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Big shout out to the person who borrowed the same book from the uni library as me, and who underlined all the important sentences and key points. You are actively making my work on my thesis easier. May you always be in the near proximity of a cup of your favorite hot beverage, and have a cookie to eat it with.
05/05 - Survived the English exam! Sorry I disappeared, was barely motivated enough to study never mind post about it. The exam went pretty terribly but as long as I get at least a B, it's fine. Regardless, it's a little difficult to be stressed when you're eating spring rolls with friends so at least one nice thing happened today :)
Next exam: History - 09/05
Revised Macbeth quotes
Timed practice essay
Edwin Morgan poems summary notes
Past paper (94%)
⏱️: approx 5 hrs
🎧: dinner & diatribes - hozier
Seeing this collage alone in Pinterest has invoked a deep desire in me that I seek to express here.
I wanna become a very fluent and educated person who understands and articulates knowledge very efficiently. I want to learn and understand things very much and often too. I want to read the classics, fiction, non-fiction, biographies and anything I could get my hands on. I want to drink tea and coffee religiously infused with scented leaves and watch the sky through the window. I have the strongest yearning for a window from which I can see trees, birds in the sky and have wind slamming at my face as I open it. I want to see the gloomy weather and have a desk right beside the window while I study for an exam or deep dive into a topic I have hyper focused on. I want to read, read and read and unrot my brain and fill it with all the things I love such as painting and reading and sketching and being in the sun and in the wind. I want to be wild bird free from capitalism and have whimsy in every part of my cell. I want to read on the bus, in trains even when people judge me for it. I want to sketch and paint in parks and during my lunch break, while I am in queue. I have this yearning to just do things but I am held back by my chronic illness which doesn't ever let me have enough energy and this evil capitalism constantly trying to choke my neck. Constantly trying to suck the life out of me, which wants me to try and monetize everything which ultimately makes me frustrated and not touch it at all.
04.05.26: today i met the public defender who’s gonna be my tutor for the next 6 months. He was very nice and i really hope to learn a lot from him!
I really enjoy dressing up for this things 🫒
tomorrow i have my first trial, it’s a murder case so i was reviewing the documents.
i also reviewed one of my diplomas classes, three more to go .
day 4/100
Texts and doodles (literally anywhere I can reach, I’m a child with crayon when it comes to doodles)
Guys I'm gonna attempt to study for 20hs daily any help will highly valued . Thank you
Experienced my first ever Architecture exhibition.
Although I am not an student from that dept. But every project was absolutely beautiful.
What amazed me most is that they even use different lyrics in their project. Every art felt so alive.
This week was a bit less busy. It feels like preparing time before disaster coming. I am saying as the final approching, all quizzes, assignments, presentation dates are coming together like a tsunami.🌊
But my next week will start with exams and exams. 😩
I have 5 exams within 2 days and a presentation.
Among them 3 of them are ged+lab finals 😩😩😩
I have got 3 days to study. 😫
Wish me luck so that I can survive this wave. 🌠🌌