kiza

some guy yaps about some stuff idk

[kizayaps]

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hilo, name's kiza which you can see from my username :] this is the account where i js go batshit and yap about some random ass stuff and occasionally drop some extra doodles + i mainly use this acc for les mis related stuff

some basic info; pronouns are he/them and my gender is non-binary.

i like les miserables, branzy and branzy related content, jesters, mcyt, musical theater or just theater in general, fnaf but mostly afton family stuff, garlic bread and more stuff that i can't remember rn but i'm multifandom so yeah. oh i do kind of like writing but my attention span is highkey cooked so i write things rhen forget about it and abandon it but it lives on in my heart :]

my fav characters of all time is Grantaire, Combeferre, Javert and Marius Pontmercy from Les Mis, BranzyCraft, Kokichi Ouma from Danganronpa v3, Astro from Dandy's World, BranzyCraft, and Michael Afton from FNaF. basically if the character is purple or blue, then i love them. if u know of any characters that are purple or blue and that i haven't mentioned here, thwn dm me or something idek

i'll update rhis thing when i figure out what else to type on here

updating...

TAGS

•#creative spark - i js be doing whatever comes into my mind

•#doodles - some shit i just quickly cooked up

•#oc art - oc drawings because inlove them so much

•#trad art - traditional drawings

•#digital art - digital drawings ye

•#random media - random pictures i take

•#ramblings - long yap sessions in one post

•#wip - works in progress

•#other blog post - Yap sessions about my other blog

fin.

[kizayaps]

LES MIS IS IN OUR VALUES TEXTBOOK I'M GONNA SCREAM

The teacher is gonna make us read ts and I just KNOW the larpers are gonna call him "Jeen Valjeen" I'm gonna cry

[kizayaps]

Posted this on my tiktok story already but here's a drawing of Grantaire that I made when I was feeling down. Because I was sad I made him happy! Look at him smile!

Still got lots to improve on but I genuinely love this drawing

[victorhugewhore]

*whispering into your ear while you sleep* you can do it... untwinkify your Grantaire... it's fine... you can love a character who is ugly... there is nothing wrong with that... a fairy will die if you draw him pretty... come on make him ugly... I believe in you...

[bam-bo0zle]

Happy pride month gay criminals

[themidnightmessenger]

I'm kinda new to les mis I've only listened to it for a few months and it wasn't until 2 weeks ago I looked at fandom content. But I've been reading a ton of Enjoltaire fanfics (I need to put the fanfiction down) with a common trope of Enjolras losing his patience with Grantaire and snapping at him for being a drunk or cynical or just existing in general. And it usually ends with Grantaire just leaving like a kicked dog and such since I've learned he's got awful self worth whether that's canon or fanon.

But if anyone hasn't already ( I haven't read ALL the fanfics because dear lord, there's A LOT) you should write it with a twist where Grantaire has had it with being ridiculed by Enjolras so he interrupts, and shouts at him mid way and Enjolras is taken aback by it while Grantaire FULLY goes off at him, because it would be interesting to see him be put in his place, wink wink.

I hope I don't sound goofy for suggesting this if it is an idea people wrote about a million times, I wouldn't be shocked, but then again Grantaire gets written to be someone who worships enjolras and would take his own life if enjolras demanded it, if thats not too dark to say, so I do doubt peopl would think he'd ridicule him back. I'm so scared to post this idk why I've never posted to this fanbase before.

[kizayaps]

kinda dark rambling

the monthly depression has hit me again, time to watch a new musical!

[koheletgirl]

guys not to alarm anyone but i feel like lamarque is ill and fading fast

[bubblegumbabyrat]

the runaway (shopping) cart

[ryufra]

Y'all don't realize how much I need for someone to write a FF/make a fanart of Enjoltaire as Orphydice but with Enjolras turning around cuz deep down he never truly trusted Grantaire.

IT WOULD BE THE PERFECT ANGST MATERIAL!!

[ryufra]

Y'all don't realize how much I need for someone to write a FF/make a fanart of Enjoltaire as Orphydice but with Enjolras turning around cuz deep down he never truly trusted Grantaire.

IT WOULD BE THE PERFECT ANGST MATERIAL!!

[aquamoonstone24601]

you 😭😭😭 can 😭😭😭 hear 😭😭😭 marius 😭😭😭 and 😭😭😭 eponine 😭😭😭 crying 😭😭😭 during 😭😭😭 a 😭😭😭 little 😭😭😭 fall 😭😭😭 of 😭😭😭 rain 😭😭😭

[ariel2art]

Really insane how Enjoltaire is an inmortal ship. People will keep adapting Les Misérables as long as its relevant, and actors will keep portraying the undying love between the cynic and his angel. For centuries to come.

[kizayaps]

Finally got the robux from my comms and immediately spent most of it on a Grantaire cosplay

That man is Pan to me

[kizayaps]

🎧: Do you have a favourite song with LGBTQ topics?

Yep! I really like Sirena by Gloc-9, it tackles really heavy subjects but I think they handle it very well

Trigger warning for Homophobia and Abuse

it's basically a filipino song about a gay man growing up in a household that expects him to be masculine.

The song mainly talks about how he embraces his sexuality despite experiencing abuse from his father. From the main character's childhood, he talks about how he likes wearing dresses, wearing earrings, he chews red bubblegum mainly because it makes his lips red, and things that are seen as feminine in the Philippines despite his father hitting him and waterboarding him

There's 3 verses in the song, the 1st takes place when he was a kid, the 2nd when he was a teen, and the 3rd is when he's an adult.

In the 3rd verse, he says all his other siblings have already married and moved away while he remains in their childhood house taking care of their father who's sick. He says his father is always irritated not because of the pain he feels but because his caretaker (his son) is wearing a duster, but in the end he talks to his son apologizing to him about how he's treated him and tells him that he finally supports him.

Some parts I don't quite know how to word correctly in english, but I think there's an english translation of the song out there if you wanna know more about it

I really love this song since there's not a lot of songs that talk about LGBTQIA+ topics in the Philippines since it's mostly a conservative country, but I am kind of disappointed since (at least from where I live) some people actually use it to mock queer people, like when they see a gay man who dresses up femininely they say something like "Ano yan, Sirena? (What do you think you are, a siren?)" or they just sing the chorus to make fun of them. Some people just have really never actually listened to the full song, and it shows

[kizayaps]

please someone make a les mis gacha reaction, i have been starving for les mis gacha reactions

[dreaming-moondragon]

🏳️‍🌈 Little LGBTQ - ask game 🏳️‍🌈

🌈: Your favourite colour from the rainbow?

🏳️‍🌈: What is your sexuality?

🫂: Do you have queer friends?

🎧: Do you have a favourite song with LGBTQ topics?

💘: Are you in love with someone right now?/Do you have a crush on someone?

🌱: What's your gender?

💫: Is there another term you identify with? (Femme, butch, etc.)

💞: How do you like to express your love? Both platonic and romantic.

🎨: What are character traits you like in others? (Both platonic and romantic)

❤️‍🔥: What do you find attractive in another person?

🩷: something you find cute in other people?