sea // wolf

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐀 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄.

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# KRAKENED — independent, private, selective THEON GREYJOY of asoiaf. loved by macy (she/her, 28). established april 2020. was found previously on my multimuse.

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𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗰𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗯𝘂𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻 , flying everywhere , constantly , drowning out rationality beneath thunderous wings. the voice in her head does wonders , controls her every emotion , action , word. sansa stark is a well oiled machine , and when something causes her to deviate from routine , she does not do well. interestingly enough , theon greyjoy is a linchpin in this wheel. despite this , it is an overwhelming sensation she wants to bask in. soak in like the rays of sun on a hot summer day. it doesn't make her lose control , it makes her want more.

his touch is electrifying. she cannot help but wonder if this is what man saw when they first created fire. a dangerous sort of spark , a crackling heat. you cannot get too close , yet without proximity you cannot use it to survive. theon was every bit her fire , burning rampant , decimating her while he was in her path ( yet , without him , she will freeze , she will probably die ). he pulls her close , and sansa is certain in this moment she would melt under his gaze , burn upon his touch , suffocate under the contradiction and confusion of this all.

❝ be careful, theon. ❞ sansa warns , eyes peering up at his own through the angle he has positioned her face. her tone is low , though there's a playfulness that makes the flirting apparent. ❝ keep talking like that , and it may sound like you actually want to be my date. ❞ the thought of that makes her heart leap , anticipation and excitement at that prospect enough to make her a giddy school girl. though her composure is kept , the facade of a distant flirt what he sees.

fingers come to his chest , delicately teasing the buttons of his shirt. blue eyes watch , narrow slightly. almost like a cat stalking its prey. oh , how she would devour him if she could. ❝ i won't lie , the end of that night sounds... particularly intriguing. ❞ hands open the top two buttons of his shirt , ghost the skin of his exposed chest. it's so outwardly bold , especially for a girl who never had confidence in this sort of thing. though , theon has a way of emboldening her , making her feel she could play the part of seductress. he makes her feel beautiful and worthy of his desire , like a precious thing he could never quite obtain. if she thinks too hard about it , she surely would fall , and dangerously fast at that.

sansa turns away once more , though sits on the edge of her bed now. she watches , patiently , waiting for what's next. ❝ but what ever , may i ask , would you tell robb? why would you of all people be taking his darling baby sister to the formal? ❞ she laughs at the thought , ❝ surely screwing her brains out is not the answer he was looking for. ❞ this was the first time they spoke of robb , of what he could probably never , ever , and she meant ever know. sansa is quite certain they'd be in agreement over this. @krakened

[krakened]

𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍. hands in the earth and thrusting back and he feels lighter and less sorry. how much longer would she dig him out from underneath her fingernails?

his body aches at the loss of her the second she turns from him. theon stands some few feet away. takes in all the words he's bound to hear because it cannot be simple between them. not ever. the weight of his body shifts to his right foot some inches behind his left. of course she's right to bring up her brother and his best friend. it's a complication that theon hopes never to face. too far down the road to care about , if even their paths should take them there at all. and if theon were to be honest with himself , it feels a possibility now. in this moment , at least. maybe even in the moments in between. he isn't one to live in anything but the present. so fuck all the worrying.

the present — it's exactly the word he needs to hear. focus on the PRESENT. things that matter now and not tomorrow. or next week. and now , theon wants her. every way that she comes. and all around the room. and under him and on top of him. wants her body flush against his own as though no amount of force could bring them close enough together to satisfy his own desire. and what the fuck is he waiting for?

he approaches her slowly. places his hands on either side of her on the bed. leans in , faces close. all ghosting at a connection. ❝ who said robb has to know? ❞ he leans in , close enough for his breath to touch the skin of her neck. ❝ if you're afraid he might find out , ❞ lips graze flesh before pulling away , ❝ then i'll play the mistress. ❞ theon switches sides , the whole side of his face brushing against hers. lips close to her ear. ❝ tell your date you're feeling sick. find me afterwards. ❞ lips slide down to her neck. ❝ and i'll remind you what being with a real man feels like. ❞ he kisses her neck , mouth parted too much for anything gentle. and then he pulls away. back to face her , but not to break the distance between them. he couldn't bring himself to part just yet. ❝ unless you'd rather a dull evening with a one-sided fuck. then i'll leave you to it. ❞

[cosmiart]

Theon and Asha Greyjoy …maybe in a happier AU? ;_;

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@imaginarianisms

[kowada25]

[krakened]

theon to ros when she left for kings landing:

[krakened]

i'll leak ur nudes unless u buy me weed :/

go ahead, my nudes are a GIFT and a BLESSING

[krakened]

remi vc: theon! :D

theon gives remi aa seashell he found. it reminded him of her. <3

[ohisms]

↪ 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝑬 . ( a collection of lyric starters from an assortment of billie eilish songs . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

you scared me to death .

there's nothing left to save now .

i don't think i caught your name .

i like it when you take control .

you're sacred and they're starved .

how dare you ? and how could you ?

one of us is gonna lose .

i don't even really know how it happened .

i'm out of sympathy for you .

just let me hold you .

don't talk about me like you might know how i feel .

try not to abuse your power .

i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself .

it's not like me to be so mean .

you just want what you can't have .

would you like me to be quiet ?

i haven't slept since sunday .

i don't want to want you .

it hurts , but i know how to hide it .

i'm the only one who does it how you like .

you better keep your head down .

a lot can change in twenty seconds .

why aren't you scared of me ?

i thought that i was special .

you're looking at me like i'm see-through .

you were a hero , you played the part .

i never really know how to please you .

see what you wanna see .

gold's fake , and real love hurts .

no way , i'll call the cops .

maybe you should leave before i get too mean .

i just wanted to protect you .

you only listen to your fuckin' friends .

they're never gonna give you love like ours .

all you wanna do is kiss me .

don't you know too much already ?

it's weird that we care so much until we don't .

i didn't change my number , i changed who i reply to .

i don't know what feels true .

did you really think this is the right thing to do ?

i would hate to see you go .

i'd never treat me this shitty .

i'll only hurt you if you let me .

you made me feel like it was my fault .

now i know what you are .

i feel more and more like i was made for you .

you wanna kill me ? you wanna hurt me ?

don't try to make me feel bad .

wait , you know what ? maybe just forget it .

was i made from a broken mold ?

you want me to be yours , then you've gotta be mine .

tell me "nothing lasts" , like i don't know .

wait a minute , let me finish .

you know i'm not your friend without some greenery .

my demands aren't high to make .

stop , what the hell are you talking about ?

we both know i'm worth waiting for .

you ruined everything good .

you really know how to make me cry .

your love feels so fake .

i wanna be alone . alone with you , does that make sense ?

spit it out , what is it exactly ?

i'll never let you go .

if we were meant to be , we would've been by now .

you can pretend that you don't miss me .

just fucking leave me alone .

don't say i didn't warn you .

it's pretty cool , right ?

i think i might have fallen in love .

i tried not to upset you .

do you even feel anything ?

don't ask questions , you don't wanna know .

i've been walking through a world gone blind .

i just wanna make you feel okay .

i know you don't care , but can you listen ?

don't you know i'm no good for you ?

[krakened]

𝑰 𝑨𝑴 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑰𝑵 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑾𝑯𝑶 𝑰 𝑼𝑺𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑩𝑬.

[krakened]

𝑹𝑶𝑩𝑩 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑲

@krakened​ sent  💬  for a generated starter

    ❝  I  MISS  MOMENTS  LIKE  THIS  MORE  THAN  ANYTHING.  ❞

𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋: it is both the same and not. the same overgrown tree, roots thicker than his own limbs even as they taper. the same two boys: all flesh and blood and whatever pieces they each managed to pick up on the way out. the same swelling: in and out of comfortable silence. slower now, though. it seems they both have a lot less to say these days. 

the red tint of the leaves begs him to return to himself. to close his eyes and forget the last couple of years. forget every moment since the last time the two of them sat in the shade of the weirwood. it’s easy, theon thinks, in theory. easy to pretend the rare warmth gushing in his chest is the same that he received so well and so often so long ago. not so easy in practice: there’s enough guilt in his stomach to last a lifetime. he won’t forget what he’s done. won’t pretend like it does not, in any manner, affect moments like this. moments more or moments less. he hasn’t yet perfected the skill of unburdening himself, but he’s found a sore sort of balance. it is enough, he thinks.  

theon swallows his own ghost like it’s an art: wills it down his throat flatly. he looks over to robb. a hundred times they had been here, the two of them. just like this. he does not remember them all, not even half. he would remember this one.    ❝  we never knew how good we had it.  ❞   a crooked grin spreads across his face. diverts his eyes for a moment. almost sheepish  (   not like his old self ever would have been    )     ❝  we were inseparable. ❞  and perhaps that’s where it all went wrong. no, he knows this. the last time he ever truly felt like himself was before he left for pyke. back when he was by robb’s side. and perhaps saying this is some sort of attempt at manifesting the past. wishing the world would take him back without asking too much of it. he doesn’t intend to beg the world for anything anymore. not on his knees, not now and not likely ever. 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜.

[edenmemes]

uncharted sentence starters

❝ if you’re done lying to me, then you should stop lying to yourself. ❞ ❝ it’s not going to be easy, you know. ❞ ❝ well, it sounds like you’re working for a nutcase. ❞ ❝ make sure that you’re safe. ❞ ❝ look, i wanted to tell you! i wanted to! but how could i? ❞ ❝ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❞ ❝ i’m sorry for what happened to you. ❞ ❝ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❞ ❝ wait, wait, wait. something about this feels kinda hinky. ❞ ❝ what a warm and homey place, huh? ❞ ❝ i’m willing to forgive and forget. for old time’s sake. ❞ ❝ looks like he was killed. ripped to shreds actually. ❞ ❝ these guys have been tailing me for weeks. thought i lost them. ❞ ❝ should i be flattered, or worried? ❞ ❝ so with our luck, what’s the odds this volcano is going to erupt on us? ❞ ❝ i hope i don’t go to hell for this. ❞ ❝ i can handle this. i’m tough. i grew up with nuns. ❞ ❝ fair warning, last person who betrayed me wound up dead. ❞ ❝ you told me you’d say out of trouble. ❞ ❝ how do i know you’re real? ❞ ❝ don’t ever point a gun at me again. ❞ ❝ make sure that you’re safe. ❞ ❝ i have made a lot of mistakes. a lot. i’m not a perfect man. ❞ ❝ i had a lousy father. lousy childhood. ❞ ❝ sounds terrible. check his wallet. ❞ ❝ let’s not forget who walked out on whom. you don’t get to be jealous.  ❞ ❝ progress demands sacrafice. ❞ ❝ shut up. i really thought you were gone this time. ❞ ❝ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❞ ❝ on a scale of 1-10, how scared were you that i was gonna die? ❞ ❝ i can’t walk away. i’m tired of walking away. ❞ ❝ even an enemy must be fed and sheltered. are you my enemy? ❞ ❝ we can still stop him. i can help you. ❞ ❝ gotta say, you have a real knack for breaking things. ❞ ❝ do as i say not as i do. ❞ ❝ looks like hell spit you back out. ❞ ❝ what’s your story, anyway? ❞ ❝ i don’t take big risks without a good payday. ❞ ❝ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❞ ❝ you can’t reform the villain and save the day. it’s just not done like that. ❞ ❝ sorry, i just need to get my head back in the game. ❞ ❝ this isn’t our fight. it’s my fight. ❞ ❝ i won’t let them hurt you. ❞ ❝ skip the mind games. you don’t know me. ❞ ❝ no offense, but your ancestor was a right asshole. ❞ ❝ you’re unusually quiet. what’s up your bum? ❞ ❝ that was my last cigarette. ❞ ❝ okay, well, why don’t you just walk away? ❞ ❝ why this obsession? i’m just worried. ❞ ❝ i can’t…i can’t breathe…i just…can’t breathe… ❞ ❝ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❞ ❝ if you let these bastards win - after this - i will never forgive you. ❞ ❝ you’ve got your pride all tangled up in this thing. it’s making you reckless. ❞ ❝ any trouble you shoot first and ask questions later. ❞ ❝ dangerous to be out so late.  ❞ ❝ easy now. look at me. ❞ ❝ my leg! don’t touch it! i know it’s broken! ❞ ❝ are you going to join me, darling? ❞ ❝ this is my gig. you want your share, you play by my rules. ❞ ❝ we don’t get to choose how we start in life. real greatness? it’s what you do with the hand you’re dealt. ❞ ❝ i always felt that we were destined for something great. ❞ ❝ you should relax. you’ll live longer. ❞ ❝ i taught you better than that. ❞ ❝ so that’s a no? felt like a no. ❞ ❝ quit acting like you’re gonna lie down and die, all right? ❞ ❝ i have a spare bed.  ❞ ❝ is there no bottom for your ignorance? ❞ ❝ even cornered dogs bite back.  ❞ ❝ that one is my favourite. it makes your eyes twinkle.  ❞ ❝ admit it. you’re gonna miss this ass.  ❞ ❝ you think i’m a monster, but you’re no different from me.  ❞ ❝ how many people have you killed? how many?  ❞ ❝ you will not stand in the way of destiny.  ❞ ❝ you stick with me, i’ll teach you a few things. ❞ ❝ well, if you’d like, i can tell you where to stick it. ❞ ❝ face it, genius, you’ve been played. ❞ ❝ yeah, keep smiling, asshole. ❞ ❝ i got nothing to prove. ❞ ❝ don’t hand it to me. i’ve had everything handed to me ❞ ❝ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❞ ❝ you stick your neck out, you’re asking to lose your head. ❞ ❝ oh, and now you’re blushing. ❞ ❝ just so you know, it’s not my first lost city. ❞ ❝ are you always this clever? ❞ ❝ i was trying to rescue you, as a matter of fact. ❞ ❝ you know, at this point, i’ve run out of words. ❞ ❝ what do you say we really ruin this guy’s day? ❞ ❝ whether you die or not, i don’t really care. ❞ ❝ i thought you…i saw you get shot. ❞ ❝ it’s like a camera. you just…point and shoot, right? ❞ ❝ god, who’s being unprofessional now? ❞ ❝ i always knew you were gonna make something of yourself one day. ❞ ❝ let’s just pretend i skipped all of sunday school. ❞ ❝ oh no you didn’t do that. that’s not funny! ❞ ❝ save the world, triumph over evil. ❞ ❝ are you trying to kill me? ❞ ❝ know what i love about partying with a bunch of crooks? nobody cares that you smoke indoors. ❞ ❝ you gave me a goddamn heartattack. ❞ ❝ i’ll die a thousand deaths before i let you win.  ❞ ❝ i didn’t tell you because i was afraid…of losing you. ❞ ❝ what ever happened to just living a normal life? ❞ ❝ even if you think you’re protecting me, you don’t have a right to shut me out like that. ❞ ❝ i mean… thanks for saving me. ❞ ❝ en garde, dickhead. ❞ ❝ i love you. ❞ ❝ come on! we can get out of here together. ❞ ❝ everything i touch turns to shit. ❞ ❝ how did you find me anyway? ❞ ❝ i’ve got my eye on you. ❞ ❝ you were going to sell me out, weren’t you? ❞ ❝ love to know what you’re thinking. ❞ ❝ well, well, well. get it? ‘cause you know, it’s a well. ❞ ❝ it’s a shame we’re leaving empty handed though. ❞ ❝ okay…yeah…how do i look? ❞ ❝ thank me after we get out of this alive. ❞ ❝ you’re lucky that i found you when i did. ❞ ❝ they’re just saying that because it gets to you. ❞ ❝ look, if you’re into shady stuff it’s totally cool. ❞ ❝ ha. that’s my girl. ❞ ❝ i made a promise that i was done with this life. ❞ ❝ listen, sunshine, the world doesn’t care. ❞ ❝ well, that’s it. now you know everything. ❞ ❝ don’t even think about not coming back. ❞ ❝ you know, i shot the man who told me that. ❞ ❝ i thought that i’d be satisfied. instead, i’m left with this strange feeling of emptiness.  ❞  ❝ as thrilling as the next adventure may be, in the end, you’re always left with that same feeling. ❞ ❝ you know, i didn’t think i could trust you either. ❞ ❝ i almost lost you once before. i just can’t do that again. ❞ ❝ don’t even think about not coming back. ❞ ❝ that’s it! no compassion! no mercy! ❞ ❝ sentimentality in this line of work will get you killed. ❞ ❝ i need your help…and you need mine. ❞ ❝ i kept your tears in a jar. ❞ ❝ i expected you to have my back.  ❞ ❝ tell you what. when i get back, pizza’s on me. ❞ ❝ death. it smelled like death. ❞ ❝ so they have beaten you, eh? your quest’s over?  ❞ ❝ you listen to your mum, okay?  ❞ ❝ trust me - your ego will mend.  ❞ ❝ i hope i live to regret this.  ❞ ❝ these men were all shot.  ❞ ❝ be a lot easier just to let go.  ❞ ❝ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say?  ❞ ❝ seems like i am always saving your ass. ❞ ❝ i never asked for any of your bloody heroics. ❞ ❝ the guys in prison used to say, ‘you can steal to eat or you can steal to get rich.’ i say, why not both?  ❞ ❝ you were never a chocolate and flower kinda girl.  ❞ ❝ i don’t have your luck. people like me know when to walk away from the table.  ❞ ❝ appreciate the update, captain obvious.  ❞ ❝ you made your choice.  ❞ ❝ don’t tell me you’re buying all into that supernatural nonsense.  ❞ ❝ i couldn’t sleep last time i saw that.  ❞ ❝ it’s actually nice working with a woman for a change. ❞ ❝ i’m lucky you’re on my side. ❞ ❝ do you really think all this really could be true?  ❞ ❝ you know, it’s kind of romantic down here.  ❞ ❝ just wish i’d brought something to read.  ❞ ❝ you can relax. we’re safe here. ❞ ❝ i am surrounded by traitors and fools.  ❞ ❝ just don’t get us killed. ❞ ❝ what are you shaking for? ❞ ❝ parents must be worried about you. ❞ ❝ i wonder what you’re really scared of…not bullets, or blood, or broken bones… ❞ ❝ i don’t need your bullet-ridden-corpse on my conscience. let’s go. ❞ ❝ yeah, i’m fine. oh, but - you’re bleeding. ❞ ❝ i do seem to attract the scum of the earth. ah - no offense. ❞ ❝ all this grandeur, hidden away from the world.  ❞ ❝ if we don’t make it out here, i just want you to know - i hate your guts. ❞ ❝ i’ve got a bad feeling about this place. ❞ ❝ that’s my blood. that’s my blood. that’s a lot of my blood. ❞ ❝ you should play the hero more often. it suits you. ❞ ❝ eyes ahead, don’t look down. ❞ ❝ here - grab my hand. ❞ ❝ no matter what it is, you’re supposed to come to me so we can work it out together… as a team.  ❞  ❝ you know nothing is ever truly destroyed. just purified and reborn.  ❞ ❝ you just - totally crushed that moment. you know that, right?  ❞ ❝ you’re a selfish dickhead.  ❞ ❝ i do speak a little bit of ____, you know. wait, what did you say? ❞ ❝ i know you. you’re no hero.  ❞ ❝ i wish you could’ve been there. ❞ ❝ hey, are you happy? ❞ ❝ you’re not gonna pass out on me or nothing, are you? ❞ ❝ look, i…um….i’m not good with the whole people thing.  ❞ ❝ i’ve had worse nights, believe me.  ❞ ❝ let’s find somewhere a little more private. ❞ ❝ hey, take it easy. you’ve been out for almost half an hour.  ❞ ❝ to rule people, you first must sow chaos.  ❞ ❝ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❞ ❝ take me with you. ❞ ❝ i’m left with this strange feeling of emptiness.  ❞  ❝ anyone ever tell you, you have a funny idea of romantic?  ❞  ❝ it’s nothing that years of therapy won’t fix.  ❞ ❝ no. it’s my turn to walk away.  ❞  ❝ nothing about our lives have been fair, but we’ve made it work. ❞ ❝ your people will beg me to save them.  ❞ ❝ we’re not on a first-name basis.  ❞ ❝ you know nothing about me.  ❞ ❝ do tell. maybe over some drinks?  ❞ ❝ we must keep to the shadows.  ❞ ❝ hey, you cool? ‘cause i need you to be cool.  ❞ ❝ you must be tired of these lectures. i know i’m tired of giving them. ❞ ❝ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❞ ❝ is that a sin? i think that’s a sin. ❞

[krakened]

𝑱𝑶𝑵 𝑺𝑵𝑶𝑾

OPEN STARTER.

❝ I said I’m fine. ❞  Jon gives a flick of his cigarette, watching pallid grey ash SCATTER. The cylindrical body is near spent, so he tosses it like a fallen soldier, stamps it under his sole. But if blood-shot, tired eyes are any indication, it’s a bold-faced LIE.  ❝ How many times do I have to tell you?  ❞

“  fine, right.  ”  lips curl into a crooked and sarcastic grin. he directs his gaze elsewhere, lets out an airy laugh. looks back at jon, his expression a slight tone more serious.  “  you look like shit, jon.  ”  theon isn’t exactly a beacon of self-care, himself, but he supposes that’s where the whole  ‘ takes one to know one ’  thing comes in handy.   “  can’t fool me.   ” 

[leememes]

THE   RAWEST   LYRICS   FROM   ‘   CAVETOWN  ,   ’  PART  THREE  .

“   i   wanna   be   alone  .   ” “   leave   without   me  .   ” “   i   don’t   wanna   go  .   ” “   i’ll   be   fine   on   my   own  .   ” “   please   don’t   worry  .   ” “   i   wanna   sleep   until   it’s   over  .   ” “   greet   me   with   a   hug ;   show   me   i’m   not   disgusting  .   ” “   show   me   i’m   not   disgusting  .   ” “   sing   me   a   song  .   ” “   tell   me   your   thoughts  .   ” “   i   could   listen   to   you   all   night   long  .   ” “   i   don’t   care   about   my   sleeping   routine  .   ” “   we’ve   got   so   much   time   to   kill  .   ” “   life’s   too   short   to   worry   about   things   we   got   wrong  .   ” “   remember   when   we   didn’t   need   a - grades   for   self - validation  ?   ” “   tell   me   about   the   things   that   you   love  .   ” “   i   don’t   care   about   what   people   think   of   me  .   ” “   i’m   fucked   up   as   it   is  .   ” “   you   don’t   know   what   it’s   like   to   feel   like   nothing   at   all  .   ” “   it’s   nothing   i   can’t   change  .   ” “   i   can’t   breathe   anymore  .   ”  “   i   could   do   with   a   little   more   of   your   help  .   ” “   i’d   shoot   you   in   the   brain ,   but   i’d   miss   you   come   the   morning  .   ” “   i’m   just   a   kid   with   a   bully   in   my   head  .   ” “   i   wanna   be   so   much   more  .   ” “   release   my   neck  .   ” “   untie   my   hands  .   ” “   you   don’t   have   to   be   like   that  .   ” “   don’t   be   afraid  .   ” “   they’re   poisoning   my   food  .   ” “   they’re   putting   drugs   inside   my   water  .   ”  “   i’m   not   insane  .   ” “   i’m   not   insane  …   just   irrational  .   though   isn’t   that   the   same  ?   ”

[scndor]

tldr: i’m back

hi everyone! sorry for my super long and unexplained absence. i feel like i have to explain myself bc i hate that it’s been so long !! this summer has been pretty hard for me. first, my 3 y/o cat died. then a month later, my dad was diagnosed with cancer. on top of that, work has been insanely busy, in fact yesterday was my first day off since july 19th. so i’ve been meaning to get back on for a bit, i’ve just lacked the energy but i miss it here so damn much.

BUT i am coming back. i’ll be focusing primarily on sandor & theon, then work my way to my multimuse. i’ll be dropping all threads on sandor except for like, one for artie, nicole, and dj each. and asks too. i desperately need a clean slate lmao. i WILL be slow to come back to full activity, mostly because next week i’ll be out of town on vacation, so don’t expect activity to be back to normal until after then. but also u guys know me i’ll probably reblog a meme after this or something lmfao

anyways i love u guys and missed u and i’m just super excited to be back

[krakened]

so obviously i haven’t been here bc irl has been a lot but........please tell me they didn’t make the ugly dash permanent

[krakened]

☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favourite blogs. It’s time to spread positivity ( ´ ▽ ` ).｡ｏ♡

i love you to the MOON and BACk, artie <3

[krakened]

I just wanted to say that you're absolutely amazing and I miss you

listen i love you sm and i miss theon and you and i promise i will fix this soon !!!