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“My existence is shit. How I feel that I am in eternal suffering.

Music runs 24/7. Think…Think that’s all my life is. Just shitloads of thinking”

“Nobody accepts me even though I want to be accepted. I have always been hated by everything and everyone. I’m an outcast & it feels like everyone is conspiring against me. I see how different I am” -

Dylan’s journal

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“Thinking of suicide gives me hope, that I’ll be in my place wherever I go after this life. that I’ll finally not be at war with myself, the world, my mind, my body, everywhere.” -

Dylan’s journal

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The American Dream

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Poor Dylan I miss you and I hope you're at a better place now

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“I graduated from Columbine a year before the massacre. I used to talk to Eric and Dylan when I seen them around school or have lunch with them, they were the nicest people I’ve ever met. I remember on 4/20/1999, I was getting ready for work, and I overheard their names on the TV. My heart stopped when the news reporter explained what was happening at Columbine, I couldn’t believe it. I told my mom that this couldn’t be true, they weren’t the type of people to do this and all she could say was “It’s tragic, when you think you know someone… The media have already turned Eric and Dylan into monsters. Honey, I know it’s hard but remember them as who they were before all of this.” I just sat there and constantly thought how I could of stopped them and was it my fault I never realized they needed help? Years later, I realized it wasn’t my fault. Eric and Dylan wanted to destroy the school because they themselves were destroyed.“ -Past pupil of Columbine.