CALL ME THE SUN !

i looked into the eye of the crow and all i saw was black; i knew the beast had consciousness, only reality he lacked

[hyungsikgifs]

Min Hyuk smiling to Bong Soon.

[wordsnquotes]

I fell in love like the sun fell in love with the moon, still knowing that they could never be together.

Amairani M. García

original: “Me enamoré como se enamoró el sol de la luna, aún sabiendo que nunca podrían estar juntos.”

(via wordsnquotes)

[kkamakwi]

❝ˏˋ MYOSI   /   ☀

         THE MERE SIGHT OF HER LEFT HIM IN SHAMBLES, though he hid it well, having mastered the art of creating façades long ago — his survival in this world depended on it, and so far it had kept him breathing and his heart beating  ( even if the pieces of the bloody organ were haphazardly held together by weak threads, near BREAKING point ).  He thought she'd get the hint from his silence, but it had only drawn her right to him instead of pushing her far, far away. Now what could he do?  Tell her to leave?  While his inner demons NAGGED at him to send the rabbit off without a care, he simply couldn't give in to their enticing demands.  ❝ I've been busy with work, I didn't even realize... ❞  Su lied through his teeth so smoothly that it sounded like nothing but the TRUTH,  ❝ I'm sorry I made you worry — Here, come inside. ❞  Slipping out her grasp, Su then stepped to the left so she could cross the threshold with ease and closed the door behind them once they were both comfortably within the confines of his luxurious apartment. Thanks to a certain three-legged hound's care and support, no evidence of the crow's emotional BREAKDOWN was left to be found; everything was spotless and pristine, just the way he liked it.  ❝ Can I get you anything?  Tea?  Some snacks? ❞  A dose of hospitality was in order, to make up for the distress he'd incited.  ❝ There's not much here to choose from... I haven't been grocery shopping in weeks. ❞  If she offered to go with him, he wouldn't decline.  ❝ Guess I should SOON, huh? ❞

[rarerpmemes]

❝   ░   troye   sivan   /  starter   sentences.

all   these   starters   are   taken   from   the   2015   album   “blue   neighbourhood”.   feel   free   to   change   the   pronouns   to   make   these   fit !

❛  trying hard not to fall. ❜ ❛  i guess it’s all working out.  ❜ ❛  never knew loving could hurt this good.  ❜ ❛  there’s still too long to the weekend.  ❜ ❛  i’ve never ever wanted to be so bad.  ❜ ❛  you’re driving me wild.  ❜ ❛  you’re all i think about.  ❜ ❛  it’s me and you now.  ❜ ❛  you make my heart shake.  ❜ ❛  kiss me on the mouth & set me free.  ❜ ❛  i can be the subject of your dreams.  ❜ ❛  please don’t bite.  ❜ ❛  you can coax the cold right out of me.  ❜ ❛  drape me in your warmth.  ❜ ❛  let’s go for a walk down easy street.  ❜ ❛  i am tired of this place.  ❜ ❛  i hope people change.  ❜ ❛  i need time to replace what i gave away.  ❜ ❛  my hopes, they are high, i must keep them small.  ❜ ❛  only fools fall for you.  ❜ ❛  only fools do what i do.  ❜ ❛  the truth is: the stars are falling.  ❜ ❛  my home has never felt this far.  ❜ ❛  tell me all of the things that make you feel at ease.  ❜ ❛  now i’m down to my skin & bones.  ❜ ❛  i can’t help feeling like i’m all alone.  ❜ ❛  i’m afraid of the life that i’ve made.  ❜ ❛  we’re getting deeper in this mess.  ❜ ❛  i’d rather be spitting blood.  ❜ ❛  anything hurts less than the quiet.  ❜ ❛  i don’t wanna walk away.  ❜ ❛  all i want is a fight to fight.  ❜ ❛  so what do i do now?  ❜ ❛  i’m addicted to being broken.  ❜ ❛  when i close my eyes i still see your ghost.  ❜ ❛  distance makes the heart grow fonder.  ❜ ❛  i wanna sleep next to you.  ❜ ❛  i wanna come home to you.  ❜ ❛  i’d rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone.  ❜ ❛  home is just a room full of my safest sounds.  ❜ ❛  talk me down.  ❜ ❛  i was just trying to be cool.  ❜ ❛  i was just trying to be like you.  ❜ ❛  i’m a spark & you’re a boom.  ❜ ❛  what am i supposed to do?  ❜ ❛  love it, do you?  ❜ ❛  the truth runs wild.  ❜ ❛  i’m lying through my teeth.  ❜ ❛  how do i get to heaven?  ❜ ❛  maybe i don’t want heaven?  ❜ ❛  what if we lost our minds.  ❜ ❛  we’ll be fireproof  ❜ ❛  my youth is yours.  ❜ ❛  mortal bodies, timeless souls.  ❜ ❛  as the smile fell from your face, i fell with it.  ❜ ❛  i’m just a lost boy.  ❜ ❛  i’ll leave you one last kiss on your pillow.  ❜ ❛  whatever i lack, you make up.  ❜ ❛  we got this crazy chemistry.  ❜ ❛  let’s ride.  ❜ ❛  you don’t have to say, “i love you,“ to say i love you.  ❜ ❛  all i need is you.  ❜ ❛  have you heard me on the radio?  ❜ ❛  that liquid guilt is on my lips.  ❜ ❛  i’m wasted on you.  ❜ ❛  love hits hard, i know.  ❜ ❛  anything it takes to make you stay.  ❜ ❛  i can’t outrun what’s coming after me.  ❜

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one. He burns like holiness, like glory, like the fire of a sun not yet seen and you can’t help but stare. He is fire and ash and burning, burning, burning. (Fire was not made to be held in human skin.) two. He is rage and ruin, sorrow etched into the space when bone meets muscle. You don’t think he’ll ever die. three. Fire always burns itself out.

Only The Sun Would Be Brighter - Keith J. Castillo (via mostwiseofheart)

[dancerkai94]

hyungsik x ceci

[making-a-ru]

I wish I was this person!!!!

[thequotejournals]

I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.

Joshua Graham (via tessagray)

[kkamakwi]

deathtold:

     Her eyes narrowed slightly at his inquiry, the corners of her lips turning up the tiniest bit. She knew Su-Yun enough to know he would have a reward in mind; she also knew he had a habit of asking her out in so smooth a manner that it took her a moment or two to process what he had suggested. Tae Young flushed and coughed lightly to distract herself from the heat in her face.  “Hmm…”  Her eyes wandered for all of three seconds before they darted back to him. Her mouth curved upward before she nodded her head once and extended a hand.  “You have a deal. Friday at eight it is.”

         ❝ PERFECT. ❞  Grinning ear to ear, he took hold of her offered hand and placed a gentlemanly kiss against her knuckles — the crow really loved to showcase his CHARM whenever he could.  ❝ So, ❞  Su paused, intertwining their fingers in an oh-so-casual manner,  ❝ When is your friend’s wedding?  Is it coming up soon? ❞  Better to be PREPARED ahead of time for such an occasion. Hopefully it wasn’t next weekend, or even the one after that; he was busier than he let on, and could barely manage to squeeze in even the littlest of affairs unless he planned for them in ADVANCE.  ❝ I’ll have to add it to my calendar. ❞  

[deathtold]

all i ever wanted was to reach out & touch another human being. not with just my hands, but with my heart.  //   ©

[ahnminhyuk]

ahn minhyuk: ↳ episode one

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Tell me how it is, being the sun. You could walk into a room and they’d all be watching you. They’d all get down on their knees. I ask you how it is, and you say, “It hurts. It hurts.”

R. Wright; Sunlit  (via pukesea)

[myosi]

                      TEARS OF JOY TRICKLED DOWN HER cheeks upon recognizing him, arms seeking to envelop him whether he was prepared or not ( who cared about witnesses at this point ).  ❛  suyun-ah…  ❜  whispered against lavish fabric, the doe buried her face against his scent as if seeking momentary shelter — which was not so far from the truth.   ❛  i never believed i’d find you here.  ❜  years had passed since the last reunion, and the village where she had decided to stay had treated her utmost lovingly in the meantime; now, when forced into the rotten heart of the kingdom, su was the last person she’d think of as its ambassador.   ❛  how are you faring? are you married now, do you have a family?  ❜  pulling away to study his ethereal features, questions rolled with the most heartfelt intents; the last time she had seen him, the memorial for the other crows had just emphasized his burden of loneliness. maybe now, he had finally settled down and welcomed happiness into his life.

* ~ @kkamakwi

[kkamakwi]

         THOUGH CAUGHT OFF GUARD ON HIS WAY TO THE PALACE, Su’s initial shock blossomed into pleasant surprise; arms wrapped around her petite form, holding her close  ( it always seemed like he NEVER wanted to let go ).  ❝ Moondrop... ❞  He had missed her TERRIBLY — why did they ever choose to part from one another?  The crow couldn’t remember.  ❝ I could say the same to you. ❞  Here she was, right in the HEART of Gwayang, a realm busier than a hundred villages combined; didn’t she prefer a quieter, more PEACEFUL life, away from all of the hustle and bustle?  For now he ceased from voicing his own inquiries, opting to answer hers instead.  ❝ No to both, but I’m doing just fine, I SUPPOSE — it pays well to be a messenger, ❞  he explained, stroking her soft hair absentmindedly,  ❝ You know who the king really is, don’t you?  Heaven should appreciate my EFFORTS… it’s not like anyone else is keeping tabs on that god, aside from his wife. ❞  Su huffed, displaying the annoyance he’d been desperately trying to conceal for her sake — so much for keeping his MASK on.  ❝ But enough about me… Why aren’t you far, far away from here?  Did HWANIN send you? ❞    

[kdramagif-deactivated20171019]

Ahn Min Hyuk’s hair pushed back (´⌣`ʃƪ)

[wnq-writers]

3 AM or 3 PM, I do not care. I will be there, when you need me.

lostmusing (via ditarph)

[deathtold]

@kkamakwi didn’t ask for a thing but is getting one anyhow

     “A friend once told me she wanted me to take the photos at her wedding, but with an old Polaroid. She said she wanted it to have that older, nostalgic feel. It’s a cute idea. So, what do you think? Want to be my assistant and do all the people-handling for me?”

[kkamakwi]

         ❝ DEPENDS... ARE YOU GOING TO REWARD ME AFTERWARDS? ❞  Why use his talents for free when he could get SOMETHING out of it, right?  ❝ Money would be suitable, in paper or gift-card form; I’ll also accept food, but only if it’s from my favorite restaurant — and only if WE go there at 8:00PM this Friday. ❞

[lifeinpoetry]

The Sun isn’t gold;       neither am I. We both brood in an airless space      in secret, burn—

— Cassandra Farrin, from “The Whale,” published in Frontier Poetry