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the name's Equinoxe, we go by [ he/they/any ] pronouns
jirai blog, beware triggering topics ahead [ $H3d content, suicidal ideation, (sometimes) NSFT ]
» block, don't report >_>
» posts will be tagged with the appropriate trigger warning/s
aside from the obligatory DNI TRASH, idgaf who interacts. just follow ur own DNI to be sure ig
PROCEED AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION
── .✦ 𝔅𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔠 ℑ𝔫𝔣𝔬
⬩➤ we are the Kosmic Consortium, a disordered plural with DID, SzPD, Bipolar II, Autism, ADHD, Cotard's Syndrome, ARFID and other stuff we forgot about xD
-> the system signoff is: [ 𝄞₊˚⊹ ]
-> feel free to ask for a specific alter to interact with if u want
(although availability will depend and boundaries still exist, we'll try our best to answer!!)
⬩➤ the body is 19 yrs old
⬩➤ collectively queer and aspec (asexual, aromantic, aplatonic, agender)
⬩➤ we are both fictive heavy and otherkin
➢ 𝐊𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭
➛ The Influence, RecallaHollowHeart
➛ Heathcliff, Limbus Company
➛ Hyperlaser, PHIGHTING!
➛ Mafuyu, PJSK (flicker)
➛ Luka, ALNST (flicker)
➛ free-roaming stray cat :3
➛ siren
➛ eldritch entity
➢ 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬
➛ 'host'
➛ Heero Yuy : the nonchalant and lowkey thinker (/lh)
➛ xX4ce0f5padesXx : energetic and friendly, age-slider
➛ Eurydice : symptomatic fella, hypersexual, sometimes lurks on yanblr
⬩➤ discourse stances: none. i don't have the fucking time nor energy for engaging in that shit
⬩➤ we tag very sparingly and only when it seems necessary
it's never too late to start drawing again. even if your drawings aren't technically skilled at all, it's always okay to become an artist again. your art has worth, regardless of skill or execution.
being plural is so funny because i’ll be watching from a backseat in my own mind as someone else wearing my face talks and interacts with people i’ve known all my life, which would normally be horrifying but they’re my brain homies so it’s chill
my firsts post... this is some of the methods my system uses to tell me they're real. we've mulled it over and felt like sharing it because the community on tumblr has helped us a lot with understanding and accepting things. <3
shocking news: your favorite character from the media you enjoy in a very very healthy way turned out to be not only your current obsession but also a headmate!!!!
people need to talk about socially acceptable abuse more. it's literally why we're a system. the spanking that people refuse to believe is physical abuse when there are multiple studies showing it affects kids just as much as any other type of physical abuse. the way a parent might talk down to their kid their entire life and make them feel like they cant make any choices themself or be independent that they only notice when someone else points out how their parent(s) talk too and about them. the parentification of the oldest kid(s) when they have a single parent. the unnoticeable praise towards the "easy" child that all the other children pick up on. the neglect the "easy" child has to go through. a kid being punished for going to their parent(s) when they mess up and need help. not being taught how to clean or cook or do laundry or even how to wash certain parts. it all destroys a kid and it was all socially acceptable in my family and in the communities i grew up in.
Not knowing something about a character or source you’re from does not make you any less valid as an introject/kin/irl
It’s okay to find out more about yourself, it’s okay to adapt based on new updates to a source, it’s okay if you simply forgot or never knew in the first place.
And for others, don’t be mean about it when someone doesn’t know something about themself. It’s not cool.
We need a term for that apl4apl relationship that's like "I wouldn't call this friendship and I don't really give a flying fuck about you but it's both mutually beneficial and lowkey fun to spend time with you and share stuff with you so I'll keep doing that". So that I can say that this is the kind of relationship I yearn for
