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I just read the fic Die Free or Die a Failure, and lemme just tell y’all I don’t think I’m ever going to get over it. Genuinely one of the best, if not the best fanfic I’ve ever read, and I’ve been reading fanfics since I was like 11.

So if y’all need a aftg fanfic recommendation PLEASE read Die Free or Die a Failure by Mickey_99 on ao3!!

#I’ve never cried harder reading a fic #I’ve also never laughed harder so I think it evens out #be sure to read all the tags for it though so you know what you’re getting into #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #neil josten #andrew minyard #andreil #jean moreau #kevin day #raven!neil

What am I thinking about? Oh it’s nothing really, just the line from Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers: “and while you’re bleeding on your back in the glass, I’ll be glad that I made it out, and sorry that it all went down like it did.” And how both Kevin and Neil had to leave Jean behind in the nest, knowing he would be hurt, and knowing there was nothing either of them could do about it😁

#I urge you to not think about it from Jean’s perspective when all the ravens start dropping like flies after he got out #soo healthy for these characters to be what keeps me up at night #NO ONE EVER SHOW JEAN PHEOBE BRIDGERS #aftg #the foxhole court #all for the game #the raven king #jean moreau #the golden raven #jerejean #jeremy knox #the sunshine court #the kings men

On the topic of pride month😻

Realistically, the Foxes would never go to a pride festival (except probably Nicky).

But the Trojans?? Oh baby, it’s a field day over there. The floozie line has been planning that shit for weeks.

#Jeremy wore a crop top and jean had to practically rip his eyes out of his head #also when rhemann saw all of them he shed a tear or two #aftg #all for the game #pride #pride month #the foxhole court #the raven king #jean moreau #the golden raven #jerejean #andreil #jeremy knox #andrew minyard #neil josten #kevin day #nicky hemmick #cat alvarez #laila dermott

One of my favorite little tropes is when one of them is fighting some crazy battles in their head. They don’t know what the relationship is and they’re genuinely fighting the demons because they’re so confused (and also refuse to grow a pair and just ask some clarifying questions)

And then the other one (who just assumes that they’ve been together the entire time) is just like:

#and then the one finally gets the courage to ask them out and the other just goes aren’t we already dating??#it’s all fun and games for them #booklr #books and reading #books #trope talk #tropes #reading

Listening to downfall by noah kahan and thinking about Jean and Kevin.

Jean never really had anything good going for him. There was nothing keeping him alive, until a beautiful boy with green eyes asked him to teach him French in secret. Then that beautiful boy with his beautiful green eyes left. Jean knew that it was the only option for Kevin, he knew that he himself would never leave the nest willingly, and he knew Kevin would never come back, not for him. But he waited anyway. He waited for Kevin, kept his ear to the doorframe, and prayed for his downfall every single day.

I’m thinking about the line: “I’m hoping that the view ain’t nice, that the streetlights bleed into your bedroom.”

All Kevin and Jean ever knew was the dark. Dark walls, hallways, clothes, hair… blood. There weren’t windows in the nest, they couldn’t see outside. He wants Kevin to be inconvenienced by the small things, wants him to get annoyed by light coming in through his window at night, because obviously, he’d think about everything that could make Kevin’s life a living hell, rather than how Kevin made his life a living hell. But really he doesn’t like to think about it much at all, because when he thinks about it too hard he doesn’t know whether to be happy that Kevin can be annoyed by such things, or jealous that he can’t. If he thinks about it too hard, he starts to wonder if he could ever truly be inconvenienced by the light, if it meant he was no longer trapped in the dark.

Also honorable mention to the line “the way you’ve got your hair up straight makes you look real Californian.” That’s literally just Kevin when he tells Jean that California agrees with him.

#my traumatized boys😀#your honor save them #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #the sunshine court #the golden raven #jean moreau #kevin day #kevjean #noah kahan #the great divide

Listened to this song and shed a few tears for my boy Neil Josten

#I don’t like thinking about him for too long it makes my stomach hurt #little runaway #aftg #neil josten #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #andreil #Spotify

Head cannon that Kevin listens to male manipulator music. More specifically, TV Girl.

Also I know that he had In Rainbows by Radiohead on repeat when it came out in 2007.

#Kevin day 1000% listens to Radiohead #kevin day #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #queen of exy

My head cannon for Jean is that he just looks perpetually sad all the time. He doesn’t have a resting bitch face, that dude has a resting sad face. He just always looks like he might start crying.

And then someone asks him if he’s okay, and he says the snarkiest thing in return, and they’re just like oh damn guess maybe he just looks like that then??

#I KNOW THAT LITTLE FRENCH BOY CAN POUT #Jean with the rsf #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #jean moreau #the raven king #the golden raven #the sunshine court #the kings men #jerejean

Andrew Minyard 🤝 Jeremey Knox: making promises and pacts with the men they want to keep them from leaving.

#Jeremy being jeans partner and Andrew being neil’s protector #need more Jeremy and Andrew content tbh #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #andrew minyard #jean moreau #the raven king #jerejean #jeremy knox #the golden raven #andreil #neil josten

One of the funniest bits in tkm, I think, is when Andrew blows neil in the shower. And it’s literally only funny because of the timing. It’s been maybe 48 hours since neil was being tortured in Baltimore, bro can’t even open a granola bar for himself. His body is actively trying to recover from immense torture and strain, and Andrew’s like yeah I think now is the perfect time to show him what this mouth can do.

#freak 4 freak #Andrew was not wasting any more time #getting straight to fucking business #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #neil josten #andreil #the raven king #the foxhole court #the kings men

I NEED jerejean angst in tbc. I need something to happen to Jeremy so we can get some nice hurt/comfort. I need some tears and pain, and then I need them to make out like they’re the only people on the planet.

THE PEOPLE YEARN FOR DESPERATION!!

#we all know Nora has evil things planned for our boy Jeremy #very unfortunate but also this means we get Jean comforting Jeremy #a win is a win I guess #aftg #all for the game #jean moreau #jerejean #jeremy knox #the golden raven #the sunshine court #the broken cage

I desperately need to see Neil, Andrew, Kevin, Jean, and Jeremy all in the same room together in tbc. So much gayness in one space, they’re gonna assemble like the avengers.

#get the floozie line in there too and they’ll be unstoppable #exy being probably the most progressive sport of its time #especially for the early 2000s #I love my gay made up sport mafia book #I’m actually terrified for neil and jeans trial #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #andrew minyard #jean moreau #the raven king #jerejean #jeremy knox #the golden raven #andreil #kevin day #neil josten

The scene in tkm where Andrew puts a knife to Kevin’s side immediately after he starts to say something against Neil wanting to go on a vacation, will always be dear to me. Like Kevin man come on, be so fr right now. You’re telling me you want to look neil in the eye—the kid who just got brutally tortured and almost killed by his own father and his fathers people—and tell him he can’t go on a a little mountain getaway with the people he cares about the most?? I would’ve put a knife to his side as well, like bitch sit the fuck down and shut up like a good boy.

#like Kevin read the damn room the boy almost died #Kevin try not to kick a man while he’s down impossible challenge #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #andrew minyard #the raven king #andreil #neil josten #kevin day #the kings men #the foxes

Right so like I’m like 97% sure that Nora isn’t going to kill Jeremy off in tbc because like if Jeremy goes down then Jean would go down. Fuck every promise Jean made to stay alive and play, I most definitely believe he would kill himself. But then there’s that 3% of me that’s kinda honestly expecting Jeremy to die because why would Nora let the only universe where Jean survives be a happy one.

After all, he is a Moreau. He will endure.

#Nora please don’t nuke Jeremy #please our boys deserve to be happy #aftg #the foxhole court #all for the game #jean moreau #jerejean #jeremy knox #the golden raven #the sunshine court #the broken cage

sleeping-jo

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

When I die I’m gonna make everyone popcorn read my fanfics at my funeral

#starting with the front row too they can’t get out of it that easily

Hey, Adam Parrish, I have a song for you…and you know what, you too Gansey.

And Adam while your at it why don’t you go ahead and listen to Deny Deny Deny and think about your little dreamer boy some more.

#Adam please just give this whole album a listen #every song is about them #adam parrish #the raven boys #gansey #the raven cycle #ronan lynch #the dream thieves #the raven king #blue lily lily blue #Spotify

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