Journal Entrys

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Writing prompt:

The hero fights the villain and each time the hero ends up on the verge of death due to injury so the hero is trying to find a way to die.

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Telling them how I feel not being taken serious being brushed off exaggerating. Fading into the background. Saying a few things no one noticing less and less talking. Asking if I’m ok but not really. Not saying anything not noticing . Not wanting to do anything feeling unmotivated not in the mood being called lazy saying it’ll be good for me to get out. Every shift wanting to go home going home to lay in bed. Faking smiles smoking more feeling unsatisfied with the high covering it up with jokes . Zoning out like I’m not there getting angry and frustrated easily wanting to cry over everything . Feeling forgotten even though there are people around me people who want to hang out. -k.g

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Trapped in my mind I’m stuck in a bind. I try to be kind but people suck. Like what the actual fuck? One day I’ll be on my own and maybe I’ll finally feel grown. I seem but tough it that’s just an act,and that’s a fact. I laugh so I don’t cry. People try to pry but I deny deny. I want to feel free but is that just me? Nothing feels the same my life feels like a game. I feel sad all the time it makes me so mad. I feel alone but I’m surrounded by loved ones. So much had changed its like I have a stained heart. I think I need to part ways with this evil. This is a drug I need a hug from. I’d rather be high then wonder why. Wonder why this planet is such a drag.

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Random thoughts 5

Some people are good people but become bad when they are with certain people they can find someone else and be good with them but not with the last person they were with there could be nothing wrong with either person it just never works whether they cheat on you or they don’t communicate or the relationship is just toxic you can try to work it out but despite the efforts it just doesn’t happen why what is the reason?

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Random thoughts

Splat! A bird hits the window never waking up again. People can die at any moment but we waste so much time dreaming instead of achieving and before we know it they are just that dreams unfulfilled some people say fuck it after finding out there are dying and start crossing stuff off their bucket lists. Why does that have to be the reason for suddenly living before it’s too late. Why procrastinate when you can just do it whenever you want?

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Random thoughts day two

Day and night.sunsets and starry nights seeing that sun rise early mornings looking up to see the sky filled with stars at night. Cold winter nights and bright warm sunny days. White clouds in the blue skies. The moon saying hi most nights. Scary stories at night cartoons in the morning. Going to the beach at any time of day night is better. Looking down at a town/city but it’s better at night seeing all the lights on at businesses on cars in the sky the traffic lights. Looking at sunsets as the reds and oranges turn dark as the night approaches seeing the sun rise after a long night hearing the birds chirp as the sun gleams down.

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Random thoughts

Trips into the mountains night or day. looking at the stars or looking at clouds rain or shine.taking long drives because why not ? Making adventures making memories living. Whether with friends with your pets or by yourself getting to be one with nature going bungee jumping or climbing Mount Everest. Seeing a shooting star and making a wish. Making snow angels in the snow. Tanning on the beach. watching the waves crash. hearing the seagulls flying above. the wind pushing your hair to your face. Blasting your music and dancing in front of your mirror. Graduating high school walking to the stage receiving your diploma friends family cheering in the crowd. Making plans for college or life after high school. Moving in by yourself starting your dream job pursuing your passion going to your favorite artists concert. Going camping under the stars busting national parks checking things off your bucket list being happy is all that matters and everyone’s life is different every goal is achievable and everyone has a dream Are you willing to fulfill yours?

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It’s a bright and beautiful sunny day a cool breeze and the sun shining down warmly on your face. You go for a drive. Bikini/beachwear on,you grab a cooler some drinks maybe some lunch. You park the car and you open your door and head for the trunk you grab your stuff and maybe you brought a dog. So you harsh your dog and start walking. You head for the sandy hill you go through the little bit of trees and past the picnic tables, the bbq grills and the bathrooms. You getting closer and closer to the hill. Now for the real exercise you make sure you have everything in the right position and start your climb. Once you reach the top there’s no going back. Fighting the sand and using all your leg muscles you reach the top. From here it gets easier you start towards the beach but before you can go to the water you have to find a place for your stuff. Usually you have little hills that are nice and private as most people usually choose to be closer to the water. You get situated and head towards the water. You feel the wind blowing in your face and you can see the waves crashing and the seagulls flying above. You dip your feet in the water. It’s ice cold but it feels amazing. After about two seconds the water gets warmer and you go even further out and the water starts hitting your face and getting you soaked. But you feel like a kid. You splash in the water and run your fingers through the water. You watch as wave after wave approaches you and you looks in the water to see the sand at the bottom. You look to see if you can spot any little animals. Whether it’s jellyfish,sand dollars and even crab,sometimes little fishies. It depends on the season. With ever step you take you feel the salt from the water touch your legs. Seaweed shells and other things picked up from the water brush up against your legs too. You stand in the water and stare at the bright blue sky with few clouds and the sun hitting your face. You feel at peace here. As beach lovers do.

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Imagine a nice cool summer day 🌆 as the sun ☀️ set children everywhere grabbing their jars to collect the beautiful galaxy 🌌 as it covers the sky. As it sprinkles down you close the lid and you have your very own galaxy in a jar. You rush inside and find a place on an empty shelf and the ceiling is filled with stars ✨ and blue and purple galaxy. shooting stars 🌠 shoot onto the ceiling all different colors. You jump into your bed 🛌 and stare at your ceiling your eyes gleaming from the bright white in the sky.

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Ever wish our world looked like this. Me too. Planets in the sky,pink clouds,red sun the possibilities are endless.

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Purple is my favorite color 💜 and so is the galaxy 🌌 🪐. Purple vibes are the best vibes. All you purple fans can agree with me on that

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Future tattoo 🌌🪐📸🌸🌺☁️

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A walk on the beach the waves crashing,seeing the salt in the water, seeing whales in the distance, seeing footprints in the sand, someone’s journey on the beach, the memories they created, the people they were with imprinted on the sand. Watching the sun set and the fog rolling in the colors staining the clouds. Night falls the tide gets higher the moon gleams and the footprints remain with all the memories of today and those that are to come.

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Watching life go by is so peaceful. Watching the wind blow the trees and the bushes. Watching from higher ground as people go about their life in a small town I used to call home. I’ve been gone for 2 years but it still feels like home but I feel like a stranger like I’ve been too long and everything has changed. Even tho I think these things that spot stills brings me peace as I think about all the beautiful things that are in life. -kk8168

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Perspective is key in everyday life. You have to have an open mind to things no matter what it is and even if you think you won’t like it. Whether it’s trying new foods or going to new places. Life is an adventure if you make it one but if you don’t do anything and say that you’re life is boring that’s on you. Go do new things so you have stories to tell even during COVID you can still try new things it is limited but you never know if you don’t try it.

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Today’s prompt: have you found your gift? If so what is it? How do you plan on giving it away to the world?

My gift or talent... in other words is photography. And my goal is to show others what I see through my eyes and express it through my photographs. By trying to capture things in different angles and capturing it in ways that others haven’t yet. This can be challenging at times but the pictures can be rewarding at the end. I am mostly fascinated with sunsets, night photography and nature. Nature being leaves,trees,flowers, etc. Sunsets because of the oranges,reds,pinks. They blend together and look amazing with the clouds in the background. Flowers are just beautiful unique and can be so many different colors and mixes of colors. Leaves can also be a mix of colors and the veins can be so intriguing. Everything could look so real just by looking at photographs they make you want to grab out and touch the photos. Even dying flowers fascinate me they are beautiful even as they are dying the colors start to fade and they mix with the live parts of the flowers. They can be naturally dyed by the sunlight and they become lighter. There are so many different kinds of flowers and have different designs. Light hitting the flowers and leaves make them look even better. Photographs are art and show someone’s perspective on those things. Not many people appreciate the beauty of nature until they can see it from someone else’s perspective and it’s because they can’t photograph how they see things. So seeing it through others eyes who can photograph it makes them see the beauty. Others have talents for other things that people can’t do but wish they could. This is why many people have hobbies and enjoy watching sports and looking at art. It’s others people’s perspective and experiences that make us fascinated do what you love so you can show others what they can’t see without your perspective. -kk8168