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badtimeswithcosmo

happy pride from the MCARG squad :)

im to lazy to draw a background oughh

#ikaika mfarg #mason mfarg #mfarg

stuoid sophia drawing Ill never finish idk

#sophia mfarg #mfarg #i could've sworn there was a tag for her already whatg

i-said-im-a-fucking-star

big fan of deleting posts. you Dont get to see it anymore. be cause i said so

theyluvares

i need to snuggle under the blankets with another boy and we hug eachother and look into eachothers eyes and caress eachothers hair and whisper i love you and kiss and hold eachother and fall asleep in eachothers arms

who's ikaika?

Always who's Ikaika never hows Ikaika..

ptolemmymy

#ptolemy mfarg #mfarg

2colde

me when i don’t know how to do it and i don’t want to do it anymore

ikaika hating every inch of their skin and wanting nothing more but to live in a body that isn't theirs whereas mason could spend hours praising every inch of it just so he could show them how much of a god they truly are

ok

#ikaika mfarg #ikason #ikason is canon and nobody can prove me otherwise

misha-chichirkin

Ikaika has *really* body dysphoria to the point he's so detached from his body he truly doesn't view it as apart of him but rather something he just lives in. He could really spend hours picking apart at every inch of skin, every dark disgusting stretchmark, every bit of weight that lands itself in every inconvenient part of his body and every scar that lingers a bit too long.

I don't think he'd view himself as capable of being seen by other people which is why he leans to a more nervous personality, he clings desperately to a "weaker" persona so people will dumb down him as a person. He doesn't want people looking into him whatsoever and he ends up constantly stripping away his humanity because of it.

I also really like the idea of him being afraid of centipedes (and or millepedes or just bugs in general) especially now that he's ptolemy, so not only what's left of his sense of identity is gone but now he's stuck in a body he's terrified of.

#His loneliness and fear of himself driving him to constantly seek Mason's attention and compliments so he doesn't have to face reality #Him exploring and rummaging around Mason's world in a pathetic attempt at distracting himself #ikaika mfarg #mfarg #I say to the 3 ikaika fans on tumblr