things through, but he still can’t help the way his brain is. It’s no excuse for his actions, but it’s a very real struggle and it doesn’t take a lot of work to see how I’ve been in similar situations (minus the mace and the medieval fantasy).

Anyway bf!Nom is a real one. The neurodivergent character ever.

[imverytiredrn]

Flowersmith eating chocoflan🍮🍮

[ajga-artz]

At this point I'm genuinely willing to make a deal with satan. So, if you're out there, Scott Goldsmith...

[whereispearlescentmoon]

Sorry I was thinking again about V!Cleo having to get basic lessons on like, how the world actually works. Their knowledge is entirely centered on what was useful to the coven, not to mention the decades spent without autonomy. They can slaughter a pig like no one's business but ask them to cook it? No idea. Their idea of what is fashionable is at minimum 80 years out of date if not more depending on how old school the vampires they were around were. There are countries they've never heard of because at some point the coven stopped bothering to keep up and all the books in the library were out of date. They missed wars in their fugue state. New science has been discovered (not that Cleo even learned much before they were thralled). They've probably never been to a city before.