Thoughts

Positivity Reality Live Love Laugh

[komalbhardwaj]

Day 2

Exam went fine for today. I'm kind of loving the vive I have in my room right now. It's really cold outside. I'll just make coffee and study for a while.

Slow songs, a cup of coffee is all I need rn!

[komalbhardwaj]

Day 1

I can and I will!

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The thing that i am growing old, the ultimate fear I have is to enter in a loveless marriage.

People joke making life partners and their whole life becomes a joke after that.

Everything they say feels like a lie.

The words become mirage as they meet reality, dissapearing in thin air as if they never existed.

Choosing whom to spend rest of my life would never be my own decision, but letting my parents would be worth it.

Men are liars. Haha speaking from experience of 23 years.

My own father was, my brothers are.

They are just there for that fucking one thing while women are struck inn the their turnoil of emotions for the rest of their life.

Could I have been free of emotions I would have made get sentence for their lifetime but my emotional connection wouldn't let my own people fucking suffer.

They wreck up and then expect us to feel nothing.

I'd choose peace.

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I am literally having the best days of my life right now. I strive to choose this journey of wellness and love.

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Maybe I am at a growing stage of life, maybe I am acting all weird and socially awkard but I promise to keep learning and moving forward and being humble.

Isn’ life is hard for everyone? Everyone is having some sort of problem right now and if they dont, they create one.

We think we are alone in this shit but we aren’t instead it is rather opposite as we don’t coverse with a lot of people we never know that they are struggling with some unique set of possiblities pf problems that we can’t even think of in our dreams. That’s funny but true.

Some cater financial problems, some physical, some cater with emotional ones but in the end. We all have our lives disturbed around certain stupid stuff which truly won’t even matter after few years.

Aint that stupid that my mind is always filled with random thoughts like these but i myself actually need this stuff to be in my brain to actually guide me through the dark, I myself am left with lonliness and all sorts of negative thoughts.

But that problem gotta do nothing with me knowing how to console other people when they are in problem rather that stuff has to do app with the experiences that I have gained all through my stupid years of growing up.

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I’ve seen group of people who deep down hate each other but still keep on hanging out with each other because... Oh nothing they are making fool of themselves.

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Deep inside I know I aint fighting with anyone but my old self.

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Didn’t even know covid would such immense pressure on education system of India which was already crumbling over the sight of serious growth. This need whole lot of change whether you say about teachers getting consulted regarding them getting educated for handling online classes or being tech friendly.

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Things happened with me taught me more than any person and books in my life combined.

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Talking the shit bothering you in front of right person is therapy.

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They say don’t post whatever you feel on internet but what if people have nobody to talk to in real life☠️

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Life getting harder,

Relations getting complicated,

Reality is never cherished,

Maybe this shit is adulthood.

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I will be more stronger, wiser, peaceful, self loving 🥰 than yesterday!

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I will love myself first because there are so many people out there doing the job of hating me.

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If it takes less than 2 minutes do it now.

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