Unbetitelt

[sheneedabook]

I mean this is so obvious but sometimes I see a photo of Hudson and i'm like whoa he's gorgeous like damn

[klara-rosa]

Isn't it the season finale of From season 4 today? I have to say this season is my least favourite so far. Every episode felt like a filler episode. It took them 10 episodes to come to the conclusion to go into the tunnels, and to do so. Boyd continues to be insufferable and annoying and self-centered. Almost no monsters; not even Sophia aka the man in the yellow suit is doing a lot of gross stuff. I want to see gross stuff on this show. Freaky stuff. But no. Just Boyd throwing a fit and nobody listening to Jade (who is the only person I like these days)

Also the first few episodes were all about Julie and now we haven't seen her properly for multiple episodes??? This season just feels so unfinished and rushed and overstuffed yet incredibly dull and boring at the same time. Super disappointed

[klara-rosa]

Pop by dear Harry Styles...you have my heart forever, I fear...

[klara-rosa]

because I might have autism I have essentially listened to the same playlist since I was around 15 (adding new songs occasionally) but. Basically I have a hard time getting into new things but today I listened to Olivia Rodrigo's new album and...it's...good? Really good? I was not expecting this.

[klara-rosa]

Ome of my favourite parts of a football game is when they zoom in on the players during the national anthems and you can hear them sing off-tune

[strangethings-everywhere]

My Favorite Grizz Moments

i’m rewatching The Society purely to see more of Jack Mulhern on my screen so here are a few of my favorite moments or Grizz-isms

His first line in the show is a compliment to Cassandra, a character that is not a favorite of the other guys and his football buddies. This establishes that hes a nice guy 👍🏻

In episode one, he’s wearing a shirt that says “careful i’m a hugger” and it has a grizzly bear on it what an ICON

He’s smart and we know that from day one, quoting Arthur Conan Doyle, having a favorite play, asking all kinds of questions that make his teammates stare blankly at him and everyone says “Grizz knows what he’s doing”

He’s there when they plan prom, the only guy in the venue first. An event planning king

He wears space themed sweatpants, a bright green button up, and a bow tie to prom i adore him

the only sign he knows when he talks to sam for the first time is the sign for bullshit

HE TUCKS HIS PANTS INTO HIS SOCKS

he owns a pair of real handcuffs, do with that what you will 👀

His ankles are crossed when he kisses sam for the first time (a nervous cutie patootie)

his real name is gareth (i just love this)

he’s willing to call his friends out on their bullshit and his last line is him being mad at the shit they pulled while he was on a fucking expedition to help them survive

anyway grizz visser i would die for you and you deserved a second season 😩

[klara-rosa]

my knee hurts and i probably shouldn't work out on it but you know what for the first time since april my garmin is telling me that i'm back in fitness improvement mode so I. DON'T. CARE. ABOUT MY KNEE!!!! i made it the drought is over!!!

[klara-rosa]

I'm thinking about it again (the face shane makes when ilya tells him he hasn't been hooking up with anyone else since all stars)

[fairycosmos]

why don’t they just score the goal? are they stupid?

[klara-rosa]

I hate to say this because I'm older than him and...he's a man....but Will Smith (hockey) is so freaking gorgeous

[klara-rosa]

I am scared to watch every year after because every summer after is one of my favourite books, like just thinking about it makes me feel all dreamy because of carley's stunning prose and i'm scared the show won't be good or put images in my mind I can never get rid off again whenever I'll re-read the book in the future, help

[klara-rosa]

everybody should read the practical (accidental) acquisition of a husband by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic) on ao3 because it will make you scream at shane and ilya out of frustration and pent-up tension & pure love admiration both and I find that to be an extraordinarily potent combination (i love these idiots in love)

[klara-rosa]

Watching the Rafa docu on netflix and I just adore Rafa Nadal so much...I have so much respect and admiration for him. For his family. He is such a good person; deeply loyal and passionate and hard-working. Sensitive. Grounded. I always loved watching him play tennis and he is obviously one of the best of all time. But I just think he is also such an outstanding human being, as a person. Being a pro athlete is something I have so much respect for because it's tiring, emotional, gritty, psychologically challenging work. To be good at the sport you choose to do, is so much hard work and dedication. It's not just the physical, sport is so emotional and deeply personal. You have to live to sacrifice and suffer. And you need good people around you to be able to withstand that. And I think Rafa has had that and he always knew how special his surroundings were and he was always deeply thankful and so fiercly loyal to those people.

He is such a lovely person. I wish him nothing but the best for his retirement. I hope he has a relatively painfree day-to-day life; that he can enjoy his time now with his kids and wife and family. Honestly, I would love to see Roger come back on the tour for coaching one day, but if Rafa is never seen on an international tennis court ever again, I will be happy and satisfied for him.

Sports documentaries always get me, man.

[nellishaunted]

Hudson Williams at Canadian Screen Awards

(Form @by.akiraflores on instagram)

[klara-rosa]

I've had the worst binge eating episode...of my life today, I think. I have been eating all day. My stomach physically hurts because of how much food I've eaten . I've made myself throw up twice. Once because I was so ashamed of being so out of control and once because I was in so much physical discomfort that I felt like this was my only option.

The worst part is that I don't even really care. I used to care so much about calories and if I had a bad day, I wanted to learn from it so badly and do better the next day. Now I don't even care. It just keeps happening and I don't know why. I don't know what to change to not let this happen again.

All I know is that for 14 months my biggest thing was I don't want to gain back the weight. That was my biggest fear and in my head, I always told myself, you can't let it get to that again. And last week I realised that it's already happening and I'm gaining back weight. I know I'll gain it all back in no time of I don't change some things. But I just don't know how. I feel so helpless and alone. I don't even know how to describe what I'm thinking and feeling to someone so they could help me.

I don't even know what I'm trying to compensate for. I just want to eat in that moment. And then I finish one thing and I want to continue eating.

I am so deep into a binge eating disorder and I wasn't even fully aware of how bad it has gotten and I don't know how to get better. I'm in so much physical pain today because I have eaten so much and my body physically cannot take any more food today (even though I'm super dehydrated and should really drink something but I can't even do that...it'll make me sick).

For today I guess there is nothing else I can do but to go to bed and distract myself from the physical discomfort. Tomorrow I think I will fast and not eat anything because I'm honestly so sick of everything. Like every food I have in my kitchen at this point, my logical brain is like, this is so gross and I never want to have this again.

I've probably eaten enough calories for the next couple of days. I will try to fast for as long as possible and let the body reset and get rid of all the water weight and bloating. And then I have to rethink and re-evaluate. I have to get back to listening to my body. I want to eat when my body is telling me that it needs food. Not because I'm bored or sad or whatever it is I'm trying to make up for. Or often I eat because I'm used to it...I'm used to having breakfast at a certain time, even when I'm not even hungry yet. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to eat when my body is sending my clear and unmistakable signals to do so. I want to...lose the weight I re-gained. I just want to get back on the right path. I want to feel good in my body again. I want to have control and discipline again. I just want to have an orderly life again.

[kateantropova]

HUDSON WILLIAMS BVLGARI

[klara-rosa]

i hate to say it but the hair department in season 4 of from is really...not it