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aylaxc:

Still frowning, Ayla moved her hand to brush her fingers through the side of his hair as he continued to speak. She was glad that there was someone who took the time to bring him in and showed that they cared about him. That’s what everyone deserved. “I’m glad you have a great person in your life now.” She spoke softly, giving him a smile, and her hand going to rest on the back of his neck, playing with the small hairs there. Moving so her legs were on either side of the bench, straddling it so she was completely facing him mow. “Everyone has bad parts.”

when he feels her hand go to the back of his neck, he can’t help but lean into her touch. kol can’t help but look away when he feels her move to straddle the bench, shrugging. ‘’ i always had bad parts. still do, i suppose. i thought at the time, my dad was taking me in to recognized.’’ he says, keeping his head down. ‘’ i was an ass. still am. i’m just trying to get better, i guess.. be a better son, better person in general. i guess my life was a blur, that’s.. truly a way to describe it. i didn’t want to feel anything, so i put myself into drugs and a gang.’’

#tw drugs ish ?#idk #fck #YOLO SWAGGINS

aylaxc:

Ayla frowned as he went on, keeping her attention on him and his words. She didn’t know he had such a rough life growing up. She had heard that it had been hard, but she never imagined that, especially when he mentioned a gang. “I’m sorry you had to deal with all of that.” She said softly, moving her hand up, brushing her fingers over his cheek, her eyes still locked on it. “But it made you who you are. And that isn’t exactly bad. You’re still pretty great.”

‘’ i didn’t think anyone wanted me. didn’t think anyone really cared, then.. my dad started.. investing the time in me. taking care of me, actually making sure i had a roof over my head. there was a point i didn’t believe that, that’s where the whole gang thing came in.. funny right.’’ he says, averting his gaze once more but leaning into the contact. ‘’ dunno, there’s still some parts that are bad.. but then again, i’m not complaining. wouldn’t have it any other way.

aylaxc:

there’s a breathy chuckle that escapes his lips, breaking apart from their kiss. a hand threads through her hair, loving the feeling of it beneath his finger tips-- pulling her head to the side. ‘’ ‘m sorry, would you rather me do that ?? ‘’ he whispers before pressing his lips along the non marked part of her neck, teeth grazing along her skin. ‘’ don’t wanna seem more of an asshole than i already am, ayla.’’ he whispers, fingers moving down her hips-- being sure to leave some sort of scratch mark along her skin.

#i surprise myself al ot #shoooook #nsfw

aylaxc:

Ayla will admit it. She was glad that Kol thought they were friends and actually said it. She would always consider him a friend, but there were times where she didn’t know where she sat in his life. An acquaintance? The annoying girl who likes to screw with him? Someone he hooked up with every so often? She wasn’t sure, but she was happy to hear him call her a friend and the soft smile on her lips showed that. At his words, she picked her head up to look at him once again, still resting her hand on top of his. “I was talking about the piano. But we can go with this conversation as well. What have you learned? What have you gone through? You don’t have to tell me, but if you want to talk – just know I’m here, okay? You’ll get no judgment from me.”

well shit, if she was talking about the piano.. damn. kol’s lips purse as he stares off into nothing again, trying to think of what to say before shrugging. ‘’ learned how to use a gun when i was pretty young. learned it only took me about four or more drinks for me to get ULTIMATELY wasted and i think.. that was like, thirteen ish.. maybe up a lil’ bit.’’ shrugging, he turns to her. ‘’ also learned gangs don’t like a rat. can’t forget that. kinda bounced from living with firefighters to living with a cop incharge of his own unit down at the station. so, that’s.. that.’’

felicity-darson:

“Wanna talk about something else then? So you’re not thinkin’ about whatever’s making you frustrated? Cause drinking is good and all but you’re still thinkin’ about the problem while you do it.”

‘’ well, if i drink hard enough maybe i’ll forget the problem sooner rather than later. i don’t want to talk anymore, no talking. just drinking. that ALSO includes no humming.’’

stassixrhodes:

“Hmm, really? And what are you gonna do if I do say something?” Once again, Stassi was only teasing him and the slight smile curving up on her lips was indication of that. “I won’t tell anyone what you said. With the way I’m drinking, I might not even remember it.–If it makes you feel better though, I’ll tell you a secret of mine.” she assured him. “I understand how you feel about that. Relationships are hard.–I mean, it took me years after my first serious relationship to enter into another one and it ended weeks after it started. So, herrrre I am too.” she mimicked him, before speaking once more. “…Do you just not trust anyone, though? Is that the reason?”

‘’ haven’t thoguht about that yet, gimme a few minutes to think about it. ‘’ pointing at her with the bottle, kol nods once- fighting the urge to smile. he’s silent while hearing her speak and it makes him tense up again, staring off into nothing. ‘’ trust is overrated. you give someone your trust, open up to them and yet it gets stomped on. you’re only setting yourself up for disappointment if you let anyone in that close to you. i have select few i trust, and the others.. are just others.’’

aylaxc:

“I like to help people, or try to help them if I can. As long as you want it of course.” She told him, not wanting to force her help on him if he didn’t want it. If he wanted to try and do it on his own, but if he were to ask her for help – no matter how, she would do whatever she could for him. Her eyes went down as he tapped a key. When he went on to talking, her eyes met his for a moment until he looked away again. “Well, I don’t want you to go back. I want you to stay here so I can keep bugging you and give you the affection that you’re allergic to.” She teased, giving him a smile and moved her hand over to his, her hand moving to rest on top of his. “What have you learned already.”

‘’ ‘course. i welcome the help of a friend.’’ well, it was already a gimme that they were friends.. but friends who have sex once in a while. but what was amazing, that it wasn’t awkward between them. staring into nothing till he felt her hand move over his, he turned to look at her and let out a laugh. ‘’you’d be surprised at what i’ve learned in my life so far, ayla.’’ there’s a small smile at the end of his words, giving her a shrug in response. ‘’

#;D

aylaxc:

anything he hasn’t done with anyone ?? it takes him a couple of minutes to think, before he finally gets an idea in his head. kol pauses and moves to set her down, pulling out of her with a small groan. he reaches down to grab his belt from his jeans and there’s a smirk over his features as he motions to the belt, holding her hands out so he was able to tie them up. biting his bottom lip as he looks her up and down, his smirk grows even wider-- leaning back into press his lips against hers eagerly. ‘’ this is something i’ve NEVER done.’’ he murmurs against her lips, lifting her back up so she was against the wall and once again he was pushing back inside of her-- fingers digging into her hips as his own rolled against hers.

#i amaze myself sometimes #because i can get two hours of sleep #and.. be energized #af

felicity-darson:

Felicity poked the bottle pointed at her, “Not to ask them, I remember but you looked kinda troubled with your head on the table so i thought I’d ask anyway.”

kol only grumbles silently, bringing the bottle he had used to point at her back up to his lips-- taking a few swigs before setting it down. ‘’ i’m fine. just frustrated. no, i don’t want to talk about it.’’

stassixrhodes:

kolparker:

After hearing his story, Stassi stayed silent for awhile, and her fingers traced the neck of her bottle as her drunken mind try to think about something to say. “Wow…that’s really fucked up.” she finally commented with a small frown on her lips. “If they have children, I hope they turn out to look like ogres.” Stassi joked, trying to lighten the mood, if only for a moment. “…I really am sorry to hear that though. No one should have to deal with being cheated on.–Screw that guy! You’re probably one thousand percent better than him.”

standing up after telling her, he didn’t feel comfortable sitting down. he’s NEVER told anyone that till now. drunk kol never let secrets slip, and this was a slip-up. ‘’ tell anyone i said that, ‘m gon’ be sure to get you. but uh-- yeah, haven’t been in a relationship since then. never really preferred to get into a relationship after that. so yeah-- herrrrrreeeeee i am.’’ he says in a sing song tone, motioning to himself.

aylaxc:

“Yikes.” Ayla chuckled, feeling a bit embarrassed. She looked down at the piano, running her fingers over the keys. When he answered her question, she picked her head up to look at him. She slowly nodded at his words, her fingers continued to run over the smoothness of the keys, not pressing down to make any noise, but enjoyed the feeling under her finger pads. Humming, she pursed her lips for a brief moment. “Hm?” She raised an eyebrow. “If you need help. I can try. I don’t know how, but to keep you company and hopefully get your mind off of wanting to use. Maybe that could help a bit?” She offered, half shrugging. “I wouldn’t want to see you going to prison.”

‘’ i think it’s sweet, you wanting to help. i definitely need the help, if i want to nail this course. hell, i’m learning how to play piano for free. this is already a good start.’’ he can’t help but laugh, looking down at the piano briefly. finally moving to meet her gaze, he only shrugs as he taps a key. ‘’ i’ve already been-- i mean.. like.. jail, and.. served a few other times. it’s nothing i haven’t seen before. i mean-- if i went back.. like i’d be used to it.’’ kol averts his eyes, fingers running along the keys again and hitting another one. ‘’

#YOU GIVE ME ALL OF U #GIVE ME ALL OF U NOW

aylaxc:

Ayla was sure that the male didn’t own any shirts. Or if he did, he just preferred not to wear them. Not that she was complaining, but she was trying to focus on him as he spoke. When he picked up his phone to check it, she raised a brow. “Are you waiting to hear from someone? Checking in on your booty calls?” She teased, giving him a small smile and moved to sit beside him on the bench. “You make sense. And maybe this will be good for you. Music helps everything, it can help get your mind off of that. And what thing is this?”

‘’ if you’d consider my dad a booty call, i think that’d be pretty fucked up.’’ there’s a small laugh that escapes him as he leans against the top of the piano, head tilting curiously. ‘’ rehab program, an’ all that. small lil’ thing my dad worked out with a judge, because.. i won’t serve time for my various activites i did in the past if i complete this rehab process. gon’ become a better person. or attempt to be, who the hell knows.’’ multiple times he’s tried rehab in the past, but he’s ended up checking out on the process of getting clean and.. well opening up would be good. right ?? setting his phone down, a hand runs through his hair. ‘’ eh, i’m not complaining. it’s just.. i-- nevermind.’’

#oh i'm giving u all of me #if u give me all of YOUUU

STARTER--> @aylaxc

‘’ so i had a thing the other day, and i had to agree-- in order to.. be apart of this thing, i had to get clean. and in an attempt to get clean, they’ve signed me up to learn to play piano did-- that make sense ?? god it probably didn’t, i don’t make sense when i’m sober and i don’t make sense... when i’m not. gosh i’m rambling now.’’’ pausing in the middle of his song to check his phone, he lets out a sigh then looks up at her with a curious glance. ‘’ you seem confused. what’s wrong ??’’

#closed: ayla #idk he's rambling and he's buzzed abit but it's like.. .AYYE

manuelagzcs:

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#nsfw

stassixrhodes:

“So it’s probably a dangerous combination for us to be drunk around each other, huh?” she questioned, raising up an eyebrow as a soft laugh passed her lips. “Possibly. We’ll see where the night takes us.” Stassi went back to her regular teasing with a small smile curving up on her face. “Really? You did?…What did they do to make you so angry?” she asked, taking another sip from her bottle as she awaited the answer.

head tilts in thought, as he thinks about for a minute-- making a face. ‘’ eh. i dun’ mind.’’ kol shrugs, pausing mid drink as he hears her question. he still remembers that very day, as much as he likes to forget it-- but it’s something that.. sticks in his mind. it’s the same reason he’s shut himself off. lips purse into a straight line, clenching the bottle tighter. ‘’.. slept with my girlfriend. my first serious relationship went down the drain because of him. last i heard, they got married.’’

kkjesse:

“Good, makin’ my night way less stressful.” Jesse said with a grin, reaching for the bottle and hesitating before taking a swig, wrinkling his nose after. “M’no light drinker or nothin’ but that shit tastes like gasoline.”

‘’ oh c’mon, ‘s not.. like there’s actually gasoline in there. or-- is there ?? ‘’ it makes him furrow his brows, the alcohol already taking over his mind. it took about three or four drinks to get kol actually DRUNK, and halfway done with his third one-- he’s getting there. ‘’ ... is there gasoline in there ?? am i gon’ die or some shit ?? ‘’

st-vincnt:

“It’s cool man, don’t even sweat it. Why don’t you believe in ghosts? Hot something against the supernatural?”

‘’ i dunno, jus’ never believed it. somethin’ that’s never really occured to me, or sparked my interest.’’

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