luna

my account was @klebad

[kle4bad]

I made an Instagram account if anyone wants to talk there <3 @/kle4bad

[kle4bad]

I've often had people tell me they're scared to message me etc but please if you want to message me then you're more than welcome.

[kle4bad]

Hi. I just wanted to send you my deepest condolences for your loss and for what happened to Sol. I've been researching Columbine for years and when the story dropped I remember watching how her intentions were twisted into something dark by mainstream news outlets and everyone was just eating it up... it was horrific and I can't imagine how it must have been being so close to her and seeing that. It's just so cruel and unfair and I'm sorry it happened. You'll be in my thoughts.

Hi thank you, it was hard I remember all of this happened on my birthday and I just saw article after article. nothing made sense. It was a shock . I had no plans to make an account but after all of the false allegations I had to. I couldn't let them drag my friend's name through the dirt . She was nothing but sweet.

[kle4bad]

I honestly don't even know where to start. I miss sol a lot. I've never fully came to terms with what happened and it hurts. But I know she is in a better place. She is now happy and that's all I could have ever asked for. I miss our conversations. I miss everything. I hope you're in peace now. Ily.

[kle4bad]

I hope you had a good birthday up there. I miss u lots.

[kle4bad]

I just wanted to say that I am so sorry for your loss. I know words don't mend the wounds in the heart, but I still thought I would offer you my condolences.

It means a lot thank you <3

[kle4bad]

I miss her.

[kle4bad]

Hi LUNA. I am so sorry for the tragic loss of your friend Sol. She was beautiful and brilliant, and had an amazing taste of music for her age. Her story was the saddest thing I’ve ever read on the internet and I still think of her everyday. I’m not a lovestruck groupie but just a parent with a daughter not much older than Sol. She should be in college today enjoying life. Creative, sensitive and brilliant people are difference makers, and she would have made a difference for your generation.

Hello, thank you for your kind words... honestly her music and fashion was beyond amazing. She deserved better and I wish things didn't go down the way they did. The news and all the articles. I'm thankful you are just here to be kind and show support and not be a "groupie".. I wish all the best to you and your daughter.

[dryadwyn]

Please Don’t Make Blogs Dedicated To Sol Pais

to all the people who have blogs dedicated to sol: please stop. if your blog isn’t to spread awareness about suicide prevention or to spread the TRUTH about Sol and who she was as a person, you need to fucking delete your blog because it’s mad disrespectful. i knew her. she was my friend. and all of you weird ass people who starve for attention and want an icon to project your teen angst onto don’t realize that and when we tell you is disrespectful, you don’t even care. Sol would be so fucking upset that you guys are romanticizing her suicide and mental health struggles. she didn’t want that!!!!!!!! she was a person. a real person. she is not some martyr that you can suck all the humanity out of. she was more than that. if you want to make a blog and spread awareness about her and interview her friends about her, go for it! that’s doing something positive. none of you know how hard her loss rocked the community of friends she had. we. are. grieving. we are STILL grieving. and seeing all of this shit doesn’t help. in fact, it just makes us even more upset. if you didn’t know her, don’t pretend like you did. just stop being so disrespectful please.

[kle4bad]

Why do I have people attacking me on here for no reason? I made this account when people were talking shit about sol and as a friend of hers of course I backed her up. If I'm honest I'm so glad people are taking time to post about her and say good things about her. But I won't stand for people being rude behind my back. Claiming I've been writing anonymously on posts when I haven't and having people message me calling me a "retard" I don't get it ? Why am I being treated like this when all I'm trying to do is put good things out about sol? It's ridiculous.

[kle4bad]

So it's been 6 months since sol has been gone. And we really have people still using her name and saying uncalled things. I've seen things like "she was a dumb bitch with no plan " "she isn't tcc worthy " and it just makes me sick. I'm all for people having their own opinion and their own perspective of things but when you didn't know her how can you say these things ? I just don't get it. If you knew her you'd understand she didn't have a plan she never even planned to have one. And she isn't "tcc worthy ", why is that even a thing? She killed herself to escape this shit society and from people like you. You may think what u want but please understand people are still hurting and this isn't just something you can say shit about. It isn't fair.

[ofthsun]

Acting all eDgY and threatening to shoot up schools doesn’t make you look cool, it makes you look stupid.

[kle4bad]

Do you know what else makes you look stupid ? Hashtaging someone and not having it match your post. @lestwinson

[kle4bad]

It sucks sometimes when I feel sad because I think to myself who can I talk to.. I then remember that sol was the only person that truly cared about me and was someone I could always talk to when I had a problem and now when I feel that way I am left alone and I have no one to talk to. It hurts so bad.

[kle4bad]

so i live in colorado and was wondering about the sol pais case. a friend of mine and i are into forensics and crime and we talked a lot about the situation the day school was cancelled. we both agree that there is no chance that we are being told everything by the authorities. like some of the reports mentioned that she was found naked. that doesn’t make sense. anyways i’m sorry for your loss. i just wanted to know your opinion on the whole thing. let me know if you ever need to talk.

You see, as I knew sol for around 2 years I knew her as a person. She was always struggling with mental illnesses and we would always speak to eachother about our feelings in a way we both vented to eachother... anyway I found out about everything on my birthday and if I'm honest I was so shocked and didn't know what to believe. But the more I thought about it and how I knew her the stuff the media and the authorities were coming out with just were insane. I knew her and I know for a fact she would not hurt anyone. She only ever wanted to hurt herself. Anyway sol went to Colorado to end her life not to "shoot up a school" or to follow in the columbine footsteps. She went to Colorado as she was into columbine. She felt so connected to Eric and Dylan and wanted to die nearer to them I guess. The naked part was false as she was found fully clothed. Also it was proven she died the same day she arrived in Colorado. This whole manhunt started after she had already passed but they didn't know as she was only known to be a missing person who to them was interested in columbine which is the main reason they labled her as a dangerous threat in which she wasn't.

[kle4bad]

These memories are still on my mind. You will always be on my mind. I miss you so much it still hurts. The first ever person to show me what a true friend felt like. You showed me so much and i just wish you were here. I have so much to tell you. I miss our chats. I miss everything. I miss you.

[kle4bad]

I miss you so much it hurts.